Begin the Holy Grail War with the Sombra Legion

Chapter 142: Drown with your ideals

Genius to remember the address of this site in one second: []The fastest update! No ads! Emiya Kiritsugu, who fainted, saw rr's dream as he wished.

There is often a deeper connection between the Servant and the Master. The exchange of events experienced by the other party in the dream is a feature. Emiya Kiritsugu is full of vigilance against rr who is unwilling to reveal his real name. He knew that otherwise there would be a big mess, so he had to hide his real name.

But the scene in the dream was very different from what he imagined.

This unsung hero tried to save everyone as much as possible until the end. Such selfless actions made rr hailed as a hero.

But the position of a hero is not something that is easy to hold.

Every time in order to save the people in front of you, you have to sacrifice more, and rr who realizes this will sacrifice them to protect more when faced with people who cannot be saved.

In the end, he repeated such actions mechanically like himself, not being understood by others, and staying away from the fear that he had saved others.

But rr still didn't stop, he became more mature and became a dirty adult.

Because he understands the end of his ideals, he can't save everyone, he can only act like a hero and make the people he sees as happy as possible.

There is no doubt that this is selfish hypocrisy.

Because rr's original intention is not to save, but to receive the reward of 'helping someone himself'.

He even borrowed his ideals, so naturally he could not achieve enlightenment, and what greeted him was naturally the end of a hypocrite. When trying to stop the war, he was betrayed by the people he helped and took him to the gallows to kill him as the culprit. die.

But when he was dying, he showed a satisfied smile.

This guy will definitely regret his current actions in the future, because the real sacrifice to protect is much heavier than the desire to 'help others'.

rr is just a slaughterer who borrows ideals to cover up his hypocrisy. When he really embarks on this road, he is destined to be crushed by that kind of immaturity.

He even wanted to kill his past self.

Emiya Kiritsugu concluded this, and opened his eyes after the end of the dream.

After waking up from the hotel bed, he glanced around vigilantly.

Only the pale-breathed Maiya lay on the other bed, br was nowhere to be seen, the red figure, as always, looked at the night.

There was no need for Kiritsugu to speak. Like a loyal housekeeper, rr turned his head and said, "I have already checked, and there is no surveillance left by anyone around."

"Irisviel is gone. I only found the fragments of the black key and the seriously injured Maiya-san. The priest should have done it."

"br Because of the battle just now, I ordered a lot of food. In order not to disturb you, I asked her to eat in the next room."

rr answered all of Emiya Kiritsugu's unspoken questions in simple and clear words.

br? What does fighting have to do with eating?

Although he still didn't understand what rr arranged for br to go to dinner, this series of skilled and safe arrangements made Emiya Kiritsugu relax and began to think about the next strategy.

Now that Irisviel has been kidnapped, it is more efficient to think about what to do next than to lament.

But having said that, the shock that this incident brought to my heart does not seem to be able to calm down so easily, and Emiya Kiritsugu's mind is a mess.

Before he came, he had told himself countless times in his heart that Irisviel was just a prop, and he couldn't have superfluous feelings for her.

But now, as soon as he closed his eyes, it was her frown and smile. The time he spent together, or the happiness of the mother and daughter when he was playing with Illya, kept flashing, making him unable to think at all.

So, he's going to find a punching bag.

Just in time, rr also looked over: "You were panting in bed just now, what's wrong with having a nightmare?"

"It is indeed a nightmare, absurd, stupid, and the sad life of a hypocrite, and I have to be forced to read it."

"Do you regret it? A partner of justice?"

rr leaned against the wall, listening to Emiya Kiritsugu's spicy taunt, his eyes were full of complexity.

"Ah, I do regret it."

"If you want to save the side with less, you must give up the side with more. No matter how many battles I end, there will be new battles."

"If you can't save everyone, you must choose victims and only obey the hypocrisy of saving the people in front of you. At that time, I was really stupid."

This kind of answer similar to Kiritsugu's style made the man's eyebrows relax a little. If rr has learned this in his later career, it is no wonder that his motives and methods are so similar to himself.

In this way, the other party's words that he has no desire for the Holy Grail may be true, and his worries about Irisviel are not fake, so I will put more trust in this guy in the future.

"but--"

rr's words immediately after that interrupted Kiritsugu's reverie.

"I did think that way before, but tonight, what I encountered made me think that a righteous partner might not be that bad. Compared with the real illusory, no one can get a happy ending, as long as I What I see, can be entrusted by me, is the happiness of those who are indispensable in my life, isn't it good?"

absurd.

"A partner of justice is just a partner, not justice itself. It is also good to live with ideals and those things that should be protected."

madness.

"If you want to say this is hypocrisy, I really can't deny it, because I'm already a hopeless scum, but at least, I also want to be like a hero and be able to protect the people I love."

"Shut up!"

Emiya Kiritsugu roared these words in a low voice, with anger faintly flashing in his eyes.

——You can't trust this guy at all.

A mocking sneer hung on the corner of his mouth again.

"And then, can such a naive idea recover all the sacrifices you once carried? Those who stop in front of the cliff have already died once in their hearts!"

"In the end~lightnovelpub.net~ You are not an enlightened person at all! Since you are burdened with this ideal, you should not have emotions, you should not live as a human being, but a prop!"

"What a righteous partner, such an empty, immature ideal, you borrowed it from that childish idiot!"

Kiritsugu stood up, the face that had always been like wood became angry for the first time, he looked at rr sarcastically, but the other party just turned his head and continued to look at the night, like a child who escaped his father's teaching.

"Unlike you, just keep your eyes open. The blood shed in Fuyuki City this time is the last time. I will use the Holy Grail to complete the change! It will end all disputes!"

"You'll regret it, Kiritsugu."

After Emiya Kiritsugu finished speaking, rr calmly stated his conclusion, just like Kiritsugu's evaluation of him in his dream before.

Emiya Kiritsugu didn't want to continue arguing anymore, he glanced at rr coldly and walked towards the door.

"Really? But before that,"

"Just drown with your ideals."