Chapter 628 The workaholic mother of the ghost child (End)

  So, Lele is there, but she doesn't want to come out to see her.

   And she cares about her mother.

   Seeing that Yin Yin was okay, Jiang Ying left.

After   , only Yin Yin stayed in the villa.

On the    side of the company, she handed it over to a professional manager, but she asked the company to set up a fund to help all kinds of children in need, and a large sum of money would be remitted every month.

  Work is not important to Yin Yin.

   Money is not important to Yin Yin either.

   Time passed so little, Yin Le never came out to see her, and Yin Yin couldn't enter her room.

   But Yin Yin is no longer decadent, she will spend the rest of her life accompanying Yin Le in the villa.

Yin Yin taught herself decoration techniques and redecorated the villa a little by herself; she went to learn about many kinds of flowers, planted the flowers she and Yin Le would like in the flower room of the villa, and took care of them every day; she painted every day, Basically it's all about Yin Le...

   She still fell into nightmares every day, repeating the scene of Yin Le's death, until she persisted.

   And during this period, a strange thing happened.

   Yin Le's father, the man who cheated on her best friend, came to her to remarry just like what happened in her previous life.

  Because that best friend's father went bankrupt.

   Seeing the elegant and handsome man crying and complaining that he was seduced by his best friend and lost his mind, that's what happened.

   He didn't dare to resist before, because he was afraid that the woman would hurt Yin Yin and Yin Le, but now he is not afraid of that woman, so he came back, and he didn't even want the son that woman gave birth to him.

  Yin Yin listened to his words, looked at his hypocritical face, and felt disgusted.

   She said, "Do you want to remarry me? Yes, as long as you make Lele come alive."

   The man's face changed suddenly and said, "Yin Yin, Lele is already dead, how can she come back to life when she is dead?"

  Yin Yin: "Yeah, Lele died and won't come back to life, then why do you want to go back to the past?"

When the man heard this, he immediately became anxious: "Yin Yin, Lele died, this is an accident, and there is no way out, and I don't want to. But, she is already dead, and there is no way to live again. We are still Young, as long as you want, we will have a few more children, I believe... ah..."

   Before he could finish his words, flames burst out from the villa and fell on him at once.

  The man thought of the sudden change, seemed to think of something, shouted that there was a ghost, ran away, and never dared to come again.

  Yin Yin looked at the re-dissipated flames and comforted: "Lele, don't worry, in this lifetime, mother will only have you as a child."

  The villa was quiet, but Yin Yin felt a little happy.

   One year, two years, five years, ten years, twenty years, thirty years…

   Yin Yin has lived in the villa for more than 30 years and is now 60 years old.

   Over the years, the company has grown and helped more and more children. The villa where she lives has been decorated beautifully and warmly, with flowers blooming in spring, summer, autumn and winter.

   And her body, because she was too upset and depressed in the early years, couldn't stand it anymore.

   On the last day of her life, it was Lele who woke her up early that morning. A six-year-old girl, wearing a small pink dress of the past, threw herself into her arms while shouting "Mom".

  The elderly Yin Yin hugged the little girl in her arms, her eyes moist.

   On this day, they did a lot of things in the villa.

  Cooking together, watering the flowers together, watching TV together, at night, the two of them were lying on the bed, Yin Yin told her stories...

   As he spoke, Yin Yin's voice became weaker and weaker.

  The little girl in her arms was gone, replaced by Yin Le who was standing beside the bed, covered in flames.

   "Lele..." Yin Yin called out.

   After more than 30 years, she finally waited for her Lele.

   Yin Le's face was no longer expressionless, but full of reluctance and grief. She leaned over and hugged Yin Yin. The flames on her body did not make Yin Yin feel hot, but warm.

   "Lele, mom is sorry for you, can you forgive mom?" Yin Yin asked.

Yin Le took her hand, put it on his face, and said, "Mom, Lele has already forgiven you, but Lele can't bear you and wants you to accompany me more. Mom, I'm very happy. , You have been with me for so many years."

  Yin Yin touched her little face and said, "At the beginning, my mother couldn't do it, but now my mother is very fortunate that my mother did it."

   "Lele, mom loves you." Saying that, Yin Yin slowly closed her tears.

   Yin Le's tears fell again, bowed his head, kissed Yin Yin's face, and said, "Mom, Lele loves you too."

  Mom, when Lele was burned by the fire, it was very painful.

   But if there is a fire, it can be exchanged for her mother to accompany Lele for decades, Lele is willing.

   really willing.

   The flames on Yin Le's body disappeared, and the golden light lingered around her. She lost her obsession and was about to reincarnate.

   Many people may think that she became an earthbound spirit because of resentment, resentment against Chen Hui, Chen Zhuangzhuang and her parents.

   But no, her obsession is to hope that her mother will accompany her more.

   Now, the obsession has disappeared. In the next life, Yin Le will be reborn into a happy family just like her nickname, and she will be happy all her life.

  —this world is over

  Lele's Autobiography

  My name is Yin Le, Lele of Music, and my nickname is Lele, Happy Le. My nickname was given to me by my mother. My mother said, I hope I will be happy in my life.

  Before the age of three, my family was very happy, with a father and a mother, and life was just like my name, happy.

  I like to play slides, my mother will play with me, and when I slide down with open arms, my mother will catch me below.

  I like to grow flowers, because when I see my father giving flowers to my mother, my mother will always smile and be very happy.

   But all the beauty and happiness changed when I was three years old.

  My father doesn’t like to go home anymore. When I ask my mother, my mother will scold my father.

   Later, in the middle of the night, I heard noises when I was sleeping. It was my parents arguing. I realized that my father was leaving me and my mother. He wanted to live with someone else, and he would have another home.

   Later, my father and mother divorced. I don't understand what divorce means. I only know that from that day on, I never saw my father again.

  I miss Dad, I want Dad to be like before, hug me, kiss me, hold me high, call me by my nickname, but I can't say it.

  After my father left, my mother often drank for a while, and cried when she drank, crying very sadly.

   Later, my mother stopped crying.

   She brought back the nanny and auntie, and seldom went home.

   Mom said that she was so busy with work that she had no time to go home.

   Mom said: Lele, you have to be good, wait for your mother to come back at home, and she will come back to buy you toys.

  I don't want toys that much, but my mom stopped drinking and didn't cry, I'm very happy.

   Later, my mother came back less and less.

For other children, their parents would pick them up from school, but her mother was busy, so it was the nanny who took me home; other children ate with their parents, and I was with the nanny, because my mother was very busy with work; When other children are sleeping, their parents will tell them stories, but I don't. My mother is in the company and not at home...

  I sometimes wonder if my father left and also took Lele's familiar mother who loves to laugh with me.

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Since my mother was busy at work, the most common thing I do is to wait for my mother to come home. Sometimes I will pay attention to the movement outside in the room. When I hear footsteps, I can't wait to go downstairs to see if my mother is back. Sometimes at night, when I see the lights outside the villa, I will immediately look over to see if my mother is back, but it's not...

   Later, the two demons came.

  I don't like them, from the first time we met, even if she was smiling, I didn't like it.

   She scolded me, beat me, and kept telling me that if my mother didn't like me, she would not come back. She told me to be good and listen to her words, otherwise my mother would dislike me even more.

   That boy, he tore up my workbook, stole my TV, and broke into my bathroom, I hate him so much.

  I told my mother that they bullied me, but my mother didn't believe me.

  I hoped my mother would accompany me more, but my mother did not come back.

   Later, when my mother came back, I told my mother again that the man hit me in the face with slippers, dragged my hair out of the room, and pinched me with his fingers, which was very painful.

  I told my mother that the boy did bad things to me, I wanted to get rid of him, I wanted to run away, but every time I was held down by that person.

  In the beginning, I struggled so hard that I was so scared that I cried, but my crying made the demon even more excited.

   Later, I gradually stopped crying because I knew it was useless to cry.

I told my mother face to face, but my mother didn't believe me, my mother said: Lele, you have to be good, don't make trouble, don't lie, my mother knows that you want my mother to accompany you, but my mother's work is really busy, my mother promises, wait for the free time Now, let's take you to the amusement park, okay?

   I looked at my mother who was exhausted and coaxing me, and I didn't say anything for a while.

   After that day, I never "sue" my mother again, the phone was also put in the drawer, and I never took it out again, because it was unnecessary and because it was useless.

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   On that day, I was locked in my room, I didn't expect that it was the last day of my life.

  The fire wrapped the entire villa and was about to devour me.

  I desperately patted the door, hoping someone would open the door, but she wasn't home.

   Later, I saw them from the window.

  I asked them for help, but all I saw was their backs turning away.

  I'm going to call my mother, but the phone doesn't work.

   I curled up in the corner with my phone in hand, facing the flames, and finally realized that no one would save me.

  The fire soon burned on me.

   So hot, so hot.

  The phone fell to the ground, I rolled on the ground in pain, it became more and more difficult to breathe, my eyes were black and my body was aching.

   That is the pain I have never felt.

   As I closed my eyes, I finally realized that I was going to die.

  But I haven't seen my mother for the last time...

   But I haven't asked my mother yet: why don't you accompany me, why do you leave me to others, why don't you come and save me when I'm in so much pain.

   I haven't asked yet: Mom, do you really love Lele?

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   woke up again, the villa was charred and deserted, and I was dead, an earthbound spirit.

   A passing ghost told me that the Earthbound Spirit was born out of resentment and obsession. Obsessed and resentful, there was no way to reincarnate and could only become a lonely ghost.

  I was wandering in the villa that was beyond recognition, I was still waiting for my mother to come back, one day, two days...one month, six months...one year...two years...

   After two years of waiting, my mother finally came back.

  I want to hug my mother, I want to kiss my mother, I want to talk to my mother, but I dare not see my mother. The resentment in my heart makes me stop my mother from entering my room, entering the flower room, and prohibiting touching the slide.

  Mom doesn't want me, so why do you want to come into my room...

I weave the past into an illusion, and let my mother see everything in the past. I thought what I wanted to see was the pain and remorse of my mother after knowing the truth, but I found out later that it was not, I just wanted my mother to know the truth, Mom knows that Lele has never lied.

   On my memorial day, my mother wanted to burn a lot of things for me, but I didn't want it.

   That time, my mother broke down and cried.

   I cried too, but ghosts have no tears.

  I let my mother into a fantasy world, and I wondered if my mother would still be as busy at work as before.

   But no, mom changed.

   In the past, she only had work in her heart, but in the fantasy world, the most important thing in her heart was Lele.

  I am greedy for the little warmth and company in the fantasy.

   Even if it's just a fantasy, even if I'm dead, and I can't go back, I'm still willing.

  In the fantasy world, mother chased away the two villains again and again.

  In the fantasy world, my mother would hug me, kiss me, and say she loves me over and over again.

  In the fantasy world, I finally got the company that I couldn’t get before I died.

   The last fantasy was that I was burned to death by fire.

   Earthbound spirits will always repeat the scene of death over and over again.

  When I saw the picture of myself being burned to death, I blamed my mother again, so I made my mother feel the same way, but later, I regretted it, I didn't want my mother to see me being burned to death.

   Mom used to say that Lele is the cutest and most beautiful child.

   Mom didn't leave, she stayed, even if I didn't appear in front of her, she still lived with me in the villa until she got old.

  It was also at that time that I realized that my obsession with this earthbound spirit for so many years was actually just wanting the company of my mother.

   Mom left, and the Earthbound Spirit also dissipated.

  Mom, Lele wants to tell you secretly, Lele loves you, Lele will still be quite mother's daughter in the next life, but, in the next life, mother must accompany me more, mother, shall we pull the hook...

   The world is indeed a bit depressing, but this kind of depression is sometimes the reality.

  

  

   (end of this chapter)