You Are Strong But It’s Mine Now
Chapter 278: I'm sorry to live but not die (below)
"Knock knock."
Suddenly there was a knock on the door outside, and Le Yu glanced at the figure outside: "Come in."
Qin Yueyang pushed open the door, holding a tray with an alloy wine bottle and a drink on it.
"I was training in the yard. Seeing that you haven't slept yet, brother, I poured you a drink by the way." Qin Yueyang put the honey five-flower tea and wine bottle on the table. Le Yu thanked him and asked strangely, "Are you training at night?"
Self-cultivation and spiritual training are generally carried out during the day when the sun is good. Although there are lights and moonlight at night, the intensity is visibly reduced with the naked eye, and the efficiency is naturally not high.
"I haven't trained much in the past two days. I warm up before going to bed tonight, and it will be easier to get into the state tomorrow." Qin Yueyang said: "It's not just me, the third sister hasn't bathed yet, and is training in the yard. combat skills."
"She finally found out that men are unreliable, or maybe she was so angry that she wanted to vent her anger." Le Yu smiled and picked up the alloy wine bottle, twisted the lid and smelled: "Why is there red juice again? Not drinking Is it finished?"
"...I found that there was a case of stock on board."
"Really?" Le Yu smelled it, and felt that the smell of blood and tomato was very fresh, not as fragrant as the previous drink: "After drinking it, don't make a new one, I don't need this drink anymore."
"Okay." Qin Yueyang didn't ask more.
There is not much to say about the specific process of mixing the red juice. He only mentioned one point: Qin Leyin can taste whether it is human blood through the tongue, so it cannot satisfy the hunger and thirst of Qin Leyin with the blood of other animals.
Although it is said that the blood loss of Hui Yao people can be quickly replenished, at most a few years of life, but the taste mixed with different blood is too bad, Qin Leyin does not want to drink that kind of 'inferior quality' when he grows up, and requires the same batch The red juice has only one source of blood.
The only thing that is fortunate is that Qin Leyin cannot taste the difference between the blood of a virgin and the blood of a gambler, so Qin Leyin's request ends here, so almost no one in Xuanzhu County knows about Qin Leyin's 'special hobby'. '—it's all too common for a casino to have a few croupiers disappear.
Le Yu took a sip of honey five-flower tea and snorted: "It's not good without ice... This weather will last for a month, you can see if you can buy some ice back, I'm not just trying to enjoy it, but look at Sanmei's temper. It's bad, and there's no nightlife, if it gets hot to the head, I'm afraid she'll slash people everywhere."
"clear."
Le Yu drank the honey five-flower tea and returned the cup to Qin Yueyang. Looking at the back of Qin Yueyang leaving, Le Yu suddenly remembered: "By the way, tomorrow morning is a weekly martial arts performance, don't worry about it. forget."
Qin Yueyang glanced at him: "If you have something to do, you can postpone or cancel the performance."
"I can still take it out for half an hour...and I have nothing to do in the morning."
Qin Leyin takes time every week to check the level of his younger siblings' tactics. With the help of his talent and the replica of Neisser's Heart, his teaching level is no less than that of academy teachers, and he can point out his younger siblings' efforts.
Don't look at the realm of Qin Yueyang's tactics, he has only just touched the realm of integration and penetration, but Qianyu Liu, who is the same age as Qin Yueyang, is the realm of entering the room!
Jing Zhengwei, who practiced Qinri Aiki's tactics, although he has two primary tactics, he still has a long way to go before he reaches the level of integration and penetration!
Assuming that there are 'Heaven Ranking', 'Earth Ranking', and 'Junjie Ranking', Qin Yueyang's strength can at least be on the list!
Apart from Qin Yueyang's diligence and talent, the guidance of the elder brother of the Qin family is undoubtedly an extremely important factor.
Although Le Yu is going to cut off the bond with the Qin family, this 'weekly practice' is the welfare of the Qin family, he is not too embarrassed to take it away; and he can justly beat the children, for Le Yu who likes to abuse vegetables It's also very attractive - there's nothing to do after all.
Hum, Qin Yue Yin.
I live in your house,
spend your money,
beat your siblings,
That's the price you pay for not quitting the game with me!
Qin Yueyang quietly left the room, Le Yu looked down at the blank paper, turned off the light and lay back on the bed.
In fact, there is no grass in the world, I really need to hang on this tree, right?
With Qin Leyin's red-haired charm, is it difficult to talk about a sweet love again? If you are lucky enough to find a local Bai Fumei in Yanjing, then you don't have to worry about it in your next life, and you can go straight to retirement.
Isn't it easier to start a new relationship than to let Qing Lan accept herself again? And even if Qing Lan could accept him, would other White Night Walkers who knew Qing Lan think that this was another lurking of 'Yin Yin Yin'?
He is just greedy, does he need to cheat with Qing Lan and Bai Ye?
And is Le Yu really hungry? Both of them have been tired day and night for two months, he is actually tired too, right? Even if you are not tired now, you will definitely be tired in the future, right?
What if I die again? Every death is not just a simple change of skin, but a complete change in relationships. Like Jing Zhengwei, it's not too bad. His parents are dead and his brothers are not related. There is no relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, but Qin Leyin has younger brothers and sisters.
Although he doesn't want to die even if he speaks Le Yu, this is not something he can control - not only because of the world's problems, but also because "death to live" has distorted his view of life and death.
Le Yu had to admit that he was no longer afraid of death, and Jing Zhengwei's last smile had proved everything.
Fear of death is the most important instinct of human beings, and Le Yu has completely lost the excellent ability of 'living even if you try to survive'. He is a suicidal person who would rather die standing than live on his knees.
The 'ice blood physique' further erased his pain instinct, and Le Yu had no intention of rejecting this gift.
Not afraid of pain, not afraid of death.
Is such a person good? great.
Is it easy to die? so easy.
Le Yu has adapted to this turbulent life of hacking, but can Qing Lan be a normal person? Will this bond bring her happiness, or will it bring her death again and again - in fact, she almost died that night in Xuanzhu County.
After all, am I playing it wrong? Instead of being obsessed with the progress of the previous account and pursuing a comfortable happy ending, why not just enjoy the main storyline of each account?
It's like getting on a train, someone will come and sit next to me, someone will leave the station, people will go up and down, they will eventually leave the station, and only I will follow this train forever.
Is it really meaningful to be attached to a person, a relationship, a memory, this kind of short-lived thinking? Or is it the right choice for Longevity to enjoy the passing scenery and enjoy the communication with new travelers?
Le Yu suddenly remembered a text he had learned: When a scholar is too late, he can take it off, and when a woman is too late, he cannot get off.
The moonlight penetrates the window and divides the world in front of Le Yu into two unrelated straight paths: an eternity leading to the sea of stars and the sea. He walks in the gap of history, witnesses the fate of all beings, and reaches the other side of freedom.
Another abyss that leads to the fiery eight sufferings, he was coerced into the vortex of fate, the fetters turned into shackles, death was not the end, the wheel of history rolled over him until he witnessed countless deaths, his will was exhausted, and he lived. in a prison of his own making.
Maybe it's time to make the right choice, he thought.
The previous plan was made too hastily, after all, the 'ice blood constitution' was not activated at that time. Under the 'ice blood constitution', I will not feel guilt, regret, heartache, jealousy, only in this way can I make the right choice.
To make a choice that will not delay everyone, whether it is delaying others or delaying yourself... After all, others only have a few decades of life.
It's actually a good choice.
One is the experience-level difficulty of being unconcerned and unattached to the leaves in the thousands of flowers.
One is to bring a family and a family, and have to endure the Shura-level difficulty of the pain of separation.
As long as everyone is ~lightnovelpub.net~ then I am the game life.
As long as you don't give your feelings, you don't have to blame yourself.
How to choose is really obvious.
After all, he is just an ordinary person who likes to do nothing.
after all.
after all.
Le Yu opened his eyes.
He turned on the lamp and picked up the pen.
"I can't deceive myself, it's actually a side effect of the 'ice blood constitution'..." Le Yu smiled helplessly, and wrote on the ink-smudged paper.
"I thought about it for a long time, I was really scared but I would delay you, but I also thought that even if I didn't delay you, someone else would definitely delay you. Gan, then I'll delay you."
"Live and die, I'm sorry."