Lu Ming lowered his eyelashes and said with emotion, "I will never forget your great kindness to the Lu family."

"Great kindness and great virtue?" Jin Yaner still felt unfamiliar after reading these words, and said lightly, "Brother Ming... We are a fiancée and we should help each other in the village, right? To say such a thing is really outrageous. already."

Lu Mingyuan had already prepared a lot of words, but who knew that Yaner had revealed her true heart to him, so how could she be ruthless and say those cruel words? !

After thinking for a moment, he replied quietly: "I am thankful, not after the engagement, but before the engagement, you have already decided to help the Lu family!" He held Jin Yan'er's tender little hand instead, and said movedly, "Because of this, I hope you can have a better home, and don't fall into the big quagmire of the Lu family because of me."

The subtle and euphemistic words made Jin Yaner's eyebrows jump, and she had a bad premonition.

She lowered her head, took two thin breaths of air, and tried her best to stabilize her emotions, before she raised her eyelashes and said, "Brother Ming, I know you like late nights."

Lu Ming didn't answer, this is a fact that many people know.

Seeing his acquiescence, Jin Yan'er smiled lightly and told the truth in one sentence: "But there is no brother Ming in my heart lately."

The truth is always heart-wrenching! Lu Ming felt uncomfortable, but he had to admit that Yan'er was right.

Wanwan has always respected and loved him as a brother. Lu Ming always wanted to take care of her young age and the truth of her future, so she slowly played the role of daily companion. Even after what happened to the Wei family, Ye Wanwan was just heartless disappointment at the means of his relatives, and had no emotional dealings.

Helpless, Lu Ming was always deceiving himself, and he always felt that he was in love, and he would understand it eventually! Until the last time we met in the capital, her cold expression, no anger of being betrayed, no recollection of the past, no reaction at all... It was like, everything about the Lu family was in her heart, and it became a fleeting thing after all.

She is only seventeen! If you are really emotional, even if you can hide your emotions, you will always reveal some clues.

When I mentioned the Lu family lately, there was only disgust, only frown, and no other reaction.

Lu Ming Shi Zhi - Wan Wan has never been emotional!

The past is the result of one's own wishful thinking.

Jin Yaner said: "I... once implicitly inquired about Wan Wan's thoughts, and found that she did not like you, and I was both happy and emotional in my heart. I really want Wan Wan as a friend, but I really don't want to give up because of her. You! So, if she doesn't like you, it's already the best result!

Brother Ming, don't blame me for having so many bad thoughts in my heart. When it comes to love, who can be selfless? I admit that I just want to have you alone! But I can't do the things that tear others apart! If I have a relationship with you in the evening, out of the pride of the Jin family, I cannot and will not interfere in it; but since she doesn't, I think... give you some more time, and when you think about it clearly and let it go, I will add The best gesture is in front of you. "

She sighed and recalled: "If I leave the capital late at night, I'm afraid I won't be able to come back in a short time. For me, this is really a good opportunity to get close to you. I didn't do that because I knew in my heart. , this is really annoying.

I can give you time to slowly settle this feeling, but who knows that the news of Wan Wan's death will come again? ! Brother Ming... The living can never compete with the dead. As long as you live late, you will finally have a day to figure it out. But when she leaves, your feelings for her will be frozen in the deepest moment, constantly beautified and enlarged, and finally become the white moonlight that no one can replace. "

Jin Yan'er stretched out her hand and tapped Lu Ming's heart, causing him to be shocked.

A clear pearl rolled down from Yan'er's eyes, silently, but a boulder was thrown between Lu Ming's heart, causing a monstrous wave.

Looking at the position she was pointing at, she was a little lost, and her expression was full of sadness: "The evening party has always been here, occupying all your love. Maybe in front of outsiders, you are the fierce and cruel little Hades, but I It is clear that you are not like this! You just... gave all your feelings to her alone."

When the girl said this, she moved her head away, trying her best to adjust her slightly disordered breathing, raising the corners of her lips, trying to smile generously. Unexpectedly, that smile fell in Lu Ming's eyes, but it was unexpectedly bitter.

"Brother Ming, if I was smart enough at the time, I should have withdrawn in time to avoid getting involved in this fruitless relationship! I know your heart better than anyone else, no matter who you like, who you love, or even get married and have children in the future. ...There will be a shadow of Wanwan in my life. I am as proud as me, how can I be the shadow of others?

For people in our family, marriage has never been decided by our own feelings, but carried the mission of family prosperity, and had to become a strange transaction. Fortunately, my parents were not feudal people. They worked so hard to get me out of this vicious circle early. As a result, I finally... still stepped in.

Brother Ming, after you leave late, you will never fall in love with another person! Your future will be no different from the heirs of other aristocratic families, marry a wife who is beneficial to the Lu family, and live a life of intrigue. At that time I thought, since it will be someone else, why can't it be me?

At least with me by your side, you don't have to worry about things at home, I will handle everything for you, you just need to bear the wind and rain outside! I can't bear it anymore. There are also the Jin family and the Lu family. We are all behind you, so you won't be left alone.

So, here I am... I fell in love with someone who didn't like me, I was willing to be the shadow of another person, and smoothed out all my pride, just to be with you... Even to have the same topic as you, I just Even the things I like have gradually become what Wanwan is good at. Feeling uncomfortable while forcing myself to study... It's really hard work.

But what can I blame you for? It's me who wants to like you, it's me who wants to come in... I know you can't let go of the night, but I still run to your side regardless..."

Having said this, Jin Yaner's body trembled slightly, and even her voice became choked up.

"Yan'er..." Lu Ming couldn't bear it, he wanted to gently hold her shoulder and comforted, "Yan'er, I—"

Jin Yan'er raised her hand to interrupt him, her eyes filled with tears, making her heart sour: "Let me finish, okay?"

She has been holding back these words for many years.

Not to mention, I'm afraid there will be no chance after tonight!

Lu Ming swallowed the cold air and nodded bitterly: "Okay."