Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum

Chapter 377: 36th bowl of soup (one & two)

While Qinghuan was staring at the sky in a trance, Mo Ze suddenly ran over with his fat little legs: "Master! Master!"

"What's the matter?" She stopped swinging, bent down and took Mo Ze into her arms. "What happened?"

Ji Guang and Xiao Hei also followed behind Mo Ze with their tongues out, all staring at Qing Huan, hoping to be hugged by their master. Qinghuan doesn't get close to them often, so this rare warmth has become their common favorite.

"That female ghost outside is making a lot of noise!" Mo Ze hastily accused. "The voice is so loud, Xie Bi'an was annoyingly rolling her eyes!"

Xie Bian rolled his eyes? Qing Huan thought about the scene for a while, and found it quite interesting. "Go, go and see."

Outside Meng Pozhuang is the Naihe Bridge, and the female ghost who is strangling her throat is struggling frantically. Xie Bian stood next to her, his pale face still showing no expression, but he really rolled his eyes-the black eyes were completely gone.

I could see that he was helpless, but he couldn't do anything to this ghost.

Qing Huan asked, "What's the matter?"

When the female ghost heard someone talking, she immediately raised her head, saw Qing Huan and rushed over, grabbing Qing Huan's arms and demanding: "Are you the Bridge Master Naihe that the white-faced ghost said?! If so, please. Send me back immediately!"

"Where to send you?" Facing the female ghost's anger and anxiety, Qing Huan was not angry, but only helped her to sit down. "Sit down, let's talk slowly."

"No! Can't talk slowly! I'm going back now!" The female ghost growled. "I must rush back right away! It will be too late if I don't go back again!"

"It's too late to do what?" Qing Huan asked her softly. "Even if you go back, you will die. Your body has already been burned to ashes and buried underground. Ordinary people can't see you, so even if you go back, what can you do?"

The female ghost looked at her desperately: "You must keep your word as a human being. We said yes...how can he, how can..." Then, she covered her face with her hands, and blood and tears dripped from her fingers. .

Qing Huan said: "I can fulfill one of your wishes."

The female ghost looked up sharply.

"But I can't resurrect you, because your positive life has indeed come to an end. Similarly, I can't let you borrow a corpse to resurrect your soul, because you don't have this opportunity." Qing Huan's voice was gentle and calm, "But I can let you go back. You can even let the other person see you, but you have to know that you may not get any good answers."

The female ghost nodded desperately: "I do!"

"Similarly, you must come back here after that. Always remember that you are dead. Everything in the world has nothing to do with you, understand?" Qing Huan asked.

The female ghost nodded like smashing garlic. Qinghuan smiled at her and waved his hand: "Go ahead."

In the next second, the figure of the female ghost had disappeared on the Naihe Bridge. Xie Bian, who had witnessed everything, passed over slowly and said, "I don't think it's good for you to do this."

"What's wrong, wouldn't it be better for her to take a look at herself instead of trying to persuade her?" Qing Huan patted Xie Bian's white hair and watched his black eyes slowly appear again. "Sometimes, human beings are like this. They don't shed tears if they don't see the coffin, and they won't die until the Yellow River."

She smiled at Xie Bi'an and touched his chest-it was empty and there was no "heart". "Even if it's you, it's been so long, don't you no longer look forward to it?"

When Xie Bian heard the words, his hollow eyes suddenly looked at Qing Huan. Qing Huan said nothing, smiled at him and told him to leave.

The first second was in the dark place of death, and the next second, she returned to the world of Yang. The female ghost suddenly opened her eyes and panted violently. She raised her head and looked at the sky, and was surprised to find that she was no longer afraid of the sun.

She died...for more than seven years, but she hasn't left since her death, and no ghost came to ecstasy, so she has been by her boyfriend's side, watching him quietly. But in fact, two years ago, a new girl appeared next to her boyfriend. They spent two years in love with each other and fell in love quickly. The female ghost was anxious. He said that he would only love her for the rest of her life, so she never left after her death, and stayed with him in a place no one knew. How could he empathize with her? !

However, he could not see her, nor could he hear her voice, no matter how hard she tried to call him, he could not feel her by his side!

The female ghost spent more than seven years trying hard to cultivate and take shape from the day she died. Even if she didn't have a body, it was good for him to hear her own voice. This was what she hoped. She has also been working very hard, really really hard.

She followed him every day, looked at him every day, worried about him, watched him gradually break free from the sorrow of losing her, watched him slowly regain the hope of life, watched him fall in love with others... How can he do this? how can? !

Just when her boyfriend was about to marry her new girlfriend, the female ghost was furious! This fury gave her strength, her eyes began to turn blood red, her nails began to stretch unnaturally, and she was full of questions about him! Question him! ask him! why! Why don't words count? Why did she continue after she died for a lifetime, but he has forgotten it? !

They even went to her grave and told her how happy they were! Does he think she will bless him?

She won't!

Now that she was no longer afraid of the sun, the female ghost floated under the sun without any scruples. She just wants to go back to their new house and know where he is!

There is no one in the house, and no one in the place where he works. She heard from other colleagues that today is their wedding ceremony. The female ghost glanced at the date on a person's computer. When she was furious, it was when her boyfriend knelt down to propose to another woman! But at that moment, that annoying white-faced ghost appeared and took her away, otherwise she would not leave!

The female ghost found the church based on the address. However, with the protection of sacred power, she could not enter that place at all. She snarled at the sky: "You said that it won't hinder me! You said that I can go ask for an answer! Why don't you let me in?!"

She was asking Qinghuan.

But Qing Huan did not answer. The female ghost can only stand outside the church, lonely, heartbroken, and desperate, looking inside the church, the newlyweds who are so happy that the whole world blesses each other exchange rings, kiss each other, and make each other's vows. .

Do you forget it?

Those vows were originally made by the two of us. Now how can you tell another woman? How can you... fall in love with a second woman besides me?

Is it that difficult to love only once in a lifetime? You long for a new life, so you want to forget me so eagerly?

She rushed in like crazy, but the guardian power that enveloped the church bounced her away again and again. Soon, the female ghost lost her strength. She squatted on the ground, watching the people inside laughing and screaming. Throw the bouquet, bless, and be happy.

She lay on the ground and wept desperately, blood and tears spreading to her entire face, her long hair rose up without wind, her eyes were gradually filled with blood, her nails were sharp and extremely long again, and the resentment deep in her heart finally Let her break through the shackles!

But even if she entered the church, she couldn't touch those people. Not only was she unable to touch them, she could only walk through the crowd, looking at the sincere and happy smiles on their faces. Many of these people appeared at her funeral. At that time, they mourned her sincerely, but why is this happening now? Why... everything is gone? why?

She looked at the bridegroom and bride again, God, they laughed so happily, their happiness is so strong and so obvious, even her ghost can feel it.

But she just doesn't understand!

Why do you want to change your mind? Why can't the pledge be kept? ! She died, she did not go to reincarnation, she did not leave, no one could see her, and no one could speak with her, she endured the boundless loneliness, endured the pain and suffering of burning flames, endured everything Obstacles, just want to be by his side.

But why can't he do it?

The female ghost stared at everything in front of her. She tried to pinch the groom's neck with her paws again and again, but every time she emptied herself, she couldn't touch him at all.

The groom embraced the bride and smiled so happily. He held her out of the church. People applauded and cheered for them, wishing them happiness for the rest of their lives.

The female ghost is very close to them, so I heard his vow to the bride: I will love you forever, and only love you forever, always loyal, whether alive or dead.

What I said to her.

But she has only been dead for seven years, and he doesn't love her anymore.

He fell in love with others.

The female ghost didn't know what else she could do. She maintained her fierce appearance and silently followed behind their wedding car. Watching them toast table after table, watching them accept kind jokes from relatives and friends, watching the lively and interesting bridal chamber——

She still remembered that when she was alive, he said that when they got married, he would make her the most beautiful bride in the world. But she died, and another person replaced her and became his bride.

Why can you be so happy?

Can you see me? Can you see me crying? I can see, I want to ask you, do you still love me?

Why can't you always love me? Why can't you stick to it? It is said that after only seven years in your life, you belong to someone else, so what should I do? In this way, looking at you lonely for a lifetime of happiness?

Why fall in love with others?

Just because, I'm dead, and you, alive?

She stared at the lively scene blankly, countless people passed through her body, she stood in a place with so many people, but no one could see her, and no one could hear her voice.

"Ah! Mom! There is a big sister there!"

A child suddenly pointed to the place where the female ghost was standing and said loudly.

Many people heard it, but they looked in the direction the child was pointing, but they couldn't see anything. The child's mother immediately said, "What is the child's talking about? Where is the big sister there?"

"Really!" the child said unconvinced. "I didn't lie! That big sister is crying!"

On this happy day, it is always unlucky to say that this is always unlucky. The child's mother hurriedly covered his mouth and hushed him: "Don't talk nonsense. If you talk nonsense, your mother will spank you."

The child flattened his mouth aggrievedly and jumped out of the chair in anger. After a while, seeing that no one was paying attention to him, he ran forward quietly, walked to the female ghost and asked curiously: "Big sister, can you talk?"

The female ghost lowered her eyes to look at him, the child was taken aback, gasped, and cried loudly.

He cried too hard and immediately attracted everyone's attention. The child’s mother was immediately embarrassed, so she hurried over and hugged him in her arms to coax: "Baby, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry on such a good day, be good~"

"That big sister is terrible!" The child looked at the female ghost while crying, and suddenly cried louder. When he saw the female ghost approaching him, he closed his eyes and cried: "Don't come, don't come! Don't come!"

Some older people probably guessed what was going on, saying that the child’s eyes were the cleanest and could see weird things. He came over to hold the child in his arms and asked in a tempting manner: "Good boy, don’t cry, you What does that big sister look like?"

The child was sobbing, crying and describing the appearance of the female ghost, and someone was shocked.

The female ghost ignored the farce, she just followed the bridegroom and did not leave a step.

The elder asked again: "The big sister you mentioned, has she gone?"

"No, no! She sticks behind the uncle's back!"

As soon as this statement was made, the audience was silent for an instant. Everyone looked at the back of the groom in horror, with a devilish expression-in fact, none of them could see what was there, but when the child said something like that, even if he could not see it, he would be full of fear.

The groom was also stunned, and turned around instantly.

The female ghost stood quietly behind him. In fact, he couldn't see her at all, but she still couldn't help crying.

"Big sister is crying! Her tears are red!" The child exclaimed.

"...Is that you?" The groom looked at the air in front of him, his voice trembling, "Is that you?"

The female ghost just looked at him and didn't speak.

"Do you see it? He's scared."

This sentence suddenly appeared next to her, and the female ghost turned her head to look at Qinghuan who did not know when she appeared. Qinghuan gazed at her tenderly and said: "If he can see you, he will only feel scared. For him, the girl he once loved has passed away, and he now has a new life. So what you should do is let go."

"Let go?" The female ghost whispered softly. "I won't let go...I'm not willing to...I'm not willing to..." she said, blood and tears crawling across her cheeks again. She really didn't want to, she loved him so much, for all her life, she kept her promise when she died, but he fell in love with someone else.

"No matter how reluctant it is, you can't be together anymore," Qing Huan said. "Since you returned to this world, he has always been so happy, so happy, but when he heard about your existence, he immediately became uneasy and frightened. His love has been given to others, and the person who loved you is no longer there. He is still him, but not him anymore."

The female ghost whimpered in pain, and she hugged her body because she couldn't bear the piercing pain. How can people still hurt so much when they die? She really hurts, she can't stop her tears, and her heart is trembling.

She did not touch the man, but took a few steps back, looked at him, and asked him, "Why can't you always love me?"

The man did not answer because he could not hear.

"Why do you want to fall in love with others?" The female ghost continued to ask, her voice trembling, "Why can't I stick to it for a lifetime? Just because I'm dead, I can't love it anymore?"

"Everything about you will subside. It is cruel to be immersed in the pain of losing a lover. Some people can come out, some people can't. Some people can persist, some can't persist. This is not an absolute thing. "Qing Huan looked at her. "You should let go."

The female ghost was crying.

Qing Huan sighed softly, "Come with me and I will let you see him."

The female ghost raised her head, Qing Huan nodded her eyebrows, and then closed her eyes.

It was late at night when she woke up. In her new house, the newlyweds on the big bed hugged each other to sleep. She didn't know how the wedding would be completed afterwards, but...

"It's just a small spell, making them forget that there is such a small episode of a big sister." Qing Huan said, appearing next to her. "Let's go."

where to?

In the next second, the female ghost found herself standing in a beautiful snow scene, and there was no one on the street. She didn't know where she was, and Qinghuan was not by her side. For some reason, she couldn't help but walked forward, and walked, and she didn't know how long she walked before she came to a square. There is a fountain in the center of the square, which is very familiar.

That was where they often dated when she was still alive. The female ghost walked slowly and saw a man sitting on the bench behind the fountain.

She sat beside him without looking at him.

"is it you?"

She hummed.

"Am I dreaming now?"

"Perhaps it is." She said.

"You, how are you?"

Is she okay?

She is not good, she is not good at all. She has been by his side for seven years, watching him fall in love with others a little bit, watching him give his love to others, how can she be fine? She will never get better! But this is not good but it is so difficult to export. The female ghost did not speak or answer.

The man seemed to understand something. "I am sorry."

I am sorry.

Sorry what?

Sorry for not loving me anymore, or sorry for marrying another woman?

"You passed away, and I'm still alive, I... will continue to live." The man's voice trembled slightly, "I used to wake up every night in the dream of having you, but two years ago you started again. Nor does it appear in my dreams, I know, you must be mad at me, mad that I fell in love with others."

The female ghost cried quietly.

She was just too persistent and refused to let it go. Before she died, she held his hand and asked him not to forget her, but he still forgot her.

"I'm sorry, really... I'm sorry." A person can't fall in love with two people at the same time, she will always be special in his heart, but now, he loves his wife.

The female ghost knew everything she didn't say, she slowly stood up and walked in the same direction when she came and went slowly. Maybe this was an opportunity Qinghuan gave her, but the result was the same as Qinghuan said, the answer was not so good.

She died for seven years, these seven years are enough to gradually take back the love, and then give it to another person in its entirety.

The man woke up from his dream, staring at the front for a long time, unable to return to his senses. His new wife opened her eyes dimly and asked him: "What's the matter?"

He was silent for a few seconds before saying, "It's okay."

Then lay down and hugged her again, closing his eyes.

The female ghost stood in front of the bed and looked at her. Qing Huan stood beside her and asked, "Can't you let it go?"

"Maybe it's not him that I can't let go of, but my love." The female ghost said softly, abnormally calm. "This is my own love, and it has nothing to do with him." From the time he fell in love with another person, everything was different.

After speaking, she asked Qinghuan: "Have you ever loved anyone?"

Qing Huan nodded.

"Would you like him to fall in love with others and continue to live after he leaves?"

Qing Huan said: "It's been too long, I forgot."

The female ghost said: "I don't want it. I'm so selfish, I hope he will only love me forever, for this I am willing to be by his side forever, even if I can never touch him or talk to him."

Qing Huan sighed, "I thought you would look away a little."

"You said, who was wrong with him?"

Who is wrong? Who is right again? There is no correct answer at all. There is nothing wrong with letting go of the men who have been reborn in the past, and there is nothing wrong with sticking to the ghosts they love after death.

So, who is wrong?

Qinghuan brought the female ghost back to Naihe Bridge. Bring the soup boiled with her seven emotions, six desires and tears of life to her hand, tell her: "Drink this bowl of soup, you can reincarnate, there will be other causes in the next life."

The female ghost looked at the bowl of soup and received it, but did not drink it. Instead, she asked Qinghuan, "Will he come here when he dies?"

Qinghuan did not answer.

The female ghost said: "Can I wait here?"

Qing Huan shook her head: "No, you have stepped on this bridge and you have already gone to lead the way to the next life. You can't look back." She paused for two seconds and said again, "Even if you wait until him, what can he do? When he gets on someone else, he and his wife will meet the white head, no matter what, he is not yours anymore."

The female ghost looked at Qing Huan. She was calm until Qing Huan told her that her lover would grow old with another woman. She cried so badly, but Qing Huan just watched and didn't comfort her anymore.

She refuses to let go, others can't help her.

The female ghost put the soup bowl in her hand on the table, ran a few steps forward, jumped off the bridge, and was instantly engulfed by the turbulent Wangchuan River.

Qinghuan chased to the river, and the female ghost had disappeared without a trace.