Chapter 443

Xie Chang took Yan Xi to a certain temple on the outskirts of the imperial capital.

He used to come to the imperial capital often. After all, this is the city where his mother grew up, so he has always enshrined this temple.

Because what he said was very solemn, he wanted to say it in front of the Buddha, so that he would appear sincere.

In the quiet room, the smoke of the incense sticks lingered, and Xie Chang narrated in a calm voice.

Those old things seem to be still fresh in my mind.

He has a good memory and remembers the details clearly, even the horrified expression on his mother's face, which he can recall carefully.

"Xie Junxuan is actually right, I'm a monster, a monster with no emotions." Xie Chang stared into Yan Xi's eyes, "I really thought at the time, since this is the case, why not let people sleep peacefully in their sleep. It's better to die than to be tortured by a huge illness."

Grandfather repeatedly asked his father to prescribe medicine, because the pain was unbearable, and he felt that it was too dignified to go to death in such a maddening pain.

So Xie Chang agreed to his grandfather's repeated requests and proposed to his father that if he was afraid of taking responsibility, he could complete the injection himself.

He has read the "Criminal Law" and knows his age, so he does not need to bear any criminal responsibility at all.

In this way, various risks can be perfectly avoided, and grandfather's wish can be satisfied, so that the other party can walk with dignity.

After hesitating for a whole day, my father finally prescribed the medicine the next day.

He trusted his son, and felt that this child was calm and rational. Others might be condemned and panicked, but Xie Chang should not.

Xie Chang really did not. When he was about to perform the injection task, he was temporarily called away by his grandmother and chatted for a while.

Yan Xi had an idea in her heart: "So, you didn't have the injection, right?"

She held her breath subconsciously, staring at each other nervously.

Xie Chang was silent for a moment: "...No, my grandmother chatted with me for three hours. When I rushed back, my grandfather just choked."

Yan Xi breathed a sigh of relief. This matter involved ethics and morality. Although Xie Changze's actions were not wrong, she didn't want Xie Changze's hands to be stained with the blood of her relatives.

After all, it is such a beautiful pair of hands.

She took the initiative to hold the other person's hand, thought for a moment and said, "But this matter still hurts you a lot, doesn't it? Is it... from your parents?"

People in the world seldom examine themselves, and instead criticize the morals of others too much.

When a father prescribes medicine because of his son's suggestion, will he blame his son for being cold-hearted and ruthless, and even his grandfather can do it?

Also, how will the mother who was kept in the dark, after knowing it, treat her precocious son?

Why did the Xie family's parents never accompany Xie Changze for more than ten years, and they never showed up for such major events as the college entrance examination?

Thinking of this, Yan Xi's heart tightened.

Xie Chang smiled bitterly, she was really too smart to hide anything from her.

"My mother quickly noticed the clue. She is a person with a strong sense of morality, so she couldn't accept it at the time. As for my father... At that time, I was very self-blaming and felt that everything was his fault, but as time went on …”

After all, it is inevitable to resent this son.

Although neither of the couple broke down hysterically and cursed, they both began to distance themselves from their sons, intentionally or not.

The grandmother kept the Xie family's old house for herself, not because she was afraid that the couple would be too indifferent and he would have nothing to rely on in the future.

But to say that his parents are irresponsible is not enough. They send a lot of money every month so that he can pay his debts and maintain a basic living.

As a teenager, he had a difficult time.

However, making money is not difficult for him, and soon he entered the juvenile genius class. Not only does it cost nothing to study, but he can also earn a lot of subsidies.

Moreover, he visited his grandfather's house in the imperial capital as a guest, and he also sought out his cousin Su Mu to help him make money together.

"Actually, after my grandmother passed away, there was a period of time when I couldn't even find the meaning of life. Until I met you."

Xie Chang looked at Yan Xi attentively, his eyes were tender and gentle, "They all say that you are a great devil, an invincible existence. I think how is it possible, I will definitely be able to defeat you. Just follow your path like this. , I began to become more active. And the more I got to know you, the more I felt that it is good to live... Yan Yan, you are my salvation."

Yan Xi felt her heart throbbing deeply, and she was a little confused, "...Am I that good?"

Xie Chang said decisively: "Of course you have! You are gentle and kind, intelligent and tenacious, and your whole person is shining."

If angels or gods have appearances, it must be Yan Xi.

In mythology, when the gods come down to earth, some people choose to hide their feather coats, and some people choose to break each other's wings.

Xie Chang would not do this, but this did not prevent him from wanting to occupy the other party completely.

Choosing and telling the truth, it seems that the right to choose is handed over to the other party, but in fact, it is not deliberately showing weakness and praying for the other party's mercy.

He didn't feel the suffering in the past, and speaking out is nothing more than a loss of his dignity, but compared to losing the other party, dignity is nothing.

He has never been someone who just sits and waits passively to be chosen, how can he resist the thrill of taking the initiative to hunt.

The most powerful hunters often appear as prey.

"So, knowing this, are you still willing to get engaged to me? Don't you think I'm scary?" Xie Chang smiled lightly, and in the lingering smoke, there seemed to be a trace of tears in his eyes. "After all, if my grandmother didn't stop me back then, I would definitely..."

Yan Xi raised her hand and gently pressed his lips.

His brows furrowed slightly, "Don't make such an assumption. If you haven't done it, you haven't done it. It doesn't make any sense to make such an assumption. It is said that no matter what the argument is, saints can't stand moral judgment."

Yan Xi never felt that she must be kind, and Xie Changze's original intention was to ease the pain and maintain dignity for Old Master Xie.

"Don't say that you were young and immature at the time. Even if you would make such a choice now, I don't feel terrible. Because if the person lying on the hospital bed was me, I would also like to walk with dignity and dignity... "

Xie Chang Ze's face changed suddenly~lightnovelpub.net~ hurriedly interrupted her: "Nonsense! Don't say that!"

He was so frightened that he went into cardiac arrest, how could there be such an analogy.

Yan Xi blinked and said another word, "Even if you really did, I still firmly want to be with you."

There was no such plan before, but when she said this, she was extremely sure.

She is not the kind of indecisive and wavering character, and her engagement proposal was carefully considered, and she will not be easily shaken at all.

Now, even more unshakable.

It's probably because it's not easy to know you are affectionate.

This person said that he was his salvation, and also revealed that he had been chasing him for more than ten years, how could he not be touched.

Yan Xi's heart was so soft that she didn't even want to be rational at this moment. It was because of this person that she wanted to indulge.

(End of this chapter)