Chapter 315 Moms of Children with Autism (13)

   The light of the computer reflected on her soft face.

  Yin Yin opened her Weibo and changed her Weibo name to: Beautiful Trees.

   Ruyu's fingertips were tapping on the keyboard, and she began to write her first diary on Weibo:

  【Today is probably the turning point of fate. I took Mumu back to the imperial capital from my hometown and took it to the hospital.

The doctor    said: Mumu got autism, and at that moment, my whole mind went blank. I was able to do it at all times, but I was suddenly stunned and didn't know what to do. My body reacted faster than my mind, and my tears fell first.

   He is three years old this year. The doctor said that his condition is serious and it is difficult to treat him. At the age of three, he still hasn't spoken, let alone called Mom and Dad. I don't know if I can hear that "Mom" for the rest of my life.

   After learning that Mumu had autism, I really really blamed myself for not taking good care of him, whether it was before or after he was born.

  It was me who cut him off from this world with my own hands. I am not worthy of being Mumu's mother.

  Many people and many examples are proving that once a family has an autistic child, not only the child is destroyed, but the family is also broken.

   When I left the hospital today, I happened to see it.

  The child has autism, and he was afraid that he would not be able to run around, so the mother of the child could only tie him with a leash.

  The child's father cheated, and the grandmother said that most of the reason was because of the autistic child.

  I saw the sadness and despair in the mother's eyes, and I also heard the granny complaining about her grandson.

   At that time, a thought ran through my head: Mumu also has autism, will Gu Shian meet? Will he leave me and Mumu like the father of that child?

  Are people's feelings really that fragile when faced with tests?

   My relationship with Gu Shian for more than ten years, from school uniforms to wedding dresses, will it also come to such a sad result.

  Gu Shian's perception is very keen, he immediately sensed my unease, and immediately promised.

   And when I saw the sincerity in Gu Shian's eyes, all my anxiety disappeared. In that moment, there was no reason, and I believed in him wholeheartedly.

  I believe that Gu Shian is a good husband and a good father.

   When I woke up, I saw Mumu walking back and forth in the room, restless, I was really panicked and at a loss, I didn't know how to appease him.

   I can't get the key to open the wooden world, and I can't communicate with him. I can only see him through the transparent window and watch him restless in that small world, but there is no way.

   It was only later that I found out that it was his schedule.

   At the dinner table, watching him eat obediently with his cheeks bulging, at that moment, my heart was satisfied.

   But, when I handed the soup to his mouth, but he didn't respond, my heart sank a little bit.

   He couldn't communicate with my mother, not even if he refused.

   But just when my heart sank to the bottom, he opened his mouth, I couldn't believe it, and was ecstatic.

   At that moment, I was firm for no reason. No matter whether Mumu's situation improves or not in the future, I will always accompany him.

  The cartoons that children like, Mumu doesn't watch, he probably doesn't listen to the bedtime stories I tell, my Mumu, he lives in another world.

   (end of this chapter)