When I saw this, the contents of the diary became weird.

It can also be seen that the text in the back gradually formed two styles with the front, and it also showed the mental state of Adrie, and was undergoing some kind of separation and gradient.

But because it is a diary, not a biography, and lacks narration and more written descriptions, it is difficult to verify what happened at that time.

Like Adrien said, when he heard Auston and Karina make a pair, it was as if his soul were struck.

As if.

He uses adjectives.

But in the next diary entry, the word that was supposed to be used to describe him as if he was hit hard, suddenly became a reality, and... entangled with Edrie?

In the process of reading this diary, the strong inspiration in Nie Yuan's heart was also released.

The last time he left Perth Town, he left a clue about the diary on the recording paper.

Then this diary, for the memory he lost, was the medium for excavating it, allowing Nie Yuan to recall a lot of things completely.

It's not that complicated. It was roughly when he split up with Nancy and Aztec last time, he passed by the old house in Auston, and he took the lead to investigate.

At that time, the people in the church had not had time to evacuate the old house, and he also showed him a lot of the remnants of Auston.

Among them was the photo that recorded the three of them taking a group photo.

Yes, it stands to reason that Nie Yuan found the clue of Adri before the church.

And because they killed Karina, who became the source of disaster, they were more sensitive to this clue than the church.

In addition, in the follow-up investigation, Nie Yuan also captured the reason why three former close friends fell apart.

One of them is that Auston accidentally saw some content in Adrie's diary, which became the fuse for the friend to turn against each other.

That's why Nie Yuan wrote down clues about Adrien's diary on the recording paper.

It is precisely because of this that Pass Town showed a special purpose when he entered on the first day.

At that time, Nie Yuan took some clues and left the old house in Auston. He wanted to find Nancy and Aztec to meet up, and tell his companions what he found.

However, the town of Perth has that kind of characteristics, the more in-depth investigation, the easier it is to be targeted.

Even if he was not completely sure at the time, Adri was the source of the incident in Pass Town, but once they followed this clue and probed further, what Pass Town wanted to cover up would inevitably be exposed.

So before going to the meeting point, Nie Yuan was caught by a window.

At that time, he saw Nancy's figure in the window, waving to him, but in the real world, in the same position, he did not see Nancy's existence.

Of course, there is no reason not to look at it above.

Just looking at it like this, I felt that I was in a trance in front of my eyes, and then some memories in my mind were quickly passing away.

At that time, he had been called into the mirror world.

It should be that Pass Town wanted to trap itself there, and was unwilling to bring out the clues that could really dig out the source.

Then, there was a series of follow-ups in which I noticed the abnormality, but couldn't recall who the real companion was. I could only identify the fakes through the handwriting of the truth.

A lot of things were connected in an instant, Nie Yuan held the diary in his hand, his eyes were dim, and he continued to read.

February 26, sunny.

I haven't gone out for several days. Grandma said that my condition is very poor, my eyes are bloodshot, I have become taciturn, and from time to time, I will stare at the corner of the room in a daze.

Yes, I also know that my state is very poor, because that shooting star has been rooted in my mind.

When I open my eyes, it appears in every corner I can see.

And, only I can see it.

Others are very puzzled, why do I always stare at a corner, just like I am very puzzled, how can they not see, there is a shining stone there.

When I close my eyes and want to sleep, I can't get rid of it.

It would pervade the darkness before my eyes, be the only one in that darkness, beating all the time, like bouncy balls, pulling on my spirit, ravaging my soul, and never stopping.

Even if I finally fall asleep, it will appear in my dream, so that when I see it, I immediately realize the falsehood of the dream, and I cannot get even a moment of peace.

I feel like I'm going crazy.

February 28, overcast.

Following my grandma's advice, I took some mindfulness medicines, but it didn't help.

Compared with the **** thing that appears in any position all the time, the effect of the drug is like adding salt to grandma's food. She has a weak taste and can't eat any difference.

I don't know if this analogy is appropriate, but I really don't want to continue to describe this thing.

Bobby makes me feel better than drugs. At least, when humans can't understand me, there is still such a dog who is willing to try to empathize with me. When I am in pain, it will come to lick me. palm.

Thank you Bobby, even in my eyes, you are still a stupid dog who doesn't understand anything, even peeing everywhere, but it is also my favorite one.

Tomorrow, I'm going to go to church to see if the priests can help me.

I hope so.

March 1, sunny.

I didn't go to church.

Because I found that before that, I had to confirm one thing, a very important thing.

I was about to go out at noon to breathe the first fresh air in these days. I packed my bags and tried to keep my vicissitudes of life as energetic as possible, so that the priests could have a good impression of me.

Then he turned back and said to grandma, "Grandma, remember to add some dog food to Bobby later. When I come back, it may be very late, and then open the door and let him go out to pee."

Grandma looked very surprised. She asked me, "Who is Bobby?"

Yes, grandma doesn't remember having such a big white dog at home.

During the conversation with her, I gradually discovered that it seems that it is not my grandmother's problem, but my problem.

Because no matter how I called, Poppy, who had been with me these days, never appeared in front of my eyes.

I can't find its dog bowl, and I can't find the dog's hair that is clearly in my memory, giving me a headache and helpless shedding.

It's gone~lightnovelpub.net~ and all traces of it's existence.

Bobby, I love that dog so much, and he was with me not long ago, wagging his tail at me.

Where have you been.

This made me more aware of the problems I was facing, and it made me more likely to go to church.

I did, but before I even got out of town, I met Shirley, my first girlfriend.

Even after two years apart, we are still friends, but not as cordial as before.

She saw that my state was not right and came to talk to me. I could see the worry in her eyes, but she didn't answer her own situation truthfully. I didn't want everyone to think of themselves as crazy.

But Shirley's words made me doubt the authenticity of this world.

We talked about grandma. I remember grandma liked her very much. After breaking up, she was often mentioned.

But Shirley was very surprised, she said, "I don't remember you having a grandma."