"About me, even if you know, it won't help you.

So, can I say no? "

When Shu Ya raised her head again, Xia Feng couldn't help being a little startled, because he saw the tears flashing in Shu Ya's eyes.

"Put it on."

Xia Feng threw the bathrobe to Shu Ya.

"Thank you." Shu Ya thanked her, and hurriedly wrapped herself around her.

Xia Feng wasn't really so kind, afraid that Shu Ya would catch a cold, but he was afraid that after watching Shu Ya spend such a long time in vain, he would lose interest in other women's bodies in the future.

It's like smoking a good cigarette, it's hard to smoke a bad cigarette again.

Yes, in Xia Feng's view, women are like cigarettes.

It is the company of emptiness, nothing is impossible, but if you **** too much, you will be dizzy.

Addictive and hurtful.

"Tell me what you know? I'm very incomprehensible and curious as to why so many people, especially the core staff, join a deranged organization like Moby Dick."

"Let me tell you a story, maybe you'll be able to understand something after listening to it.

This is a story about my friend.

Her name is Mengxin.

Meng Xin used to tell me that her home is very big and has two floors. There is an auntie nanny who takes her to school every day and tells her stories to accompany her.

Until one day, she didn't wait outside the school's door, and waited until her nanny aunt, instead, was a blank-faced man.

She was caught in a car and taken to a remote location.

It was a village.

There are many people in the village, and there are many children about her age.

Boys, girls.

She cried and wanted to go home, but no one could help her. The girl cried sadly and felt homesick, only to be exchanged for indifference and beatings.

I don't know how many times she ran out secretly in the middle of the night, but in the end she couldn't escape.

She asked for help from the seemingly simple villagers, but what she got in return was a chilling indifference.

Warning whipping is the norm here, more like **** than prison.

Each child must complete the seemingly impossible training under the order of the instructor.

I don't know how many people broke their legs.

How many people were beaten and strangled to death by children who were stronger than themselves in the fight against each other.

Injured children have their tongues cut off and thrown away.

A very familiar scene, right, like some beggars who often appear on the street.

They are a warning to us.

After living there for a year, Mengxin was sent abroad.

an African country.

Many children want to do some small things with the plane when they go through the security check.

But no one succeeded.

After arriving in Africa, what awaits Mengxin is even more brutal training.

Once again the most vivid memory of her.

She suffered multiple fractures all over her body and was thrown into a ravine.

There are many beasts in the mountain, and the instructor told them that only lucky and persevering people can survive.

Each was given a dagger.

At first no one knew what the dagger was used for.

But after a few days, it became clear to many.

Daggers are not used to kill beasts, but to kill those around you who also don't have the strength to keep crawling forward.

Because you need to eat, you can't starve to death, you still want to live.

A child who used to live in a privileged family, in order to survive, devoured the flesh and blood of the same kind after killing people.

This made her a vegetarian for a long time to come.

Even especially hate red.

In this way, she survived and received medical treatment.

One of the lucky few.

But the pain didn't go away, she kept being moved to places that were unfamiliar and difficult for her.

She was forced to undergo various trainings.

Accept all kinds of things that make her forcibly forget the past.

This made her gradually forget the beauty of her childhood during her long growth, and even her own name began to blur.

Family, parents, and the nanny aunt, she can't remember at all.

When she grew up, she occasionally thought of it, but every time she checked it, she was desperate.

She hates this **** organization, hates everyone in the organization.

Of course, I hate the world even more.

Why, no one came to save them?

The leader of the organization had appeared in front of them, and Meng Xin felt that many people, like him, wanted to tear this person to pieces.

However, what they didn't expect was that this was also the leader's dream.

The leader told them why they could be easily transported abroad.

Why can they be easily captured.

It is because there are too many worms and then take advantage of the order, too many worms do nothing.

He said a lot of things, and although we all know that he may be diverting hatred, in our hearts, what we hate is probably the world itself.

This may be difficult for you to understand and impossible to agree with.

But that's what it is.

Mengxin has been brainwashed too many times, and she will keep in her heart every night, always telling herself not to forget hatred.

Don't go from resistance to acceptance to loyalty, like everyone else.

She wants revenge.

Forbearance is the premise of revenge.

So for a long time, no matter how repulsive and hated she was in her heart, she still showed loyalty and diligence.

Like everyone else, like a walking dead controlled by the boss, let them be driven by them.

They may think she has forgotten, but in fact, she has never really forgotten.

Although, the memory of the past has been blurred to the point of indistinguishability.

She is not a person with amnesia.

She is different from others. "

Shu Ya's mood was low at first, and then became very excited.

This also made Xia Feng wonder if the girl named Meng Xin was Shu Ya's real name.

But yes or no is obviously not that important.

What Shu Ya wanted to tell him was why the core members of those organizations were so perverted and ignorant.

Because they are all people whose memories were forcibly washed away and hatred was forcibly instilled.

Everyone has been carefully cultivated for ten years or more, and naturally they have become no different from puppets.

But then again, this woman Shu Ya is too good at acting and too smart, so he didn't have any so-called sympathy or let down his guard simply because of a story told by the other party.

Shu Ya's story mentions order, and Moby Dick's ambition is to overthrow the order.

Of course, there are too many people who question the order.

But the establishment of the order is to serve the majority and abandon the minority.

There is no one way that can benefit all people.

It's like if you dig deep, the first half of the criminal's life, then the person who really committed the crime will become someone else.

Because in the first half of his life~lightnovelpub.net~everyone who influenced him, everything about him was the butterfly effect that led him to this step.

So in a big way, it's the environment, and it's caused by order.

But can you say that order made him commit a crime?

Obviously not.

Xia Feng is not a philosopher, and he doesn't want to explore too advanced issues.

He is like everyone else, whoever did the wrong thing, that's who is responsible, no matter what the reason, it can't change the fact that you did it.

Although he admits that the idea is somewhat self-delusional.

Just like a couple getting divorced, even if one of them cheats, it won't be because they cheated only once.

And often many times, that is, the final result of multi-layered reasons.

If we go deeper, why would the cheating party cheat?

Perhaps it will be traced back to the party who did not cheat, and there are some very unbearable behaviors in life for the party who cheated.

But people obviously won't go back in this way, won't subdivide the responsibilities, and will only blame all the faults on the cheating party.

Xia Feng remembered reading a book on psychology, and the book contained the author's feelings and sentiments about human beings.

The emotion is that there is no right or wrong in this world, but it is forced to distinguish between right and wrong.

The sad thing is that everyone's wrongdoing is caused by mental illness, but it is never accepted and acknowledged.

Xia Feng didn't know what to say to Shu Ya. Seeing Shu Ya standing in the bathtub with her legs turning white, he sighed and said:

"Let's go out and talk."

But just as he turned around, he heard a series of loud knocks, suddenly coming in from outside.

(Thank you for the grand reward of Young Master V. In the kingdom, he is a big league. He came to the system to support him again. Thank you so much.)

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