18

When she woke up in the morning, Chu Ling was pressed and rolled on the bed by Han Gu again.

Having allowed the other party to do this, Chu Ling finally realized that he could not deceive himself.

He hasn't thought of Lin Xuan for a long time, and even now his mind is almost full of Han Gu. But in just half a year, he never thought that he would end up falling in love so soon.

I don't know how Lin Xuan is doing now, since the last time I saw him with another Omega, there is no follow-up news. Even though they have separated, the concern is still there.

Chu Ling thought about it for a while, and went directly to Lin Xuan's work place when he was free in the afternoon of the holiday.

Lin Xuan is a cadre of the hospital management. Most of them are traveling around because of work, and usually rarely stay in the hospital, but Chu Ling knows where to find him. During general holidays, he used to talk to people about his work in a fixed restaurant.

Chu Ling went directly to the restaurant, and sure enough, he caught a glimpse of Lin Xuan and a few unknown people inside. Not wanting to disturb the other party, he chose a seat with his back to Lin Xuan and sat down, quietly observing.

Not long after Chu Ling sat down, Lin Xuan accidentally glanced back and saw the person sitting behind him.

Chu Ling didn't plan to meet with the other party at first, but now he has to do it.

After Lin Xuan finished his work, he came to Chu Ling, his eyes stayed on Chu Ling's stomach, as if a little puzzled. Only then did Chu Ling remember that when they met last time, he still had the obstetrics consultation form in his hand. Although it was a misunderstanding, he never told Lin Xuan.

"I'm not... pregnant." Chu Ling avoided Lin Xuan's inquiring gaze, and he didn't know what mood he was using to say this.

Lin Xuan nodded and asked, "Are you waiting for someone?"

"No. Please take a seat."

The atmosphere was a little awkward for a while, and they had never had such a strange conversation.

But Lin Xuan didn't seem to care, and said, "You came to me, didn't you?"

Chu Ling raised his head and glanced at the other party, knowing that nothing could be hidden from him, so he replied, "I didn't plan to meet you, I just wanted to know how you are doing recently."

Lin Xuan did not answer this question, his eyes stayed on Chu Ling, and after observing for a moment, he said, "Your estrus period is earlier, and the Alpha aura on your body is very heavy."

Chu Ling was stunned on the spot. He didn't know how much the Alphas could understand each other's breath, but he obviously knew that he was...

Lin Xuan knew what he was thinking by seeing Chu Ling's expression, and couldn't help showing a painful expression: "I know you can't refuse. I just can't help but blame myself, why not earlier mark you."

Chu Ling looked at Lin Xuan and did not speak for a while.

Lin Xuan added: "If there is another chance, I don't care about it at all, as long as you can come back to me."

This is sincere and touching.

Chu Ling had no doubts, because he knew the man in front of him too well.

He suddenly remembered that Lin Xuan had always been such a person with sacrifice and dedication, with a gentle personality and not strong, that was one of the reasons why he liked him. Even Lin Xuan had several opportunities to mark Chu Ling, but he didn't do it, not because he didn't love it, but because he loved it too much, so he always wanted to wait until both of them were ready physically and mentally. But what happened to Chu Ling later came unexpectedly, causing both parties to suffer greatly.

Chu Ling lowered his head, as if feeling even more guilty. And he is even the least qualified person to comfort each other.

Lin Xuan also seemed to be aware of his gaffe at this time, and quickly packed up his emotions, "I'm sorry for making you embarrassed."

Chu Ling shook his head and said, "Last time, in front of the bookstore... I saw you walking with an Omega. I thought..."

Lin Xuan shook his head with a wry smile, "He's from another hospital unit, he means that, I thought it was possible, but it still couldn't."

This sentence has been said clearly enough, Chu Ling can't help but remember that he couldn't help but feel jealous when he saw it. However, the irony is that it was because of their big fuss that they made Han Gu confess his life experience, and they came to this point.

Lin Xuan saw that Chu Ling lowered his head and said nothing, and probably knew that his words made him embarrassed, but other than these, it seemed that they had nothing to say.

Chu Ling knew in his heart that he shouldn't let Lin Xuan suffer like this any longer. He couldn't forgive him, whether he felt selfish or hated himself, there should be someone to do it thoroughly. It's over, just like the breakup at the beginning.

"You forget me."

Chu Ling calmly met Lin Xuan's stunned gaze, and confessed, "I like him."

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When he went back, Han Gu was at home, and he began to look up and down continuously from the moment he entered the door.

Chu Ling felt helpless about the hostility between these Alphas, so he had to admit: "I met Lin Xuan today."

Han Gu raised his eyebrows, but did not speak.

Chu Ling didn't want to explain anything. It took a lot of courage to admit to his old lover that he was in love with him. However, this new lover is still in an ambiguous period with him. Although he can feel that Han Gu has a good impression of him, he is not sure what the other party really thinks, and it is even very likely that he is still hesitant to wait and see just like himself. After all, the beginning between them is too complicated. Perhaps sympathy, pity, responsibility and obligation are far more than love, but there is no doubt that love will come to this point. However, just liking it is not enough to support it for a lifetime. He felt that he should think about it and give the other party more space to think.

He understands that Han Gu is not a sloppy person, and there must be other reasons for the other party's delay in pointing it out.

Chu Ling looked at Han Gu, still not very happy, and said, "I understand what I'm doing, you don't have to worry."

Not worried, but upset. Han Gu has seen all kinds of people, and all kinds of embarrassing situations have happened. He rarely has such emotions, but he has been paying more and more attention to Chu Ling recently. Sure enough, Alpha's possessiveness is all about Is it unreasonable? Han Guqiang suppressed this thought, hummed heavily, and then stopped talking. He didn't forget what he promised, and naturally he wouldn't go back on it. He remembered that there was a book in the study that said: Alphas who are vexatious will be hated.

Chu Ling glanced at him, then walked back to his room.

After that, Chu Ling's performance was no different.

If both parties pretend not to care on the surface, probably only the physical performance is the most honest. When they can't see through each other and are not satisfied with the status quo, the only solution is probably to get out of bed, so unknowingly, they indulge themselves more and more times.

So once, Chu Ling had a cold for a long time and didn't get better, so she reluctantly asked the family doctor to see it.

After the diagnosis, the doctor ordered some precautions, and then looked at him with very strange eyes, his expression seemed puzzled.

"What's wrong?" Chu Ling was often frightened by the doctor's attitude.

The doctor shook his head, and finally said with professional ethics and euphemism: "It's better not to overindulge recently." He probably doesn't understand how a person can go from excessive abstinence to overindulgence. .

Chu Ling's face turned red when he heard this.