The dark night, like a pair of invisible hands, holds people tightly, and the repression and pain seem to suffocate at any time. ? Bayi Chinese network W ≥ W ≤ W ≤. ≥8≈1≥Z≈W≠. ≥C≥O≠M≠

Suddenly, the lantern hanging from the tree in the distance broke the black night. Although the lantern's lights flickered, it added a touch of warmth to this quiet and fallen night.

Yunqing saw Yuxi not open for a long time and said: "Don't say it, don't say it, don't force yourself." At the beginning, he felt that it was just a dream and didn't care. However, as Yu Xi’s description became more and more detailed, he felt a sense of uneasiness in his heart.

Yuxi was brought back to reality by Yunqing’s words, looking sideways at the Yunyun Road: “When the robbers broke into the village, I happened to be in the back hill of the village. Looking at the village’s fire, I felt wrong. My wife and family are in the village, so she went back to the village, and I dare not go back, so I went out directly to Zhuangzi and prepared to return to Beijing."

Yunqing has now put aside two people. This is a matter of talking about a dream. It only follows Yuxi’s consideration of the question: "As you said, the outside soldiers are in ruins. How can you be a single woman from Zhuangzi to Beijing?" "If you change to the current Yuxi, it may be no problem." Yu Yuxi said that she is in a dream, that is, a person who does not have two doors and is timid and timid. Such a person, not to mention in a troubled world, is unsafe when he is alone in peace.

In fact, Yuxi now thinks and thinks incredible: "It may be that people are in a desperate situation, they will try to survive! The village is very remote. I walked from the village to the town for four days. These four days are based on wild vegetables. With the wild fruit, because there is a mountain road, there will be beasts at night. In order to prevent the beasts from attacking me, I found a kind of scented herbs that I knew, and the drums were painted on my body and my face was dirty. The smell of that kind of herb is hard to smell, let alone the animal that eats people, that is, the insects and birds are all abandoned. Those days have been very hard, not to eat, not to mention, but also to sleep at night. Also lost at the time is ten At the beginning of the month, the weather was not cold. If it was winter, it would have been frozen in the wild."

Then Yu He, who loves cleanliness, has to dress up as a stinking aunt in his dreams. Yunqing felt that he was having a hard time talking: "Why then? Are you going back to the capital?" Since it is remote, it is not a short time to go back to Beijing.

Yuxi nodded and said: "I didn't dare to call the carriage when I arrived in the town. I was afraid that I would be killed if I was noticed. So I used a pair of gold earrings for a pack of dry food and left the town." Hee explained: "Because of the flood in the south of the Yangtze River, there are a large number of migrants pouring into the capital, so the food is too expensive. My pair of gold earrings have only changed to six pounds of dry food." On the six pounds of food, she still tried her best. Keep it. Otherwise, it was already robbed.

Yunqing also knows the price of the turmoil, which is too high.

Yuxi remembered the experience of the escape, his eyes revealed an unspeakable calm: "Because there are too many people living, the wild vegetables are also eaten up. The six pounds of food, only let four days. Hungry is no good. Only the roots and leaves of the tree can be dug to fill the stomach. At the end, even the roots of the tree have not been eaten. Those who are hunger can’t stand it, and they start to eat people. Many children among the displaced people, Less poisoned hands." Fortunately, there is a stench on her body, these people do not look at her. Otherwise, it is not allowed to be eaten by these people.

Now think about it, Yuxi feels that she is also very tough in her life. When I encountered such a thing, I was not scared to death. I even went to the gate of the capital city.

Yun Qing himself has eaten the roots of the tree, and I can't know the taste of the roots. It’s bitter and awkward, and it’s hard to swallow. You can't be hungry, you have to swallow it in order to survive.

Yuxi said: "I also had a gold necklace and a silver bracelet at the time. I used these things to sneak a few times to eat, and I also went to the capital. The city gate of the capital city was sealed, and only allowed to enter. I can't enter the capital." The gold necklace was made into several paragraphs by her, and each piece was eaten. Otherwise, she must have starved to death on the road.

Yunqing did not speak, listening quietly to Yuxi. In fact, it is only from the words just now that Yuxi in the dream is not stupid. If it is stupid, it is impossible to get to the capital from Zhuangzi on foot. Yuxi in the dream will fall into such a miserable situation because she was raised.

Wanting to play under the gate of the capital city, Yuxi’s eyes flashed in the air: “The city gate was sealed, I can only live in the refugee camp. The next day I found the official difference in sending food to the refugee camp and asked them Help me send a message to the Korean family, I want the aunt to send me back to the house. But the official told me that the Jiang family said that I had been killed by the robbers and that the funeral had been done. I didn’t expect it from the beginning. The Jiang family came to save me. I just wanted to ask my aunt to save me. Unfortunately, I thought it was too naive. The official told me that I might stay in the refugee camp and maybe live, returning to Beijing. A dead end. Because I have been outside for half a month, in those people’s eyes, I have never been innocent. I don’t say that the Jiang family will not let me live. The Korean family who is the queen’s mother is absolutely not allowed to be like this. The stain. As the official said, I am returning to the capital, and there is only one dead road."

Yun Qing’s face is very ugly: “You mean that Han Yuchen is also a queen in your dreams? Since she is a queen, why not give you support.” Han Yuchen is a queen, just a little Buddha, dream Yuxi will not be so miserable.

Yuxi’s words are very calm: “I’m such a sister who can’t be on the table. She can’t live without it. Where can I still follow the Buddha. But I can’t blame her when I say it. It’s my own, I’m not able to stand up, it’s normal. "Yu Chen is raised by the old lady. Like the old lady, the most important thing is the gains and losses." Of course, Han Jianming, who was raised by the old lady, is actually similar. It’s just Han Jianming, and it’s more human.

Yunqing does not know how to say it. In Yuxi’s dream, the Han family’s people, except Qiu’s, have no kind and pure people: “If the capital can’t go back, what do you do?” In a troubled world, a homeless, weak woman wants to live. It is very difficult.

The next thing is Yuxi's deepest pain: "Half-monthly hard work, and suffered such a blow, my body has reached the limit, and I had a high fever that night. It was raining again that night, I I lived in the thatched shed that had not been jujube high. The next day, the people in the camp saw the coma, I thought that the person was dead, and I was going to burn me to prevent the corpse from plaguing the plague. Waking up at the time, crying and saying that I am still alive, don't burn me. But these people ignored my crying and put me together with other bodies to burn."

When Yunqing heard this, the whole body froze: "They burned you with fire?" Even if I haven’t experienced it, I know how painful it is to burn alive.

Yuxi said, "I begged them, and asked them to bury me." Unfortunately, no one cares. The fire burns every inch of my skin, it hurts, I am sorely curled into a ball... ”

Yunqing heard Yu Xi’s detailed description and felt that it was not quite right. He immediately interrupted Yuxi’s words and said Yuxi’s face in his hands: “Yu Xi, don’t think about it, it’s just a nightmare, not true.”

Yuxi’s tears fell and said: “I know that it’s a dream, but the pain goes deep into the bone marrow. I can’t forget it forever. And I’ve always dreamed that I’ve been burned to death in the past few years. Every time I have to hurt that kind of pain. Experience it again." As long as it is stimulated, you will dream of being burned.

When I heard this, Yunqing hit a chill. He was burned alive, and once he had an experience, he didn't want to have another second. Yuxi also often experiences the pain, and no madness can keep it normal, because her temper is tenacious: "Is there a way to solve this problem?"

Yuxi whispered: "I was in the dream, I was poisoned before I was burned to death, and I would have to repay him the pain that Jiang Hongjin put on me, and then he will be smashed."

Yunqing heard this and thought about it. "Why don't you kill him directly? Maybe he is dead, you will never have this nightmare again." If it is him, even if it is a dream, he Also kill Jiang Hongjin. Not even waiting for such a long time, he will find a way to kill Jiang Hongjin. In this way, it is absolutely impossible.

Yuxi hangs his head and says: "The dream is not a reality. In reality, he didn't want my life, so I couldn't help him. But when I made this nightmare again, I couldn't stand it anymore. Let Yang Yuming go to the lesson and learn from him. It is also the revenge for the tortured one in my dreams. It is unbelievable to say it, I feel the same in all kinds of dreams, and I still remember the special clarity. It seems that it is not a dream, but it has really gone through." After a pause, Yuxi said: "But because of this dream, I dare not be weak again. The ceiling is good, I asked the aunt to send I gave it to a literate woman. After that, I followed the woman and she recognized the word."

Yunqing stunned: "Are you illiterate in your dreams?" Not to say that the girls of the big family are well-educated! How can you not be literate?

Yuxi’s mood has calmed down and said: “In my dreams, because my qualifications are dull, I am not qualified to follow Mr. Song’s reading and writing with my third sister. It’s also because of my dream experience that I want to learn more. I learned something about my body. So even if Mr. Song hates me, I will stick to it."

For Yuxi's small to big things, Yunqing knows a lot. In fact, Yunqing had doubts before, that is, Yuxi was too good to learn, so it was not normal to learn. The words of Yuxi today unraveled his doubts.