Chapter 40: The Courage of Love (6)

  "In other words, is this the last decision you made for a long time?"

   "Well, you can say that, although I want to try to accept you, even after so long, I still can't do it. I can't deceive myself to accept you reluctantly."

   "Then why can she—"

  Yinyin tried her best to endure the grief in her heart, clenching her teeth and still maintaining a calm mind.

   "Ru Ting is different from you, at least she won’t use her family’s power to become a candidate for the princess——"

Zhou Cheng’s words shocked Yinyin. It turned out that this was what Zhou Cheng said in his heart. He still remembered that he used his father as the prime minister to become the candidate for the princess. Of course, it was also related to the Queen’s strong approval at the time. Even if she didn’t. Taking advantage of the rights of the father of the prime minister, the queen is also very likely to choose her as the future prince, but because of the momentary desire, the father asked her to propose in the court meeting, and she was easily accepted. This is why she will become the future prince. The concubine's candidate, how could she never think that Zhou Cheng would be ignored for a long time just because of this. If it weren't for loving Zhou Cheng, how could she be so anxious? Just because she was afraid that she would regret it after missing it, but she didn't expect to be anxious to make her regret it. Now, regret is no longer helpful...

   "If this is the reason why you have been indifferent to me for so long, I apologize to you—"

"There is no need to apologize or anything. It has passed. Anyway, we have terminated the marriage contract, and I already have someone I like. Ms. Zhang can understand it, and I hope I can get your blessing when I marry Ru Ting. , I would be even more happy if I could dance a song for us—"

If she hadn’t wanted to win Zhou Cheng’s favor back then, Yinyin would never have thought of dancing in front of others. For a prime minister with a high status, she could lay down her value in front of others for love. All these were for Zhou Cheng. Now he But using this to humiliate her again...

   "Huh, hehe——"

   Yinyin laughed bitterly, what is she for? What did she get from everything she did? It is not enough to regret the marriage before marriage, and now others insult her, is it really meaningless what she did?

  Love needs courage. In order to get Zhou Cheng’s love, Yinyin did everything she could, and even did not hesitate to dance for him. What about now?

   "Okay, okay, you prince, I, Zhang Yinyin, I think I am affectionate and righteous to you, I gave you everything, but you treated me like this—"

  With a stern and distraught voice, Yinyin put all her body down at this moment, and even ruthlessly put Ru Ting on the scene, telling herself the reward for her efforts...

Even when facing Yinyin’s self-report, Zhou Cheng did not respond. Instead, he suddenly pulled Ru Ting into his arms: "Ms. Zhang is finished? If you are finished, please leave. I will continue with Ru Ting. Flower viewing—"

  "Are you dare to leave? Okay, I'm going, I'm going—"

  Yinyin was angry, glaring at the two people in front of her...

   "No delivery--"

  Zhou Cheng’s indifferent words completely crushed Yinyin’s heart

   "Remember for me, even if you become relatives, I will break up you by all means--"

  Throwing aside the cruel words, Yinyin turned around and ran away quickly...

  ——Back to the end——

To this day, Zhou Cheng still remembers the expression on Yinyin’s almost distorted face. This is why he heard Yinyin’s accident and cared more about her afterwards. Thinking of this, Zhou Cheng couldn’t help thinking of this. Han, laughing at himself, it turned out that he was so cruel at the beginning, but now he has forgotten those things, and also deliberately wished Yinyin could stay by his side and conceal all this...

"what happened to you?"

  Seeing Zhou Cheng's face a little green, Yinyin couldn't help asking.

   "Oh, no, nothing--"

  This is the first time that Zhou Cheng appeared to be so disturbed and flustered in front of Yinyin. His memory that he had forgotten is now awakened, and there is a clear contrast with the present. Yinyin came to beg him, now? He wanted to pray for Yinyin to stay by his side all the time? This is the so-called karma?

Yinyin can face each other calmly. Even if she loses her memory, she has never deceived until now. Zhou Cheng even forgets that Yinyin, who has been lively, innocent and innocent, has been in front of him since he was a child. I'm a little tired of Yinyin's sticking to herself, but she is inexplicably angry when she sees her being intimate with others. She may occasionally speak harshly, and eventually will always use methods that hurt her to attract his attention. Zhou Cheng was a little numb to her extreme approach, especially when he learned that he had signed a marriage contract with Yinyin, he became inexplicably hostile towards Yinyin, but didn't she do everything to get his attention? Why haven't you noticed it all the time? The one who was injured was always Yinyin, but he vented all the unhappiness on her. He turned a blind eye to the pain Yinyin suffered, and became even more indifferent to her. In the end, he even forced the death to terminate the marriage contract between the two. Come to think of it, it's really out of nothing, how ridiculous what I have done...

   "Are you really all right?"

  Zhou Cheng not only smiled bitterly and sometimes showed embarrassment, Yinyin was still a little worried.

   Hearing Yinyin’s words and gentle voice that cared about herself, Zhou Cheng looked at her with affection and bitterness: “When did you become so gentle and considerate?”

  Zhou Cheng's words certainly made Yinyin feel inexplicable. Is this saying that she was not gentle and considerate before?

Seeing Yinyin’s expression a little embarrassed, Zhou Cheng sighed again, but he couldn’t help but think of all the things she had done before. Whenever she was so gentle, so kind, and sometimes willful, but he never saw it. She looked sad in front of others. Only that time, when Yinyin came to look for him after the dissolution of the marriage, she looked like she would be heartbroken and distraught. She wanted to be indifferent to her to the end, but since After Yinyin left that day, seeing Yinyin's last painful expression before his eyes before leaving, his heart began to tumult, and he planned to wait for a while to apologize to her when he saw her, but this time, Yinyin Yin Yin’s side began to change, and it was reported that she had been unconscious after being injured. When I saw her again, she was obviously not the Yin Yin he knew, and she had completely forgotten herself, perhaps from From then on, Zhou Chengcai was unwilling. The woman who had always haunted him before suddenly treated him like a stranger, so that after Ru Ting died tragically, he still pushed all the responsibilities on her. The room for listening to her explanation forced her off the cliff. In retrospect, the case was full of doubts, so how could she be determined in one go.

"I love you--"

  Zhou Cheng looked at Yinyin with a bitter smile and couldn't help but speak. His words made Yinyin suddenly startled. Although Zhou Cheng always wanted Yinyin to stay with him, he never said that he loved her...

The words from Zhou Cheng contained the true meaning of his heart. Yinyin loved him and could not care about everything. How much effort and courage she had put in, compared with her, Zhou Cheng did not even have the courage to admit it, even if she tried I have never had the courage to love her. By the time I find out, is it already too late? Facing Yinyin at this time, Zhou Cheng always feels fleeting. Why is this happening? Was it the result of God punishing him for not having the courage to try to love her?