Deng Wanting panicked, her tight palms didn’t know where to put them.

  Across a layer of shirt fabric, she could even feel the scorching/heat released from his chest, almost burning her.

  The tip of Xiao Jintang’s nose gently pressed against her.

   "Fairy, I have something to tell you."

  Deng Wanting pressed against Xiao Jintang’s chest tightly, trying to calm down, but the flustered fairy became stuttered.

   "You, you... you are drunk, what's the matter, wait until you wake up... wake up."

  ……

  Looking at her beautiful face full of red clouds, suddenly---

  Xiao Jintang smiled, and her charming deep eyes were filled with more tender love, which revealed her unabashedly.

  Xie-red thin lips opened slightly, and he said carefully every word.

  "Fairy, I am not drunk, I am sober. I know what I am doing now, and I know what I am going to say to you next."

  Deng Wanting was stunned.

"you……"

  The tightly clenched fist on her chest has been squeezed into the palm of his hand, gently wrapped, and some rough fingers rubbed it carefully, soothing her panicked heart.

  ……

  倏尔---

  Xiao Jintang curled the corners of her lips slightly, her tender eyes became deeper, but she could only accommodate her.

  She was obviously afraid of such strong and revealing eyes, but she was irresistibly attracted and seduced.

  Xiao Jintang’s voice was slightly dumb, and it sounded a little fuzzy, and a thin layer of bitterness faintly appeared from the corners of her curled mouth.

  "Fairy, you said you forgave me, but I can’t forgive myself."

  Wanting Deng gave a flustered gaze and focused.

What is he saying?

  Deng Wanting looked at the man in front of her in a daze. The bitter smile on the corner of his mouth made people feel uncontrollable heartache.

  ……

  Xiao Jintang gently stroked/touched her side face, his anxious eyes trembled slightly.

  "You said, give time and time to let the past pass.

  Every time, when I want to hold your hand, want to hug you and kiss you, although you always work hard to stay calm, your eyes will never deceive.

  In your eyes, the panic and fear that unconsciously shed, I know that everything I committed to you that night four years ago may never pass. "

  Deng Wanting felt a pain in her heart, she shook her head in a daze, her long hair scattered on her cheeks, she murmured,

   "It's not like this, it's not..."

   "How is that?"

"Yes……"

  Deng Wanting blushed suddenly and didn't know how to answer.

   Did not get an answer, Xiao Jintang couldn’t resist the soreness in his eyes, and the moist mist spread presumptuously.

   "Fairy, since there is no way to pass, then don't force yourself."

  ……

  Don’t force it...

  Deng Wanting spoke slowly,

"and so……"

  But it is hard to make a sound.

  So, is he going to...give up? Give up the relationship between him and her that were so easy to be together?

  Are all the things he said to her before that were false?

  Deng Wanting’s stunned face became stiff little by little, her brows and eyes could not hide the injuries, she looked straight at him.

   Xiao Jintang did not speak, got up from Deng Wanting, then stood on the ground and bent over to pick her up, turned and walked into the room.

  The lights are full, falling on the goose-yellow curtains in front of the window, even in the dark, it always makes people feel so warm.

  ……

  Xiao Jintang gently put Deng Wanting on the bed, only then did she speak, her thin voice became softer, her brows smiled,

  "Fairy, I don't want you to be sad, I just want you to be happy.

  So, if there is really no way, then we will have a ‘non-** **** marriage’, a platonic love, as long as we can be by your side every day, that’s enough. "

  Wanting Deng shocked her body severely!

  The shocked pupils faded away all the graceful indifference, staring at Xiao Jintang firmly, almost unable to believe what he had just heard!

  He said...‘Marriage without Xing’! Plato is in love!

  Although she doesn’t know what a real couple’s life will be like, she is an adult after all. She also read this sentence in the book,

   "Xing because of love is the most beautiful thing in this world."

  The two parties who love each other merge with each other, it is a collision between soul and soul, so there will be the crystallization of love.

  ……

  Furthermore, it is almost difficult to maintain a long-term marriage without sex.

  Even if she believes that Xiao Jintang will not cheat, but he is only in his twenties, and he is a healthy young man, how could he not have that kind of demand!

   But, he actually said that as long as a "no xing marriage" is enough!

  Just for her not to be sad, just to make her happy...

  He even suffocated suddenly in his chest.

  I was full of emotions all at once, and the pieces spread in every corner of the body, and the blood was hot and flowing.

  Deng Wanting flushed her cheeks, her stiff mouth twitched hard,

   "Do you know what you are talking about?"

  Xiao Jintang nodded seriously, took her hand, clasped her fingers, and answered her,

"I know.

  As long as you are happy, I can do everything else. "

  ……

  Suddenly, tears fell, without warning.

  Looking at the man in front of her, her wet eyes sparkled with moving light.

  He loves her, she is convinced.

  However, Wanting Deng never thought that he would love her to such a degree, almost crazy.

  The crystal teardrops slid down and fell into the palm of his hand holding her cheek, melted between the tight skin, and flowed into a river called "happiness".

  Xiao Jintang rubbed her fingertips lightly, wiped away the tears on her cheeks, leaned down slightly, and kissed gently between her hair.

  "You will always be my best fairy, good night."

  ……

  In the room, the music box on the dressing table was still ringing soft music, and Deng Wanting watched him get up.

  Tears, tears are like broken curtains, pouring down 簌簌, how can they stop.

  At the moment when Xiao Jintang was about to leave, Deng Wanting's breathing was stagnant, and the hand he released, grasped tighter suddenly, and even trembled uncontrollably.

   "Why are you always so self-righteous?"

  'S beaming eyes, staring directly at him without evading.

  Xiao Jintang was dumbfounded, but she didn’t speak yet, and heard her continue to say,

   "Before you thought you were going to leave City A and let me live by myself; now you are talking about Plato's love with you, and you are alone in carrying all the sadness.

  This is what you mean by happiness? Why have you never asked me what I think? Why am I always the one decided? Shouldn't two people who love each other be fair? "