Lin Ziran ignored Ning Bai's loss, and drove away.

Ning Bai watched the green (color) sports car leave suddenly, and for a long time, (lu) made a wry smile of self-deprecation.

Yes, it's over between them.

It's just not what he expected.

The person who proposed the end.

Nor is he.

………………

Does Lin Ziran feel that if he is rich, he is afraid that there will be nowhere to go? Thanks to Lu Maofeng's 100,000 pocket money, he went directly to a five-star hotel and lived happily.

How can I be wronged by playing games? Of course, to enjoy life!

Going out to eat, drink and drink during the day, and coming back to sleep (sleeping Shui) to play games, I am also happy.

It's just that Lin Ziran occasionally looked at the phone and sighed.

[Lin Ziran: Lu Dalu and Lu Ma really did not call me! 】

[System: Do you want them to call you? Don't you dislike them? 】

[Lin Ziran: I don’t like them, but Lu Xiaodong cares. Why do you say a child runs away from home? Do you think you really don't want that house? After all, I still hope someone will coax...】

Lu Xiaodong is just a child, whether it is to succumb to Jiang 　 or to pretend to be rebellious, he just hopes to attract the attention of his parents, he still cares about that family very much. Lin Ziran is now running away from home. It’s just one of the reasons why he can’t stay there. He probably has a hint of temptation. He wants to see if Lu Maofeng and Feng Wan care about this kid a little, but this result is really disappointing. Now...

He thought about how they should go back if they came to keep them, but the two didn't even bother to ask!

Even his bystanders are so upset, one can imagine how sad Lu Xiaodong should be.

He just left and died, and nobody cares.

The phone rang.

Lin Ziran quickly looked down and sighed again.

It's not that nobody cares at all, at least Ning Bai and Jiang　 still care, but he doesn't want to bother with them.

Because he doesn't care.

Nor was it what Lu Xiaodong wanted.

………………

Xue Ze paced back and forth in front of Ning Bai's office, daring not to enter.

The day before yesterday, when Ning Bai came back, he was very wrong and asked to call out the monitoring. This time he found that when he was talking to Ning Bai that day, Lu Xiaodong had actually come and helped Ning Bai bring coffee, but the result was just heard. Ning Bai said that he did not love him, so the child threw the coffee away.

Xue Ze didn't think it was a big deal. Are they going to end anyway?

I heard chant.

Who knows that Ning Bai seems very sad after seeing it, which is completely beyond Xue Ze's expectations, because Ning Bai has always been emotionally restrained, rarely has such feelings out of touch (exposed), and he still insisted that he did not like it before, how suddenly Has the attitude changed a lot?

Although Ning Bai quickly returned to calm, Xue Ze felt it, and he should be in a bad mood now.

Xue Ze sighed deeply.

Should Ning Bai regret it again?

Let him not be stubborn for a long time, has he lifted a stone and hit his own foot this time?

If Lu Xiaodong didn’t hear that, he would regret to chase it back now, but now it is difficult! Now that Ning Bai is going to match Lu Xiaodong and Jiang 　, the person he likes has misunderstood him and ran away. Why is this called pain? I really find myself happy...

What are you talking about?

Xue Ze only wanted to look up to the sky!

He shook his head and was about to leave. Suddenly he saw a middle-aged woman approaching. The woman's clothes looked rich or expensive, but her eyes were bloodied and haggard. The deep decree lines made her look a bit mean and old.

Such a woman, Xue Ze, has seen more, and the middle-aged lady whose husband is cheating, is it possible to fight the divorce law again?

Business is here!

Xue Ze immediately walked over and smiled politely: "Hello, what's your matter?"

Feng Wan looked at him hesitantly and said, "I'm looking for Ning Bai and want to know which office he is in."

Xue Ze said enthusiastically: "If you have anything to tell me, I am more professional than Ning Bai..."

Feng Wan said, "I am his mother."

Xue Ze: "..."

Xue Ze led Feng Wan to Ning Bai's office in a trance, with strange eyes and a cough: "That, there is a lady who claims to be your mother..."

Ning Bai raised his eyes and looked at Feng Wan. After a while, he said lightly: "I know, you go out first."

Xue Ze is so unbelievable, I am really Ning Bai's mother! Is this the biological mother of Ning Bai? It's just that Ning Bai didn't look very surprised...

Xue Ze was full of curiosity.

But he didn't dare to stay a long time for Shang Ningbai's cold eyes, so he quickly closed the door and went out.

Ning Bai looked at Feng Wan with a cold tone: "Please sit down."

Feng Wan stared at Ning Bai, his eyes hidden with tears, and he dare not dare to go past, carefully said: "I, I want to come to see where you work, I want to know more about you, I haven't seen you for so many years. ,I really miss you……"

Ning Bai was silent.

Feng Wan tentatively said, "Are you going to go home with my mother? I have packed a room for you..."

Ning Bai looked at the woman in front of her. Twenty years later, she seemed to care about herself as always, so begging her to go back carefully, but Ning Bai only felt ridiculous.

She loves him.

There is no doubt about this.

It is a pity that this love is no longer what he needs.

Ning Bai's voice was cold and suddenly asked, "Where is Lu Xiaodong, do you know?"

Feng Wan was stunned. He didn't seem to expect that Ning Bai would ask Lu Xiaodong. Some were caught off guard: "He, he's not home these days..."

Ning Bai's eyes were covered with coldness and said in a word: "Have you ever looked for it?"

Feng Wan knot.

She is thinking about how to see Ning Bai every day, how to persuade Ning Bai to go home, where can she have time to care where Lu Xiaodong went?

Ning Bai can guess everything just by looking at her.

The cold current wrapped in the anger in the chest (xiong xiong), making him almost unable to restrain and unable to maintain the calmness of his expression.

(Fafa) Having such an accident, don't you ever think about it, another person who really needs you at this moment?

Is it because the child doesn't care, do you deserve to think that he doesn't need care?

Some people may just use that appearance to pretend to be weak inside.

He has run away from home, but you are still indifferent.

Ning Bai spoke slowly, his voice with a suppressed anger: "I think you should understand one thing, feelings are not only maintained by blood, but more by long-term companionship... I am no longer your son, But he has been with you for 20 years, whichever is more important, you should know."

Feng Wan saw that Ning Bai was not happy, afraid that he would feel cold and ruthless, and quickly explained: "I care about him, but his child has always been like this, there will be nothing wrong, and he will come back after a few days without money. ,do not worry……"

Come back when you have no money?

Is he like this in your eyes?

Even if it’s a dog, after 20 years of raising it, you should know that it’s not enough to give some food, but in your eyes, what Lu Xiaodong wants is money? Why have you never thought that what he wants is your love?

You never know how to love someone.

Ning Bai suddenly seemed to understand why the boy became like this.

He just needs a sense of presence.

So he is exaggerated, rogue, and rebellious, dressing himself up like that, pursuing himself regardless of everything, even if he is not good, he has to pretend to be a bad boy. Love him, because these are things he will never get at home...

Unfortunately, at that time, he did not know this.

Ning Bai closed her eyes and her voice was cold: "Come on, don't come here again in the future."

Feng Wan looked at him with such a cold look, and finally panicked, nervously begging: "Xiao Bai, my mother really misses you, forgive my mother, okay..."

Ning Bai's eyes were indifferent, he suddenly smiled, and stared at the other person's eyes: "This sentence, you should say to another person."

Another one, who really cares about you.

Not me.

Ning Bai turned around and opened the door. Sure enough, he saw Xue Ze who was listening at the door eavesdropping, and said coolly: "Come and help you off."

Xue Ze's smile was embarrassing, but he immediately packed his expression and turned to Feng Wanzheng (color): "We still have to work. If you have nothing else, please leave."

He already knew Ning Bai's attitude. Naturally, he would not have much respect for Feng Wan, and he would at most maintain a superficial politeness.

Feng Wan didn't want to leave, Xue Ze looked at her politely and smiled, but his eyes were very firm, and finally he could only leave in three steps.

Xue Ze personally sent Feng Wan to the elevator, watched her go downstairs, and then ran back to Ning Bai's office, with two big words of curiosity written on her face: "Is she really your biological mother?"

Xue Ze has known Ning Bai for a long time.

Ning Bai’s parents are now adoptive parents. This is no secret. Everyone knows that Ning Bai never hides. Although Ning Bai is not a biological child of Ning's family, the Ning family's couple are tolerant, gentle, and noble, and Ning Bai himself is very smart and hardworking.

Ning Bai never mentioned, never looked for... Everyone thought that Ning Bai's biological parents had long since died.

So when Feng Wan appeared, Xue Ze was really surprised.

Judging by Ning Bai's attitude towards Feng Wan today, Xue Ze felt that Ning Bai's childhood memories should not be very good, otherwise it would not be so indifferent?

Anyway, it is also related to Guanguan.

Various speculations came up in Xue Ze's heart, but he did not dare to ask, but stared at Ning Bai repeatedly.

"By the way, if she is really your biological mother, have you been separated for twenty years?! There was no news for so many years before, how did she suddenly find you? It was amazing!" Xue Ze exclaimed.

Ning Bai finally spoke, saying lightly: "Not magical."

Xue Ze: "?"

Ning Bai said slowly: "It seems that Jiang has not been idle during this time."

Xue Zeshen (Serious) finally dignified: "You suspect Jiang　 investigated you and stabbed this matter."

Ning Bai said nothing.

Last time when Jiang warned him, he was still careless. He didn't expect that Jiang had already planned at that time. In order to get Lu Xiaodong, he did not hesitate to expose this fact, not only hitting himself but also giving him close to Lu Xiaodong. opportunity.

At this time, the child must be in need of comfort...

Ning Bai closed his eyes and opened again, suddenly making a self-deprecating sneer, and said to Xue Ze: "Do you know the woman who was the mother just now?"

Xue Ze's face is ashamed, isn't it yours?

Ning Bai said: "She is Lu Xiaodong's mother."

Xue Ze was really shocked this time. He almost fell from his chair. His face was white, and he said trembling-trembling: "You, you, you gave your brother to (Shui Shui)..."

Ning Bai solemnly corrected: "Lu Xiaodong was adopted."

Xue Zechang sighed and wiped the cold sweat from his forehead.

Ning Bai smiled bitterly on her lips.

is it?

Isn't that even a lucky thing today?

But what you said is wrong, in fact, my mistake has been made.

From the day of the meeting, perhaps the result of today is doomed.

Ning Bai said: "You go out, I want to stay alone."

Xue Ze nodded, and then worried: "Is there anything I will tell you, I will help you find a way, don't hold it in your heart, okay?"

Ning Bai did not answer.

He sat in a chair for a long time, his eyes fell on his phone.

These days, he sent Lu Xiaodong a lot of news, but Lu Xiaodong did not reply once.

This is not beyond his expectations.

But he couldn't control it, he always wanted to watch, what if the other party responded?

When did he start worrying about a person's only words and words, looking forward and panicking again?

Ning Bai raised his hand to cover his eyes and sneered at the corner of his mouth.

He couldn't get in (sleep Shui). He had been working for three consecutive days. He was obviously tired, but he couldn't close his eyes.

Because just close your eyes.

He returned to the nightmare again.

………………

The woman slapped the man while insulting the man: "Do you like that kind of coquette? I've seen it for a long time. It's just a secretary. The flowery dresses that are dressed all day long, the legs (chest xiong) (exposed) legs, it's not a glance What a serious thing!"

As the man dodges, he feels guilty and asks: "I'm just fascinated for a while. I'm sorry, I promise you that there won't be another time. I will dismiss her now!"

The woman was even more angry: "You said the same thing last time! As a result, you haven't caught up with other women in the blink of an eye!"

The man (dry gan) laughed: "That..."

The woman was crying hysterically: "How can you do this, are you worthy of our mother and son? I have worked hard to get the money out for you to start a business, I will give you a child, and do housework for you (cao). Repay me? Lu Maofeng, don’t forget that the company also has my shares!"

The man heard a little displeasure in his eyes, but still patiently persuaded him: "I understand, I understand, I'm sorry, I will compensate you in the future. Huh?"

The woman still cried: "I love you so much, I love you so much, how can you betray me?"

Ning Bai stood quietly and looked at him. He was like a bystander.

Watching this scene again and again.

Watching the man cheat, he was found, the woman insulted, and the two struggled.

Watching absurd farce again and again.

There is no end to the cycle.

Betrayal, quarrel, suspicion.

Become the deepest brand in his childhood heart.

Have men loved women?

Maybe I loved it.

But his love could not stand the test of time, and could not withstand the temptations of the outside world.

The once beloved couple, after betrayal and deception again and again, eventually turned into grudges who hurt each other.

They hated each other so bitterly.

But he refused to separate.

Every time the quarrel is over, the woman will wash her face with tears. Maybe she knows in her heart that the person no longer loves her, but she can’t live without him, she can’t live without this family, she’s too much to go out... …

She gave all the love to the man, so she could not accept his betrayal to leave.

She always hugged him quietly in the middle of the night, murmuring sentence after sentence: "Xiao Bai, mom is only you, mom loves you, you will always be with mom, right?"

He let the woman hug him.

Listening to her babbling voice, watching her weeping again and again, hurting the man again and again, and finally holding him in despair and saying sadly, mother only you...

He thought he was really important.

Until the man's derailment again.

Ning Bai could not remember how many times this was.

The farce is upgraded again and again.

Every time a woman will be more hysterical and crazier than the last time. She can't get out of the pain of betrayal. I don't know that some people are hard to move. I don't know that it will only make me more painful.

Don't know to put down.

This time she was more noisy, grabbing the man's face, the man finally lost patience, and pushed the woman to the ground: "You have never finished, I said I will break up."

The woman was crazy, she suddenly saw Ning Bai on the side, rushed over and grabbed the child, pointed at him with scissors, shouted wildly: "I (kill sha) him, and then go with him dead!"

The man was finally in a hurry and immediately lowered himself to a small one: "Calm down, the child is innocent."

The woman chuckled: "When you were cheating, why didn't you think the child was innocent?"

The man hurriedly said: "I didn't do it right, but those things have nothing to do with him! Well, the adult's things (dry gan) involve the children! I promise, I won't be next time, this time I swear to you! It’s those women (gougou) that lead me, in fact, I only have you in my heart, I love you."

The woman didn't believe it at all. As soon as her hand was forced, the sharp scissors cut Ning Bai's face, and the blood immediately ran down. She yelled at the man: "Don't come, I'll kill him when you come!" "

The man did not dare to come close, and stepped back, anxiously said: "You let him go first, we have something to say!"

Ning Bai was hugged by a woman and let the scissors cut his face without struggling. On the contrary, he was very calm. Although it was a bit unexpected and sad, it was nothing more than that.

Men’s repeated promises, betrayal, and deceit finally brought women to a complete collapse, but since she hated men so much, why didn’t she pull the men to hell, but did you pull him? Because he was born of her, her blood shed on her...

So his life should be hers.

right?

He was the tool she used to threaten men, the bargaining chip she used to threaten men...

Do you really love me so much?

Or is it that you have loved me and loved to die together?

Is this love?

This farce once again ended without ill.

The man repeatedly promised not to.

But Ning Bai knew this would not be the last time.

This time the man settled down for a long time. After almost a year, he went home on time every day and never fooled out again. The woman looked much better. She chose to forgive. The man who loves her goes home.

But there are some things that will happen sooner or later.

The man was uncovered in the company's office by latent-regular female subordinates.

That day the woman took him to the company to find a man, so it just happened to hit him.

But Ning Bai thinks this is not a coincidence. If an incident looks like a coincidence, it can only be said that this incident has happened many times, but just one of them, it seems that it was accidentally caught.

The woman quarreled with the man again.

She was very disappointed and miserable.

Ning Bai left the house that day.

They went to another city. The woman rented a small room and lived with him. He held him every day to wash his face with tears, sometimes crying and sometimes laughing.

She said, I love him so much, I paid so much for him, why should he treat me like this...

She said, your dad will come to us, he will come...

She said, Xiaobai, will you always be with your mother, right? You are the only mother, you are the mother's favorite person, mother only you...

Women don't actually have much money.

The man didn't come over for a long time, she had to go out to find a job, because she was not familiar with her life, she was afraid to lose her child, so she kept Ning Bai alone at home.

Ning Bai could not go anywhere, staying in that small room of less than ten square meters every day, day after day, from day to night, waiting for the woman's return.

He is the only one in his whole world.

Darkness and her.

She is gentle and very nice to him, but will not let him go to school, will not let him go out, will not let him leave his sight...

She was so afraid of losing him.

Fear that as long as a blink of an eye, he will disappear, she cares that he has reached the point of morbidity.

She will tell him over and over again that mom loves you.

Ning Bai thought, I believe, because you are the one who will take me with you even if you die.

I believe you love me...

They lived outside like this.

The man may be looking for them, or not. Ning Bai is not clear about it, and he doesn't care much. He is just tired of it all.

The so-called love is just a knife used to hurt people.

What exactly is love?

Betrayal, deception, quarrel, suspicion, hurt... everything is in the name of love.

He loathes this morbid feeling and loathes any relationship that binds both sides.

He hated the man.

If you don’t love someone, if you can’t do it all, don’t just give someone a promise, don’t talk about loving her anymore, even if you are a little colder, it’s better than cheating again and again, so that the person who loves you is deeply muddy for you Trapped, unable to (tuo) body.

He hates this woman.

Why do you love someone who doesn't love you, why can't you pull away in time when the other party doesn't love you, you talk about loving him again and again, but noisily, and finally torture each other under one roof, love Isn't it good for him to let go?

But what's the use of disgust?

He can only watch all this happening, repeating, and helpless... his world has only endless betrayal and quarrels, and the small room that cannot be left, and the woman hugs him tightly, take When he cuts his face with scissors, he will take him to die.

Women really love him.

But Ning Bai thought, I rather you did not love me so much.

It was a weekend.

Holidays.

The woman is on holiday.

She came back from the outside and rarely took him out of the room. They went to the mall. There were many people there. Ning Bai hadn't seen anyone other than women in a long time.

At that moment, he suddenly didn't want to go back.

I don't want to go back to that room again.

So when the woman didn't pay attention, he let go of her hand abruptly and drowned into the crowd.

Farther and farther away from her.

He heard the woman shouting his name madly, he heard his name calling on the radio...but his heart was not fluctuating, he just looked at the woman who was crying and sitting on the ground.

Then, turn around and leave.

Ning Bai Huo Ran opened his eyes, his pupils contracted, he opened his mouth to breathe quickly, (chest xiong) cavity slightly fluctuated, that nearly endless nightmare, tormented him for more than ten years.

He didn't think about it until later.

He has left that place.

Long ago left.

No longer have to watch men and women hurt each other, blame each other...

Marriage is like a cage.

Eventually, the person in love becomes unrecognizable.

He raised his hand and gently (touched Mo) his face. The wound there had already healed and he couldn't see it.

But the wound on my heart was crusted and always there.

Even the word ‘love’ would make him uncomfortable.

He doesn't like women, because women are a troublesome thing. If you fall in love with you, you will want to let you die together.

He doesn't believe in love. The so-called love will only become bondage, making people ugly because of jealousy and suspicion.

If you can’t just love one person, if you can’t betray you forever, then don’t love others.

He doesn't need anyone to love him.

Later, he knew many people, never moved his heart-love, and only looked for the same kind. They took their own needs, and did not talk about love or love, nor give each other any promises, because promises that could not be fulfilled would eventually become lies.

Into a knife that hurts the one you love.

This is fine.

Activating makes a person passive, and love makes a person irrational.

No love does not hurt.

He will not make their mistakes.

He has always done well.

Maintain everything (guanguan) at a proper boundary... away from anyone who says he loves him, and not love anyone.

This way I won't get hurt.

It will not hurt others.

He always keeps this in mind.

Not one step beyond the Lei Chi.

Until that day in the bar, a pretty boy with a beautiful dress followed him, and he came downstairs along the way.

He was enthusiastic, well-behaved, obedient, and could not get away no matter how he rushed... until he finally accepted him.

Accepted this person he didn't like.

You are the first to take the initiative, you are the first to get close.

All the love at first sight is just for seeing (satisfying).

Although I know that you are only on a whim, I don’t mind... because I can’t give you more things, we take what we need, and then separate before we move.

Everything is as if there is no birth.

He thought so.

But myself, really not tempted? If you are not tempted, why rush to withdraw? Why dare not admit it?

Ning Bai closed his eyes and gave a bitter chuckle in his throat.

He thought that twenty years ago, when he let go of the woman's hand, he had left there forever, but who had thought that he would come back after wandering around...

It turned out that when he left, another child appeared there, instead of bearing everything he should have suffered.

Only then did he understand.

This has never really ended.

It turned out that this was really a nightmare that would never wake up...

After all, I was touched.

Fall in love with someone.

That person is you.