Chapter 1530 Please knock on the door of her heart (58)

"I don't know when it started. I no longer like to communicate with people, and I have lost interest in everything. I just want to be alone in my room. I always feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable, but I Can't tell where the pain is.

I feel that I am becoming more and more stupid. I can't remember what I have learned. What I remember one second is forgotten the next. I am always in a trance, my reaction is slow, and I am always careless. break things.

  I couldn't eat, I lost my desire to eat, I lost my desire to everything. I had sleepless nights all night, and my body was also very uncomfortable, sometimes with headaches, sometimes with body pains, sometimes with chest pains. I was afraid of studying, and I was afraid of bad grades. Later, I always felt that there was no one around, but someone was talking to me. He said that there is no meaning in life, and he said that no one will ever care about me...

Later, I knew that I had depression, I was so scared, so scared, I didn’t dare to tell you, but I was really uncomfortable, and then I was uncomfortable and numb, only the pain in my body can make me feel that I am real .

  I'm so tired, I'm really tired, since no one cares about me, I've failed so much, so what am I still doing in this world..."

  Lin Yushuang wept again and again, and said all her thoughts that were buried deep in her heart.

   She was in Yin Yin's arms. Crying loudly, it seems that he wants to vent all his grievances, helplessness, discomfort, and despair over the years.

She knows that her mother loves her, she can't bear her mother, she really hopes her closest mother can understand her, she knows that she is not a good child, but being a good child is too tiring, can you, can you let her rest for a while rest.

  Lin Yushuang's confession made Yin Yin feel a lot of heartache, all emotions such as guilt, regret, pity, etc. came up, and tears fell instantly.

   She desperately used the other intact hand to hug her crying daughter. She hugged her tightly, as if she was holding her hand firmly on the rooftop before, trying her best.

"No, no, Shuangshuang, mother cares about you, you are the crystallization of your parents' love, you were born with love and blessings, your existence is the most precious to me and your father. Yes. Shuangshuang, it's because your mother didn't do well enough to put so much pressure on you. In fact, I've known you've suffered from depression since more than half a year ago..."

   Lin Yushuang in her arms suddenly froze and looked at Yin Yin blankly.

   Mom knew about it half a year ago?

"After my mother found out, she regretted and felt very guilty. I know what depression means. Although I hope that my daughter will become a phoenix, what I want more is that my daughter is healthy, safe, and happy. Shuangshuang, mom knows it's wrong, so mom needs to correct it..."

   Yin Yin still told the story of Dr. Cai, Zheng Cuiping, Zhou Qinghuan and others.

   She is changing and making up.

   With Yin Yin's narration, Lin Yushuang's memories of more than half a year were also opened up.

   In fact, she knew about the changes in people around her, especially her mother, for more than half a year, but she didn't expect that these changes were because her mother knew that she had depression and was to help her recover.

  It turns out that some people still care about her, they care so carefully, they are afraid of hurting her.

  It turns out that her existence is not meaningless.

   At this moment, Lin Yushuang was relieved, like a heavy stone that was pressing on his heart, gradually dissipating, and then injected with vitality, so that a person who was on the verge of death could be reborn.

   There is a real case in the news: a mother lifted the car with her bare hands in order to save her child who was crushed by the car. Everyone knows how much the car weighs. Therefore, there is a miracle called maternal love.

  

  

   (end of this chapter)