You Are Strong But It’s Mine Now

Chapter 172: expect

"Cowardly."

In the master bedroom of Jixin Garden, Qing Lan, who was making the bed in a splendid manner, was stunned after taking a shower. She turned her head and saw Mi Die leaning against the door, with a smile that was not a smile, a mockery that was not mocking. She blushed and stammered:

"Counseling, what cowardice, I'm not cowardly, I'm not cowardly, I'm judging the situation, it is imperative, and the clouds flow..."

This editor-in-chief is not in vain, Qing Lan's literary skills have risen visibly with the naked eye.

"You're a coward." Mi Die said, "It's clear that something can be said clearly in one sentence, but you have to cover up and go around. If I hadn't pushed you, you would still be moving yourself in the rain."

Qing Lan refused to accept: "What do you know—"

Mi Die said disdainfully, "I got married and had a child, and my husband was chased by me. Do you think I don't understand? Can I still know about your careful thoughts?"

Qing Lan bowed her head embarrassingly, even though she grew up in a place like Xiang Xuehai where she was intrigued, but she was only a young girl of twenty-eight after all. Year's Mi Die?

"I think I've tried my best..."

Mi Die, who has always spoken very little, suddenly turned on her fire tonight, or her aunt's heart will only bloom for some people: "What you said about doing your best was to say to him, 'I still want to sleep with you every night, son. '? Oh, that's funny enough."

"Then what else can I do?" Qing Lan couldn't help but retorted: "I was already prepared to be rejected, but he agreed - wouldn't that be enough? It's enough as before, I've already Very satisfied!"

"Shouldn't a little girl like you still have a lot of love in her heart? Say it, no one can hear it if you don't say it—"

"How could I possibly say it!"

The room fell silent, Qing Lan turned her head away and asked, "Is your husband... Li Sang?"

"How could it be that piece of wood?" Mi Die said disdainfully, "That man in my family is handsome, handsome, humorous, and very considerate. I saw him when I was a teacher and started learning art, and I recognized him. It was this man who took him in five days."

"Five days?"

"Yeah, men are actually very easy to deal with. You only need to praise him by saying things like 'it's amazing', occasionally looking at him directly, making physical contact with him unconsciously, and taking the initiative to care about him, he will Chasing after you-"

"I've done all the things you said," Qing Lan said, "We even cuddled and slept together at night."

This time, it was Mi Die's turn to be silent.

"Then what job does your husband do now? You have to stay beside the son to protect you. Will your relationship be affected?"

"He doesn't have a job and has been waiting for me."

Qing Lan was a little puzzled. Just now, Mi Die bragged about her husband, but she ended up being a soft eater?

"Li Sang is the third guard of the son." Mi Die said lightly: "When the son left the Jing family, the master sent me and my husband to protect the son. After about a month, the son suffered an assassination that almost killed him. My husband tried his best to protect the young master and kill the assassin, but there has never been an assassination of this level... Maybe the master warned the person behind the assassin."

"Calculating it now, it's probably been ten years. He has been waiting for me for ten years, and we agreed to be brothers and sisters in the next life."

Qing Lan: "I'm sorry..."

"There's nothing to be sorry for." Midie smiled heartily: "Since we've done this business, we've already prepared ourselves mentally. We rarely say anything about the future, because it's very likely that there won't be a future, but the next life will be different, it sounds like an agreement."

Qing Lan asked, "What about your child? You've been serving as a bodyguard..."

Mi Die said: "They are raised by their grandparents. They go back to see them once a month. They are indispensable for food and clothing, and the money I earn and the money from my family's hard work are enough to support them until they become adults and go to Chinese school. Let them join the Heyang Army as officers, and they will be considered stable in this life."

"They must miss their mother very much..."

"No, to them, I should be just a stranger who will take them out to buy clothes and eat delicious food every month." Mi Die shook her head: "They would even blame me. Before I went home, my grandparents secretly Tell me, other children call them **** with no father and no mother, and bully them...the father has no father, and the mother is not the mother, they will definitely hate me for giving them such a childhood."

"So I accept my fate. As long as I can raise the two brothers and sisters, I'll be satisfied. As for whether they will blame me or not, I can't control that much."

"Then what about you? You also accepted your fate?"

Qing Lan was stunned for a moment and stared at Mi Die blankly.

"I know the wind and rain in your heart, although those emotions are unnecessary, but I understand." Mi Die glanced at the rain curtain outside the door: "Just like driving a car, you only need to look at the rear mirror occasionally. The most important thing is to look forward, indulge in the past, feel inferior and feel sorry for yourself, but you will regret it.”

"A few years ago, the third young master could forcefully marry a slave, what are you afraid of now?"

Qing Lan didn't go overboard: "I don't need that, I just want to maintain my current life."

"Really? Then one day, what he gave you and what he didn't give you will be given to another person, and you don't even have the right to be jealous."

I don't know if Qinglan will be jealous in the future, but when Mi Die said so bitterly, her eyes are really red now.

Mi Die was very upset, she really wanted to peel her off, then peel off the son, and then throw it into a big bed room with lights everywhere and nowhere to hide.

"So what do you want? Do nothing, and feel sorry for yourself for missing everything?"

Qing Lan wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and said, "If he wanted me, I would have been his person; if he didn't want me, then it would be useless for me to say anything. No matter what I said, it might be the same to him. The burden may even be considered to be an inch."

"I just don't want him to think I'm a **** too."

Mi Die was slightly startled, and suddenly remembered those two children who were obviously bullied, but didn't mention a word when she met her.

Suddenly, a voice came from outside the door: "When did your relationship become so good?"

Qing Lan turned her face away for a moment to organize her appearance, and Mi Die stood up straight and replied expressionlessly, "Young Master."

Le Yu came in and looked at Qing Lan and Mi Die, scratched his head and said, "Is it easier to get close to the same sex? But Li Sang and I can't say a word for a day..."

"Miss Qinglan was bored just now, so I chatted with her for a while." Mi Die said calmly, "Did you hear what we were talking about?"

Qing Lan suddenly became nervous when she heard the words. She looked at Le Yu with fear and anticipation. Le Yu waved her hand: "It's still raining outside. I only heard what you said when I came here. How can I hear what you said?"

Qing Lan breathed a sigh of relief, but there was a trace of inexplicable loss in her heart.

She suddenly understood why Mi Die wanted to chat with her - Mi Die was actually estimating the time when the son would come back, and wanted to hear her true words when he came back!

This old woman has so many routines, I don't need such help!

But she is also very hard to raise two children by herself. I will persuade the son to give her more wages later...

Mi Die gave Le Yu a thoughtful look and nodded, "I wish you two a good night's sleep."

For some reason, Mi Die said a normal greeting, but Qing Lan sounded strange.

After Mi Dieli opened the door, Le Yu lay on the bed and stretched: "Ahhh-I'm so tired today."

I enjoyed the silver blood fireworks in the half-city area last night. After I came back from duty, I had to participate in the silver blood discussion. After the meeting, I came back to see my brother's body. After seeing my brother's body, I sent Jing Qingfu to the family for a reunion. Going to take over the Jing family...

Obviously it's only one day, but it seems that after more than 20 chapters of the plot, Le Yu is of course tired.

Jixin Garden is Jing Zhengwei's original residence in Jing Garden—that is, his twelve-year-old residence, so it's no big deal. It stands to reason that he can go to the room of the head of the house now, but the head of the house has just died; he can also go to the room of the younger brother, but the younger brother also died.

Anyway, where he lives doesn't affect his status as the head of the Jing family, so Le Yu chose to come to Jixin Garden. I don't know if it's because I'm too tired or because of my body, but Le Yu felt drowsy as soon as she lay down.

"Qinglan, turn off the lights."

Qing Lan obediently turned off the light and lay down carefully, feeling very nervous.

How to do? Lie still, lean over as usual, or...

Before she could think of a choice, she felt a pair of strong arms embrace her. She was slightly startled, and then her whole body and mind relaxed. The joys and sorrows that were like wolves and tigers just now seemed not worth mentioning.

She just wanted to fall asleep like this, and then she opened her eyes tomorrow and saw that the son was in bed again.

On the other hand, Le Yu's heart was in chaos.

Actually, he heard what Mi Die and Qing Lan were talking about.

In fact, it didn't matter if he heard it or not. When he saw Qing Lan standing at the door wet, biting his lip and saying to himself shyly, "I still want to sleep with you every night, sir", even if he didn't understand impossible.

A thousand words of true feelings can't beat a woman's blush.

He is not a fool, and he had vaguely noticed Qing Lan's special attitude towards him before, but he always thought it was impossible.

After all, to Qing Lan, Jing Zhengwei should be the bad guy who imprisoned her, controlled her, and despised her.

And he was also very suspicious of Qinglan's feelings, not because he doubted it was true or not, but because he had heard a term: Stockholm Syndrome.

Because Jing Zhengwei was able to control her life and death before, when Le Yu took over Jing Zhengwei's account, her attitude towards Qing Lan improved significantly. Qing Lan is likely to have a kind of gratitude for being 'domesticated'.

Because there is a limit to the fear a person can bear, instead of being frightened in the face of tyranny every day, people often choose to give their life to the murderer, and regard every good thing the murderer treats as a 'gift', but forget about their own situation. caused by the opponent.

Qing Lan may really like him, but is this love genuine, or is it a pathological dependence caused by fear?

He clearly acted to make the people of Dongyang stand up, but now he uses his position to domesticate and seduce ignorant girls, feeling that he has become an old double-standard dog.

Of course, this kind of speculation may not be true, and Le Yu is not a roundworm in Qing Lan's stomach.

And if you can really be liked by such a beautiful, good-looking, motivated and capable young lady, a double-standard dog is a double-standard dog.

Le Yu is thirsty!

But at the same time, Le Yu was also worried about this.

He was so hungry.

After rebooting for seven years in a row, Le Yu just checked from Jing Zhengwei's memory, and didn't have much feeling. But when it was his turn to reboot for more than two months, he felt that he could be sanctified at any time.

To be honest, Le Yu occasionally sees Mi Die and thinks that she has the plump taste of a mature woman.

After playing cards with Qin Leyin for a long time, I also felt that this young master must have a different flavor in women's clothes.

Sometimes when Mu Qingmei peeked at him in the newspaper office, he would think of many movies he had seen before, and wanted to call her to come in and punish her severely... But when Le Yu recalled her achievements, he died.

Le Yu almost felt that he was as perverted as Jing Zhengwei. God knows how Jing Zhengwei could endure it for seven years. You must know that this body is developing normally!

Everyone secretes the same hormones, so why can you open the genetic lock and hold it back, and you can practice every night on 'Qin Day'?

When he logged into Qianyu Liu's account, he was not so desolate. Qian Yuliu still has a color picture book. Cold-blooded people are not cold-blooded. They just tried it once or a dozen times in a row, and felt that this kind of low-level creature entertainment was meaningless and gave up.

All in all, over time, Leyu has become a self-propelled gun that can explode at any time.

Even holding Qing Lan now is no exception. Fortunately, Le Yu's custom-made underwear is of good quality.

It's just that Le Yu's rationality and physical instinct are very separate. Although the lower body wants to lean over, the upper body just wants to hug her. He clearly realized that he just wanted to hug her like this and sleep peacefully.

So do you like her?

After all, what does liking feel like?

Am I greedy for her body, or am I greedy for her person?

Le Yu fell into deep philosophical speculation, but he soon gave up this useless thinking.

The 'challenge mission' is almost completed, when I get the available points and activate the 'ice blood constitution', then the fearless pain of Qin Ri's body will not matter, and there is no need to continue rebooting, then I will follow the soul and body Will to act!

However, if possible...

He still hopes that Qinglan can become a beautiful woman who is respected in her work and has excellent ability, treats others without being humiliated, bravely pursues love, never takes anger in the face of gossip, and loves herself.

If that's the case, then she shouldn't like me anymore... Le Yu thought very self-consciously, and fell asleep without realizing it.

……

……

Thousands of miles away from Xuanzhu County, Nanyangguan City.

This is a small checkpoint town built between two mountains, strangling the entrance and exit of Dongyang and Chenfeng. Most of the business travelers entering and leaving the two districts will choose to go through Nanyang Pass.

It rained heavily and persistently that night, and it didn't stop until dawn in the early morning. The soldiers standing guard on the parapet were sitting on chairs and fell asleep. The captain walked up to the city wall and saw this, and woke them all up with anger: "Be on duty! If something happens, you will be the first to die! "

"How could something go wrong..." The soldier on duty was also an old fritter, and said unceremoniously, "The Morrowind area is across from us. Could it be that Morrowind will attack us?"

"How dare you talk back..."

In the midst of this daily quarrel, a soldier suddenly narrowed his eyes and looked at the distant rain screen.

"Captain, is there something coming over there?"

The captain turned his head to look, and saw that on the dimly lit land in the distance, a black line suddenly appeared that was rushing towards Nanyang Pass.

The speed of this black line is very frightening. When they were observing, it was already quite close to Nanyang Pass, and the captain could clearly see what this black line was——

It's a row of gunnery soldiers walking on Swift Knife Boots!

They were walking through the rain curtain on the vast land with sharp-blade boots. The land was plowed with neat knife marks by them. They were like a torrent formed by a wave of swords. Wherever they went, they could not stop it!

"Enemy attack!" The captain roared~lightnovelpub.net~ ran over to sound the alarm, but at this moment, a leading soldier who was still dozens of meters away from the city gate suddenly stepped on the ground, and the whole person Leaping high, he took out the double swords from his waist and flew towards the city wall.

The captain frowned.

At this distance, it is absolutely impossible for him to jump up, unless...

The two-sword soldier suddenly stepped into the void, and the dim rainy morning light seemed to materialize, gently lifted his body and made him leap again!

This is the 'tread light' that can only be used by warriors of 'reaching the peak and creating the extreme realm'!

Just when the captain was surprised, the dual-sword soldier had already entered the city wall. The dual-swords were like sharp blades in a storm, tearing the surrounding soldiers to shreds in the blink of an eye!

"Who the **** are you!?" The captain stepped back and charged the gun, roaring frantically, "Why did you attack Nanyang Pass?"

"I'm……"

The two-sword soldier stepped on the quick-knife boots and rushed to the captain. The captain fired three guns at him in succession, all of which were dodged by him in a leisurely stroll.

Seeing the enemy getting closer and closer, the captain hurriedly retreated, but the opponent suddenly turned into a streamer and went directly behind him.

At the same time, the captain's guns, body, limbs, and head were all chopped into pieces. His expression was not distorted in the slightest pain, only panic and puzzlement!

"... Morrowind Blue Flame."

Lan Yan jumped off the city wall, killed all the soldiers who were locking the city gate, cut off the gate, and thousands of sergeants with sharp swords were waiting outside.

He pointed to the north with his sword, took out a pair of glasses and put it on, and said with a smile, facing the terrified Dongyang soldiers gathered in front of him:

"The wind is coming."