Chapter 491 Tuer He Blackened (40)

  Master doesn't like bitter things the most, but a few days ago that person took bitter lotus seeds and cooked porridge for her personally.

   did not finish drinking.

  The man stood beside him with raised eyebrows and stared at her.

   So she drank it obediently.

  ...Jiang Ran couldn't tell how he felt, as if bystanders were watching them. Because there is no way to do anything, no qualifications to stop, no position to be reluctant, the only thing he can do seems to be standing, watching blankly, letting the big empty holes in his heart be broken open one after another, and the cold wind is pouring in. , cold from the heart to the fingertips.

   Master.

   Master.

   thought very slightly in the bottom of my heart.

   She has been ignoring him completely these days. With the new junior brother, she has more contact with him, because the new junior brother will run over innocently during dinner, and will happily follow him when practicing swordsmanship. The master hardly taught the other party anything, but when the other party asked, she would respond to the other party with a small smile, then put away the smile and indifferently instructed him.

   "Bring your junior brother along."

   When the two of them were in the main hall, they interacted naturally, like an outsider.

  It’s just that sometimes you can be an invisible person, and sometimes you can’t even be an invisible person.

   When the new apprentice and brother made gestures and motioned for the master to look at him.

  Master will frown and say indifferently: "Go out."

   This is when Jiang Ran was in the most pain.

  Even though he was used to the pain, it still took a while for him to drop his eyes and step back slowly.

   Slowly step back until the vision is blurred and you can't see the two of them.

   Occasionally, the master will go to the room of the new disciple.

  Although I don’t go often, but every time, I will stay for an afternoon.

   Jiang Ran didn't want to think deeply.

  Is it possible that Master will like each other....

   This is an untouchable thought.

   As long as his mind shifted slightly, he remembered that she might like someone else, and this hot feeling that he didn't want and rejected was taken back after being violated the bottom line, and turned to another person. The person who accepts her and will not refuse...

   After the things he once had were taken back piece by piece, not only did they not belong to him, but they could even belong to others.

In the past, he was hugging him every day, even doing more intimate things, and when the fire poison was removed that day, the woman's soft and touching fingertips - he gritted his teeth and tried to resist, but he gasped with her fingers unconsciously. , The blurred eyes are full of emotional pleasure, diluting all the things that stick to.

   Jiang Ran paused for a while.

   He lowered his eyes.

  The hall was quiet again.

   Those two people had already left, and the master was pushed to rest by the new disciple and younger brother. She really listens to each other.

  The boy stood quietly on the main hall.

  The light travels slowly, from noon to evening.

The position of the    shadow moved with the sunlight, but the people in the hall never moved.

   It wasn't until evening when the dumb apprentice came to the main hall, his eyes widened in surprise, he walked over and raised his hand to pat him on the shoulder.

   Jiang Ran stepped back slightly to avoid.

   The other party didn't insist, just gestured twice, and asked him in surprise if he had been here all afternoon.

  “…”

   Jiang Ran looked at that handsome face.

   is a lot like facing someone who beats himself. Obviously I don't know what the other party is good for, but Master's specialness has been transferred to this person. In front of this person, the young man felt as if he was pitiful. As an apprentice lost by the master. Everything about this man... is something he can't see from now on.

   Jiang Ran didn't answer.

   So the dumb apprentice gestured again and pointed to the direction of the white-robed Immortal Venerable's room.

   The other party wanted him to see if Immortal Venerable woke up.

  "..." Jiang Ran stared at each other silently.

  Although the other party didn't mean it, from Jiang Ran's point of view, he seemed to be given charity. This person has things within his reach that he doesn't need to cherish, and he will never get the touch of Master in his life. At this time, asking him to go to the master's room is obviously just a random command of this person, but to him... it is like giving him a chance to touch a little bit.

   The boy's long eyelashes trembled slightly.

   Turn around and walk slowly, quietly.

   Once he was full of the right path.

   Today.

   cannot refuse this little gift of alms.

  Jiang Ran slowly opened the door.

  …

   Familiar room.

   Nothing has changed much.

  The young man didn't look at it much, his eyes were all on the figure on the bed.

   He walked over slowly.

   She had held him down, and on this bed, he was not allowed to go anywhere else. Let him return to this room every day, and he cannot refuse any intimacy from the master.

   Jiang Ran stopped in front of the bed.

  Master's sleeping face is very quiet.

   She is sleeping longer and longer every day, taking naps until night and continuing to sleep at night. The new junior brother always pushed her to rest. However, there was nothing unusual about the woman, it seemed that she just slept longer than before, but everything else was normal.

   Jiang Ran did not wake her up.

  Wake up...

   is the master who ignored him indifferently.

The young man slowly knelt by the bedside, lying on the bed and blinking at her, his tender white face buried in his arms, only revealing light-colored eyes with beautiful shapes, clear pupils under the long eyelashes, almost unwilling to move away. Staring at him, the boy's always pale face finally turned into a soft crimson color, and the tips of his ears were also dyed crimson, and he looked at Master's hand hanging down outside the thin quilt.

   He raised his hand very carefully, opened his eyes wide to look at the sleeping face of the woman, and then was very careful, the snow-white long fingers rubbed over and touched the cool fingertips very lightly. At that moment, Jiang Ran's heart suddenly tightened. He had been accustomed to the severe pain for many days, but this time it was a feeling of extreme warmth and despair. He could only touch her a little in this life... He seemed to be out of control for a moment. Restraining his emotions, his long eyelashes trembled slightly, biting the corners of his thin lips.

  …

  The surging, overwhelming despair.

  The surroundings were silent.

   After a short and hasty touch, he came back to his senses, only about a second later.

   seems to have exhausted all the warmth of the rest of his life.

   He rolled his eyes and smiled slowly, his blushing thin lips were raised, his eyes were warm, and he leaned on his arm and looked at Master softly.

…very nice.

   I met you, Master.

   Can we touch it again?

   He looked at the woman's face softly, and was careful not to approach.

   Just a touch of your finger is fine.

he knows. By the Master's side, he is no longer worthy, occupying the slightest.

With the blurred vision, the teenager slowly saw the bookshelf on the side of the bed, and the focus of his eyes gradually became clear there. He saw a pure white envelope beside the simple books. Don't write a rose or petals on the envelope. Air-dried, but well kept and attached to the letter.

   That familiar name on it.

   three words.

   is the name of the newcomer... Junior Brother.

  …

   The young man's eyes were completely broken at this moment.

   (end of this chapter)