The Queen’s Gigolo
Chapter 39
People say that the best way to test a relationship is to live together.
What is the truth
At that time, neither he nor Guo Zhi had bought a house, they were renting a house. When living together, Guo Zhi lived in his house.
The appearance of the so-called perfect soul mate is disillusioned in the trivial real life.
Before living together, he only saw the advantages of Guo Zhi. After living together, he began to notice and criticize Guo Zhi's shortcomings.
She is not gentle enough, not virtuous enough, to make the home warmer.
And most importantly, Guo Zhi, she can't cook. And Limbaugh just felt that a woman must be able to cook and cook well.
To put it bluntly, Limbaugh is actually a man who is very demanding of women. He is not happy that his woman is a strong woman who doesn't care about her family, nor is he happy that his woman is a dodder who is unable to support herself. What he wanted was that she had both the ability and tenacity of a strong woman, and the gentleness and virtuousness of a family woman.
What he wants is perfection.
Putting aside the current Limbaugh and looking back, he himself admitted that he was still too young and naive at that time.
The single-minded pursuit of perfection is inherently immature.
Because mature people will understand that reality will never be perfect.
He likes Guo Zhi, but still regrets her imperfection. He also felt that he was still young and could go higher. He felt that he could find something more perfect.
So although he didn't say the breakup, but after a closer look, he actually gave up Guo Zhi first.
He and she are very rational and rational people, and there is basically no quarrel. Because after living together, Guo Zhi was also keenly aware of the problems that existed between them. After escaping for a while, Guo Zhi, who was still relatively straightforward, opened his mouth to say goodbye.
That is also because Guo Zhi got the alienation he expressed.
She is actually a very proud girl.
She won't cry, make trouble, hang herself. She would only slightly lift her beautiful chin, and with her pride and rationality, calmly say goodbye to him. Not at all sloppy.
That's what he wanted.
He just wanted to leave the word break up to her. Although he wanted to break up with her, he didn't want to make it impossible to see each other in the future, and he didn't want to hurt her. In fact, he still liked her, really liked her. But he prefers his own pursuit, and he really feels that Guo Zhi is still a long way from his pursuit.
thing.
Otherwise, with Guo Zhi's pride, it is impossible to continue to be friends now.
Limbaugh always felt grateful for the little gentleman he had at that time.
But at the same time, she will regret her naivety and youth.
He is very confident in himself, and he is becoming more and more successful as he is confident. Especially in the past two years, with the development of his career and the improvement of his economy, in addition, he is in such a circle again, and there are not too many beautiful girls who throw their arms towards him.
He likes their beautiful faces and **** bodies, but after the **** fades, it is difficult for him to have a real common language with them. Some of them are beautiful and sexy, and maybe have some scheming, but their brains are still empty and shallow. Some are slightly better and can barely understand him. A few can keep up with him, but it is difficult to resonate.
It was only in the past few years that he realized how difficult it is to find a person who fits your spirit.
The kind of perfection he wanted did not exist in reality.
When I look back at Guo Zhi, I find that she has been moving forward and making progress.
He thought he knew enough about Guo Zhi's excellence, but he realized later that he still underestimated her.
Guo Zhi, really great.
Limbo looked back at her again, and once again had the feeling that made his heart move when he saw her for the first time.
Unfortunately, he didn't look back in time. He always felt that when he looked back, he seemed to bow his head and admit defeat. There was some inexplicable resistance in his heart.
And he and Guo Zhi have always helped and comforted each other. Although she had someone else later, she was not a serious object of fame, so she never rejected him.
This physical relationship gave him the illusion that he still had Guo Zhi.
Yes, just an illusion.
When he realized that Guo Zhi was rejecting him for other men, he realized that he did not own her.
It turned out she wanted to go. Because he and she had already given up on each other.
It was hard for him to understand this.
He missed her the first time because of his naivety and selfishness, and missed her the second time because of hesitation.
Now, Limbo, who is fully mature, doesn't want to miss Guo Zhi for the third time.
In the process of eating and chatting with Guo Zhi, he kept the atmosphere in an intimate and harmonious atmosphere. As if not affected by the rejection that Guo Zhi had given him before.
Guo Zhi didn't notice anything strange at all. In her mind, Limbaugh was a very calm and mature man. They would never restrain each other, and it was not the first time that she had a man other than him. She would never have imagined how her unconsciously expressed rejection would affect Limbaugh.
She always felt that they could always be friends, physical or not.
After dinner they went to a familiar bar. It was a room they used to come to when they were still in love. Whether it was the booth or the bar, they all had some memories of them.
But it wasn't the first time they came back after breaking up. They came many times, and those memories didn't make Guo Zhi's emotions any more ripples.
It was a really relaxing evening. Guo Zhi made several bottles of Budweiser. She didn't drive today, and Limbo took her directly from the company. Limbaugh only drank non-alcoholic beverages because he had to drive.
When he came out of the bar, Guo Zhi walked and started to draw s.
Seriously, drinking with friends you know and trust like this, you get a little drunk, and your feet feel a little fluttering, it is a very comfortable and very relaxed state.
Guo Zhi likes this the most. Her usual work pressure is too high, and she needs this relaxation.
Lin Bo walked behind her, watching her humming a little tune and drawing the s-line, he couldn't help laughing.
No change.
I remember that when he was pursuing her, he took her out for a drink for the first time.
The girl was very enthusiastic. In love, the passion acts as a catalyst.
And her enthusiasm has always caused Limbo to have a misunderstanding. He thought she was an experienced girl. After all, she had also entered the society for a year or two.
It wasn't until after some time that he managed to bring her back to his place for the night. result
Guo Zhi, dyed the sheets red.
Yes, Lin Bo was Guo Zhi's first man.
Guo Zhi and her college boyfriend have never crossed the line.
Limbaugh is not the kind of man who cares about the hymen, but after all, he is a man in this country, the first time he can get a girl he likes, no matter what, it makes people happy.
Recalling this incident, Lin Bo felt a little disappointed.
He lit a cigarette, took two steps, put his arms around Guo Zhi's neck who was still drawing s, and hooked her back. "Wrong way this way"
"Oh" Guo Zhi smiled. He put all his weight on Limbaugh and squeezed him into the tree hole on purpose.
"Don't pretend to me." Limbaugh snorted into her face. "Just a few bottles of Budweiser. The songs are all out of tune"
"Tsk" Guo Zhi waved his hand and fanned, and restrained a little.
But Guo Zhi still laughed a little more arrogantly than usual.
Lin Bo likes her unbridled smile and her cold and serious work. Both of these moved him.
He stuffed Guo Zhi into the car and gave her a bottle of mineral water in the trunk. It has been sitting in the car refrigerator, the water is cold. Guo Zhi twisted it open and took two sips, her stomach was a little cold, but it made her drink a little less.
Guo Zhi put down the window, and the cool night breeze was blowing.
"It's good to live like this every day." She leaned against the car window, tilted her head and said to Limbaugh.
"You are so beautiful." Limbaugh put his hand out of the car window and flicked the soot.
Guo Zhi ignored him, closed her eyes and leaned close to the window, letting the night wind ruffle her hair, smiling in the wind.
Limbo glanced at her and turned his eyes to the road ahead
Parked the car, Limbo did not open the central control lock, but opened the armrest box between the two seats and took out a delicate box.
"Almost forgot," he said. "Here."
"What?" Guo Zhi took it and opened it. "Yeah looks good"
Bvlgari's black leather bracelet with double snake head design.
"I saw it in the shopping mall, I remember that there was no black one before, maybe the new one." Limbaugh said, "It suits you."
Guo Zhi liked it very much and put it on directly.
She has fair skin and slender wrists. But the fingers are slender, with well-defined knuckles and look powerful. The snake head bracelet with black lizard skin looks particularly handsome.
"Thank you" Guo Zhi looked left and right, very satisfied.
Lin Bo always likes to give women jewelry, and his taste is quite good. The things he sent can basically poke her cuteness.
But Guo Zhi looked at it for a while, and suddenly became a little discouraged.
She sighed.
"What's wrong?" Limbo raised his eyebrows. What's wrong with his eyes?
"I only remembered when I saw you," Guo Zhi said, "there are still normal men in this world."
Limbo laughed immediately and asked, "It's a blind date again"
Guo Zhi grinding his teeth: "You dare to gloat and try"
Lin Bo held back his laughter for a while, then calmed down and looked sideways at Guo Zhi.
"Guo Zhi, don't look at him." He said.