In fact, she did.

But he even forgot that he damned even a man to provoke him.

At this moment, family affection and hatred are intertwined, raging against the current in Qin Mengying's blood.

Almost drive her crazy.

The hatred that had been suppressed for so long was crazily eager for revenge that night like a beast that broke through the cage.

But at the same time, he was constrained by the hard-to-kill blood thicker than water family affection.

After all, that person is his only relative in this world.

At the most painful time, she even wanted to kill the man crazily and then committed suicide so that the three of them could be together again.

It's better to die than to live so painful.

There is no Zhao Anxin, and there is no An Jiayu...

When Qin Mengying realized his terrible thoughts, he tried hard to calm himself down, but no method could alleviate the pain in his heart. He could only use smoking and alcohol to paralyze himself.

In the end, even these were useless, she thought of drugs.

It is difficult for a doctor to treat herself, she did not expect that she would have such a day.

Andy's words seemed to be still in his ears.

So soon she personally felt this kind of pain that made life worse than death and unable to save herself.

For three whole days, she spent almost every moment in those terrible memories.

It seems to be because of the depression for too long, once released, she has no ability to resist.

Prefer not to say……

Do not ask……

Now she only hopes that the brain can be empty and be able to rest for even one second.

As long as Ou Mingxuan opened his mouth, she immediately sealed her lips.

It is a sweet torture.

"Mengying, don't be like this, I know you are uncomfortable, can you tell me something? Leave everything to me, don't think about anything..." Ou Mingxuan whispered.

Gentle words, careful comfort...

The tears that I have endured for a long time slip down silently

Watching her cry, Ou Mingxuan's heart shrank suddenly, and at the same time he breathed a sigh of relief, "Just cry out..."

She nestled in his arms without saying a word, the tears on her cheeks kept flowing like this, Ou Mingxuan felt distressed and did not know what to do.

Just hugging her like this, until she calmed down a little bit, Ou Mingxuan said tentatively, "Anyway, go to the hospital first."

I don't know how long she has stayed here, she didn't care about so many injuries, and she drank so much alcohol.

She looks so bad.

"Don't..." Qin Mengying finally spoke, but his voice was broken and husky.

"You don't want to be like this anymore!" Ou Mingxuan was angry, and his tone couldn't help but become sharp.

"Don't go to the hospital." She finished stubbornly, then raised her head again, her chin pointed, her lips pale, her transparent eyes greeted him with inexplicable bewilderment, "I want you..."

Ou Mingxuan burned the prairie fire in an instant, and his throat slid up and down. Don't stop looking at her at the beginning, as if you could not control yourself to do things that take advantage of people's danger and animals are inferior.

"No." Ou Mingxuan asserted.

Qin Mengying's face was confused, and his face was somewhat innocent, "Why?"

"Because you are not obedient!" Ou Mingxuan glared at her pretentiously, "You must go to the hospital first. Otherwise, don't even think about it!"

Seeing his cold expression, Qin Meng stared at him in a daze, and the tears in the corner of his eyes flowed faster.

Afterwards, she stubbornly pushed him away in a grievance, slowly crawling to the corner, and fumbled for several bottles that were empty, so she turned her gaze on the poison.