Suddenly hugged, Hua Shu's body stiffened subconsciously, but thinking that this person was her biological mother, although she was still very uncomfortable, she let herself relax and did not resist the hug.

However, even though she was a mother, she was still very unfamiliar emotionally. Seeing how she was crying, Hua Shu felt so into her heart that she, who was not good at comforting others, could not say anything to comfort her.

Quietly let Su Yixuan hold and cry for a while, when her emotions were almost vented, and gradually calmed down, Hua Shu finally got out of Su Yixuan's embrace lightly.

However, when she inadvertently raised her head, she just happened to see Hua Likun looking at her expectantly. This man who always seemed mature and steady and restrained, also unavoidably gaffes at this time, expecting his daughter to be able to call. Say dad yourself.

Not only Hua Likun, but the Hua Ting and Hua Zhen brothers next to him were also happy, and their expressions revealed unabashed hope.

They haven't heard Xiaoshu call them brother! At this time, they really envied Hua Lin, and even let him take the lead, becoming the first family member to be recognized by Xiaoshu, and the only one of their brothers who was called his brother by Xiaoshu. Therefore, they very much hope to hear Hua Shu call their brother at this moment.

Facing the look they were expecting, Hua Shu couldn't help but twitch his eyes. To Hua Lin and Su Yixuan, she called out because of love, and now the three of them, father and son, looked expectantly, but she was totally disoriented. Freedom can't speak anymore.

Secretly stabilized her mind, she straightened her expression and spoke calmly, saying: "I know the purpose of your coming today. I originally planned to find a suitable time to sit down and have a good talk with you, but since you are here now , Then it’s better to hit the sun if you choose a day. If you have anything to say, let’s explain it once today!

As soon as these words came out, everyone in the Hua family suddenly became nervous, and even their sitting posture couldn't help but become more upright.

"I have heard from my eldest brother about what happened that year. Although I know the reason why I lived in the orphanage, you can't blame it all on your life, but... to be honest, I didn't plan to recognize you in the first place. ."

Hearing this, Su Yixuan could not sit still, and said anxiously: "Xiao Shu..."

"Don't worry, listen to me first." Hua Shu interrupted her, smiled soothingly at her, and continued: "I remember when I was a child, the orphanage was not big, but there were not many adopted children, no matter it was. To eat or to dress, I must fight desperately. The friendship between the children is weak, and they hold each other. The only thing that is good to me is Grandma Zhao from the orphanage. If she hadn't taken care of her in private, I would have long since taken care of it. Not in this world anymore."

"Later, I learned about the concept of parents and family for the first time. At that time, I saw that other children had parents and loved ones, but I had nothing. At that time, I was really both envious and puzzled. Why do other children have parents but I don’t? Then I couldn’t help asking Grandma Zhao, why do I have no parents?"

"Looking back now, I can still clearly remember the expression of Grandma Zhao at that time. It was the pity, sympathy and intolerance that I couldn't understand when I was young."

In her previous life, she couldn't remember Grandma Zhao's expression clearly, so she could recall it so clearly, but after being reborn, she had practiced and strengthened her memory. Although, she didn't want to recall the not-so-good past when she was young.

"Grandma Zhao had a good heart and couldn't tell the cruel facts to me when she was young, so she chose a white lie. She told me that I also have parents who love me, but they have important things to be busy with, so I temporarily leave me I was fostered in an orphanage, and they would come and take me home when they were busy. For a long time after that, I believed this lie, even after experiencing many things, I came here, as my age and experience grow, I have understood that it is just a lie, and I still choose to believe it, just because I really long for family affection and want to have a home."

Hua Shu whispered, as if telling other people's affairs, her tone was surprisingly calm, but if you look closely, you will find that her eyes are already red and her eye sockets are quietly moisturized.

On the other hand, the Hua family present here has long been unable to remain calm, especially Su Yixuan, who cried again after hearing Hua Shu's story. At this time, they were already crying and almost collapsed. Even the four men, Hua Likun, father and son, couldn't help but flushed their eyes, their eyes moist and sad.

Although after repeated investigations, they almost knew Hua Shu’s experience over the years, they knew at this moment that their so-called understanding was just superficial. It turned out that the suffering she suffered was psychologically traumatized. , It is impossible for them to imagine that they have never experienced it personally.

Guilt, self-blame, distress, pity, etc. emotions are rising and rolling in my heart, even for a few big men, they can't bear it for a while.

Hua Shu raised his head, looked at the ceiling and blinked, pushing back the tears in his eyes.

"In this way, I waited from my ignorant childhood, and waited until I grew up, and then waited until..."

When she entered the society, her good expectations were obliterated by the cruel reality. She was no longer naive, nor did she hold unrealistic expectations.

She added silently in her heart.

She would not disclose her previous life experience to others, and she would not be able to tell them these words. She didn’t care whether they could understand or not. She said so much that she wanted them to understand, what they knew about her, what did she think of it? neither. Although she decided to recognize them, this must be based on true understanding and understanding, otherwise the difference in concepts and mutual incomprehension will only bring about unavoidable contradictions.

"Ooo, ooo ...... ...... my fault, so that you suffered so much injustice, so much to eat bitter ...... hum ...... my poor daughter, I'm sorry ...... small Shu, mother I'm sorry you ......" Su Yixuan She couldn't cry, and hugged Hua Shu with tears streaming down her face.

For her health, her husband and sons only told her about Xiaoshu’s experience over the years. She knew them too well and immediately guessed that they must have hidden something from her, so she knew that Xiaoshu must have suffered a lot. I also blame myself for this, hoping to make up for my daughter as much as possible.

However, she didn't know that before hearing Xiaoshu's remarks in person, the orphanage also had the weak and the strong, and when she thought of Xiaoshu's age at that time, her heart felt as if she had been stabbed by a knife.

What’s more terrible is that physical suffering is second, and psychological trauma is the deadliest. Xiaoshu has been suffering from both physical and mental suffering since she was so small. She can hardly imagine this child all these years. How did you come here.

As long as she thinks of Xiaoshu's experiences and the grievances and pains hidden behind those experiences, her heart will be broken.