Chapter 310 Marriage

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  Jiang Yang didn't understand very well, "You just resigned, why did you think of becoming a manager?"

  He has to ask.

   Don’t let Zhuang Mei go to his house to find him a job. A good Ph. D., with a bright future, he turned around and became a band manager.

  Zhuang Qi looked at the rehearsals and said, "I want to change my way of life."

  Although he is not unfortunate, what he lives is unhappy.

  He was tired of maintaining relationships, tired of maintaining his image of being good, tired of telling lies that pretended to be alive and well. He just wants to be a clown, he can laugh when he wants to, cry when he wants to cry, act like a baby when he wants to find his parents, and he can say things that make him feel at ease-but if he wants to do this, he can only act badly and say that he is sick.

  Zhuang Qi said: "Deeply speaking, this is similar to the lack of original maternal cathexis defined in psychology."

  Jiang Yang shook his head.

   Too **** deep.

"Or [existence is equal to being perceived], that is, your existence is perceived and confirmed by another person, which is one of the basic human needs. The initial existence of a baby is confirmed by the mother. When the feeling is not confirmed, it is You won’t feel your own existence.”

   That is, it will become empty.

  Jiang Yang understood this sentence.

   But what does that have to do with rock?

  Zhuang Qi thought for a while, "Let's put it this way, many people on the Internet say that you are a jerk, do you care?"

  Jiang Yang shook his head.

  Zhuang Qi: "Why?"

  Jiang Yang cut the gold and cut the iron: "It's not bad."

Zhuang Qi shook his head, "Because your existence is strongly perceived and confirmed by Li Qingning, so you don't care what others say, because they don't matter to you. This kind of relationship is like you are her only believer, and she is you The only God, you love her unconditionally, pay attention to her, please her, respond to her, affirm her existence, and she responds to you unconditionally."

  Jiang Yang: "Did you read a fake psychology?"

  How did you go to theology?

  Why didn't he feel it.

  Zhuang Qi smiled, "Maybe."

  He looked at second-hand roses.

  "Thirty-somethings who are still mourning, it's not that they haven't been in love, but they have thought about happiness. They want to shine on others like the hot sun, or let others shine, so that they can feel their own existence."

   But not everyone is as lucky as Jiang Yang. There is a person whom he admires so much and who gets a wholehearted response.

  In this case, the next best thing.

  Zhuang Qi felt that he wanted to join such a rock band, change his way of life, enlighten more people, and find the only believer.

  Jiang Yang listened to the various terms he said, and now he has a clear understanding, "I just want to sleep with fans."

  Zhuang Qi was stunned, "I am dedicated—"

"I know."

  Jiang Yang told him not to rush to argue, whoever joined the band would dare to say that he didn't have this in mind.

   It happened that the third brother and the others stopped. Hong Shan played a wrong note and was correcting it.

  He asked Hong Shan, "Old Shan, did you want to pick up girls when you started a band?"

  Hong Shan smiled happily, "You are not talking nonsense."

  Wen Nier came over, "Who do you want to date?"

  Hong Shan "haha" smiled awkwardly, "I didn't want to pick you up, it didn't work."

  In the end, she took advantage of the big devil to confess her love to her husband, and it succeeded. This is fate.

"look."

  Jiang Yang looked at Zhuang Qi.

Zhuang Qi was speechless, but then thought, "It doesn't have to be a lover. I want to join the band. My parents, relatives and my sister may care about me more, and I can tell them like I'm really sick. What I want to say."

   "Tsk tsk."

  Jiang Yang didn't expect Zhuang Qi to play this trick at such an age, "Co-author this morning, let your father scold you, you still enjoy it."

  The unshaven Zhuang Qi scratched his head.

   "You have serious psychological problems."

Jiang Yang shook his head, thinking that he was playing a bit too big, resigned, and depressed, "My wife got angry with me, and I was like 'ah, I have a headache', so let me tell you—ahem, anyway, it will be fine , If you want to ask for attention, that’s fine, there’s nothing you can’t say.”

  Zhuang Qi said that this is the problem.

"Fine."

  Jiang Yang greeted the third brother and recommended Zhuang Qi to them for a try, "I'll ask the doctor to be your agent, cowhide."

  The third brother pulled Jiangyang across to speak aside.

  He thinks that the cowhide belongs to the cowhide, but what about the salary.

  The band just opened yesterday, and it’s enough for a small barbecue, and now it can’t afford to support idlers. In other words, these idlers are still supported by the drama troupe. They are still drama actors, and they belong to the B corner. If any actor has diarrhea, they have to play.

  As a member of the repertory troupe, Jiang Yang also holds shares in the band.

   This is what the third brother insisted on deciding, so the third brother consulted with Jiang Yang.

   This stumped Jiang Yang.

   No salary during the probationary period?

  Jiang Yang looked at the street lamp, and silently took out a hundred dollars, "This is my private money for buying lollipops, save some money."

  Zhuang Qi is over there: "I'll treat everyone to seafood tonight."

  The third brother looked at Jiang Yang, and silently took out a hundred dollars from his pocket, not too shabby.

  Jiang Yang: "Just try it out, you can make up your mind if it works."

"real?"

"real."

  Third brother is relieved now.

  Jiang Yang told Zhuang Qi that he would not eat seafood anymore, "I'm coming back."

  The third brother and the others agreed, "Okay."

  Jiang Yang asked Master Shanzha Pill again: "Master, do you still have Hawthorn Pill hidden in your body?"

  Uncle Shanzhawan laughed and scolded: "Get lost!"

   "I'll buy it myself to make you greedy."

  Jiang Yang waved goodbye to them.

  Zhuang Qi watched the third brother and the old man bid farewell to Jiang Yang together, and the uncle told Jiang Yang loudly, "Don't eat too much of that stuff", thinking, this is not a confirmation of Jiang Yang's existence. Perhaps this is the reason why Zhuang Mei said that this kid was being silly and happy all day.

   That was the life he yearned for the most.

   Just like when he was a child, he envied Li Qingning, who dared to stand on the street and play the guitar, and earn drum tuition for himself.

   "Hey bro, are you in the band?"

  Aside from the two uncles, the middle-aged man who was always there asked.

"ah?"

  Zhuang Qi looked at him.

  The middle-aged man muttered: "It seems that finding this little brother is more effective than finding the third brother."

  Seeing Zhuang Qi looking at him, he smiled, "I want to join the band too."

  As an agent, Zhuang Qi is very professional: "Who are you?"

  The middle-aged man pointed to the small supermarket at the end of the small square, at the entrance of the alley, "I am the owner of the supermarket there—"

  Zhuang Qi: …

Jiang Yang walked through the alley, and when he reached the street, he looked left and right. He was going to take a bus, but then he thought that there was a pharmacy in front of him, so he walked half a stop and went inside, "Is there any big hawthorn pills? "

"have."

   "One box." Jiang Yang scanned the QR code to pay.

   After Jiang Yang went out, he walked in the direction just now, intending to continue walking for the remaining half stop.

  ***

  Shitou and Yin Xiang walked out of the small theater.

  Yin Xiang was carrying a backpack, "That was your screenwriter just now? Young and handsome."

   "That's right. If aliens invade, we, Xiao Jiang, will always send them out for a kiss." Shitou joked.

   "President Xiao Jiang?"

  Yin Xiang asked: "The rich second generation."

  The rich second generation is not involved in many dramas, "It's quite tasteful."

  Shitou was delighted, "It seems that you are really dedicated to specializing in audio stores, and you don't hear anything outside the window."

   "Live and earn money."

  Yin Xiangxiang greeted the third brother and the others: "Let's go."

  Third Brother and Hong Shan, "Old Yin, what's going on with you? You won't come out for a drink even if you're asked. My wife is so strict?"

  Yin Xiang smiled, "Another day."

  Shitou continued to see him off, chatted and walked out of the alley to the front of the car.

  Shitou finally told, "The sound system will be handed over to you. I have guaranteed it in front of Teacher Wen. You will fix it."

"It's hard for you to come back to what you like again. Brother, how can you hold you back? Don't worry." Yin Xiang patted his chest and assured him. He threw his backpack on the co-pilot, reassuring Shi Shi, and will discuss the plan next week. , Design drawings and quotations were sent to him.

  (end of this chapter)