Yang Shao looked around, then he walked to the bed, opened the pillow, and found a notebook from underneath.

It was given to him by Yang Shao.

Yang Shao opened the notebook and saw that it was densely packed with words. Yang Shao turned page by page, his face changed a little, his eyes widened, and his eyes seemed to be filled with incredible writing.

Shen Zhiyu turned his head and saw Yang Shao standing by the bed, holding a notebook in his hand.

He accidentally glanced at this notebook several times and saw what Xia Beiqing wrote on it, but as soon as he saw him, Xia Beiqing would immediately put the notebook away.

Shen Zhiyu stepped forward to Yang Shao: "What is this?"

Yang Shao was startled, raised his head, and instantly closed the notebook, his face full of confusion and trance.

Shen Zhiyu noticed the anomaly and stretched out his hand to Yang Shao: "Is this from Beiqian? Show me a look."

Yang Shao clung to the notebook tightly, did not let go, and answered the wrong question: "Beijing should be the most difficult patient I have ever encountered. I can't figure out any of his thoughts at all, so I gave him this notebook and asked him to Some thoughts you refuse to say to you or me can be written here.

The reason for doing this is to let him talk and express his emotions, and hope that in the future, I can see this notebook and learn about his inner thoughts. Next time I meet a patient like him, I can find a countermeasure. , But I didn't expect... he would... he would always think like this. "

Shen Zhiyu said, "Give it to me."

Yang Shao asked: "Can you really bear it? The truth is often cruel."

Shen Zhiyu stretched out his hands paranoidly: "Give it to me."

He wanted to know why Bei Qing had to push him away. He wanted to know why Bei Qing...must end his life.

"Okay." Yang Shao slowly handed the notebook to Shen Zhiyu.

Shen Zhiyu couldn't wait to turn over. The first page was filled with Shen Zhiyu's name densely, which was shocking.

If you turn back further, it's not a diary, just some random records, sometimes only a few unintelligible sentences, or a few words and a few words, and sometimes a whole long story.

There are crooked and crooked handwriting, and there are also neat and beautiful handwriting, just like his emotions at the time.

Each of these words were thoughts deep in Xia Beiqing's heart that he didn't want anyone to know.

Shen Zhiyu turned over page by page, looking at it word by word, his original bloodless face became paler, his hands trembled, and his notebook slammed on the ground. Shen Zhiyu's figure shook and he was about to see it. Fall down.

Shen Zhiyu said, "Give it to me."

Yang Shao asked: "Can you really bear it? The truth is often cruel."

Shen Zhiyu stretched out his hands paranoidly: "Give it to me."

He wanted to know why Bei Qing had to push him away. He wanted to know why Bei Qing...must end his life.

"Okay." Yang Shao slowly handed the notebook to Shen Zhiyu.

Shen Zhiyu couldn't wait to turn over. The first page was filled with Shen Zhiyu's name densely, which was shocking.

If you turn back further, it's not a diary, just some random records, sometimes only a few unintelligible sentences, or a few words and a few words, and sometimes a whole long story.

There are crooked and crooked handwriting, and there are also neat and beautiful handwriting, just like his emotions at the time.

Each of these words were thoughts deep in Xia Beiqing's heart that he didn't want anyone to know.

Shen Zhiyu turned over page by page, looking at it word by word, his original bloodless face became paler, his hands trembled, and his notebook slammed on the ground. Shen Zhiyu's figure shook and he was about to see it. Fall down.