Chapter 41: Banquet (1)

  It’s easy to fall in love with someone

  It's very difficult to fall in love with someone who has been abandoned

  Is it too late to wait for discovery?

"Promise me, whether you think of the past or not, please do not leave me. I am willing to apologize for everything I did before and ask for your forgiveness. No matter what I did to you before, you must believe that now I am really love you--"

   Zhou Cheng’s words were too difficult to understand for Yinyin, whose memory was blank before. Now Zhou Cheng says he loves her, so what was it like before?

   "It doesn't matter whether you think of it or not. You just have to remember that my existing vitality can only accommodate you. No matter what your choice is, this will never change—"

   Judging from Zhou Cheng’s slightly bitter and sad expression, even if Yinyin had never doubted him, his expression at this moment made her feel inexplicably sad?

  What happened? Why can Zhou Chenglu show such a bitter look? Have you ever really loved this person? Yinyin clearly felt Zhou Cheng's sincere heart for her, but why faced his confession, why did she feel a little bitter in her heart? Seems to be out of breath?

  In this day, Yinyin herself doesn’t know how to spend it, and she is full of Zhou Cheng’s words...

  ——The next day——

  Yinyin, who just woke up from her dream, recalled Zhou Cheng’s words from time to time in her mind. She sat in front of the dressing table after getting acquainted with herself, watching Lei’er behind her in the mirror carefully combing her hair...

   "Leier——"

   "What's the matter, miss?"

  "When did you say you followed me since childhood?"

   "I have been with my lady since I was adopted by my wife when I was six years old. It should have been twelve years now, right?"

   "It's been a long time, so you should be clear about my business, right?"

   "What did the lady say?"

   "I and the emperor--"

  Hearing Yinyin's words, Leier stopped the movement in her hand, and her expression of joy just now stiffened.

"what's happenin?"

   "No, nothing, miss, please say——"

   Yinyin saw Lei'er's abnormal condition and asked, Lei'er quickly adjusted her mood and returned to her usual appearance.

   "Huh? I want to know, did I really love him before?"

  After listening to Yinyin's words, Lei'er was stunned again, really loved? Lei'er clearly remembers that since she followed Yinyin, Yinyin has liked Zhou Cheng very much. She often said in front of her that she would marry him when she grew up, and the topic of chat never left Zhou Cheng. She knew Yinyin very well. How much he loves Zhou Cheng, but Zhou Cheng has completely injured Yinyin, and his body is incomplete. Now he is unhappy when he keeps Yinyin beside Lei'er, and even has the face to mention what he used to be. thing?

   "Did the emperor say something to the young lady?"

   "Well, he told me all the things I forgot--"

   "Then did he also say you love him?"

   "Well, that's why I want to know if it's true."

  Leier put down the wooden comb in her hand, her expression was very heavy.

"what's happenin?"

   Yinyin turned around and looked at Lei'er. Similarly, Lei'er also looked at Yinyin. Lei'er couldn't help thinking, would Yinyin in the past have such a calm side? That Yinyin who would bury all the sad things in my heart...

   "What he said is true—"

  Even if Lei'er doesn't want to admit it, it is true that Yinyin loves Zhou Cheng, even if the result is not satisfactory.

"The young lady has liked the emperor very much since she was a child, especially after signing a marriage contract with the emperor. In order to win the favor of the emperor who was still the prince at the time, she often worked very hard, and even danced for him at his eighteenth birthday. Because of that dance performance, the young lady’s dancing skills were recognized by everyone, and she became a dancer with the same fame as the four Ji Ji at the time. This is why originally only the four Ji would become the Five Ji——"

   "Dance?"

Since she can perform the dance in front of everyone, it can be seen that she must have been in love with Zhou Cheng at the time. Yinyin thought that what Zhou Cheng said was true. In fact, Zhou Cheng told her all the past she had forgotten, and she also believed it. This is the only thing that can’t be easily believed. I didn’t expect it to be confirmed. Did she really love Zhou Cheng before? Why can't she feel the slightest affection for Zhou Cheng in her heart? She admitted that since she woke up and forgot the past, she had shaken Zhou Cheng many times, but she clearly felt that these were not love, not the feelings of someone who wanted to be with him forever and become him. The feeling left in her heart told her that the person she loved was not Zhou Cheng.

   "I thought that the young lady could become the prince princess as he wished, but he did not expect that one year before the wedding, he broke off the engagement and chose Miss Jiang as the prince princess—"

"what?"

   Yinyin, who was still struggling in her heart, was shocked by Lei'er's next words

"The young lady was sad about this for a long time. Later, she went to see him alone. After she came back, her appearance became very strange. Later, the lady wanted to see him but was stopped by the master. The lady wanted to see him. Desperately desperate to take the risk, I even wanted to climb the wall, so I stumbled and fell off the wall, because the head hit the ground first. Even the imperial doctor once thought that the lady was not saved, but the lady woke up miraculously. After waking up, he had forgotten all the previous things like now. Even so, the lady almost lost her life when she stumbled and fell, but he never saw her."

After listening to the past described by Lei'er, Yinyin was shocked or shocked. Compared with Zhou Cheng's words that he loved him, it was not the case, and the past was more complicated than Yinyin had imagined. According to Lei'er Speaking of which, should I have lost my memory once? In other words, amnesia again? What happened to her? From Zhou Cheng, she only knew her name, identity, and the reason for her illness. What about the others? Yinyin had promised that unless Zhou Cheng took the initiative to tell him, don't ask more about other things. Yinyin has always fulfilled it, but now after listening to Leier's words, Yinyin is full of doubts about the past.