This has already surpassed the stage of desperate and desperate fights, and the spirit has appeared maddening, making people unable to maintain their rationality.

"Um...ah..."

Yong Ye, who was resurrected again, tried his best to maintain the consciousness that could disappear at any time. He tried his best to support his body with Senioris and stood up, like a candle that was about to burn out. Life was doing its last effort.

"...Even so, it can't hurt me... Your stupidity is really disappointing." During this long killing, the figure looked at Yongye, who was already unable to stand, and for the first time expressed emotion , but the words of extreme disappointment "Sure enough, this reincarnation... You are still a failure with only a destroyed destiny."

"Do not make jokes!"

For the future itself that goes on like this, Yong Ye can't see it anymore, but he can't tolerate the existence of wanton trampling on all this.

Therefore, he raised Senioris, which was full of endless divine power, and slashed towards the light and shadow.

"…Joke? Everything I say is the truth."

Faintly uttering words that sent chills down the spine, Guangying grabbed Senioris with one hand, and crushed the great sword into pieces. It was easy to dodge like a joke, and he hit Yong Ye on the back with a backhand, and he was knocked to the ground with blood splashing.

"Why insist on fighting? Why?" Guangying was in front of Yongye, and he didn't even need to speak to know what he was thinking. "I got scars all over my body, and I have experienced countless deaths, because I want to protect others, so I don't want to. To die? What do you think you are? Is this a hero?  … a tragic hero?"

Obviously it was a very plain language, but it made Yong Ye feel a sneer, as if the light and shadow were laughing at him. It was obvious that the previous killing did not speak, but now it seems like he is sighing, and he is ironic when he speaks in a calm tone again. if.

"How can a guy who can't even protect himself protect others? You're not a hero at all, you can't save anything, including yourself, you're just an ignorant ignorant of your own strength at best, playing the role of a villain hero. The final result will not change much.”

"...what about you...even if you are powerful...you are nothing but an empty god...!"

Yong Ye tried his best to stand up again as much as possible, but the light and shadow did not respond, just looked at something else indifferently, as if waiting for something, remembering something, or it might just be a daze that is simply bored with the battle.

"...I'm not a hero, so I don't have much ability. I'm so embarrassed like now...but...as long as I can do something, I won't give up...!"

Yong Ye gritted his teeth and raised the reunited Sword of Ending again. Even though he was mentally damaged, he still did not give up the fight, because there was a reason he couldn't give up.

There is no reason for me to keep getting hurt all by myself, but what is really important to me, no matter how painful or sad, even if I lose my life, I have to protect it to the end.

The so-called creatures are just such existences. Every life has a similar existence, whether it is a human being or an animal or something else, so even if he knows it is impossible, he has no way to give up.

"boring."

The light and shadow were still cold, but he raised his hand to summon a terrifying blood-colored thunder, killing the weak and powerless him again.

The meaningless, unsuspenseful battle continued.

Even if you do everything, even if you burn out your soul, burn this body, you can't do any harm to it, anger and humiliation and... despair continues to burn the soul of Eternal Night.

He was so clear that there was no way to clearly realize that he knew that he was going to break his promise again and trample the agreement with the girls who were waiting for him to go back.

... He still couldn't protect the person he wanted to protect, he couldn't go back to the place where he went back.

In this natural daily life, it suddenly came to an end, and after an instant disintegration, in front of his eyes, he was shown a hopeless hell.

After an unknown number of deaths, Yong Ye tried to deal with the enemy from a different angle, hoping to observe his emotions with the ability to read his mind, so as to find a way to overcome the enemy and win, but...

From the dark red light all over his body, and from the sound and performance, he could not see any abnormal light and shadow, Yong Ye could feel his emotions unexpectedly... Extremely restrained but extremely terrifying hatred, loneliness, emptiness, anger, confusion , and as if abandoned at the end of time, experiencing the despair of a never-ending prison.

Just feeling a little emotional spillover from Light and Shadow made him feel that his soul was about to be frozen, and at the same time, this light and shadow appeared in Yongye... Maybe it was the so-called victim, which was an outrageous illusion.

This behavior didn't help him fight, but it made him discover that he had been observing his existence for a long time, and what kind of emotions he was doing and what he was doing.

If I had to describe it, it would probably be... despairing of everything and hoping for destruction, with the extreme of wanting to turn everything, including myself, into chaos even if it would implicate everyone. It's like people who have lost all hope, abandoned everything, including themselves, and been driven to despair, but they are still being driven to an endless end.

…somehow this finding is significant, but also meaningless.

Next, repeated fighting and death, I don't know how long it continued.

The specially made planet is constantly being destroyed and reshaped, just like Yong Ye's body, the death that cannot be calculated will cause his heart to be completely lured into the depths of the bottom layer of darkness.

Are you unwilling to die because you want to protect others? If you can't even protect yourself, you still want to protect others. What do you think you are? Is this the hero? Or... a tragic hero? ... In the midst of constant killings, Yong Ye thought of this sentence inexplicably.

He found this unknown light and shadow, and what he said might be very correct. He is nothing, not a hero or someone who wants to protect someone. What he wants to protect might just be himself.

Because... he didn't want to be left alone, he was afraid that he was alone, so he had to protect everything...

He is only thinking about himself, he is just a coward who is afraid of loneliness, he is just a clown in disguise, who wants to be loved but is afraid of being loved, stupidly performing funny stage plays.

And this stage play seems to be coming to an end, and everything will end like this. As a coward who has thought about escaping everything by death, this seems to be a good ending.

...then... can you really tolerate everything that will come after you die? Can it really be tolerated just like this? Yong Ye couldn't help but ask himself.

Whatever you say is good, and it can even be called what you want. Fighting with an existence that is far superior to everything, and finally dying gloriously, this is definitely the best way to die.

But... but... as expected, there is still no way to give up, there is no way to leave everything like this... Only when I think that after my death, everything that remains will die tragically, and depression floods back into my heart, even if I am timid and want to give up, He still couldn't bear this ending.

"...It's also a coward, so...there's no way to give up, right? This is the first and...last line of defense..."

Even if it is a coward, even if it is death, there are things that cannot be accepted no matter what... Because of such a future, just thinking about it makes him a coward.

As long as he retreats, he will regret it, and there will be unimaginable tragedies. He is very timid, so he does not want to lose, and he cannot and dare not retreat.

"—This...is my world?"

The reincarnation paradise has come again. In this world where there are foreign objects but under the control of Yongye, Yongye did everything he could and tried his best to summon the courage to fight again.

The blood that only appeared from one person was continuously splashed around, clenching his teeth and waving a sharp blade, the energy in his body was exhausted, and he lost his weapon and hit his bones with fists.

Even so, even with this **** battle, the situation is still hopeless, like a nightmare.

Next... At the arrival of an unknown death, inexplicable memories flooded in, interrupting his self-loathing and thinking about the unbearable future.

...

In my memory, he appeared in a modern city...

It was a man who was about to collapse, a man with little value left, and a little bit of him that didn't look like himself. He became forgetting what he once valued. This feeling... made his heart chill to the bone.

Because I have done something I absolutely do not want to do, it can even be said to completely distort my beliefs, so I am willing to atone for my sins, even if my belief, will, and soul will be wiped out, I am not willing to give up, the same... He doesn't know How many times do you have to break your heart before you can be forgiven.

How many times did he experience failures and setbacks before reaching his grief? What pain have you tried? Why don't you give up? How deep is his persistence?

In the face of the disappearing past and the gradually lost future, even if you give up everything in the past, and even abandon yourself, this behavior... Yong Ye is incomprehensible, unable to understand why he did such a thing.

During this period, in the past, he also wanted to give up everything in pain, and he didn’t understand how long he had to suffer and how much torture he had to endure to reach the end of this cruel fate. He didn’t understand why he was punished like this? Why was he the one who suffered this kind of thing.

The will that was obviously impossible to be defeated was smashed to pieces by the unreasonable fate, and chased him to the abyss of despair.

Those people who once wanted to protect are no longer left, because he killed all the people he wanted to protect. From that day on, he who deviates from his ideal day after day, and he who bears sins, constantly wears out for the sake of redemption. own mind.

The world seemed to be shrouded in darkness, living like a walking corpse, and the humiliation and hatred that kept him up at night were always entrenched in his heart.

Falling into **** because of huge malice, while continuing to climb up to pursue the light, he was broken by other monsters and pulled back into the abyss. With an unshakable will, he did what he should not be able to do, but still With remorse and despair in his heart, he was saddened by his own folly.