"Do you think..."

"What do you think?"

Lu Yinbing asked subconsciously, and after Xiaoxi returned to her, she recovered her senses, shook her head slowly, and said thoughtfully, "It's nothing."

How do you feel that Xia Yitong has been weird since the morning, not a little weird, but very weird.

Fang Fen in the dressing room asked: "Teacher Xia?"

Xia Yitong also shook her head, indicating that she didn't need to ask more.

"She doesn't like you." "No one will like you."

These two voices were still entangled in Xia Yitong's tympanic membrane, becoming more and more intense, and she had to be forced into the mud. She slowly raised her hand and gently pressed her temple, where a weak but strong pulse was beating.

She turned her head to her back, as if the tens of thousands of Xia Yitong were in the void, and she blamed herself one by one, causing her to hide in her shell immediately and never come out.

how is this possible? Xia Yitong sneered in her heart, and she underestimated her.

Because she was abandoned since she was a child, Xia Yitong is inferior, more sensitive, and vulnerable than her peers. She is more likely to fall into her own negative emotions, but she is also much stronger than others, because she knows that as long as she overcomes those negative emotions, she will become more than before. More powerful, this is taught her by the dean of the orphanage like her teacher as her mother. Her life grew up in countless self-denials and affirmations.

There was a voice in my heart saying: "Look at what you look like? A little frustration knocks you like this? Doubt others, and doubt yourself, like a maggot hiding in a pit."

"The earth is still turning, and the world is not destroyed. Why do you destroy yourself by yourself? There are so many possibilities in life. Every road you travel is your own choice. Just because you encounter a pit, you Regret it? Can you think of yourself?"

An old house with green walls and white tiles was reflected in the mirror. The first day a dirty-clothed girl stepped into the gate, she swears to the outside world that she will regret those who abandon her.

In the first year of school, the girl wrote the first words from the heart with the Chinese characters she learned: "I will definitely get ahead."

The girl had grown into a young girl, and when she saw Lu Yinbing at the first glance, she vowed to walk by her side.

She pulled herself away from her blind worship, and calmly thought, "Didn't Lu Yinbing just lose you a bottle? Or she was not careful. She is a human and not a god. Why can she satisfy all your needs? It's a god, and there are still times when you can't ask for it. Don't worry, don't you want to jump on the Huangpu River? Xia Yitong, don't forget, what exactly do you want? What are you chasing after?"

There was a sudden shock in my heart, almost instantly initiating. She lives now not for anyone, but for herself, for everything she cares about. The bottle is just a bottle, and Lu Yinbing is the most important thing.

"Ten thousand steps back, even if she didn’t take you to heart, what’s wrong? You’ve only known her for a few days, even if you just think of you as an acquaintance? Did she treat you as a friend and use your heart? Feel it, don’t use your eyes. The ancients even said: Slowly. You are so eager to advance, what are you afraid of?"

——What are you afraid of?

With a shocking sentence, the house dispersed, Xia Yitong saw the incomparably real self in the mirror, calm and calm, and asked: Yes, you are not the kid who can howl and cry a long time ago. What are you afraid of?

When she was young, she was afraid of being abandoned, but she was abandoned in the end. The life in the orphanage was not as bad as she thought, or it was much better than her original life. Although she would be bullied and isolated, at least she had no worries about food and clothing and had to go to school. The dean loves her smart and also allows her to learn music. To some extent, she makes up for her lack of family care. She has a good personality and the children in the orphanage are also willing to play with her.

When she grows up, she likes someone out of reach. She was afraid that she would not be able to get ahead in the entertainment industry, that she would not be able to approach her, and that one day she would be exhausted on the plane running the announcement, and faint on the set.

She has so many things to fear, one by one, all around her life, not only her, everyone is afraid of birth, old age, sickness and death, and fear of life's impermanence. Because of fear, I tried my best.

Looking back, for a month, she and Lu Yinbing had not met each other from across the street. When Lu Yinbing often took the initiative to run over to look for her, he could not move the sentence "I'm bored, come and see you." and they shared the same room. Although tortured at night, Lu Yinbing would help her rest, squeeze her toothpaste, talk to her softly, and help her beat Qin Hanlin, although every time she wanted to treat her as a An excuse, but it also proves from another angle that she is at least not so indifferent to herself. Inside the circle, I heard that Lu Yinbing was very uncomfortable, and Lu Yinbing's eyes told her: If the rumors outside were not wrong, she would treat herself differently.

After taking so many steps, there is no reason to hesitate to shrink back. The worst thing is to return to the original position. She had to live when she returned to her original position, and she couldn't die on the spot. She had to live so colorfully that she deserved to save her life to her parents. She has worked hard and struggled, and she does not regret it.

Xia Yitong made up for the extreme hypothesis that "Lu Yinbing is actually married, but didn't tell the outsiders", and instantly abused his heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys, and the negative emotions caused by the wishing bottle were suddenly affected. The more intense complex emotions were wiped out, and he almost let out a sigh of relief on the spot.

It can be said that it has been very aggressive with poison.

Xia Yitong choked, coughing, "Water."

Fang Mei had been sitting next to her for so long, she saw her face uncertain, then her eyes were serious, her brows suddenly tightened, and she finally heard her speak the first sentence, and hurriedly handed the water over.

Even in this case, Xia Yitong carefully pours into her mouth in small sips, fearing that the makeup on her lips will be blurred.

After drinking the water, she asked: "What time is it?"

Fang Mei looked at her phone: "Eight o'clock."

"Let's go, filming, someone should call in a while."

Fang Wei looked at her expression and made sure that she was resurrected full of blood. A big stone fell in her heart, and a new wishing bottle filled with stars was in her bag. She thought about it and planned to put it aside in advance and wait for Xia Yitong’s emotions in the evening. Let's talk about it more stable.

Who knows that Xia Yitong took the initiative to mention this: "Is my new bottle ready?"

"All right."

"let me see."

Fang Mei hesitated and took it out to her. The new bottle is square, originally round, and the ribbon is replaced with a chic red string, which is very different from beginning to end. Xia Yitong looked at it, then smiled, and said, "If you are interested, put it away. Give it to me at night."

"Okay." Fang Wei laughed, and made a sign gesture like the little **** in the TV series, making a shrill voice, "Hey, respect the imperial concubine Chen." Don't say it, it looks decent.

Xia Yitong sternly educates her: "We can't shout for this show, we have to say promise."

Fang Hui: "I haven't come out of the upper part yet."

"I think your little **** performed well, eh, do you remember the director Liu Zheng who likes to film court dramas? I recommend you to him as the queen **** in his dramas, how about?"

Fang Mei tangled for a moment and said seriously: "It's good, but I still want to play a serious female third, a vicious female partner will do."

"Huh? You really want to go acting?"

Fang Lie also let out an "Ah" and smiled, "I'm joking."

"Scare me." Xia Yitong patted his chest.

"I'm so tired from acting, I will be hacked if I don't agree," Fang Wei said in a shivering posture, "I'll still be my assistant, and I will have some meat with Teacher Xia."

Fang Wei opened the door of the dressing room for Xia Yitong to let her go out first. Xia Yitong turned her head and said, "If you really want to act, I will give you a thread. It doesn't matter, don't see me outside."

Fang Wei hurriedly waved her hand, wishing to leave herself alone with the show business circle: "I really don't want to act, I can't bear to greet the whole family. But if there is any group acting, such as pretending to be a corpse, I can go. "

Xia Yitong sighed: "Look at you for such a good job."

"I'm so prosperous, what's the matter?" Fang Mei saw that she was in a good mood, so she called for some irrelevant boards to her just as privately.

"Not very much, I can't afford to provoke me."

In this room, Xia Yitong and Fang Mei were talking and laughing. Lu Yinbing was very worried, and wanted to pull Xia Yitong over and ask him clearly. If she was particularly angry about her thing, she would coax a few words very well. Xia Yitong likes her so much. , A few more words will surely be good, and then ask her out for a meal, she eats, watch for herself. Also, what else...

Before she could even think about it, the filming of today's scene started.

From more than eight in the morning to seven in the afternoon, Xia Yitong was in very good condition today. Qin Hanlin praised a few words, but Lu Yinbing looked from left to right, no matter what she thought she was pretending.

After filming, Xia Yitong removed her makeup and packed her things. Lu Yinbing, who was still on the set as before, said goodbye: "Mr. Lu, see you tonight." She was going to eat, and she took Fang Fen out to the restaurant and ice cream. By the way Buy something.

Lu Yinbing responded blankly: "See you tonight."

Xia Yitong left, and Lu Yinbing never turned his head.

Xiaoxi shouted in her ear: "Miss Sister?"

"what?"

Lu Yinbing bit his lower lip, and his eyebrows were unusually knotted: "Xia Yitong, she..."

"What's wrong with Teacher Xia?"

"Is she sick again? How do I feel that she is not angry with me anymore?"

Konishi: "..."

It's not good for people not to be angry with you, your mind is so complicated, Miss Sister.

Lu Yinbing said again: "It must be acting with me, I don't believe it."

So after Lu Yinbing returned to the hotel, he quickly took a shower and changed his pajamas to lie down in the quilt, wrapped in two layers, and the air-conditioning temperature was astonishingly 24 degrees.

Nearly ten o'clock, Xia Yitong came back with a fan in her arms and greeted her happily: "Good evening, Teacher Lu!"

Lu Yinbing: "..."