Jin Yaner stood there as if she had lost her soul, not moving or speaking.

She didn't quite understand what Lu Ming meant? I don't know if it's a hallucination, or I'm just a little whimsical, but I think he's putting himself in the same position as Wanwan when he said this?

But how is this possible?

One is the fiancée who has made a marriage contract and tries to chase after him, and the other is the white moonlight that has been treasured in his heart since he was young.

Which is more important and which is less, can she still not know?

Although the reason in her mind reminded herself like this, she subconsciously guessed some good things in her heart. She pursed her lips, her expression unclear: "Brother Ming, I am not her."

She is not too late!

She has a family background that Wanwan did not have before, but she has never been liked by Lu Ming.

The two seem to be the same, but in fact they are completely different. How can they be compared?

Jin Yaner repeated bitterly: "I'm not her..."

Lu Ming realized that he had said the wrong thing and hurt Yan'er, who was on the verge of collapse. His eyes overflowed with warm stars, and his tone became softer and gentler: "Of course you are not her!" Probably to make her settle down and be very sure Said, "I have never looked for her shadow in you."

For Wan Wan, Lu Ming has always been in a mood of love and regret.

The incompetent self at that time had to choose between the crumbling Lu family and the innocent and pitiful Wan Wan.

No matter who he chooses, he will regret it!

After weighing it, he finally chose to give up Wanwan, and hoped that she would understand him. He even thought that as long as Wanwan left the big whirlpool of the capital and supported the Lu family, he would be able to pick her up again.

When the news of Wan Wan's death came, Lu Ming finally understood how ridiculous his thoughts were.

He took a deep breath and said sadly: "Wanwan's heart is not on me, on the contrary, I have silently liked her for so many years. However, when I should protect her the most, I chose to let go. After many years of sleepless nights, It's all my own punishment! Yaner, to put it in a very cruel heart, I have often asked myself over the years, if time went back to three years ago, back to the day when I was forced to choose, what would I do again? Choose the Lu family, or unswervingly protect Wanwan?"

Jin Yaner had never communicated with him about what happened three years ago. At this moment, Lu Ming was willing to speak. She almost subconsciously held her breath, for fear that her movement would be too big and affect his thinking.

Not knowing what to think, Lu Ming sighed and shook his head regretfully: "It's ridiculous, no matter how much I like her, no matter how many times I replay...my final choice is actually the Lu family! No! Once chose late night.

In my heart, only by supporting the Lu family can there be follow-up matters. So what I regret and regret is that she left too late at night. Before I could strengthen the mainland family, she quietly left... After leaving the capital, news of death came, one after another, all of them left me. outside the control. "

Hearing this, Jin Yaner lowered her eyelashes thoughtfully, as if she was thinking about something.

Lu Ming took a deep breath, and then a low, hoarse laughter sounded from his throat: "Heh..." An extremely cold smile, with a mockery of his ruthless actions, "There are two people in this world. Complete the law, live up to the Lu family and live up to her? When I make a choice, I should be prepared to lose the other forever! I am too greedy, thinking that after causing harm to her, I can make up for it with good things in the future.

Actually, does she really need it? the answer is negative! On the day the news of her death came, I finally understood that I had completely lost her. Afterwards, with incomparable remorse and self-blame, after so many years, I was just moved by myself.

Not long ago, Lu Xinran bluntly stated that my actions were even more abhorrent than expelling those who left the Lu family late. She was telling the truth, but I couldn't hear it, and even thought of killing her! The late night accident has nothing to do with her, but... everyone in the Lu family is involved, so who can I blame alone? "

In his lowered eyes, there seemed to be a trapped beast roaring to break out of the cage, a kind of remorse for being desperately suppressed. Even if he endured it and endured it, he finally rushed out violently, wrapping Lu Ming's whole body and wrapping him. It seemed a little stern.

"After waking up late at night, I saw her once... She treated me extremely indifferently, like a stranger who didn't know each other. At that time, I finally realized that if I did something wrong, there must be an opportunity to apologize; it was not hurt. After the other party, you can repair the relationship by making up."

As the last word fell, a sense of relief seemed to break free from his body.

"I've lost her forever, no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, she won't look back at me." Lu Ming smiled absently, "It's an obvious truth, but it took me so many years to figure it out. , but also delaying you because of this, it is really a sin that deserves death..."

Jin Yan'er was very unpleasant: "Don't say that... I... I am willing."

Lu Ming took back his memories of Wanwan and said calmly: "If I still have Wanwan in my heart, when grandpa said that he would allow me to pursue her again, I would definitely not care about the marriage with the Jin family, and I would directly break up with you. . But I didn't do it, not to weigh the pros and cons, nor to choose between the two of you..."

He stretched out his hand, gently pressing against Jin Yan'er's little face with his warm palm: "I want to understand, for her, I only have endless regrets and self-blame. But for you... after so many years, it may not be only responsibility. "

In a short line of words, Jin Yan'er's nose was sour, and her eyes were suddenly covered by fog, as if tears were about to condense in an instant, falling down the traces that had not been wiped clean.

Lu Ming said seriously: "Yan'er, you're right. I invited you here today because I really want to break off the marriage with you."

In a word, Jin Yaner stood sluggishly in place, like a lifeless puppet.

turn out to be……

Still waiting for this moment?

She felt as if chili powder was being swept in the air, and she almost stopped breathing. Jin Yaner coughed, trying to break the deadly silence, but what followed was completely uncontrollable, her body trembling violently! The expression is even more fragile and shattered when touched.

Lu Ming lowered his tone: "I want to break off the marriage, not because of Wan Wan, but because of the Lu family."

Lu family?

Jin Yaner's ears caught the key words, and then she regained her senses a little. With all her strength, her voice was still trembling: "What's wrong with the Lu family..."

The tone almost burst into tears.