Chapter 148 No matter how hard I try, I can’t fit in

The man in that family will not have any more children because he has hurt the roots of his descendants. There is only one sick daughter in the family. He doesn't want his daughter to marry into someone else's family to be angry, and he doesn't want the family to cut off the incense. He wants to raise one at home as soon as possible. Let the two children stay in multiple places. In the future, when their husband and wife are gone, there will be someone to take care of their daughter.

  At that time, no matter how much I begged, my grandma didn't let go.

Just when I was about to be taken away by the couple, the cousin and uncle in the next room came back to visit relatives, and then stopped him, and had a private chat with grandma for a long time, and grandma finally let go, so that she was not caught by that couple. The couple took them away.

  Later, my cousin felt sorry for me, and she was afraid that after the family left, my grandma would send him to be a son-in-law again, and begged my cousin and uncle to take me away with me.

  The cousin and uncle did not agree at first, but they couldn't bear the cousin's constant fuss, so they finally agreed.

It was only later that I found out that the reason why grandma agreed to let him leave with the aunt's family was that the aunt and uncle gave grandma 30 yuan, but the uncle was smart, so he asked the village head to witness the signing for fear of future troubles. I have issued a certificate to save my grandma from having to pay for it in the future.

The certificate said that when I grow up, I will decide whether to come back or not. If I don’t come back, the 30 yuan will be used for my life and love. If I want to come back, the family can’t find any excuses not to accept it. It's best for your little self.

The reason why my cousin took him away was also because their eldest son was lost due to the war, while the second son was drowned in the water because his mother did not take good care of him. After being traumatized, I get sick from time to time.

   Thinking that it might be good for the cousin if she brought this natal nephew with her.

   Just like that, I left home with my cousin and my uncle's family, and returned to live in the Shen family in Beijing.

At first, Shen’s family members and the other families disagreed, but the uncle insisted, and also said that the eldest son was lost by several cousins, but they didn’t bring him back, and the second son was his own son. The old lady didn't take care of the one that fell into the water.

  When the Shen family saw that the third child had turned over the old score, no one dared to speak out against it, because they were indeed wronged.

I stayed in the Shen family, but the good times didn't last long. When I was seventeen years old, my cousin and uncle had an accident in order to save the equipment in the factory. The Shen family didn't want to support an outsider, so he went back to congratulate him. Home.

Back at the He family, the grandma who didn't want to see me back then has been buried in the ground. My parents think they are sorry for me, so they treat me pretty well, but I haven't lived together for ten years, and I only came back once in the middle, no matter what It always feels like there is a layer of separation.

   After staying at home for less than a year, I found an opportunity and joined the army.

  After arriving in the army, although I still have contact with my family, the relationship is not very good. I have been in the army for six years, and I have only returned home twice, and I left after only a few days.

   It’s really that I don’t fit in with that family, no matter how hard I try, I can’t fit in.

  Later, I retired due to injury and went to work in a machinery factory. I always set aside one day a month to go back.

   It’s not that I don’t pay it myself, but that after my elder brother and second brother got married, they only pay living expenses, and my parents are really embarrassed to ask him, a person who doesn’t live at home, to pay to subsidize the family.

  (end of this chapter)