It's hard to give up on someone.

He Yu has been chasing Xie Qingcheng silently since that day, wanting to talk to him again.

But Xie Qingcheng has made up his mind and will no longer have any entanglement with him.

He Yu came to rub his class, he let him rub, but he never looked at him.

He Yu sent him a message, he saw it, but never replied.

He Yu was out of school and wanted to come to his dormitory to see him, but Xie Qingcheng closed the door and did not let him approach him again.

Monitoring the value on the wristband, Xie Qingcheng has been paying attention to it from the software. Although he no longer contacts He Yu, he does not want He Yu to get sick because of this, so he just doesn't Ignoring He Yu again, I didn't force He Yu not to come to him again. He Yu had a little place to put his emotions, so the wristband wasn't completely red, it was still orange.

Xie Qingcheng thought, take it slow, one day, the orange will turn back to blue.

He Yu can't wait for him forever.

He started tidying up the house.

There are some objects in the house that do not belong to him, it is better to get rid of them as soon as possible. I didn't know if I didn't clean it up, but when I really cleaned it up, I realized that there were so many things left by He Yu.

There are several He Yu books on the table, and even his workbook. Looking at it, He Yu was really serious about his homework, his handwriting was neat and beautiful, and he was excellent almost every time.

There is a pair of mugs of the crazy zoo fox Nick and the stupid rabbit in the kitchen. He Yu wanted to go to Disney once and invited Xie Qingcheng to join him, but Xie Qingcheng felt that it was boring to go to the amusement park. It was a waste of time and money, so He Yu had to go by himself. After finishing, he brought back a pair of cups, which must be placed in Xie Qingcheng's dormitory.

He Yu was never in the mood to decorate the bedroom in his villa, but moved a bunch of things to the place where Xie Qingcheng lived.

The most annoying thing is the game console in the corner of the living room. At that time, the courier delivered it to the door. Xie Qingcheng thought it was delivered by mistake. He is a faculty dormitory and does not need a large color TV.

It turned out to be a game console, the deliveryman explained.

Xie Qingcheng looked at the buyer's name, then called He Yu with a sullen face and asked him what he wanted to do.

He Yu said that this is the latest model, and it can be connected by two people, which is very decompressing.

But after buying it, she has been eating ashes. Xie Qingcheng has never sat in the living room with He Yu and played any games.

Xie Qingcheng dealt with all these things.

He helped the old man who picked up the waste to transport these things into the car, and when he returned home, he suddenly felt that the house had become a lot empty, and it could even be called deserted.

It's all clean.

Xie Qingcheng stood in the living room for a while, walked into the bedroom, and suddenly found a fish that slipped through the net - it was the Pokémon blind box on the bedside table. One day He Yu was in the bookstore. He took it with him, took it apart, and found that there was a small fire dragon inside, so he left the small fire dragon on Xie Qingcheng's bedside table.

"Aren't you afraid of the cold? It can keep you warm."

Xie Qingcheng raised his eyes from the book: "That's fake."

He Yu came over with a smile, walked behind his chair, and put his arms around his shoulders from the back: "Then I'm real, I'll keep you warm, the bed warmer service is free every year. "

Xie Qingcheng threw the little fire dragon into the garbage bag, the flame decoration on the little dragon's tail was knocked off, it lay in the bag, although still smiling like that, but it seemed very sad .

“…”

Xie Qingcheng finally picked it up, put it on the head of the bed, and carefully reattached the flame on the tail with glue.

June is the thunderstorm season.

Huzhou becomes hot and muggy, and thunderstorms are common in the afternoon.

He Yu often came to Xie Qingcheng's dormitory to see him, because he was afraid of disturbing the other party, he was far across the road from a distance - from there you could see Xie Qingcheng's study , and Xie Qingcheng had to prepare lessons or organize materials in the study.

The choreographer and director of Shanghai University's freshman self-study ended at 8:30. He Yu came to Xie Qingcheng's school usually at 9:00. He kept watching him and accompany him until 11:00 When the time comes, he will send a message to Xie Qing.

"Brother, it's very late, stop working, go to bed earlier."

"Good night."

Better than an alarm.

It was raining heavily that day, and almost no one was walking around the huge campus. Xie Qingcheng thought he would not come and wanted to open the window to smoke a cigarette, but when he walked to the window, it was not yet. Reaching out to push the glass, he saw He Yu holding an umbrella and standing in the rain.

The eyes of the two met.

Xie Qingcheng was wearing glasses and could see everything clearly, because it was raining too much, He Yu stood in it, the umbrella didn't have any obvious effect, he was still soaked and wet Toudi stood there, just to make sure that Xie Qingcheng had turned off the lights and slept well and didn't stay up late.

At this moment, Xie Qingcheng suddenly felt that He Yu was right before, he didn't know he could be so cruel.

But he had to be so cruel.

His health was deteriorating. One day, when he woke up, Xie Qing was coughing and he found blood in the snow-colored handkerchief covering his nose and mouth.

He went to Aesthetic Education for the most detailed physical examination, and the conclusion he came to did not allow him to have the slightest optimism.

Xie Qingcheng returned home, sorted out Qin Ciyan's notes again, and calculated how long it would take him to complete the rest. Destroyed data - he felt that there was still time, just not enough.

He has to hurry up, and he has to continue to research medicine for Lao Qin's daughter.

However—

"Thank you."

One night, Xie Qingcheng was reading a book when he received a call from Qin Rongbei's husband.

The American studied in Hong Kong before, and the Mandarin he learned contained some ancient Hong Kong accents, so he called Xie Qingcheng not Mr. Xie, but Xie Sheng.

Qin Rongbei was kidnapped by a dark organization at the time. The other party tortured her, threatened her, and used her for experiments.

She was ruined by them.

Although later, Xie Qingcheng decided to resume taking RN-13 and test his own body, and wanted to develop a special medicine to curb Qin Rongbei's organ atrophy, but the time was too tight. The medicine only improved Qin Rongbei's physique to a certain extent, but it did not achieve the expected effect in the end.

Since last year, Qin Rongbei's symptoms have begun to deteriorate. Drugs can effectively alleviate her pain, but it is difficult to stop her lesions.

When she received the call, Xie Qing had a sixth sense, and was faintly shocked.

On the other end of the phone was Qin Rongbei's hoarse husband, but he tried his best to soothe his sad voice: "Xie Sheng, my wife left this morning and walked peacefully. Thank you very much for these years. All you did for her..."

After a phone call, there is still a buzzing in the eardrum.

Xie Qingcheng walked to the balcony and looked at the drizzle outside.

The same weather as when Huzhou bid farewell to Qin Ciyan.

He lit a cigarette and wanted to smoke, but his hand seemed to be frozen, and he couldn't lift it up.

He stood numbly for a long time until the smoke was gone.

Qin Rongbei was also a female doctor and a scientist before her death. Xie Qingcheng has never been able to be completely sure whether she learned some truth about the first emperor from her father. He later tended to think she knew, because after her accident, her husband looked through her work notes before she was tortured to madness and found a lot of research topics related to the RN-13 patient, but after she was caught, she gave birth to He was tortured and refused to say anything.

In addition, when Qin Rongbei's husband sorted out her things after the event, he also found that she had once painted a picture, the picture was of the Qin family, herself, her husband, her daughter, and their The younger brother who passed away in a car accident.

There is another person who she did not draw all the facial features, standing next to her father, wearing the same doctor's uniform as her father.

Qin Rongbei used very gentle brushstrokes, she clipped the painting in the album she brought from China.

In the footnote of the album, she wrote a few slightly tilted Chinese characters in light blue ink: "My family".

Xie Qingcheng took the trembling hand again and wanted to light a cigarette.

But this time even the lighter can't be wiped.

It was late at night, and there was an invisible darkness all around.

After Qin Rongbei passed away, Xie Qing made a trip to the Huzhou Cemetery.

He brought two bouquets of flowers, one of which was placed in front of the tomb of Chen Wan's brother Chen Lisheng. Chen slow has recovered. Recently, he has been strictly controlled by his family. For fear that he will risk doing something stupid again, his parents have to send bodyguards to follow him wherever he goes, which makes Chen slow very annoying.

Xie Qingcheng thought it was a good thing, and he didn't want to see any danger to Chen slow.

The second bouquet, he did not dedicate.

There were people mourning in front of Qin Ciyan's tomb. He glanced at it from a distance, and some of them were old colleagues from Shanghai No. 1 Hospital. So he held the bunch of snow-colored lilies, turned around, walked down the long mountain steps, and finally put the bunch of white lilies at the entrance of the cemetery. Just as he was about to leave, someone picked up the lily he let down.

It's He Yu.

"Xie Qingcheng."

“…”

"Are you going to give him the flowers? Wait a minute, I'll help you put the flowers in front of his grave."

Without waiting for Xie Qingcheng to answer, He Yu picked up the bouquet of white flowers, walked up to the statue of Qin Ciyan, put the bouquet down solemnly, and then deeply I bowed three times.

Xie Qingcheng stood in the light rain, watching what he did...

Going down to the front of the mountain gate, Xie Qingcheng was already far away, and He Yu could only see his slightly thin back.

I don't know if it was his illusion. He felt that Xie Qingcheng's condition was getting worse and worse recently. He always saw him coughing and ran to Meiyu Private Hospital - obviously Xie Xue had been discharged.

Especially when I saw him in the cemetery today, his face was as pale as a transparent thin soul under the sun, and the silver mist on the sea seemed to disappear soon.

Xie Qing appears to be alive, as if to complete Qin Ciyan's writings, in addition, his connection with the world is already very weak - he undoubtedly yearns for the "Duan Wen" mentioned by Jiang Liping Being able to get caught, but that is completely whimsical. Duan Wen is a ghostly person. Although he is the big boss behind the cross-border enterprise, he has always seen the beginning and the end. Zheng Jingfeng and the others found out that this person really did not even have a name and even the identity document he used. all fake.

It has been nineteen years since his parents died, and it has been twenty years since his death this year.

Twenty years at the flick of a finger, countless people's blood has been exhausted, and the blue silk has waited until the white hair, but there is still no justice to come. The murderer is still at large, the deceased police officer still cannot get a name, and the pursuit of the banned drug RN-13 is still going on in the dark.

Xie Qingcheng waited for twenty years in a desperate situation.

In the twentieth year, Qin Rong died of grief.

Xie Qingcheng no longer felt so much pain, so unacceptable, he slowly became extraordinarily calm—

Because he knew he was close to them.

Soon, in a few years, he will be with them too.

I just don't know, in the end, he has done all his personal strength, but still can't give them an explanation, another world meets, will they be disappointed with him?

"Brother, are you going back to the dormitory today?" Another week has passed, Xie Qingcheng and Aunt Xie Xueli went to worship Xie Ping and Zhou Muying this weekend.

His parents' cemetery is not in the same place as Qin Ciyan, but in a small cemetery in the west of the city, where all the people are buried.

Returning from the tomb sweeping, he returned to Moyu Lane and had a meal at Aunt Li's house. Xie Xue asked him after the meal.

"If you go back to the dormitory, let's take a taxi together and save on gas..."

Xie Qingcheng didn't answer this, he seemed to have something in his heart.

I want to talk to you about something."

Inside the house.

"Brother, what's wrong?"

Xie Qingcheng poured two cups of tea and sat down: "It's not a big deal, let's sit first."

Xie Xue sat down nervously, her **** only touching one side of the stool.

Her brother pushed the hot tea to her, and after a while, he finally said, "Xie Xue, you are not too young, you can't always live with me in the future."

For a while, the macho father Xie and his sister were still a little embarrassed to talk about this kind of thing.

But if you don't talk about it, you can't. Xie Qingcheng is making plans for everything in the future, including Xie Xue's lifelong events.

So after a few seconds of silence, he still said with a sullen face: "...do you want to find someone?"

Xie Xue: "...Ah???"

Xie Qingcheng: "I found a few for you, the conditions are not bad, and I have observed the character. You can arrange a time next week, if there is no problem, go and see them."