Uplifting Journey

v1 Chapter 336: Personality Differences and World Line I

What is the feeling of the so-called green plum bamboo horse, two little guesses, and being like a family?

Liu Xin, who has always paid attention to her own image, curled up on the sofa as if in the cold wind, holding her knees tightly with her hands, her face buried in her thighs.

As if a boulder fell into the heart of the lake and stirred up the bottom sediment, the deliberately forgotten memories seemed to flash like a slide in her mind--

The vague and warm touch of infants and young children, the stickiness of babbling, the appearance of serious family wine, countless roads to and from school ...

A figure she called her brother runs through her long memories. It was not until the man went to college that the Aunt Cheng's family moved away that his impression of him diminished slightly over the years.

Then ... after a few years of meeting, the parents of both parties made an intentional or unintentional match, missing the birthday party that coexists with embarrassment, but it was the beginning of tragedy.

On the way home, the man's vehicle inexplicably drifted into the isolation zone, followed by terrible rolling, severe impact, pain and blood ...

The man's parents died, and his father died. The ordinary and happy life fell apart and fell into chaos in the blink of an eye.

Standing in the ward, his own voice sizzled with tears, and the young man lying in the intensive bed murmured to himself ...

Regarding the cause of the car accident, the seriously injured young man only had some inexplicable words—what a devil or a shadow, which made his mind freeze and he couldn't control his body ...

Had it not been for a kind mother, she would have broken the brain of this guy who had escaped responsibility with a psychiatric test.

Since then, the two sides have become strangers. She deliberately cut off all contact with the other party, and worked hard to learn to work to maintain the family that lost the pillars.

Until one day, Liu Xin discovered her special abilities in an accident in which her mother was abducted and was noticed by the state.

The welfare benefits of the relevant departments are quite attractive. Liu Xin, who is not in a good family, chose to join without hesitation.

However, after coming to the general base of the relevant department and coming into deep contact with the circle of the psionicist, Liu Xin found something dark and lingering slowly.

According to national statistics, the first batch of psionicists appeared at the time of their car accident in the past, and a large number of similar weird accidents occurred at the same time all over the world. Afterwards, all parties verified and concluded-these The accidents were related to the psionics who appeared at the time.

In the final test, after seeing what the young woman described as her ability in the eyes of the person being imposed, a creepy association climbed to her heart and held her tightly.

The dark horror, the car accident that occurred on the day of the first awakening of the psionicist, the murmur of the youth on the bed, the thought was stripped away ...

——At the moment of the car accident, when you were embarrassed when sitting on the rear-end vehicle and being embarrassed by your parents, were you complaining about the spit, did you subconsciously use the abnormal ability of the driver of the previous vehicle?

The jumbled thoughts skyrocketed in our heads like weeds, memories and thoughts were stirred up into a mess, and Liu Xin felt curled up in the sofa, afraid to look up and listen ...

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Cheng Bin's single dormitory.

Cheng Bin bent down and put his head under the faucet in the washbasin, withdrew the mental power that has been maintained on the body surface, and allowed the cold water to stimulate the scalp, soaking the neck and chest all the way.

"You ... are you okay?" Chen Pang looked at the faucet hesitantly, and Cheng Bin seemed to be forcing himself to calm down.

He envisioned many Cheng Bin ’s reactions to the news, but now the emotional changes sensed through his abilities have never been seen before, completely beyond his expectation—

Like a time bomb that counts down at the last second, it is clearly a static and stable architecture, but there is a sense of oppression that will destroy everything in the next instant.

In fact, Cheng Bin's own feelings were more complicated than those of Chen Pang.

The car accident in the past was a turning point in his life. He lost his loved ones, lost his job, lost his garage, and lost almost all his social relationships in that tragedy.

The desperate feeling lying on the bed could not be described in words. When he suddenly learned today, the original accident may not be his fault, but another "killer", and the culprit may be his own guilt. When it is difficult to face Liu Xin ...

An invisible force suddenly tore through the wound he had healed, dissected his soul, and dug out all the most intense emotions and thoughts in his past.

As if there were countless voices shouting in his mind, countless contradictory thoughts made Cheng Bin feel a headache, every bit of his thoughts and every emotion was infinitely amplified by inexplicable power, his soul was like a slower and slower The gyro is about to fall and ruin.

——Go and see her.

-Keep thinking ...

-Give her all the pain of the past, this is the punishment she deserves!

-This is not normal ...

——To comfort her, who was originally a sister, the source of the tragedy is the source of tragedy. We are all victims, and we cannot let her immerse herself in the negative emotions that killed her father.

-Leave it alone, let her go, everything has already passed.

——Wake up, you have already chosen ...

--who are you? !!

Cheng Bin slowly raised his head from the water, and the unstable thoughts exploded a large area of ​​water splashes. The mirror in front of him appeared as if hit by a sledgehammer. A crater appeared in the loud noise, and the broken crack spread like a spider web Come.

Countless scattered mirror fragments reflect countless distorted Cheng Bin. I don't know whether it is light or water traces or what causes it. It seems that each Cheng Bin in the mirror has subtle differences.

-This is not normal! My spirit is not so fragile and chaotic! Don't be swayed by emotion, keep thinking!

——Think about your mother! Have you suffered in the past? !!

——Is Chen Pang doing something? No, he has no motivation or ability.

——Is this the so-called "little test"? What's the point ...

-Focus, focus first.

Breathing quickly, Cheng Bin braced his hands on the side of the washbasin, sweating under the rain, waving his hand to prevent Chen Pang from approaching.

The chaotic thoughts in his head couldn't be discerned one by one. Cheng Bin could only focus on taking deep breaths again and again, and gradually recovered his normal perception and control of the body that was stiff and almost cramping.

The more you think about specific things, the more chaotic and confusing your mind is. The pain of the twisted heart forces Cheng Bin to find a solid and reliable foundation. He unconsciously recalls the knowledge accumulated during the past period of time, and then learns from it. Finding a series of related mathematical problems deduced from scratch.

Seemingly boring mathematics is the foundation of the cognitive world of all rational disciplines, and its rigorous logic system has strong self-perfection and evolution capabilities.

When Cheng Bin shifted his energies to the mathematical system architecture in his head, the distressing psychic pain of the soul apparently weakened, as if the different souls found a common foothold.

Cheng Bin, who stood in front of the washbasin silently, used the correlation between knowledge to build a stable thinking circuit little by little, and built a normal thinking canoe in the chaotic heart lake.

After feeling that Cheng Bin's mood fluctuations had eased, a white shadow flickered at the corner of Chen Pang's eyes, and he saw that the clothes originally placed on the bed flew over, and put them on Cheng Bin's body neatly. Those traces of water have long been scattered by the power of thought, reflecting a looming rainbow in the mist.

Cheng Bin jumped in place to finish wearing the pants, shoes and socks. The buttons were automatically and precisely buckled one by one. He stared at the corners of his mouth slightly in the broken mirror, then turned and walked towards the door without a word. .

Being able to deeply experience and understand Cheng Bin's feelings, Chen Pang, a friend, sighed and followed.

——In any case, Cheng Bin's emotions remain stable and he can think twice about doing things as usual, then he is basically assured that the rest can only be decided by those two ...

The two walking silently left the dormitory area, crossed the square of the building's room, and soon came to the building where Chen Pang had worked before.

Outside Liu Xin's room, Cheng Bin, who stopped near the corridor, stopped and a young woman in formal work clothes raised her hand in front of him.

The young woman who was in charge of the final test session frowned at Chen Pang, then stared at Cheng Bin solemnly and said, "You shouldn't come here now, tomorrow, at least you have to sleep awake. Just a moment, see your mind and calm down again. "

Relevant memories appear and burst like bubbles, and Cheng Bin recognized the unfamiliar guy in front of him—the one who had informed him about the department in the private chat room of the mental hospital.

"Thank you, I'm calm ..." I could realize the goodwill released by the other party. Cheng Bin nodded with a smile. His motivation had spread the panorama and gradually penetrated into the room behind the young woman. .

Through the reactions and conflicts between the abilities, the young woman noticed the surging torrents around her, her face changed, and she wanted to say something, but was caught by Chen Pang.

Seeing Chen Pang, who specialized in Psychology, pointed at the person in the room and shook her head, the young woman hesitated and let it go from the middle of the corridor and let Cheng Bin walk past.

Cheng Bin opened the room and went in. He closed the door and looked at the woman curled up on the sofa not far away.

Although her trembling body was sobbing faintly, but the feedback of the panorama, the three-dimensional image specific to the cell level was passed to Cheng Bin's eyes.

Cheng Bin, who had a faint pain in his head again, sat down casually on the other side. He looked at Liu Xin, who was buried in his thigh, and could not help but sighed according to his temple.

——The human body's interference with its own motivation is mainly reflected in the nervous system and internal organs. It is easy to tear the neck and aorta of everyone in the field of vision.

——Remember that my sister next door loved to keep her hair straight from childhood. The party before the car accident is still like this. Was it cut short after that tragedy?

——Want to experience her ability again? Although the probability of mistakes is very small, so far, what caused her accidents was not just guessing?

——Speaking of that, the model that the system once simulated and finally became a white human shell is how much Liu Xin's shadow when he was a little ...

——If you use Mind Power, it is easy to damage the human body without leaving any traces or delay the killing directly.

As if there were many people talking in the ear at the same time, Cheng Bin frowned in a chaotic and noisy voice. Chen Pang, who was peeping outside, sensed Cheng Bin's mood changes, and could not help but hang up again.

Liu Xin shuddered when she heard Cheng Bin's sigh. She raised her head and looked with red eyes in the direction of the familiar voice.

Cheng Bin, thinking about some mathematical formulas, saw Liu Xin's lips move, but he could not hear Liu Xin's words, even if the panorama could capture the slightest vibration of the throat.

Because of the tsunami at the bottom of the mind, Cheng Bin has been a little tired of coping, and the small boat based on it seems to be capsized at any time by the infinitely enlarged emotions and thinking fluctuations.

Just like an invisible war taking place in his soul, through a lot of thoughtful aftermaths, Cheng Bin can feel the various abnormal reactions of his body under the twisted mind.

However, according to the inexplicable knowledge of the mind, through mental motivation to suppress the operation of the corresponding ganglia and hormone glands, Cheng Bin could barely control the impact of the internal war on the real body, and alleviate the general emotional fall of the cliff, at least until the end of this battle Before, he would not make a realistic choice.

In a glance, Cheng Bin's vision gradually split.

As if a lot of similar and different scenes overlapped, Cheng Bin saw loudly questioning Liu Xin himself, saw the corpse lying in a pool of blood, saw Liu Xin holding his eyes crying, and kept saying sorry, look When he became irritable, he slashed the tendons of the security personnel who came with a wave of thought and saw a lot of his own completely different reactions ...

The schizophrenic soul disputes made Cheng Bin extremely distressed. He could feel the slaughter of various thoughts or personalities, and it seemed that his leaf flat boat would fall at any time.

But he never really lost his mind. Instead, he relied on a common standpoint—mathematical logic and curiosity about the status quo—or actively or passively absorbed similar nutrients and continued to grow and grow, until the noise disappeared and he devoured everything. Thoughts, or the self-washing and reshaping of thoughts, are complete.

The war on the information level seems to have lasted for countless years, but in reality all this happened in a short moment.

Cheng Bin, who had recovered from the trance, had countless ghosts and bloodstains fading away, revealing the figure of Liu Xin who had just raised his head and looked at him timidly.

——What happened to my mind, and the inexplicable knowledge and intelligence? Thinking about motivation is better than thinking. It is really troublesome without the ability of self-examination. What does it mean for the system to toss?

Cheng Bin, who was more interested in everything that happened in his own soul before ~ ​​lightnovelpub.net ~, absent-minded and Liu Xin looked at each other for a while, and then returned to their attention and focused on the problem before thinking.

It should have been the vision of the world line split phantom before. It has shown a lot of development trends. If you deal with it, you have already made a choice anyway ...

After annihilating the physiological reactions related to physical emotions, simple logic passed through Cheng Bin's calm and rational thinking—

The past experience of losing parents and seriously hurting has led to this repressive resentment in the body, and the distrust of everyone's own words and the truth of the eventual reversal exacerbates these emotions.

I want to release these grievances to the culprit, but objectively, who is the culprit?

Driving yourself? Of course not, he is just the victim of the black spirit's mental shock ability.

The shadow releaser Liu Xin? She was just embarrassed by a blind date and voiced a bit, considering that she could not feel much at that time and her sister-in-law friendship, it was a bit reluctant as the target of being angry.

The source of the power at that moment? Manufacturing systems that cause indirect accidents within the domain? Isn't that Gao Wei himself?

Or should we say that the tossing pot is a long-dead exploration terminal for Yao civilization?

Cheng Bin, who sighed secretly, randomly chose a more stable and stable method in the world line divergence illusion that he had seen before, and was ready to implement it.

But at the moment Cheng Bin made up his mind, the whole world he felt fell into a static state, and then it seemed as if the pigments that make up the picture rolls melted and aggregated, and the whole world was blurred into colorful.

Cheng Bin, who had just retrieved some knowledge and high-dimensional intelligence, had not had time to respond, and the whole person's spirit once again sank into the bottom of the chaotic heart lake ...

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