Clumsy she didn't know what to say.

The two remained silent for a while in this **** place. When Yong Ye was about to leave, she once again glanced at the corpse beside her with uncontrollable sadness and locked her eyes on Yong Ye. on the back.

"...Since the grass is going to be cut down...then, why don't you kill me?"

"The premise of cutting weeds is that there is a threat."

"...I am also a member of the funeral club, and Ya is kind to me..."

"So are you going to fight me? You must have a gun in this kind of action, right? Why don't you shoot a black gun behind me?"

"I...I don't know..."

The girl lowered her head and closed her eyes, feeling the tearing pain deep inside her heart, and with her slightly trembling lips, she let out a voice dripping with tears.

"...What should I do, I don't know at all..."

"Since you can't do it, it can't be considered a threat, so there is no need to cut grass and roots... For the sake of our acquaintance, let's say goodbye today. You can do it yourself."

He ignored the girl behind him, didn't look at the girl's expression at the moment, Yong Ye worried that he would not be able to bear it if he saw it, so he just resolutely ignored the girl's feelings behind him, and walked out of the center full of corpses without stopping. In the control room, he quickly disappeared from her sight.

The girl who was left alone felt like a big hole had been opened in her heart, as if her heart was pierced by ten thousand needles at the same time, and the pain seemed to be dying.

But she didn't know what happened to her, and she didn't understand why she felt so sad in her heart, so she could only bite her lips so hard that the lips were bitten and blood oozing out.

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"...It's impossible not to."

Yong Ye, who has become alone again, knows that he will only suffer unwarranted disasters when he is by his side. When Daath strikes again, it is difficult for him to guarantee that he can protect her. Now that he already knows, it is difficult for him to resist but he does not know There will be many daath attacks, so naturally he can't let that stupid kid follow him.

Of course... Maybe this is also a matter of position. He does have the obligation to kill those terrorists, but he just takes this opportunity to do something ruthless.

Rather than losing something, it's better to destroy it by yourself first, and if you have to make a lot of sacrifices to protect something, just go ahead and throw it all away. This was Yong Ye's original idea, but he couldn't choose to kill Qi, so he could only choose to show his cruel and ruthless side for the safety of Qi, and cut off his relationship with Qi.

The words that came out of her mouth were all emotionless and cold and empty, especially the act of killing Chishen Ya and the group of terrorists in front of Qi, which should be enough to keep Qi away from her and not look stupidly. he.

Maybe there are many better ways to deal with this matter, but in fact it is equally stupid in this respect, and even the stupid Yongye can't find a better way, he will only use this fastest way to solve the problem. achieve the highest efficiency.

"I'm such an overachiever..."

After he finished speaking, the surroundings returned to tranquility, and suddenly a strong wind whistled, blowing his hair, which was mixed with a lot of white hair.

Standing on a high-rise building at a long distance from the airport, Yongye observed the situation inside the airport with his inhuman vision. The air here was cool, as if it was about to freeze.

Standing majestically under a mournful sky, facing the whistling cold wind and heavy fog, he just whispered, "It's good to be alone, so that no one will be hurt."

Even if he didn't intend to hurt anyone, it wasn't that he didn't know that Qi was still injured...it was a wound in his heart.

Yong Ye didn't know what other people's choices were, and he didn't plan to understand, but in his view, who had been struggling to survive, it was better to be injured in his heart than physically injured or even dead.

Because in the beginning, even if the dream had been shattered, even if life had changed beyond recognition, even if you could only struggle in the mountains of corpses and blood, even if all the people you knew died, even if you could only mingle with unknown warriors, you must continue to fight for survival, even in the When no one in the world knew about him...he still lived.

As long as he can live, it is no big deal even if his heart is injured. He is used to cruelty and injury. Whether it is heart or body, even if his heart is swallowed by the emptiness in the dark, this is the most important thing for him. Ordinary things.

Even if the world and life have no meaning, they still live, just live, there is hope and possibility as long as they live, and nothing is left when they die. This is his consistent thought.

Yong Ye got into the building that was abandoned due to the war and the virus, forcibly slashed open the door, squatted in the corner of the living room of an ordinary suite, hugged the dark blade with its sheath, and did nothing with the help of the moonlight outside the window. , just stared blankly at the palm of his hand.

Without faith, he has been cursing the **** who threw him to the end of the world. He was alone on the Iron City, holding the sword in his hand but couldn't suppress the unease, anger and hatred. He was exhausted, but he was still helpless against the cruel environment. The kind of unspeakable despair that can die anytime, anywhere, or even at the hands of one's own people, but on the same train, it is necessary to guard against the depression and pain that almost drives people crazy.

From the beginning to the end, he has endured everything, and he has endured any pain until now, so he has a very high tolerance for all this, even if he does not want to feel this feeling, but sadly he is This kind of thing has become accustomed to, whether it is loneliness or pain.

At this moment, from this scarred palm, all that overflows is loneliness, as always... and commonplace loneliness.

He should have been used to this feeling after suffering from loneliness for a long time, but the sudden loneliness at this moment is like a biting cold wind under the warm sun.

No, it's still a little different.

This cold wind blows from the bottom of his heart, as if it made him fall into a bottomless abyss. This is a better loneliness than usual.

This is good for people who had lost hope and fell into despair, but after getting hope, they were severely shattered by that hope, which increased the depth and pain of despair.

And this kind of thing, Yong Ye has not experienced it for the first time, but has experienced it several times.

From the naughty but somewhat strong, stubborn nameless, to the group of poor cursed children and the idealist Holy Son with unrealistic and lofty ideals, and now this... is obviously a natural girl.

It is said that there are only three things, but this repeated repetition really made Yong Ye feel his sincere anger after facing the increasingly unbearable loneliness, but he could only try his best to restrain it. Don't let your expression get distorted.

"Could it be... is this an unknown god, or is it an impermanent fate, the punishment for my actions all along?"

In this dark living room, Yong Ye, who was squatting in the corner, muttered to himself, but quickly couldn't help but laugh.

"...It's ridiculous. If it's punishment...what can you do? You can do whatever you want. Half of your lifespan and one eye will be considered a deposit. After that, you can do whatever you want. Just watch me struggle to the fullest."

He clenched his fist and slammed it on the ground, making mesh-like cracks on the tiles on the floor of the living room. Bloodstains appeared on the surface of Yongye's fist, but he didn't care, he just closed his eyes and prepared to rest for a while.

What I saw on this day, the **** scene of piled up corpses and rivers of blood, is not the first time for Yongye to see it, and even those hell-like scenes can occupy most of his memory. These are bound to accompany him for a lifetime.

And this is tolerable.

But he won't stop there, he won't stay here forever, although the nameless ribbon is no longer there, the two people who said "see you later" at that time are separated.

Even though the cute appearance that Wumingxin kimono deliberately showed in front of him when they parted was as clear as yesterday, but time has passed for several years.

It's hard to imagine how many years it will take to go back. If the time between the worlds is not the same as imagined, then Wuming has waited for him for several years?

Although it feels good to see a big girl, but for several years, he only hopes that he can bear it, and he does not want the existence he values ​​to feel the same mood as him.

Not only is he nameless, he is also forced by the crying Tina, who may have sworn an oath that he will definitely go back. If he surrenders here, gives up, surrenders to Daath or the **** god, then what is left of him?

Everyone has something that must be defended, whether that thing is spiritual or emotional or something else, everyone has it, and Yongye naturally has it too.

It doesn't matter how he is, but he doesn't want to see the pain of important people. What is really important to him, no matter whether it is pain or sadness, or loneliness, it doesn't matter, even if he loses his life, he will protect it to the end.

But even so, if he doesn't become stronger, he will lose the meaning of existence, and he will have to cross many deep valleys beyond the present, and climb many desperate mountains far beyond the past.

What is the end of a long journey? He doesn't know, but...

At the end of this long journey, he will surely reach the promised land.

Even if he was alone in this abandoned house at the moment, the loneliness that blew through his chest, and being ripped apart by loneliness like this, it was no big deal.

He is not a hero, so he doesn't have much ability. In the long years of traveling around several worlds, he has not really become cold and ruthless, and he also has a lot of people who want to save but can't.

Masuda Toshiki, who first taught him Shinto-style swordsmanship, saved his life and taught him swordsmanship. Masuda Toshiki's wife was also a very kind person, and they all ate together in the original fortress.

He really wanted to save Masuda Toshiki's family, he really wanted to save them, but even if he tried his best to risk his life to take them out of Kabane's mouth, but because they were infected with Kabane virus, it didn't take a while for him to get rid of them. Becomes Kabane, and can only kill one by one with his own hands.