When she said this, she was so fragile as if she would be wiped out in the next moment, how much damage such a small body had endured, but no matter how much sadness she contained, she always smiled.

The reason why she climbed so high was actually just wanting to find back some memories of when her mother was sitting tall and singing while holding her, but she knew that all of this was really never going back.

She knows that her mother has always been very unhappy; she knows that her mother loves herself; she knows that every time she is awake, her mother is very painful and regretful. She will cry in her arms and apologize to herself...

She is so helpless and sad...

It is a pity that she was too young and not brave enough.

She was thinking, always thinking, if she can work harder and harder, instead of always shrinking and giving up because of fear, will her mother get better because of her, so that she will not get sicker and sicker Serious, will not commit suicide because of severe depression.

Even if she didn't feel angry and said that she hated her that day, and then ran out of the house, if she was by her mother's side, maybe her mother would not die.

in case……

But there is no if.

It must be that she was not doing well enough, so her mother left her without nostalgia.

Therefore, when Leng Sichen opened his hands to her, when he said, "Xun'er, come down..."

She has made up her mind, this person, she will never give up in her life.

Because I can't bear such a loss again.

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At the age of 10, Xia Yuxun was in the fourth grade, and the 13-year-old Leng Sichen had entered the first grade of junior high school "Chongying Middle School", the best noble school at the time.

With Leng Sichen’s ability, it is possible to skip a level, but the child has been very thinking since he was a child. He doesn’t want to always become a stranger, and Guo Chunya also respected his wishes under his rationale, plus Busy arranging for Leng Siche to go abroad for treatment, she really didn't have the time to argue with him. Fortunately, this child would never let her worry or let her down.

At the age of 10, it became a demarcation point in Xia Yuxun's life.

At the age of 10, she can no longer go to school with him every day; at the age of 10, she can no longer haunt him unscrupulously and cause trouble; at the age of 10, not only is a long distance away, but his attitude has suddenly changed. Cold and alienated...

Is it because I pester him all day, making him annoying! Thinking of the rumor in school that she was his girlfriend, Xia Yuxun couldn't help but flushed her cheeks, but she was faintly happy.

Some people say, haven’t you heard Xia Yuxun calling him brother? They are relatives, so they got so close.

Therefore, Xia Yuxun hated the term "brother" for the first time.

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Chongying is a fully enclosed school. From the beginning of school until now, she has not seen him for more than a month.

Finally, on Saturday, she secretly took the pocket money she saved and got on the bus to City A without telling Xia Mo Lin.

It was already evening when Xia Yuxun arrived. Looking at the magnificent school gate, the four characters "Chongying Middle School", and the dreamlike cherry blossom trees on the campus, Xia Yuxun was shocked. Did my brother go to school here? ?

Looking up at the luxurious campus like a palace, I am so small; looking at the beautiful school uniforms of the students back and forth, the white-washed sportswear is extremely dazzling; my sluggish eyes turned to practice dancing in the square not far away The girl who has a fat and bloated body makes her feel inferior...