That is the flower that blooms brilliantly in the dark night.

Dark, damp, and full of gorgeous darkness, it seems to be the enchantment from hell, and it also seems to be the sigh from heaven. In the empty silence, it blooms comfortably and freely, the petals are as deep as ink, but the rhizome is a tender green that symbolizes life.

As the darkness eroded, it gradually fell silent.

Have you ever loved someone deeply?

For that person, willing to abandon all his pride, step on his dignity and crawl on the ground, only wishing him to look at you—even if it was just a glance, dedicated, engrossed, in his eyes, except for the reflection of you. There is no second person anymore.

It is the love that goes deep into the tide, which cannot be stopped, cannot be erased, like a fire that burns the soul, love, love, love until you burn the soul to the end.

You still love him very much, but there is no way to hold your heart out, send it up, let him cut one after another with a knife, and then ask him intently: Hey, are your hands sour?

You humblely wait, waiting for him to look back at you. It would be better if he could hug you and then comfort you, but you know this is an extravagant hope. He can’t see you in his eyes, even if your figure is reflected. In his eyes, the person he is thinking of will not be you either.

The devil hidden in the darkness beckons to you and wants to make a deal with you: give me your soul and give me the gospel.

Did you agree?

still none?

In a high-end bar in city a, a certain box was swarming with clouds, and several men were sitting on the sofa, sitting beside them with hot and enchanting girls. This place is drunk and gold fans, people who frequently appear or leave here, they live only for money. Some are to make money, and some are to spend money.

The headed man had a gold chain with a thick thumb on his neck. He smiled and revealed two big gold teeth. There was a deep scar on his left face, but his face was very good and full of masculinity. At this moment, he opened the suitcase he brought with him and pushed it to the man who was facing the oily face. He smiled and raised his legs, "This batch of goods is a higher grade than the last batch, so you can make money without losing it! How about you? satisfied?"

The man with oily noodles put his arm around a woman with one hand, took a bag with the other hand and looked at it, and said, "I'm very satisfied, but at this price..."

"Different grades and prices are of course different, but you can rest assured that my price will definitely not be expensive!"

The two set the price after talking. At this moment, the box was kicked abruptly from outside! Everyone was shocked, the girls screamed, and they were soon surrounded by fully armed special police.

The box was on the third floor. Even if they wanted to jump off the building, they couldn't escape. After a fight, everyone squatted on the corner with their hands on their heads. They were quickly handcuffed and forcibly taken away.

When these people were resolved, a young special policeman approached the captain and asked curiously: "Captain, who is the person you told us to tell us about?"

The captain knocked on his head: "Ask so much, stop talking nonsense, and go quickly!"

This dirty transaction was over before it could start, and then the bar was also closed, and the next day it made the headlines of the social page-the high-end bar had hidden secrets, it was actually a drug trading hypermarket!

A young woman stopped in front of the small newsstand, took out two coins, and exchanged a newspaper with the boss. She stood on the road and read the news, with a contemptuous smile at the corner of her mouth, and she crumpled it up and threw it into the trash can. She dragged a small suitcase and turned in from the alley. Qiguai Baguai returned home. As usual, her mother was hanging clothes while her father was not at home.

Tong Man stood at the door of his house for a long time before shouting: "Mom."

The woman who was drying the clothes looked back at her. The first sentence did not ask her why she came back so long, nor did she ask her where she has been in the past six months. She just looked at her in disgust and asked: "What are you doing back? ?"

Tong Man lowered his eyes and asked instead: "Mom, can I stay for a while?"

"No!" The virgin mother refused without even thinking about it. "You go quickly, and your dad will go home and see that you are going to be angry again." After speaking, he muttered, "It's really useless, so a good man can't catch it."

Tong Man said: "Mom, you took Tan Rui's one million dowry at the beginning, and I didn't ask for a dime. Can't you let me stay at home for a while now?"

Although she was begging, her tone was flat, and she looked straight at her mother like that. The mother of the virgin was still a little vacant, and when she heard that Tong Man was raising money, she immediately changed her face: "You dare to say that you are a small hoof! I and your dad have worked so hard to pull you so old, shouldn't you return us? Who told you to come back, the face of our old boy's family has been lost by you! If you were kicked by Tan Rui, you didn't get the alimony of a dime, so you still have the face to go home and ask for a dowry? Get out of here! I keep the money for your brother to buy a house to marry a wife. You don’t have your share! If you don’t have money, you can go there by yourself!"

She cursed a few words in her mouth again, little bitch, hooves and so on-as if Tong Man was not her own.

Tong Man stood still at the door until the virgin mother came over and slammed the door shut in front of her! Tongman stood close, almost hitting his nose.

When the neighbors heard the screams of the virgin mother, they came out to watch, and pointed to Tong Man. Maybe they all knew that she was kicked shortly after she married into a wealthy family. When she married Tan Rui, everyone was jealous, and her parents were even more happy to show off. But now in less than two years, everyone has changed faces.

Tong Man looked up at this small alley. This is the place where she grew up for more than 20 years, but it has never been her home.

She dragged the suitcase and left slowly. When she walked out of the alleyway, a black car stopped in front of her, the window rolled down, revealing a middle-aged man's face: "Miss, do you need help?"

Tong Man shook his head, and the man drove away. Tong Man wandered aimlessly on the street. From the sunny morning to the dark and endless night, she dragged the suitcase and walked, walked and walked, without stopping.

Finally, she took out her purse from her pocket, which contained a key and an address. Tong Man didn't want to go there, but now, it is clear that she has nowhere to go.

The destination was a community, Tong Man entered the elevator and arrived at the house. The house is well decorated and everything is complete. Tongman put the suitcase in the living room, and she sat on the sofa. She quietly looked out the window. It was dark outside, and all the lights fell into a peaceful sleep at this moment. From now on, she will be alone.

Tong Man slowly lived in this community like this. She applied for a job as a clerk in a snack bar not far away. She lived and boarded at 2,000 yuan a month. Tong Man did not live in the store. She went to work on time every day and never talked to anyone. It was just that quiet and quiet. Dead still. Many times, colleagues felt that she did not look like a living person, as if she couldn't even hear her breathing.

At night, Tong Man returned to the house and sat quietly until late at night. He fell asleep until his body couldn't hold it, and got up early the next morning, day after day. She spends the Dragon Boat Festival alone, she spends the Mid-Autumn Festival alone, and she still spends Christmas alone.

On the New Year's Day, the store was closed for rest and everyone went home. Tongman still got up early in the morning and went to the park or the riverside to sit on a bench for an afternoon. She spent more than a year in this way, until before the new year, she met a pair of bi people on the way back to the house.

That's really a pair of biren.

The woman is beautiful and gentle, with a gentle and sweet smile on her face. She wore a camel coat, which was very valuable. The high heels stretched her slender legs longer, and her thick and fluffy curly hair made her look extra charming. And the man is wearing a black woolen coat over the suit, slender and handsome, suffocating. Their hands were clasped tightly together, as if they could not be separated no matter what happened.

So compared with them, Tongman, who was wrapped like a sugar ball, looked like a soil bun.

When she raised her head, the shadow of the biren was reflected in her eyes. Whether they were beautiful or happy, her eyes were like dead water.

The woman glanced at the man worriedly and smiled friendly to Tong Man: "Hello, are you Miss Tong? This is Yan Lan." She took off her gloves and stretched out a hand.

That hand is beautiful, well maintained, and extremely slender. Tong Man glanced dullly and slowly, and did not hold her back. Yan Lan put her hand back in a little embarrassment, and soon Tan Rui felt distressed. He put Yanlan's hand in his pocket to warm him, and said to Tong Man, "Where have you been for more than a year? You can't be found anywhere..."

Tong Man ignored them, let alone talked to them, bypassed them and continued to move forward. Who knew it was stopped by Yan Lan: "Miss Tong!"

They walked slowly to her, and Yan Lan apologized in embarrassment and anxiety: "I'm sorry, we didn't intend to hurt you, but..."

"All of this is my fault." Tan Rui sniffed, "I shouldn't impulsively marry you just because Xiaolan left me, Tong Man, I'm sorry."

He apologized sincerely.

But what about it? Tong Man thought. so what? After they apologize, they are still very happy. What does it have to do with her?

"Can you forgive us? We have been worried about you for more than a year. I have been looking for you. How are you and you?"

How is she doing?

Tong Man did not answer, she didn't want to see these two people at all. So she walked forward quickly, expressionless and dead in her heart.

Tan Rui and Yan Lan looked at each other, but did not catch up. They could all see that Tongman had no way to accept their apology, but it didn't matter. Fortunately, they finally found her, and they can take it slowly in the future, not in a hurry.

The corners of Yan Lan's eyes were a little wet. She threw herself into Tan Rui's arms and asked softly, "It's all my fault, isn't it?"

"No, it's not your fault, it's me, I'm sorry for her, not you."

"I shouldn't have come to you when I returned to China, and I shouldn't regret leaving you..." Yan Lan shed tears.

Tan Rui hugged her tightly: "The person I love has always been you. I'm sorry about Tongman, but I still don't love her. I only have guilt for her. I should not lie to her, nor If you still associate with you after marriage, I really want to make a mistake, and everything is my fault."

"But now you are still a husband and wife, aren't you? Others don't know, but I know that you are not divorced yet." Yan Lan looked towards Tong Man's disappearance. She knew that she was doing it wrong, and she knew that she was doing something wrong. Spurned, but she was reluctant to let go of Tan Rui, she had left him once before, she had already regretted it, and she couldn't live without him!

"When I get her forgiveness, she will divorce me. Tong Man is a good girl and she will not fail us."

Yan Lan was persuaded, nodded lightly, and involuntarily looked forward.

Tong Man returned to the house, the room was cold and terrible. She stretched out her hand, she was particularly afraid of the cold, so she hated winter. After turning on the air conditioner, Tongman was wrapped in a quilt on the sofa, quietly not talking.

She was still alive.

She should have died, but she came back alive.

but.

But she was afraid of the cold. She... was so afraid of the cold. It was so cold that even the soul was frozen. Tong Man held himself a little longer, a little longer, a little tighter, and a little tighter. In fact, she didn't know why she wanted to live so much, what did she do? It's not because of her unwillingness to give up, she always doesn't give up.

But how can people be so cold when they are alive?

Tong Man shivered. She shivered slightly, and it didn't matter if she was alone for too long.

She closed her eyes again, but the night was long and she could never sleep. She was so full of nightmares that she would never forget it.

Tong Man stayed like this for an unknown length of time. She went to find something to eat when she was hungry, then went back to the bed, wrapped in a quilt in a daze. The gloom radiating from the depths of her heart made her uneasy. Until a doorbell awakened Tong Man from her absence, she was stunned, but she didn't know who would come to her.

Tomorrow is the Chinese New Year. Her parents will definitely not come to her, and her younger brother will not. She who is worthless is like a waste at home.

Tong Man looked out of the cat's eyes and found that it was Tan Rui, but he came by himself, carrying a gift box in his hand. Tong Man turned around and returned to the sofa, ignoring it as if he hadn't heard.

But Tan Rui seemed to be convinced that she was at home, and kept ringing the doorbell. Tong Man was impetuous and opened the door without paying any attention to him, just looking at him. Tan Rui's dark eyes gave Tan Rui a moment of trance. She looked at him always tender and loving, but now these eyes were still silent like stagnant water.

Suddenly, the words he prepared were of no use, and his beautiful lips moved before he asked, "Can I go in?"

Tong Man didn't speak, and took a step back.

Tan Rui walked in and found the house—how to say, it was clean and terrible, but also empty and terrible. In the huge living room, there is only an air conditioner and a sofa, but nothing else. The floor light can be seen, and the temperature is very high. But he turned to look at Tong Man and found that Tong Man was still wrapped in a thick quilt. So I couldn't help asking: "Aren't you... cold?"

Tong Man looked at him without speaking.

Tan Rui was a little embarrassed by her, and coughed lightly: "Um...I brought you some food, all you like, and the limited edition bear you have always wanted." Tong Man, looks a little restrained.

Tong Man glanced down with his hand, did not respond to him, nor took it, just returned to her sofa and wrapped herself up.

It's not that Tan Rui is exaggerating, but that he really feels hot. Although Tong Man ignored him, in the end he was sorry for Tong Man, so he was not angry, but walked up to her and tried to persuade her to untie the quilt: "Aren't you hot? The temperature is too high, why? Still wrapped in a quilt? I'll take it down for you..."

Snapped! With a sound, Tong Man slapped Tan Rui's hand severely. Tan Rui was a little embarrassed, put his hand back, and explained: "I didn't mean to..."

"You go."

This is the first time in two years that Tan Rui heard Tong Man's voice outside of his dream. In his memory, Tong Man is always sunny and optimistic, no matter how much she has been treated unfairly, no matter how her loved ones hurt her, she is very positive to face every day.

But--but now, her voice is quiet and steady, without any emotion. Tan Rui even felt that Tong Man in front of her was no longer Tong Man, and the spirit and happiness in her body had been taken away—he took it away.

"Manman...Where have you been in the past two years? I have been looking for you." Tan Rui looked at her sincerely. "I didn't mean it that night. I went to look for you immediately after I got out of the hospital, but you have already left. I, I always wanted to say sorry to you..."

"Find me." Tong Man glanced at him. "divorce?"

"No, I didn't mean that..."

"I am so cold."

"...What?" Tan Rui almost thought he had heard it wrong.

"I said, I'm so cold." Tong Man repeated this sentence as he loosened the quilt on his body, as if possessed. Her lips were whitish and her fingertips were red and blue from the cold, but the temperature in the room was so hot that Tan Rui couldn't stand it. "Come and hug me."

Tan Rui was taken aback for a moment, and Tong Man asked him: "Don't you want it?"

"No, I just..."

"When we were still living together, didn't you often carry me and hug Yanlan?" Tong Man's dark eyes contained the handsome face of Tan Rui, and she stretched out her arms to him: "Hug me, okay chilly."

Really, it's so cold.

Tan Rui seemed to be bewitched, bent over and took Tong Man into his arms. She shivered as soon as she hugged him—it was like holding a piece of ice, her heartbeat was slow, her breathing was slow, even her eyelashes seemed to be frozen, Tan Rui had no time to think about other things. Man put his hands in his chest, as if he had warmed her hands countless times in the past. "Why is it so cold? What's wrong with you?"

"I'm so cold." With a small face resting on Tan Rui's shoulder, he repeated: "I'm so cold."

She involuntarily began to yearn for human body temperature. She stretched out her hand to take off Tan Rui's clothes, her cold little hand touched her naked and strong chest, and Tan Rui couldn't help but shiver. He wanted to refuse, but he couldn't say a word to refuse. Tong Man in his arms was like a drowning man who caught the driftwood, and would not let go when he hugged him.

From that summer night two years ago, her heart could not be restored to peace, and she couldn't get better. The calm and the waves are all illusions, and the love is all illusions. She has become so cold, lonely, lonely, desperate and betrayal. It's all cold.

"Hold me to the bedroom." She whispered softly in his ear.

The bedroom was dark and there were no lights on. Tong Man grabbed Tan Rui like a straw, hoping that he could warm her. Even in a very high temperature room, Tongman is still cold all over. Tan Rui's body temperature improved slightly. She hugged him eagerly, as if two years ago, with endless love, she held her heart to him.

It's like... Never had the separation of those two years, and hadn't embraced Tong Man for two years, her body is still as beautiful and graceful as ever. Tan Rui remembered the time they had spent together. Every night, he would hold her tightly as he does now, and promised her that he would not leave her.

But he broke his promise. He not only left her, but also deceived her. He used her as a stand-in for another person, just because their facial features were somewhat similar. In the final analysis, Tong Man and Yan Lan are two people through and through. He was sorry to both Yan Lan, who loved him so much, and Tong Man, who loved him.

But he was most sorry to Tong Man.

"You don't need to feel sorry for me." In the dark room, Tong Man's body gradually became cold, and she felt the man's heart gradually disappear. "You gave my parents a lot of money. I am something you bought. If you don't like it, you can return it or throw it away. This is your right."

"I didn't think about it that way--"

"You go." Tong Man left his embrace, "You can no longer warm me."

There was the sound of Xixi Suosuo's dressing, Tong Man left the room, Tan Rui was lying on this bed, he did not understand why he could not refuse Tong Man, and the heart that had been firmly in love with Yan Lan, suddenly shaken.

He had never seen a Tongman like this.

In his memory, Tongman is strong and brave, and lives optimistically every day. He never knew that Tongman would be afraid, and she would be sad and sad. She always lives happily, smiling at him, but she just...

Tan Rui sat up abruptly from the bed, put on his clothes indiscriminately, and ran after him.

The door was open, but Tong Man had disappeared. Tan Rui stood at the door of the cold wind gusts, stayed for a few seconds, and chased. But Tongman didn't know how long he had been away, and he didn't know where to find her at all. Where will she go?

I definitely won't go home. At that home, no one regards her as a relative, and no one loves her, she is like that... lonely!

Tan Rui clenched his fists, he looked around aimlessly, passers-by said he hadn't seen it before, he took out the deepest picture hidden in his wallet, it turned out that he still had it.