Article 164 Hee's Readme 2

   Later, I gradually fell in love with painting.

  The soul has omnipotence and creativity, and the painter's brush also has infinite possibilities.

  The world is colorful, I can't see it, but under my brush, I present the most dazzling picture to everyone.

  Painting has allowed me to see the colors of this world, and it is also because of painting that I met my wife, who I know and agree with.

  I have two dogs in my life, one is pudding and the other is ice cream.

  Ice cream has accompanied me for many years, from his childhood, to his growth, to his prime, but to his old age and death. It is my most loyal companion and friend.

   I can't understand why Cheng Tao and the others are killing small animals. Shouldn't they be the most loyal partners of mankind?

  I will never forget the day when the ice cream passed away. The snow fell suddenly and heavily that day. On the way home, even with the ice cream, I still bumped a few times.

   On that day, I could feel the weakness of the ice cream, his back was already bent, and he was panting when he walked.

   It didn't fall into my arms until the moment I got home, rubbed it, and then never breathed.

   On that day, I held the ice cream for a long time. I hoped that the ice cream was just tired and fell asleep. I didn't know until my mother came back that it was dead.

And Pudding is my only friend in Kengkou Village. I have known it from us, but it died only a few months ago, but I will never forget it for the rest of my life, and I will never forget the one who would dipped into the muddy water regardless of his small body. , the pudding who found the crutches for me, will never forget the pudding who bared his teeth at others to frighten them when they bullied me.

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   For my mother, I have never resented her, I have always been afraid of being a drag and burden of being a mother.

   During those nine years in Hangkou Village, under such a malicious environment, my soul was numb and cowardly.

   Actually, that night when I dipped into the icy river, it was not only because of Cheng Tao's stubbornness, not only because I was afraid of being a burden to my mother, but also because of my own cowardice.

  Although it has only been nine years, I am really tired and tired of living.

   I might as well just sleep in the river like that.

   But at that moment, my mother pulled me, and he saved not only my life, but also my soul.

  Mom makes my numb soul come alive little by little.

   Later, my mother and father divorced and took me away from Kengkou Village. Only then did I realize that the outside world can also have warmth and kindness.

   The luckiest thing in my life is to be a mother's child. Mom, you once said that you feel guilty about me because you gave me a pair of black eyes that can't see the light, but I don't blame you, because mom, you are my eyes.

   What I regret the most is that I didn't see the light earlier. If I could, I could see my mother earlier, and I wouldn't see the light on the day when you passed away, mother.

It was only after I saw the light that I realized that my mother was really as beautiful and gentle as I had imagined. Still the most beautiful mother in my heart.

Mom, I love you.

  The night gave me black eyes, but I used them to find light, and mom, you are my light.

  If possible, I hope that in the next life, I can still be your child, and I can hear you call me again: Xixi.

   (end of this chapter)