The Strongest Badger at Hogwarts
Chapter 650: please bless me
"Who!"
Boom—
Following Snape's loud roar, he slammed his right hand back, and a huge invisible blade shot out, directly splitting the shelf behind him in half.
On the shelf were his most precious medicine refining equipment and specimens, but Snape's scarlet eyes did not show any reluctance.
He was extremely irritable and was in the midst of rage!
However, the next moment, the appearance of a voice made all Snape's anger subside.
Because that voice said - 'I love you'.
"Lily..."
Snape slumped back into his chair.
He couldn't believe his ears.
No, to be precise, it has nothing to do with the ears, because the sound came directly from his brain.
This is very unreasonable, because at this moment, he can clearly feel that his master-level Occlumency is still in full swing.
If that's the case, how did this voice appear?
Do you miss Lily so much that you have an illusion?
It's not impossible.
In the past night, he spent so much mental energy studying the 'Space Anchor' that now his consciousness has become dazed.
Snape took out a refreshing potion and drank it, then shook his head vigorously, trying to wake himself up.
But it was of no use, because the next moment, the voice appeared again.
'I love you, I love you, I love you, I...'
This time, the voice came more rapidly.
The glass test tube with some liquid medicine left in it slipped from his hand, making a sharp sound of glass breaking.
Snape stared blankly at the wall in front of him, tears streaming from his swollen eyes.
This time he heard clearly, this was Lily's voice.
And this Lily voice in her mind was still telling the words that Snape once dreamed of.
Only Snape himself knew that every time he saw Lily, he would ponder his love for Lily in his heart.
This is his own secret.
The reason why he learned Occlumency at the beginning was just because he wanted to keep this secret.
Instead of wanting to be a double agent.
Now, Lily finally responded to him.
Although Snape also knew very well that this was very unreasonable, Lily's soul had long since dissipated, and even if it still existed, it was impossible to come here to tell him something or not.
So the sound he hears right now is 80% his own hallucination.
But Snape's wounded heart was still healed.
For more than ten years, he has been wandering between the two great forces of Dumbledore and Voldemort, and what he did is to avenge Lily.
The hardships involved and the psychological pressure they endured can no longer be described with a simple sentence of hardship.
He is really tired.
Without the blessing of Occlumency, he would have collapsed long ago.
But it's fine now.
His hard work was acknowledged.
The moment he heard Lily's voice, he felt that all his hard work in the past was worth it!
"I'm sorry, Lily, I'm really sorry, it's all my fault, I hurt you..."
Snape cried and fell to his knees.
This late apology has been buried in his heart for decades.
It is not only the remorse for being provoked by James Potter decades ago and inadvertently calling Lily a Mudblood, but also the guilt for Lily's death.
If it wasn't for his stubbornness, Lily might have been with him at this time.
If it wasn't for his stupidity, maybe Lily should have done it at this time.
Even though she has become someone else's wife and gave birth to a child.
But at least I can look at her from a distance and listen to her voice.
Unfortunately, there is no if in this world.
It was he who eavesdropped on Trelawney's prophecy about Voldemort and revealed this prophecy to Voldemort.
Although he begged afterwards, begged Voldemort and even Dumbledore to let Lily go.
But the girl in his dream died in the end.
Killed by him!
It's all his fault!
And now, he longs for forgiveness.
But the expected certainty did not appear.
Not only that.
At the moment he said those words, even the wonderful voice that had been lingering in his mind stopped abruptly.
This is like a total veto for him!
"Do not--"
Snape wailed mournfully like a mother beast who lost her cub.
Driven by his emotions, the out-of-control magic power spurted out of every pore of his body, forming a terrifying magic tornado in this underground office.
The sharp magic power continued to rage, and the potion equipment that he cherished in the past were all ground into powder.
But at this moment, Snape had no time to think about it.
His hard work was denied.
Lily is not willing to forgive herself!
Why?
Is it not enough for what you have done?
Yes!
It must be so!
Harry Potter!
Lily's only son!
He is still in danger, he is not completely safe!
That's why Lily is unwilling to forgive herself!
Thinking of this, Snape's gray eyes lit up again.
It was as if he had grabbed the only life-saving straw, and his clenched fists kept shaking because of the excessive force.
This is the last time.
At this point, he was sure that as long as he could save Harry Potter, his sins would be atonement, and Lily would be able to forgive himself.
As for what to do?
This is not a problem at all.
Rs Snape had already made a good estimate of the possibilities all night long.
There is always a way, but he doesn't want to do that.
Harry Potter's greatest danger is Dumbledore.
So, just kill Dumbledore.
This is not impossible.
As long as he can set the 'space anchor' in the headmaster's room, attract those people Harry wants to attract and cause riots, he might be able to kill Dumbledore by taking advantage of the riots.
Then, he can take Harry away and fly away.
Maybe they could find a place to hide, like Sirius and Harry are now.
Snape's wish was also simple.
He just wanted to atone for his sin. By the way, it would be best if he could see Harry's eyes every day. After all, those eyes were very similar to Lily's.
The only problem with this plan is Link.
Dumbledore had to die.
Harry was never safe as long as he was alive.
This guy is full of benevolence, righteousness and morality, but in fact he has no heart at all.
For the safety of the whole world, he will inevitably hunt down Harry to the ends of the earth.
Gu Zha And the pursuit of a senior legendary wizard is obviously something he and Harry can't bear.
But what about Link?
After he did those things, would Link hunt him down like Dumbledore did?
Snape didn't know, he didn't even dare to think about it.
He couldn't kill, and he didn't want to kill Link.
That child is a rare person who truly loves him, although the means are somewhat unacceptable.
So Snape could only hope that Link would let them go because of his past love.
This possibility is still quite large.
After all, Link did not put himself in such a high position as Dumbledore, he was selfish.
For Link, some things are more important than the world, such as family.
For the sake of his family, Link might be able to do something like destroying the world.
This is not a derogatory description, especially for Snape.
Therefore, in a sense, he felt that Link actually treated him as a family member, and this meant that Link might still have favoritism for him.
Thinking about this, Snape felt his whole body relax.
It feels so good to have made a real decision.
He let out a long sigh of relief, and then collapsed on the workbench. He fell asleep because of excessive mental energy consumption.
At the same time, what Snape didn't know was that on his arm, the skull-shaped black demon mark was twitching as if it had come to life, and it was smeared with red and gold, as if it was a saint smeared with blood. Light.
……
After a long time, Snape woke up again.
After being fermented in the flue, the disgusting aroma of food permeated the office again, accurately reporting the time to Snape.
It is already night.
"Um--"
Snape groaned.
The prolonged drowsiness did not fully make up for the mental power he had consumed.
The direct result of this was that his head was still aching.
Snape rubbed his temples while thinking again about the plan he had planned earlier.
When you encounter something that is difficult to decide, go to sleep first.
To avoid being caught in the whirlpool of emotions and making any wrong decisions.
This is a habit he has cultivated for a long time.
very effective.
But this time, this method failed.
The terrifying tangled feeling still exists.
Fortunately, he had already made a decision.
Snape got up, used his wand to smooth out the folds in his clothes squeezed by his sleep, and then walked towards the door.
He should go to the principal's office.
This may be quite difficult for other professors and students.
Especially after the official restructuring of Hogwarts, Dumbledore has left most of the work he was previously responsible for to the group of professors in charge of Professor McGonagall and the group of students now represented by John for self-control, and there is nothing in daily life. Especially important things, most people can't see him, let alone enter his office.
But that wasn't much of a problem for Snape.
Because his pretext for entering Dumbledore's office was readily available.
No, that can't be an excuse!
Because Snape really wanted to question Dumbledore!
"Whoosh—"
Snape strode down the corridor.
The hem of the large robe accompanied his steps, constantly dancing in the air, making the sound of the wind, and reflecting his figure like a big bat.
Come to the auditorium.
As he expected, dinner is going on here.
Hundreds of thousands of students are gathering on both sides of the long tables in their respective colleges, noisily enjoying the food.
This is everyday life at Hogwarts.
During mealtimes, especially during dinnertimes, professors have never had too much control over the students' manners. After all, this is a rare time for students to relax completely.
It is for this reason that Hogwarts students tend to do unimaginable things during mealtimes.
For example, the Big Eater competition.
For example, treat food as ammunition and start a food war.
Of course, the latter has been banned by the school manager, Link, after the restructuring.
The former also turned into a drinking contest.
The reason is that Link can't stand someone wasting food.
In the midst of this commotion, Snape saw Harry hiding in the crowd with just one glance.
He didn't look as hard as he did in his office yesterday.
At this moment, he has completely recovered to the weak, yet somewhat stubborn feeling he used to have.
Obviously he didn't dare to look at him, and he felt guilty, but he wanted to stare at his neck and stare, which directly caused him to look like he was ready to rush over and punch Snape at any time. Same.
This look is exactly the same as James Potter's playboy!
"Ah--"
Snape snorted in dissatisfaction, and then continued to walk to the staff seats deep in the auditorium.
It should be halfway through the meal time now.
As a result, the faculty seats seemed a bit empty.
Except for a few professors such as Professor McGonagall, the rest of the faculty had already left early.
Of course Dumbledore would not leave.
At this moment, he was sitting on the main seat with his hands on his back, smilingly looking at the messy students in front of him.
This is his favorite thing to do.
According to him, the scene of the students laughing and laughing can make him feel very peaceful and happy.
Snape couldn't understand that.
In such an environment, he only felt noisy.
Dumbledore naturally found Snape too, he also raised the goblet with juice in his hand and saluted Snape with a smile.
Perhaps in his opinion, Snape should have come to eat normally.
But Snape walked directly in front of him with no expression on his face and said:
"Dumbledore, I need to talk to you."
"Severus, does it have to be at this time?" Dumbledore shook his head and said, "This is my rare leisure time."
"The thing I want to talk to you about~lightnovelpub.net~ is about Harry."
As soon as Snape said this, the smile on Dumbledore's face disappeared instantly.
He looked up at Snape, but couldn't read any emotion from Snape's expressionless face.
After a while, he nodded solemnly, got up and led Snape to the hall.
Behind them, the laughter and noise in the auditorium continued.
For the departure of Dumbledore and Snape, no one thought it was a big deal.
This is really an unusual thing.
Only Harry.
His eyes were always focused on the backs of Dumbledore and Snape until the two disappeared into the dark hallway.
"Um--"
Harry clutched his chest nervously.
He could feel his heart beating very fast there.
He knew that the most important moment in his life might be coming.
He didn't know what choice Snape would make.
The only thing he can do now is to pray.
"Mom, please bless me."
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