At eight o'clock in the morning Pacific time, Lu Yinbing came back from a run outside and took the breakfast her mother had prepared to the yard and enjoyed it in the sun. The toast is hollowed out, filled with cheese, bacon and eggs, and the appearance can be scored for 90 points. In addition, a cup of oatmeal is soaked and a sip is shallow along the edge of the cup. The concentration and sweetness are just right.

"Thank you mom!" Lu Yinbing shouted at the door, looking very happy.

Liu Xinmin washed her hands, came out, and saw Lu Yinbing holding a mobile phone to take a picture of breakfast, "Where should I send it?"

"Don't send it anywhere, save it." Lu Yinbing used the software to mark the time, date and place on the photo, and save it in his mobile phone.

It has been half a month since they came out. They have traveled to three cities. Lu Yinbing's condition has never made fundamental progress, but she doesn't seem to care herself. She goes out to exercise on time every morning and evening, and goes to the hospital for medical treatment during the day. The frequency of depression episodes is about once every four days, mostly at night, but the duration of the episodes is shorter than before, and it seems to be getting better.

Liu Xinmin can accompany her, but she can't do anything else. She is able to survive day by day. However, when Liu Xinmin weighed Lu Yinbing yesterday, she found that she was three kilograms heavier than in China, so she was so happy to buy one immediately. He piled up vegetables and let Lu Yinbing make a hearty meal.

Lu Yinbing quickly checked Weibo on his mobile phone, and was the number one hot search. It was also Xia Yitong's name: Xia Yitong and Chen Muyang's love affair.

The entry was simple and rude. At first glance, it was known that it was made up by the media. Lu Yinbing would not click on such boring things. Lu Yinbing locked the screen of his mobile phone and put it on the table, and concentrated on eating breakfast.

She took a bite of toast and drank a bite of oatmeal. She swept her eyes on the black screen of the phone. The screen turned on by itself. Now the phone is really annoying. She doesn't want to have to brighten the screen to attract her attention.

Lu Yinbing followed his mobile phone's "intention to autonomy" and clicked on a hot search. The draft from the first marketing account was: [Xia Yitong, Chen Muyang, flirting and cursing if there is no one else, good things are coming? 】

Lu Yinbing sneered.

The marketing number lists the two people’s various matches, such as age, one thirty-one, twenty-six; for example, if you have worked together before, the dream of making a cp fan will come true; both of them are acting in the new generation. , Xia Yitong was shortlisted for Best Actress this time, and Chen Muyang was also shortlisted for Best Supporting Actor at the Golden Crow Award. What is the fate that is not destined? Both men and unmarried women are both talented and handsome. Especially in the comments of some people below, congratulations one by one, it seems that the two will get married and enter the bridal chamber tomorrow.

Lu Yinbing sneered again.

Liu Xinmin shuddered as she looked at her daughter's expression. The head shaking, isn't she going to have a convulsion, right?

Lu Yinbing took a screenshot of this news and saved it, and will find Xia Yitong to settle the account in the future. Slide your finger down the notification bar to remind you. On November 23, the Golden Crow Award Ceremony.

Lu Yinbing marked up the notice board again.

"Which expert did you make an appointment today?" she asked, pouring her last mouthful of cereal.

…

The awarding process has always been long. For each award, the lengthy speeches, the gags of the awarding guests, and the obvious deliberate jokes that appear from time to time, the audience is very supportive, at least on the surface, and every year.

Xia Yitong was still quite novel in the first year, but now because of some of his own reasons, he is completely absent-minded. I don’t know what the people on the stage are saying, and I don’t know who is there to accept the award. Only every time the applause sounds, the consciousness will return to the cage, and a voice followed in my mind: it is him/her who won the XX award. Then smiled and applauded.

"The best supporting actor at the Golden Crow Awards this year is Chen Muyang, congratulations!"

Hearing a very familiar name, Xia Yitong raised his eyebrows and looked at the man who was standing up in the audience not far away. The man hugged and high-fiveed the people around him, and strode up.

Chen Muyang gave his acceptance speech: "It's a great honor..."

Xia Yitong began to lose consciousness. At the moment the light passed, she looked around at the people near Chen Muyang, knowing that it was impossible to find Lu Yinbing from it. Her mind kept turning, thinking about whether Lu Yinbing was hiding in every seat she had just passed by.

She felt like she was stunned, what if Lu Yinbing really didn't come? Why is she so sure?

The actress next to her gave Xia Yitong a strange look at Xia Yitong, who was indescribably anxious from the beginning to the present, but she was not familiar with Xia Yitong and never asked. Lai Ying, who was sitting in the row in front of Xia Yitong, looked back at her from time to time, with a worrisome expression on her face.

She was really afraid that something might happen to Xia Yitong in this state.

The best female match, the best male match, and the best director, etc., etc., the award ceremony proceeded step by step in accordance with the process.

Until a certain moment, the atmosphere of the awards scene was obviously different. The nervous and urgent feeling first came from the host on the stage: "Next is our best actress. There are five talented women shortlisted. Actors, they are—"

As the host’s voice came to an end, a short video clip of the wonderful performances of the five nominated actors began to be shown on the big screen.

"Laiying-"My Secret", Mei Hanxiao-"A Sword of Frost and Cold", Du Ruohan-"Struggling for Crossing, Striving for Crossing", Ling Yu-"Shi Guanyin", Xia Yitong-"Foster Mother"."

Just like two years ago, the voice-over on the TV wall reported the names of the shortlisted actors. One-fifth chance. No, two-fifths two years ago. Whether she wins or Lu Yinbing wins, it’s the same. of.

Xia Yitong's face occupies one-fifth of the screen.

The award-presenting guest held the golden sealed envelope and joked: "It seems that one of our shortlisted candidates is a little absent."

Xia Yitong smiled embarrassedly at the camera.

The phone is gripping tighter. I must come, please.

The guests were still selling off on it, one asked the other to guess, the other said I didn’t guess, I didn’t guess you were stumbling on me, one said you guessed it, two people wrangled. , The candidate could not wait to go up and grab the envelope and open it, only Xia Yitong was anxious that that time would be longer.

Her cell phone hasn't ringed yet.

No matter how long the gag is, one of the guests opened the envelope with the glory hidden, drew out a card, and gave it to the other guest. The guest scanned the auditorium and shouted with a passionate voice. Announcing: "Best Actress, Xia Yitong! Work "Adoptive Mother"!"

As soon as the guests’ voices fell, the soundtrack of "Adoptive Mother" sounded in the entire auditorium, and Xia Yitong’s stills were shown on the two TV walls on the left and right of the host station, and the name was changed to three characters with glittering gold.

The audience was boiling, applause, cheers, all blessing this young new actress.

The protagonist Xia Yitong in the center of the spotlight didn't move. She was about to smash the phone with her fingers. She looked down at the screen, but there was still no news.

The host thought she hadn't heard it, and repeated with a smile: "Best Actress, Xia Yitong, shortlisted for "Adoptive Mother"."

Xia Yitong put her mobile phone in her bag, she stood up, her eyes were red, and she hugged people who were familiar and unfamiliar with her. Lai Ying deliberately walked around from the front row to hug her, and at the same time glanced quickly across the auditorium. , It's too dark, and because of the viewing angle, you can't see anything.

Xia Yitong walked onto the podium under everyone’s gaze, took the trophy from the award-presenting guests and hugged each other, the phone in her bag buzzed, once, then again, paused for a few seconds, and then went crazy. Move.

She didn't come, really didn't come.

Xia Yitong almost stood on the podium and cried. She calmed down and barely returned tears. The picture on the TV wall changed, and it became a scene of Xia Yitong kneeling on the street begging her children not to go.

Xia Yitong first said something like thank you to the director and the crew, and then took a deep breath and raised the trophy in his hand:

"Two years ago, I participated in such an awards ceremony and it was also nominated. However, I did not win the prize that time. It was a very important person who won the prize. I cried a lot in the audience, and the first sentence of the other party came to the stage. So, it’s not to persuade me to stop crying, but to laugh to myself for a long time, without humanity at all." Xia Yitong said with a smile, tears in his eyes.

Some people in the audience didn't understand and laughed. However, many people also participated in the Jin Cong Award two years ago, and they still have an impression of Lu Yinbing's perverse behavior. When they are connected with Lu Yinbing's withdrawal, they all have a serious expression.

"Later, I kept thinking, if one day I win a prize, she will sit in the audience and cry..." Xia Yitong has tears in her eyes, "But I didn't expect that when I won the prize, she would not be here anymore. ."

"I..." Xia Yitong's eyes flushed red and choked for a while.

The whole scene was quiet, waiting quietly for her to follow.

"Thank you, Teacher Lu, I wouldn't stand here without you. Unfortunately, I can't let you see it with my own eyes." Xia Yitong finally burst into tears and bowed deeply.

She straightened up and suddenly saw someone in the blur of tears. The man was so inconspicuous, but she just saw it.

The man stood erect like a pine tree, just at the safety exit of the performing arts hall, wearing a staff uniform and hat, looking at the stage in silence, raising his hand and wiping the corner of his eye lightly.

After she finished speaking, the man turned his back, opened the door and went out, his back was very familiar.

One second, two seconds, three seconds. Xia Yitong stayed on the stage for three seconds before lifting the skirt and rushing towards the safety exit. There was an uproar at the scene, and they looked in that direction.

Xia Yitong suppressed the urge to stop the person, and a shout would cause even greater commotion on the scene. She was 80% sure that that person was Lu Yinbing! She knew that she would definitely come!

With such a big reaction at the scene, Lai Ying naturally saw it, but she only looked over after the "staff" went out, and only saw Xia Yitong running out from the back.

She gritted her teeth and chased it out.