Lin Xiyu struggled subconsciously, and he immediately tightened his arms, fearing that he would accidentally let her escape.

"Will you go back with me? I can't live without you."

His slightly hoarse voice sounded in her ear. The tone of his speech surprised her, it was low and seemed to be pleading. In her impression, he has always been strong, he speaks with confidence, and he has a kind of innate self-confidence. This is the first time she has heard such a weak tone like asking for help.

the taste of.

"Brother Jun Ting, let's get together."

After she finished speaking, she wanted to break his hand away, but after he was stiff for a moment, he hugged her tighter, he buried his face in her shoulder, she heard his deep breathing After a while, he said: "Xixi, I love you, I really love you, I can't live without you, don't leave me, okay?"

Deep meaning.

He told her that he loved her, much to her astonishment. Would a man like him say love to a woman?

At that moment, she even had an idea, she felt that he might really love her, loved her for a long time, and loved her when she didn't know it.

But she immediately thought that this man was full of lies, that he had a deep mind, that he could play anyone with applause, and that he lied without blinking, deceiving her.

Her silence made his heart sink a little bit, and she seemed to be telling him that she was unmoved by his words.

He tried his best to keep her, but she was unmoved.

He finally let go of her little by little, Lin Xiyu broke away from his arms, turned to look at him, but Lu Junting's expression at this time shocked Lin Xiyu, not saying that How terrifying his expression was, but such an expression appeared on a person like Lu Junting, it was too discordant.

A look of pain appeared on his face.

At this time, his expression made people feel that he was suffering some kind of pain that he could not bear, and even his strong temperament became depressed.

As if giving him another blow, he would be overwhelmed and fall down.

Looking at him like this, Lin Xiyu didn't know how to react for a long time, she really didn't understand why he showed the way she hurt him, but it was clearly he was deceiving her, didn't she? ?

Use her as a substitute, trick her into giving birth to a child, and use him, which one is not too much? But people all have compassion, not to mention that this man is the father of her child no matter what, she can no longer say heavy words to him, sighed softly and said: "Brother Junting, we really There is no way to continue."

After she finished speaking, she turned around and entered the room. This time he was not catching up. She looked down from the window, and Lu Junting was still standing there, bowing his back slightly. The posture of being hit hard. The weather in the spring is obviously warm and warm, but his figure looks lonely and lonely, standing in the sun, but he seems to be standing in another parallel world, in that world, the sun can't even shine in, looking around, there is only desolateness. and loneliness.

She took a deep breath, pulled the curtains up and turned her back to the bottom. She adjusted her breathing and slowly calmed down the discomfort.

Lu Junting stood on that day until the sunset completely sank before leaving. She thought she had already said so, and he should have figured it out, but he didn't expect that he would keep giving her from the next day text.

It's all photos of Gubao, when Gubao cried, he took a picture of him crying and sent it to him.

"You see your son crying, don't you feel sorry for him, don't you care about him?"

The lines seemed to attack her with his threatening aura.

Guy Bao was injured accidentally, he sent her a photo of his injury.

"You see your son is injured, won't you come back and have a look?"

It was like fighting a trapped beast, she even wondered if Lu Junting was crazy, why did she send this to her, she was so angry and angry when she saw the baby crying and hurt, she She wanted to call and ask him what he wanted to do, but she felt that it would be futile to ask more questions. Later, she gritted her teeth and blocked him directly, and sent him a message before blocking.

"Call me when you think about divorce."

Guangbao started to cry again. Every day at this time, he began to think about his mother, because mother would come back at this time in the past, but now his mother is not coming back, and it is very sad not to see his mother, Gubao.

Lu Junting sent the picture of him crying, but looking at the exclamation mark next to the picture, he seemed to be frozen, she blocked him, she actually blocked him.

He stared blankly for a long time, then turned over the messages he sent her, she never replied, no matter how she posted pictures of the child crying, even the injured child She didn't return photos to her.

And now, she blocked him directly.

How can she be so cruel!

At this moment, the huge sense of powerlessness that could not escape fate suddenly hit, and he suddenly realized that what he was doing now was different from what her mother did back then. Blackmailing the other party with the child, humbly begging the other party to come back for the sake of the child.

Then will he become more and more excessive in the future, will he become like her mother abusing his children?

A sense of panic hit him, he hugged the crying child almost immediately, he hugged him, rubbed his head to comfort him, and said to him over and over again, "My dear, don't cry. ' As if telling him, and as if telling myself, 'Daddy won't do that, daddy will never do that.'

He still remembered that when he was ten years old, his mother's mental state was getting worse and worse. She often beat him, using a very thick cane to pinch one of his arms. He was so bruised that he even took a photo and sent it to his father, who was away from home all the year round.

She is crazy and wants to force her husband back in this way.

It was the most painful time in his life. Facing the torture of his most dependent relatives, he lived in fear all day at a young age. At that time, returning home became his most painful time. things to fear.

Call.

He was used to her madness, gritted his teeth, and let her smoke without saying a word. At that time, his grandparents were in their hometown in the countryside, and the old man was happy and wanted to go back to the countryside to retire. The family lived in the main house, because his father never returned home, so he and his mother lived in the empty house.

Cold, gorgeous, and empty, that was his biggest impression of the Lu family.

When her mother was exhausted, she took a picture and sent it to his father. He walked out of the door with a blank face, and swept around and didn't find the kid, and finally saw half of it behind the sculpture not far away The head sticking out.

"Get out."

She came out timidly from behind the sculpture, a round little girl with a ponytail, revealing a small round face with a pair of clear round eyes, dressed in Short sleeves and shorts, exposed arms and calves are also fleshy. The whole person looks very soft, the kind of softness that makes people want to pinch.

She waved her chubby hand and explained to him seriously, "I didn't mean to peek."

"Sneak peek next time and gouge your eyes out."

“…”

She was so frightened that she trembled all over, such a little girl didn't cry when he was so intimidated by him, and she dared to come up, she pointed to his exposed arm The bruised scar said, "Brother, you seem to be injured."

"Go away." He was not polite at all.

"You are really hurt, and you need to apply medicine."

"I'll let you go."

It was probably because his expression was too cold and his tone was too fierce, and the little girl's small round face suddenly appeared aggrieved, the little mouth was deflated, and she was about to cry, but she still held back and didn't cry, He turned around and ran away with a pair of short legs.

Juvenile Lu Junting sat on the steps and didn't care about the injury.

"The cicadas are louder than the forest, and the birds are quieter and the mountains are quieter". Zhi's cry made the surroundings quieter, and no one bothered him. He completely let himself go, and the wound on his body hurt However, he seemed to be self-abusing, feeling the pain so quietly.

The sound of a little trot suddenly came, and he looked back, it was the little girl who went and returned.

Being disturbed, he was very upset, and said coldly: "Didn't I tell you to get out? Why are you here again?"

The little girl walked to him and took out an ointment from the denim shorts and pants bag and said to him: "Aunt Yao said that if you are injured, apply this medicine and it will be healed soon, I will help my brother apply it. Is the medicine any good?"

He stared at the ointment she handed over for a moment, but his expression became even colder, "Who cares about your medicine, get away with your medicine."

As a teenager, he didn't know if he was tortured by his mother into a psychopath. He was obviously such a cute and soft girl, but his attitude was not good at all.

She seemed to be a little afraid of him, bit her lip and struggled for a while, but she still stubbornly said to him: "I really need to apply medicine, or the wound will become serious and painful in the future. It hurts."

He felt that she was very annoying, and he pushed her on top of her. Who knew that she was even more unstable than he thought. When she was pushed, she fell directly to the ground. She wrinkled in pain. He frowned and said to him with a look of grievance: "Why are you so fierce? Why are you pushing people?"

He also felt that he had gone too far, and he didn't want to bully such a little brat. But he still insisted: "I told you to get out."

On the other side of the price increase, pouting, and getting angry there.

Dense wicker swayed in the air, the trail was covered with lush green grass, and cuckoo birds shuttled among the willow leaves, making crisp calls.

The backyard was hot but quiet in the summer afternoon. The two of them sat on both sides of the steps, and the breeze blew the leaves.

She got angry quickly and went away quickly, her pouting mouth slowly flattened, she glanced at him a few times, and tried to sit on his side again.

"Brother, can I apply the medicine for you?"

How can there be such a nasty child, can't understand?

open.

Her crisp laughter came, and she said to him: "Eating a sweet will make you feel better."

“…”

The sudden sweetness made his head empty, and he forgot what to say.

And she had already opened his sleeves, she squeezed the ointment onto his wound, and her tender white hands with fleshy pits gently spread the ointment, and then blew on it a few times, Her soft and waxy voice coaxed him gently, "It doesn't hurt, it'll get better soon."

A feeling he had never experienced suddenly invaded, and the cold ointment was applied, and the burning pain seemed to ease a little. The air she blew lightly on his wound sent a hint of coolness, and he really didn't seem to feel the pain.

From then on, she often came to him, carrying a bag of candy and a ointment. At first, like the first time, she hid at the door and watched timidly, watching him be beaten. When she couldn't bear to see it, she would run away, but she would always wait outside, and every time he was beaten out, he could see her.

He still remembers one time, probably because he was beaten too hard, this timid little girl rushed in and stood in front of him like a little knight with a righteous face Zheng Yan shouted at his crazy mother: "You stop, you don't hit him."

The mother is irrational as soon as she is crazy, she doesn't care who is in front of her, how small a child, seeing her whip is about to fall on her, he hastily Push her away and take the whip.

The little girl was also frightened and stared blankly.

"Go."

After being scolded by him, she reacted and hurriedly got up and ran away.

Since then she didn't dare to run over to see it again, she just waited quietly at the sculpture, waiting for him to come out covered in injuries, then feed him candy, give him Apply medicine.

Sometimes, when she wiped it, she would suddenly hug her and cry, crying until her eyes and nose were red, and her long eyelashes were covered with tears.

"What are you crying for?" he asked her. "Why did she hit you, why did she hit you?"

"Why are there so many? Besides, she beat me and not you, why are you crying?"

"It will hurt a lot, brother Jun Ting will hurt a lot."

After she knew his name, she would always call him "Big Brother Jun Ting, Big Brother Jun Ting".

He thought she was funny, but he really laughed, he said: "I love me, but it doesn't hurt you."

"I don't want Brother Jun Ting to hurt, woo woo, I don't want Brother Jun Ting to hurt."

Seeing that she was crying pitifully, he comforted: "Don't cry, I don't feel pain."

"You lied, I was in pain when I was cut by the grass. Brother Jun Ting's wound is so big that it will hurt even more, woo woo woo."

She was crying so badly, he didn't know how to coax the child, he pushed her up from his arms, took a candy from her pocket and put it in his mouth and said, "I really don't feel pain, Just eat a sweet one and you'll be fine." He smiled at her with a bruised face.

She finally stopped her tears gradually, wiped her tears with a pair of fleshy hands, and then lay on his body to blow his wounds, whispering every time, "It will be soon It'll get better soon."

At this time, Lu Junting, who was in his thirties, recalled the past, he hugged the son in his arms, the child with his and her blood.

She desperately wanted to divorce him, she was anxious to get rid of him, they were still young, she was only three years old at that time.

She said that if you are injured, you need to apply medicine, otherwise the wound will become serious, and it will be very painful.

But she didn't know that now he is also injured, and no one will apply medicine to him again.

He closed his eyes, and the pain made it hard for him to breathe.

"Dad."

The call of his son finally brought him back to his senses, he looked down, and saw the little guy staring at his face, and touched his face with his fleshy little finger, Lu Junting lowered his head Taking a look, he saw that the tips of his white and tender fingers were wet. Lu Junting wiped it with his hand subconsciously, only to realize that he was crying.

My baby doesn't know what's wrong with his father, but the baby is sensitive. Seeing his father cry, he can't help but feel sad, and he starts to whimper when his small mouth is deflated. Lu Junting hurriedly hugged him, and he comforted him softly: "Don't be afraid, baby is not afraid, Dad is fine, baby don't cry, okay?"

Why are you crying? He hadn't cried since he could remember. Even in those dark days when he was young, he hadn't shed a single tear when he was abused and tortured by his mother, but now, because she was going to divorce him, he cried.

It's so cowardly and pitiful, **** it!

**

Just a week after Lin Xiyu blocked Lu Junting, she received a call from him.

"Come over to Changheng in the afternoon, we will sign the divorce agreement."

He hung up the phone just after saying that, cleanly, just like his decisive attitude. Lin Xiyu didn't know if Lu Junting really wanted to divorce her, or what kind of routine he was playing, but she still went to Changheng after get off work in the afternoon.

Lu Junting asked his assistant to wait for her downstairs. His assistant knew Lin Xiyu, so he took her directly to Lu Junting's office when he saw her.

This is Lin Xiyu's second visit to Lu Junting's office, and there has been a big change since the last time. She said that Lu Junting would bring the child here even for work now, as if he was afraid that the child would be snatched away if he didn't pay attention, but she didn't see the child when she came here today.

Lu Junting was sitting on the sofa receiving guests, and when she saw her coming in, he just raised his eyes and glanced at her.

No more humble and depressed look when she was saved before. However, this is what Lu Junting should look like, acting decisively and resolutely.

Beside Lu Junting stood a man in a suit and leather shoes. After she came in, the man pushed on his glasses and handed her the divorce agreement in his hand: "Mrs. Lu, please take a look first, if there is no problem, then signed."

Lin Xiyu took the agreement and glanced at it. It turned out that this time he didn't play tricks, and he really asked her to sign the divorce agreement.

It was probably because she could no longer be used as a tool person. Anyway, there was a new tool person now, so she simply gave up.

It's good, it's good for everyone.

Lin Xiyu glanced at the agreement, one of which surprised her. Before Lu Junting asked her to sign the separation agreement for the real estate, there was a clause in the divorce agreement. After the divorce, he would convert half of the real estate into cash and give it to her.

And after reading the entire agreement, she didn't say she couldn't watch the child, she looked at Lu Junting again, he was expressionless and didn't know what he was thinking about, he looked like he was doing business.

Lin Xiyu read it again and said, "No problem."

The lawyer said: "If there is no problem, the two will sign the agreement. After signing the agreement, it will have a legal effect, and the two will officially divorce."

The lawyer handed two pens to the two of them respectively. Lu Junting took it and signed his name directly in the signature column without any hesitation. Lin Xiyu also signed his name.

Then she took out a real estate abandonment certificate from her bag, she signed it and handed it to the lawyer, "I won't want the compensation Mr. Lu gave me, it's mine Give up the book."

The lawyer glanced at Lu Junting, Lu Junting said lightly, "Let her go."

Two clean words without any emotion.

The lawyer took it and said to Lin Xiyu, "Miss Lin, please take a trip."

It doesn't matter if she wants to come here, Lin Xiyu stood up and left without looking back. Quickly walked out of his office, Lin Xiyu stopped a car at the gate of Changheng, it started to rain, and the spring rain hit him with a lingering coldness. The scenery outside the car window was blurred by the rain, as if entering a twisted world.

It was very strange, she thought that she would feel relieved to divorce Lu Junting, but at this moment, she did not feel relieved at all, and could not tell what she felt, maybe because of the bad weather , her mood is like the gray sky outside the window, condensing the heavy feeling of rain.

Lu Junting was sitting on the sofa, watching the door close, and then looking down at the divorce agreement signed in front of him, he slowly picked it up, and slowly tore the two halves from the middle, and casually Handing it to the lawyer next to him, he said blankly, "Throw it away."

If you want freedom, I will give it to you.