After Li Ting left, Xing Jiuan's mood became worse.

She recalled the time when she broke with Mu Qing before.

After being kicked out of the teacher by the master, Mu Qing still came to her and also silently helped her.

But... she was too bad, she only felt that Mu Qing made her intolerable.

She didn't want Mu Qing to come to her, nor did she need Mu Qing to protect her.

She felt that Mu Qing did not disturb her, it was the best thing.

At that time... she completely forgot the struggle she had had, and the reason why she left the teacher's door.

Mu Qing's guarding silently and carefully made her feel uncomfortable.

It's probably embarrassing.

She said, let Mu Qing stop looking for her, and don't do anything for her. From now on, it's best not to disturb.

She said that if Mu Qing entangled and disturbed, she would die.

She felt that she would really die.

Probably because it really hurt Mu Qing, or it was because Mu Qing was really worried that she did what she said and never took care of her anymore.

If it hadn't been for Li Ting to leave, she had been in the hospital for so many days, maybe Mu Qing would still not come to see her.

But even if Mu Qing came, he did not show his face.

Xing Jiuan has not seen him.

Reluctantly recalling what happened before, Xing Jiu'an only felt...maybe this would be good.

To stay away from her is to stay away from disaster.

Her memory is getting more and more wrong now. Maybe one day, she will completely forget the previous struggle and become a madman.

Let them be disappointed in themselves in advance, and in the future, there will be less sadness.

Xing Jiu'an slept for a long time again.

She wakes up, eats mechanically, washes, and then goes back to sleep.

It seems to be exhausted to the extreme, just want to sleep over.

However, she still wanted to sustain her life.

Huo Chulan is doing so well now, she is not reconciled.

Finally, she completely forgot the previous struggles, and only left her hatred towards Huo Chulan.

It was because she was too greedy for family love, behaved, and disobedient, so the master didn't want her anymore. The brothers and sisters were disappointed in her. She didn't even dare to meet her former friends and felt too embarrassed.

She also killed Li Ting.

She finally became alone.

Xing Jiu'an was examined in the hospital. The doctor said that although she was seriously injured, she was treated well, and in a few years, she could barely recover.

But what's the use of recovering?

She has lost everything.

Even Li Ting left.

She took a folding knife and put it in her clothes.

If Huo Chulan harmed her, then she would let Huo Chulan pay for her life.

Even if it is the same.

When she passed by, dark clouds covered her, much like the end times played in the movie.

However, for her, this is not the end of the world!

Walking slowly all the way, her mind was chaotic.

However, there is a goal, she knows very well.

She is going to find Huo Chulan.

In my mind, I recalled the occasional time when she met Huo Chulan.

Huo Chulan looked at her and smiled for a while, then Xing Jiuan seemed to hear a voice from the devil.

"Don't worry, it's not over yet."

Xing Jiuan did not expect that she met someone on the road.

The man has very beautiful red eyes.

He stopped in front of him, "Can you help me?"

She didn't know what she wanted to help him, how she wanted to help.

What can someone like her help him?

Subconsciously, she wanted to refuse.

But the other party said a few more words, no friends, no family, and no one said to help him...

Obviously, many things the other party said were inexplicable, but Xing Jiu'an was soft-hearted.

The other party was lonely like her.

She was silent for a moment, her voice softer.

The other party is younger than her, and she takes care of him as her younger brother, and the other party can call her sister.

She also has a younger brother who has been with him for several years.

However, some time after she returned to Huo's house, she sent Qi Lei abroad.

He entered the original Mongolian school and told Xing Jiu'an that he would study hard and become very good, and then he would come back to take care of her.

Xing Jiuan smiled and sent Qi Lei abroad.

On the way back, she threw the folding knife into the trash can.

The other party said he had no name. Xing Jiu'an said, your eyes are red. My name is Xing Jiu'an. From now on, your name is Xing Jiuchi, okay?

Xing Jiuchi said yes.

The two people got along for a few months, as if they were pitying each other, and as if they had received some comfort.

At least, in this way, they will not be lonely.

Xing Jiu'an is very good to Xing Jiuchi and really takes care of him like a younger brother.

In addition to not knowing how to cook, she has been working hard to be a good sister.

But later, just a few months later, Xing Jiuchi told her that she had something to do, and then left her life.

In her life, only herself was left.

The pitiful and hateful thing is that she can no longer think of revenge.

She made a list of the things that the Huo family had given her before, and she didn't take anything from them.

Only the room she had lived in for a period of time, she discounted it at the highest price in the market, and put it together.

Soon, it was her 21st birthday again.

Xing Jiu'an had a very bad 19th birthday.

On her twentieth birthday, Li Ting accompanied her, and Li Ting gave her a happy birthday.

Then, at the age of twenty-one, she became single.

Xing Jiuan didn't know what he was going to do, lying in bed, or in a daze, or sleeping, and it was almost night to buy a cake and put it back.

She lay for a long time, until the light came from the phone.

It was the Huo family who transferred the money to her.

On her birthday, the Huo family will give her money.

It seems that she is lacking these.

Xing Jiuan sat up and went to eat cake by himself.

After eating the cake, I put on a lot of clothes and prepared to go out.

It may be that the injury was too serious, and then she didn't care too much. In winter, she couldn't bear the cold.

Wearing thick clothes, she walked out the door.

It may be because the New Year is approaching. Although it is cold outside, there are still many laughter and it is very lively.

Suddenly, she missed her brother.

I miss the master, I miss my sister, and I want to go home.

Inexplicably, she stood there, not knowing where the courage came from, and dialed Mu Qing's phone.

Mu Qing's voice was cold, and she said few words. She knew that the brother must be hurt by her.

She was really too much.

However, after wandering outside for a long time, I really want to go home.

She also wanted to say sorry to the brother.

She was really too much that day.

However, the car came too fast, she didn't know if the brother said forgiveness later, but she couldn't hear it again.

When the darkness before his eyes slowly turned into darkness, Xing Jiu'an thought, the beginning and the end of this life are too bitter, Jiu'an, it has not been long.

Before the age of three, after the age of nineteen, although it was difficult.

But, at least, she still has more than ten years of happiness.

When I think about it, it seems to have smoothed out all the pain.

Fortunately, she has never been alone and helpless.

Already very lucky.