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There seems to be ringtones, ringtones 缥缈.

Three thousand worlds, life and death; like dreams, non-life and non-death; where and where, tonight and tonight ... who once said that if you can't wake up, the dream is reality.

The first light was hazy.

As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Su Bailuo's account silver hook; as soon as I turned over, I saw the tassel lamp on the carved table.

There are silhouettes, but when they come, they have bright lights in their hands, their footsteps are silent, but they don't surprise people. Silver bell sounds like this: Mo Dong, you are recovering from a serious illness, and need to recuperate. The sound fell in my heart, and I thought it was wonderful.

The nose end smelled of faint sandalwood, although it was faint but smoky, and when I looked out, I felt that the beams of the room were very high, the room was huge, all kinds of decoration, gorgeous and exquisite, and noble and compelling, even though I lived in the antique For decades, I have never been in such a scene.

It seems that most of the body is not his own, he can't hold it up, he can only wait for someone to come to him, and finally the face where the fragrance is passing, and the face that falls into his eyes, is actually beautiful for several times.

Voice, face, everyone has different appreciation for this. The so-called perfection has its own definition. He once said to Lianer that if he had never seen her better than her in two lives, whoever knew it, saw one in a blink of an eye.

As if by coincidence, the man glanced, smiled, and scratched like an invisible hand at the inadvertent itch in his heart.

At this moment, it seemed that the perfect person was smiling here, and that perfect voice was respectful and gentle, she said, what happened? What else is wrong, my lord?

Where is it wrong? Need to say? I feel wrong everywhere.

Environment, clothing, title, dialogue, feeling ... clearly there is nothing right, so lying on his back so soft and warm underneath, without a little bit of discomfort on the back.

He bit his lip and felt pain.

Take a mirror ... the sound in my mouth is erratic, like me or not.

Among the small objects of Huang Cancan, the figure reflected on it is blurred, like me or not.

Close your eyes, or you're crazy, or not.

Maybe this is just another dream, a person is actually dying and sinking into the last dream before the last heartbeat.

But this ridiculous dream, but unknowingly do not know how long, the days seem to repeat, the white and immaculate woman always appeared in front of her, accompanied, cared for, meticulous, and thoughtful. Sometimes other people come in, respectfully and well-trained, acting quietly and smoothly.

All the strange names, all kinds of strangers, names of people, places, and countries, were forgotten from their mouths, and there was no memory. But it doesn't seem to matter at all. Being served is thoughtful and comfortable, and the days are so comfortable, as if you can't feel anything but comfortable, there is no disturbance, no pain, but the body is still a bit ineffective and needs to stay in bed.

It is said that this was caused by a sudden illness in this body, which caused the waiter to take care of the side for a few days and turned to safety. Now using the method of recuperation will make people feel a little weak, just a few days to stop the medicine.

When this was explained, the woman had a sincere tone and a humble attitude. Every time she looked over, there was always a touch of proper respect and affection in her eyebrows, which seemed to penetrate people's hearts, and she really raised a sense of trust and peace.

Trust, peace of mind, safety, comfort, and even luxury and beauty ... if this is a dream, it is an unimaginable dream.

The last time, I chose to live a dream that I would never wake up as a reality.

Can we do it again today?

This is the second time it ’s happened, and it ’s not difficult to accept. It ’s hard to even struggle. This body is mine now, and my identity is mine. Even if there is no sense of body, even if the soul is light ... Compared to the oil lamp in the mountains The little hut that murmured and murmured, this time, the sky was considered to be very kind.

However, if you are in a comfortable environment, you may feel pain in your heart from time to time. And the woman who accompanies her again has stunning beauty. She can't open her eyes when looking at the time, but her eyes are blurred when she closes her eyes. What can be clearly described in her head is always only one face.

Lianer ... Only when you meditate on this name can you feel real.

When you meditate on the name, there will be a real emotional recovery in your heart, and you will feel sore.

Why is this happening? Why is this happening? Why did we become like this? The love is gone, so she hopes to die farewell, so I endlessly live and leave, no matter how capable and determined, I can't find each other again.

How is she doing there? Are you sad? Are you angry? Still looking around without stopping? How long will it take her to accept the fact that she can no longer be found? Then, how will she spend the rest of her life? Problems that were too late to make a hasty decision can now be thought about.

And is it possible for her-there is an idea hidden in her heart and she has been afraid to touch it-is it possible that she will not be able to bear the stimulus while practicing, and ... and ...

Unsettled speculation, unsettled anxiety, unsettled despair.

Do you think you are a realist?

This day ... I do n’t know which day, anyway, it ’s a day, the faint sandalwood seems to fade away, the quiet and smooth people come in again, the woman also comes, and feels that her body is lifted up, for the first time When I stepped on the ground, I realized that my limbs seemed to have some strength. She seemed to ask something, and she smiled gently. Today you are fully recovered, and you should show up to let the soldiers know. Huang Ankang is as before.

What emperor? What world? These questions were not asked in a very familiar way. Standing in front of the huge Huang Cancan's mirror, people got their hands up and down, black crown Zhu Zuyi, leather belt nine jade dragons, all kinds of things, being held up piece by piece, added a little bit, the body was heavy The weight of the turn was suppressed, and my eyes closed, and there was helplessness rising slowly at the bottom of my heart. At this time, I listened to the words of comfort and turned around to see the woman, and the golden-red dragon-stripe red silk in her hand was long sword.

You haven't visited this world for a long time. She said, kneeling down on her knees, and put a long sword on my waist.

Take a jade ride, climb the stage, the ears are the cheers of the mountains and the tsunami, and in front of you are the sky, the clouds are wide, and under the stage, there are black people, bright armors, and spear-hunting flags, all of which constitute a magnificent scene , Keep going until the end of sight.

Look, my king, the beautiful woman around you points to the stage, converges, and raises her head to the sky, under which you are the master.

It is undeniable that this feeling is good, this strong and supreme feeling, not being threatened by any kind ... Slowly looking back at her, suddenly asking, you are mine too?

She froze, then laughed, and said with affection, naturally.

This person is really beautiful, the appetite is so beautiful, as if tailored ... Suddenly laughed, took a breath, said, unfortunately, I am not yours.

This is the first time since I woke up that I really heard my voice clearly.

With this sentence, the surroundings suddenly fell into silence, as dead as a smile, and the smile was condensed on that immaculate face. What do you mean? She asked in return, though she smiled calmly.

Meaning, I do n’t belong here, and I do n’t want to belong here.

He replied with a chuckle, and in the next instant he pulled out the golden cloud dragon sword backhand and wiped it with cold light and blood splashing in five steps.

I once said that if you ca n’t wake up, dreams are reality.

But if you don't want it to become a reality, there are always ways to get out of it.

There seems to be ringtones, ringtones 缥缈.

The second light was hazy.

Inorganic rooms, simple decoration, the sun is hot on the outside, but the four seasons are the same inside, and the walls are refreshing like blue and white.

After a long yawn, Akira still had a dull head. When he tilted his head, he saw that the metal-colored machine was facing straight, and the two round lights were dark blue representing sadness.

You also remember, it is today. She smiled at it when she opened her mouth, reached out her hand barefoot, and said, "Give me medicine. I collected it for a month."

The round bright light did not move. After a long time, it changed to a vibrant green, the screen on the belly began to flash, and a line of words slid out in a slight hum, which combined into a silent word-there are many places for you Never seen, the scenery is beautiful and beautiful ...

As if in line with this line of words, pictures appear on the white ceiling, sunrise in the mist, sunset on the tower, snow in the tall buildings, vast ocean under the sky, scenes, all colorful and fascinating. But at this moment I just patted the short metal head, and laughed: It is very beautiful, which is one of the reasons why I stayed for a month, but it is enough ... just give me the medicine, not that you and all of you Is it absolutely obedient?

The vibrant green faded and turned into almost gray, and the machine moved round and bright light from side to side, and then a row of words flickered out, and wrote—then, at least, the last morning.

Oh, you actually bargain ... pat the metal head again, groan a little, agree, okay, just enjoy the last time.

The so-called enjoyment, in fact, may be so ordinary in the eyes of people here.

However, it can be immersed in water with self-adjustable temperature and soft flower sprinkles when needed. The air has no turbulent water but fresh forest smell. Even the surrounding walls show vivid green leaves and lake surface. For those who have not known what technology is for a long time, these are incredible pleasures.

Such incredible pleasures can be said to be everywhere here, and don't bother, because the only thing that gets along with you is an inhuman intelligence, simple and reliable, not hurting, it is really easy for you.

Or it is for these reasons that in the initial state of freedom, he was driven by the mind of exploration and lived curiously for a period of time.

Then ... that's all.

Even if no one or the environment brings persecution, some of the weight that weighs on my heart will never decrease.

Stepped out of the bathroom, the table has prepared exquisite meals. It is not overstated to say that they are exquisite, at least the best and most exquisite ones I have eaten myself. Although I taste them carefully, I ca n’t find anything, but it feels delicious . The metallic machine with a round head in front of me is a very versatile product. Naturally, it shows through the screen that the model has already been eliminated.

I still don't know how to calculate the expenses. The surrounding scenery is beautiful and my neighbors are not visible, but this time I have nothing to worry about.

If you have nothing in your heart, you may be happy to experience it all the way.

But now ... swallowed the last bite of food and drank a bit of water. After a moment of silence, I continued to stretch out my hand to the round head, saying, OK, the last morning was over.

The two round lights on the round head were replaced by the dark blue representing sadness, and the pliers-like hands finally slowly handed over a small bottle. The bottle was a long-lost glass bottle. Inside was a pile of pink that had never been seen before. Small particles.

Is this all right? Shake, ask with a smile, and see the screen on the stomach over there-I have no deception program.

well. I patted my head for the last time, and said, "Thank you for your company these days. Although you want to say goodbye, you will never see you again. Take care."

If you ca n’t take care of it, I ’ll start the self-destructing program with you. Who knows, in the slight buzz, the screen is so displayed. The two round lights can not show emotions, but only gray and white to indicate depression.

It was not expected that such a machine was unfamiliar, but it could not turn a blind eye, and had to stop the lifted steps and turn back to ask patiently: Why?

Because of loneliness and loneliness-the flashing font answered silently.

After being silent for a while, it turned out to be unfamiliar. A machine that claims to be an obsolete model can also type such characters, and it seems to be true ... I do n’t know how to deal with it, so after a moment of silence, it is just like human Stuck it, said: This way, but no one knows what will happen in the future, so ... don't destroy yourself because of depression and escape.

I do n’t know if it really understands it. After a while, the round light turned into a puzzled white-then why do you destroy yourself?

Me? With a smile, there is no need to hesitate: I am not the type of depression and escape, but because I want to get it.

get something?

rest in peace.

Because I want to rest.

I have decided my life and death, and no longer suffer from such a relationship as God.

Lie down comfortably and take your medication, this is not impulsive or evasive.

If she's in pain, at least she can't make the pain a joke.

There seems to be ringtones, ringtones 缥缈.

The third light was hazy.

Noisy, crying, sad, excited.

Child, you finally woke up, child! Why are you so stupid! Stuck by someone, the smell ... familiar.

mom? Hesitated. Looking around, the white walls, the doctor in white, the smell of disinfection water, the family.

What do you think about? Why do stupid things! Thrown was stunned and complained by many people.

fudge? take things too hard?

what did I do?

There seems to be some blank space in the brain.

I didn't do anything stupid. His mouth automatically answered, saying: I just accidentally fell off the stairs.

That's right, it seems to wake up with the memory of this sentence, I really just ... want to do cleaning, and then accidentally fell off from the rented upstairs, but for the third floor.

Not everyone who fell downstairs wanted to commit suicide. In the final analysis, didn't he have any reason to end his life?

The inspection also proved to be okay, it just scared the family.

Yinger, my mother said, otherwise you would move back to live, I am not at all worried about you.

But he refused helplessly because ... it was too late to work from home.

There is another reason to vaguely remember.

forget.

He was released from the hospital in astonishment. In the next few days, I went to work, off work, occasionally colleague gatherings, and went home on weekends. The days were peaceful and quiet, and I always felt like I was missing something ... When I was thinking about it at home, my cell phone rang and I said: Xiao Wu, we plan to go on foot for a long holiday as usual. Do you want to participate?

Ah, yes, I know this person. I originally had this hobby. Somehow I haven't remembered it recently. I wondered and turned the calendar while asking: Where do I plan to go this time?

It's Huashan ...

Beeping ... Suddenly the voice broke.

A family member came to take the mobile phone with a serious look, and solemnly criticized: You have only been out of the hospital for a few days, and you are not allowed to go out with that group of people to do dangerous things! do you know?

Why not? Why did it break? Why is it dangerous?

Huashan ... Familiar, when the voice on the phone said the name, it couldn't wait.

doubt……

If you do n’t go, do n’t go. It ’s very good at home on the weekends. The family greets dinner after training, and sits around the table in a pleasant mood. Eating and chatting, there is one sentence without a sentence, and the big TV screen on the side is showing the extremely boring sword sword sword ...

Sword light sword ...? Gaze is gradually attracted, attention is shifted, everything around is quiet, the screen you come to me is the world, really exaggerated ... staring, thinking involuntarily in my mind, these fights are exaggerated, such fancy actions are not at all Possibility to control the enemy, even if you practice ...

Pap-stunned, the light disappeared, the screen of the sword sword darkened, and the world was noisy again. The mother put down the remote control at the dining table and complained: you child, mother, talking to you, why don't you stare at the TV and listen what?

Ah sorry, Rumeng turned back awake and asked: what happened? What's up?

That's right, you are not young anymore, why are you not conscious at all? Your aunt introduced a nice guy. You will dress up after work tomorrow and go on a blind date.

Go on a blind date.

Until the night I returned to my own residence, this sentence still echoed in my mind, go on a blind date ...

No. I heard a clear answer in my heart, don't! But couldn't say.

Why not?

do not know.

Looking around this little residence, there are traces of living alone, is it cold? Or maybe it ’s a bit, what ’s wrong with having one more person in your life? Nothing bad, of course, but ... don't.

Why not? do not know……

Thinking seemed to be caught in a strange infinite loop, which made my heart irritable, washed a cold face, turned on the TV without knowing what I wanted to see in my heart, maybe anything, but the sand that greeted me all was The rustling snowflakes disturbed people more and more.

It felt like something had scratched through my heart. Itchy, it was about to be touched, but it was never touched.

Do n’t think, do n’t think, there is another voice echoing in my head, this voice gradually gains the upper hand, so I left the rustling TV anxiously, returned to the small and warm bedroom and fell on the soft bed. .

How good ... there is nothing to doubt ... If you are bored, find something else to do, turn your head subconsciously, and you will see the log bookcase. This bookcase has been around for a long time. Although it is no longer the habit of buying books, it is still full of various books that have been purchased, and even some textbooks from the school days.

At the beginning ... it was left intentionally as a commemoration. Now I have forgotten what was written on it ... Unconsciously, I got up and stretched out my hand, took out a book and held it in my hand, and read it.

Page through ... Page through ... Page through ... Discard.

The discarded books were turned at will, and the paper on them was blank, and each page was blank.

why? Clear thriller ran up the back of the foot, why? Why did the textbooks in the school days become blank and the content on it? Panicked again and took out another copy, this time it is an old magazine, I remember the cover, the cover is clear, but when I opened it, it was blurred!

why? why? How could this be? Is something wrong with the eyes? Is schizophrenia hallucinating? One after another, one after another, either blank or obscure, no one can be read in its entirety. One more copy, another copy, thrown all over the place, it's all the same! why? Sitting on the ground, breathing hard, almost going crazy.

... where is the problem? Is it me? While breathing, there was a sudden thought coming out, or was it the world in question?

Think of the content, there is in the book; think of the content, there is no in the book.

There is no doubt either that something is wrong with his senses, or that something is wrong with the world.

I forgot ... I was puzzled ... I was wrong ... Suddenly I remembered that feelings like this always appeared suddenly and surrounded me, and then I was disturbed and disappeared somehow.

Ding Dong Ding Dong, the doorbell rang suddenly, go open the door, as if there is something in your heart to persuade ... No, you see, this is the kind of interruption, this kind of interruption, if you do it, all the doubts just emerging And tension will disappear, as in previous times.

Hold your head, plug your ears, don't listen, keep this feeling, think about it, think about it carefully, what are the reasons for it when you think of it? Reason to live alone, phone, Huashan, TV, sword sword, what was I thinking at the time?

I tried desperately to sort out my thoughts, but my thoughts didn't listen to them, I couldn't catch them, but they gradually faded away.

Ding Dong Ding Dong, the doorbell is still ringing, so are you going to open the door?

There was nothing in his mind, and he stumbled to get up and walked out. At this moment, the toe kicked one of the hard-shell books thrown to the ground, and the hard corner of the book caused a little finger pain. Looking down subconsciously, I saw the author of that book.

The author ... thinking chaos, this author, of course, I know, so the three words are very clear.

The author column says Liang Yusheng, the title is ... yes ...

Picked blankly, rummaged for the title of the book, what is the title? I don't remember, so there is no hard shell book with a cover but no title.

It's weird. Nothing else is like this. Why doesn't this book even have a name? There must be nothing in it. Thinking about it this way, turning it on with your hands, the first page was really blank.

Page 2 ... Page 3 ... The doorbell continues to ring, ringing faster and more ill, Page 3, Page 4 ...

Alas, the door was rattling loudly, why are you still flipping the blank paper here? I thought so, but I couldn't move my eyes, and my hands couldn't stop.

Page 5 ... Page 6 ... Page ...

Quietly, stop.

There are words on the eighth page. They are small and fuzzy, but they are words, three words.

Practice ... ne ... Shang.

Muran meditation, Muran turning pages.

Practice your clothes.

Practice your clothes, practice your clothes.

The fonts are getting clearer and more and more. The densely packed paper and pages are all those three words, and they are practicing neon clothes.

Suddenly remembered, the name of this book ... also remembered, the reason for living alone, the specialness of Huashan, the significance of the sword light sword ... The last thing I remember is that Wu Ying in the family is actually a deceased person. first name.

The cause of her death did not fall downstairs, but down the cliff.

Then, my name is bamboo fiber.

Bamboo fiber that belongs to someone.

"Practice ... son ..."

The door bell disappeared, the knocking sound disappeared, the rustle of the TV in the living room disappeared, the light disappeared, the weight disappeared, the pale brown carpet under the feet disappeared, everything twisted, everything rotated, everything melted, everything was swallowed by darkness ... ... can't breathe ... darkness, can't breathe ... pain, can't breathe ...

All the bad feelings came one after another, suffocation, bondage, were sealed, and the place to breathe was sealed, as if tied into the cold lake water that was buried under the thick ice, dark, weightlessness……

No, can't sleep anymore! He desperately went up, opened his mouth and exhaled, heard the hiss in his throat, and saw a little gap in the ice layer ... Finally, he stopped drinking and his eyes cracked!

The ice layer cracked, fresh air, fresh light, everything was bright.

The pain running through the left chest was also vivid and almost deadly.

"Hehe." It was old and husky laughter. "Daughter-in-law, it seems I still count."

"I always have a clever idea, my daughter-in-law is ashamed," said another young voice.

what? At this time, I realized that my eyes only opened a seam, but the dense light had pierced people's eyes. It took me a long time to get used to it, and I turned my eyes to look around. The first thing I saw was a simple and old furnishing. The interior of the house is actually a little dim, and both the beams and the furniture are quaint, simple and dim.

With a sigh in his heart, the positive model wondered if God's teasing was not over yet, and saw two people sitting and standing beside a wooden table not far away.

Two expressionless women wearing kerchiefs and long skirts.

An old woman is sitting there, and a woman is standing there.

Obviously, both of them are gloomy and unwilling to answer, but they feel very kind!

I can't believe it, covering my chest, under my palms, I can feel that there is a weak rhythm, but it's sloppy and clear.

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