There’s Always a Paranoid Staring at Me

Chapter 185: what i am

"You said I made a confession after the college entrance examination, okay?"

"Huh? What did you just say?" The tip of Bai Key's pen made an obvious mark on the paper, looking up at the other party blankly.

"What are you doing? I've been absent-minded lately." The other party smiled and nodded her forehead, "Why, the college entrance examination is coming soon, are you nervous?"

Nervous? Since I was a child, I have never known what tension is.

I don’t have anything anyway, I don’t care about anything, it doesn’t matter what I lose or gain.

What to be nervous about.

Bai Key shook his head: "Of course not, my grades are so good, why am I nervous, besides, the college entrance examination is not the only way out, even if I fail, I can go abroad."

These remarks are quite Versailles, but Bai Key just wanted to say it, especially when the familiar and unfamiliar face gradually stiffened, an indescribable depression suddenly came out .

It's all ready for me, I just don't want to go, I'm too lazy to toss."

She changed the subject and asked, "How are you preparing?"

It has always been passable, so it shouldn't be a big problem to take the exam."

Bai Key nodded thoughtfully and lowered his head: "Yes."

She raised her head, with a wicked smile on the corner of her mouth: "But the entrance exam is the first step, and leaving the campus is the beginning of life. I just saw a news two days ago, saying that a certain country After the graduates of TOP3 universities come out and sell pork, the key is that they are not as good as other stalls and hawkers, alas, life is hard to say."

Bai Key: "But there is no other way. You have no other way out except for the exam. Forget it, you should take the exam first, and you will be eligible to talk about the follow-up."

System: "..." I just wanted to hit someone, but the other party hasn't runaway yet, so he's really educated.

"Please submit the volunteer collection form sent yesterday as soon as possible." A cold voice came, Bai Key didn't want to look up, but it was as if someone had put a piece on his neck voice control.

She looked at someone on the podium uncontrollably, and unexpectedly collided with the other party's eyes, her heart was beating so fast that it almost jumped out of her throat.

Bai Key lowered his head in a panic, and turned the pen in his hand unnaturally to cover up.

"By the way, what did you just say?" She took a deep breath, suppressed the panic in her heart, and asked.

The other party is also staring at the people on the podium, her eyes are familiar and obsessed, the corners of her mouth can not be suppressed slightly upturned, and even her voice is much softer and sweeter, she said: "I think Confess."

"Bada—" The pen in his hand fell to the ground, and the white key didn't dare to lift it up, completely lost the momentum he had just now, his voice trembled a little, "Confession, yes, no Will it be too impulsive?"

"Don't be impulsive!" The other party's gaze followed the man away from the podium. He didn't dare to take another look, and hurriedly shifted to Bai Key's body, the smile on the corners of his eyes was a little dim.

"How can you be impulsive." She lowered her voice, "I know that we are not from the same world, and there is basically no chance to meet again after the college entrance examination, so... I think, just confess Bar."

"Leave no regrets, even if it fails, let her remember me, don't forget me."

Before listening to the words, Bai Key got under the desk to pick up the pen.

"Many people think the same as you. There must be countless people who confessed to the squad leader during that time. Didn't you just disappear into the crowd."

"But if I miss this opportunity, there is no possibility of contact again." The other party cheered him on, "Besides, I didn't want her to agree, I just felt that I would not regret it. ."

Bai Key knows her better, how could she not know that she is just a dead duck and wants to give herself a reason to confess.

She not only cares about the result, but also cares about the result, to the point of knowing that it is impossible, or dying for the final answer.

"Bai Key, thank you for your book." A short-haired girl at the door waved her hand with a physics book, her face was quite familiar, but Bai Key couldn't remember where it was. Knowing it, she was about to wave, but the person next to her stood up one step ahead of her and agreed with a smile, "What's there to thank for this, next time I don't bring a book, I'll have to ask you to borrow it."

Bai Key's raised hand instantly stiffened in place, she stared blankly at the two of them talking and laughing.

"Ai Qing? Ai Qing!" With five fingers dangling in front of him, Bai Key suddenly came back to his senses.

"It's okay, I'm just a little tired, I'll go wash my face." Bai Key suddenly stood up trying to avoid her hand, the action was so excited that the stool fell to the ground with a clang.

She stared blankly at the fallen stool for a while, then suddenly rushed out the door, leaving behind a confused and frightened "white key".

The cold water patted his face, Bai Key rubbed his face hard, turned and leaned on the sink.

The bell rang for class, Bai Key didn't move, and closed his eyes tiredly.

System: "Are you all right."

Bai Key was silent for a long time, then whispered: "She is not me."

System: "Where not?"

Nowhere! Not from head to toe! Not at all from the inside out!

How dare I speak in front of her, how dare I confess, how dare I...let her remember me?

I just want to remember her.

Bai Key almost roared, she snorted her head, which was a mess, and asked, "How could this be?"

System: "You pay the price and want to live, we will give you a chance to avoid the point of life and death."

But - how can you save yourself?

System: "You know her very well. This task is easier and simpler than any previous world, isn't it?"

No! When I look at that face, I get angry. I can't wait to tear off the fake smile on that face, and expose her falsehood and condescension in public, so that everyone who thinks she is gentle, kind, mature, and well-behaved will know that she is actually an extremely xenophobic person with a gloomy heart. , extremely negative energy, the whole life is like a girl with a black hole.

Such a person, even if he lives, is just lingering. If she can die due to an accident, maybe she will be thankful for the arrangement of fate, why should she save her?

Pay the price? What did I pay? I don't want to pay the price for her life at all, not at all!

"Why are you still here?" A familiar voice came, Bai Key's body suddenly froze, she raised her head mechanically, and saw the man who seemed to glow standing at the door, squinting to see To myself, suddenly lost the language function.

"Are you not feeling well?" She gestured to walk in, Bai Key immediately stood up straight and shouted in panic, "I'm fine!"

After he finished speaking, he rolled his eyes and leaned back weakly. Just now, he stammered with a loud voice like a broadcast, "I didn't eat in the morning, and my blood sugar is a little low."

Her heart beat like a drum, and she didn't dare to raise her head at all.

She is lying and betting. She knows that the other party is a cold person, but she also hopes that the other party will not be so desperate.

It turns out that a small bet is a pleasure.

She was right.

It turns out that she is the same as ordinary people, her body is also soft, not iron and steel, not cold and hard, or even the exact opposite - compared to the scorching body temperature of ordinary people, the graceful curve lingers on the tip of the nose. of light fragrance.

Bai Key is like an old addict who has become addicted to drugs, sniffing and sniffing one after another.

System: "?"

Bai Key explained: "The big meal is in front of you, can't you eat it or smell it?"

System: "..." The problem has been committed again.

But if it was someone else, Bai Key would have secretly rubbed his hands and feet to eat tofu.

This one, her hands and feet were well-behaved from beginning to end, and she didn't even look beyond her eyes once.

"Report." Yan Yi helped her to the classroom. The Mediterranean teacher who taught physics was writing on the blackboard. Hearing that the classmates came back soon, the anger was obvious, but the moment she turned her face and saw the person turned into a smile.

Who made Yan Yi the monitor and the number one student.

Never had physical contact with her for such a long time, Bai Key felt that even if she died now, it would be worth it.

This time is enough.

Bai Key bit his lip and gradually stood up in the eyes of everyone.

But before she could stand up completely, Yan Yi suddenly pressed her waist, Bai Key's body suddenly softened, and she almost fell to the ground.

White key: "?"

She heard Yan Yi say: "Teacher, Ai Qing is not feeling well. I almost fainted in the bathroom just now. I want to ask for leave to take her to the infirmary."

Bai Key widened his eyes, unable to believe his ears.

Although Yan Yi is the class leader, she has a cold personality, let alone serving the class, even if the class teacher faints in front of her, she may not bother to call the emergency number.

She actually took the initiative to send herself to the infirmary?

Is she interested in herself?

Bai Key was so excited that she couldn't help herself: "Does she like me, she must like me!"

But soon she realized that she was not herself, with a lost smile on her face, shyly touched her face, and said to herself: "So she likes this one. Ah." And she is completely two extremes in real life.

Bai Key suddenly became less excited and excited, she broke free from Yan Yi's arms, and habitually wanted to bow her head, but then she thought that she is not inferior and cowardly now, She didn't even dare to show her weakness, so why didn't she dare to look directly at her by holding on to the "white key" who made her look strong.

Perhaps, if she misses this time, she will never have the chance to get along with her as a normal person.

Yan Yi took her downstairs.

Bai Key gritted his teeth and raised a face with a bright smile: "Squad, squad leader, thank you, I'm just a little hypoglycemic, just eat something, I don't need to go to the infirmary, Don't delay your class."

After she finished speaking, she waved her hand and wanted to go back to the classroom first.

Look, you can do it too, you and her are completely equal, you can talk to her normally, and you can be normal too - no need to sneak like a gutter rat like her.

"You are still in a low blood sugar state, you sit here for a while." Yan Yi pressed her on the stone bench on both sides of the road, "I'll be right back."

The sun cast a faint halo on her body, Bai Key's eyes followed the back of her leaving, and she couldn't keep her eyes open.

She raised her hand to block: "System, I have decided, I want to sleep with her!"

System: "?" When did you decide? Why did you decide so suddenly? What happened to you?

While the system was still very worried about her, in a single thought, Bai Key was full of blood and resurrected.

She excitedly said to the system: "I want to sleep, I must sleep until her, as long as I sleep once, even if the critical moment makes me hiccup."

The system is slandering in your heart, then you might as well just burp over, it said: "Don't want to go to the next world to find beautiful women?"

White Key asked: "After this world is over, can I still go to the next world?"

It is undeniable that the white key is smart.

This world, whether successful or not, will not have the next world.

The system didn't know what to say, so it simply shut up.

Looking at the woman walking towards him with the sun behind his back, Bai Key once again determined that he must go to bed with her as soon as possible.

This world is too weird, dragging it down will only lead to more dreams.

"I don't know what you like to eat, so I just picked up a few kinds of bread." Yan Yi carried a large bag of bread and put it all in front of Bai Key, "You choose the one you like to eat. Bar."

"It's fine, as long as you... bought it, I like it." Bai Key deliberately lengthened the tone, "It's all the monitor's wishes, how could I not like it."

"It's okay, it should be." Yan Yi handed out the bag.

Bai Key didn't answer, but leaned on her body weakly. Sure enough, the "enthusiastic" Yan Yi immediately supported her arm, "Dizzy?"

Bai.Sister.Key hand on the temple, half-squinted peeking at Yan Yi:

"Why is this so uncomfortable, my heartbeat is so fast, I feel flustered and short of breath, so uncomfortable, oh my, I can't breathe."

"I'm hungry." Yan Yi heard this, showing a worried look, she immediately knelt down halfway, took out a cup of eight-treasure porridge from the bag, snapped a straw, and sent it to Bai Key mouth, "If you put sugar, just take two sips."

Bai Key lowered his head, bit the straw, and inhaled twice.

"Cough cough!"

"Slow down, no one will **** you from you." Probably never seen such a rough girl as her, Yan Yi thought it was funny, the corners of her lips curved, patted her back, pumped took a napkin and handed it to her.

Bai Key hangs his head weakly, and has no strength to pick it up.

Yan Yi hesitated, then reached out and wiped the corner of her mouth: "Does it hurt? Sorry, I forgot to remind you."

Bai Keyo's voice was a little hoarse: "I'm rushing, my throat hurts."

Yan Yi took out another bottle of water and unscrewed the cap. This time, instead of feeding her, she handed it to her: "Drink slowly."

Bai Key took it over and sipped: "You also bought mineral water?"

Yan Yi: "Well, I'm afraid you can't eat sweets, so I'll give you a mouthwash."

Class is over, or... you go back first."

She lowered her eyelids: "I'll be fine sitting here for a while, I'll go back when the dizziness is over."

System: "?" Are you sure you are not hazy?

These words have been said, Yan Yi has gone, and the head said: "It's okay, you can eat something, I'll wait for you to go back together."

Bai Key said shyly: "I'm so embarrassed, she hurriedly moved to the side, "You sit, isn't it uncomfortable to squat? When I stand up later, I will be dizzy just like me. "

Yan Yi frowned slightly: "You have low blood pressure, you are not very healthy, do you often skip breakfast?"

"Yes." Bai Key smiled embarrassedly, "I'm losing weight." She pursed her lips, "I told you you didn't understand."

"Why do you want to lose weight." Yan Yi really didn't understand, she looked up and down Bai Keyu and felt that she was not fat.

With that look, Bai Key's legs were a little soft at that time.

She lowered her brows, covering up the desire in her eyes, and said with a shriveled mouth: "I'm fat, I don't look good, the people I like don't like me, in general, that's all. A reason, what else could it be for?"

Yan Yi: "Do you have someone you like?"

Bai Key realized that he had said something wrong, so he covered his mouth and looked at her with wide eyes: "Don't complain to the teacher."

Yan Yi stared at her for a long time, didn't speak, took out a piece of bread and handed it to her: "You are not fat, you are very beautiful, don't do things that hurt your body, eat something."

Bai Key refused: "You don't need to be polite, if I look good, why doesn't the person I like like me?"

Yan Yi: "I'm not someone you like, of course I don't know."

Bai Key suddenly said: "The person I like is quite similar to you, I just want to ask... Then what kind of person do you like?"

"Like me?" Yan Yi is not a fool, so she can naturally hear what she means.

Bai Key also pretended to be stupid, nodded and said, "There are parts."

Yan Yi stood up: "How are you? Go back to class when you're done."

"Ah? Much better." Bai Yue stood up immediately, "I'll go back with you." She got up a little violently, with a black head in Yan Yi's arms. .

Yan Yi was caught off guard and hugged her subconsciously.

Bai Key opened his arms and wrapped his arms around the waist that Xiao had thought about for a long time.

"Are you all right, hello!" Yan Yi is indeed a good person, instead of pushing her away immediately, she asked nervously, "Did you fall?"

The more intimate fragrance penetrated into the tip of the nose, Bai Key was almost drunk, and was reluctant to get up.

"!" Yan Yi pushed her away sharply, her eyes full of shock and surprise, and Bai Key was still reminiscing about the soft touch of her fingertips.

"I'm fine." Bai Key was pushed and staggered and almost fell to the ground. She didn't understand what she had done wrong, looked over innocently, and said aggrievedly, "I'm sorry, I am Low blood pressure, sitting for a long time and then standing up will make you dizzy, I didn’t hit you on purpose, did I… hit you and hurt you.”

Yan Yi stared at her big misty eyes and slowly narrowed her eyes.

“Jingle Bell—”

"I'm fine." Yan Yi packed up the clutter, "Let's go."

But I ate enough tofu today to prevent the other party from tearing his face in anger, Bai Key endured it, swallowed his saliva, and followed her very reservedly.

She bit the straw, fantasizing that she was biting some part of someone.

Just when Bai Key was completely immersed in his fantasy, Yan Yi suddenly turned his head: "You are like this."

"Huh?" Bai Key looked at her blankly, biting the straw.

Yan Yi said: "Didn't you ask me what I like."

"!" Bai Key suddenly felt a little stupid, she stopped in place and asked the system in a daze, "What did she just say?"

The system rolled its eyes: "I didn't hear it."

Bai Key almost jumped up in excitement: "She said she likes me, she actually likes me!"

Probably her expression was too distorted, passersby kept throwing strange eyes, Bai Key couldn't see it at all, and her eyes were full of **** thin lips when someone turned her face just now.

Seeing Yan Yi go further and further away, Bai Key hurriedly suppressed her overjoyed emotions and followed.

She has completely forgotten the fact that she is not herself, no matter who she is now, anyway Yan Yi likes this body, and she is using this body now.

That also means that what Yan Yi likes is herself