Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum

Chapter 376: Thirty-fifth bowl of soup (5 & 6)

Until someone gasped.

Tan Rui subconsciously turned his head to look. It wasn't Yanlan who was standing by the door? Judging from her expression, she clearly heard what he said before. Yan Lan had tears in her eyes at the moment: "Is everything you said true? Which one you lost and which one is your true love? Is that true?"

"No! I, I—"

"It's my fault, we were wrong from the beginning." Yan Lan shook her head, crystal clear tears fell. "I shouldn't leave you because of family opposition, and you shouldn't marry Tongman while still in love with me. I shouldn't even feel regretful, returning to China to be a third party in your marriage, and Tongman... …Tong Man is the most innocent. Her parents sold her secretly for money. The husband she thought deceived her. I appeared hypocritically in front of her. On the surface, I was your old friend, but in fact I got together with you... ...Even because of that ridiculous jealousy, you choose to commit suicide to change your mind."

"How can love that is not upright and happy? You see, now you are beginning to regret it. And I... I was not surprised when I heard you say this."

Tong Man watched them staring affectionately with no expression, only feeling tired. Tan Rui felt that he was about to lose Yanlan, and was about to explain, but was suddenly swept aside. Together with Yanlan, both of them fell heavily to the ground, making a way out of the door.

A very beautiful girl appeared at the door. She looked at Tong Man, smiled and said, "I finally found you."

Tong Man looked at her inexplicably: "Who are you...?"

"Hello, my name is Qinghuan." The beautiful girl walked in and said to her, "I didn't wait for you in a certain place, so I came to you."

"Look for me?" Tong Man didn't understand. "What are you looking for? We don't know."

"We will meet." Qing Huan tilted his head and smiled at Tong Man. "Do you really remember it?"

"Remember what?"

Qing Huan carefully checked Tongman's expression before she was sure that she was not lying. "Have you looked in the mirror?"

"……what?"

"Mirror." Qing Huan repeated softly. "Look at what you look like now."

Tong Man Yiyan got up, found a small mirror on the wall of the living room, and carefully looked at the reflection of himself. Her eyes were a little dull, and she lived alone for a long time, and she hadn't looked in the mirror for a long time. I get up in a muddle every morning, I just want to wear more to keep warm, and don't care whether I look glamorous or sloppy or ugly.

At this time, Tan Rui got up from the ground. He fell harder, and Yanlan was lighter. After he got up, he went to help Yanlan up and stared at Qinghuan like a ghost: "Who are you?!"

Qing Huan glanced at him, did not answer, and continued to ask Tong Man softly: "Did you see it? What do you look like in the mirror?"

What is it like? Naturally, she was pale and weak, and her complexion turned blue, as if the whole person did not belong to this world. Tong Man was a little lost, she felt as if she had forgotten something, but...what did she forget? She couldn't remember that. "What's wrong with me?"

"It's time." Qing Huan said to her. "You should go with me, otherwise staying will only hurt you."

"Go? Where to go? Why is she going with you?!" Tan Rui was excited when he heard that, and asked, Qing Huan glanced at him impatiently, and said: "I didn't talk to you."

In the next second, Tan Rui found that his mouth was wide open, but he seemed to have lost his voice.

"Go?" Tong Man himself is not clear. "why……"

"Haven't you noticed it?" Qing Huan looked at her pityingly. "You are already dead."

As soon as this sentence came out, all three people in the living room showed incredulous expressions, especially Tong Man himself: "I'm dead? How could it—"

"You are dead. It has been two years since you died." Qing Huan's gentle hand stroked Tong Man's cold cheeks. Tong Man couldn't help but fell in love with the temperature, but when he was touched, the coldness in his heart gradually dissipated. Qing Huan's voice is compassionate and soft, and the tone is very soft, as if he treats Tong Man as a sensitive child, for fear of scaring her so careful. "The reason you feel cold is because your body is hidden in the freezer, and because of this, no amount of clothes you wear, no matter how many men you hug, you can't feel warm. You are dead."

"No-you made a mistake, I am not dead! I am still alive! How could I die?!" Tong Man was totally unacceptable. She opened Qing Huan's hand with a slap, and refused Qing Huan's approach.

Qinghuan was not angry, and still looked at her tenderly: "You are not willing to accept this fact, but the fact is that you are indeed dead and will never live again. That's why you will return to this place, Go see your parents and ask them to accept you and accommodate you." Qing Huan pointed to Tan Rui again. "You loved him when you were alive, and this love makes you unable to extricate yourself, so you have to come back after death, and you must also look at him. You can't refuse him. This is not your intention, but your consciousness during your lifetime refused to leave. "

Tong Man covered his head and said: "It's impossible, impossible, impossible—you must be mistaken! I, I'm not dead! I'm alive!"

"Really? Are you alive?" Qing Huan asked her back. "Then why can't I fall asleep when I close my eyes so many times? Why can't I chew the food in my mouth? Why are my heartbeats and breathing sounds so false? Haven't you ever doubted this? You are dead, People who die are dead, and those who die cannot stay in this world."

"No!" Tong Man didn't believe it. "It's not like that! You are lying to me! You are lying! I am not dead, I am not dead!"

"Remember that night?" Qing Huan's voice was as soft as the evening breeze. "In the dark, you who were left on an unknown street, you who lost your way, you who have no battery on your phone, you can only walk aimlessly, remember?"

do you remember?

This question echoed in Tong Man’s mind like a gentle whisper. She had a splitting headache, squatting on the ground and constantly beating herself, she kept yelling no, no, she went in the wrong direction and ran into the criminals who were trading, and then Then she encountered the cruelest thing in the world. Her eyes were looking at the sky. It was very dark that night, but it was strange. When she looked at the sky, there was a bright red moon there.

It was her blood that soaked the earth, and the earth began to bloom with fascinating flowers, dark, damp, and painful. She lay there, consciousness out of the body.

After the ultimate love, it is the ultimate hate.

But Tongman didn't know who he was hating. When she first came back, she bought a newspaper through the newsstand and sneered at the news that a drug dealer had been caught in a high-end bar above, but she usually didn't read it at all. Later, she started subscribing to the newspaper frantically, only reading the social headlines, and saw one after another dead people. Before, she met a man who had been mutilated in the park. What was the look in that man's eyes... what was it like?

Looking back now, it is full of fear and disbelief.

why?

Maybe it is, saw the resurrection of the dead?

Tong Man raised his head and asked Qing Huan: "What did I do wrong?"

Qing Huan said: "You are fine. You live a very hard life. Even if you were born in a patriarchal family, even if you have suffered a lot of injustice, you have been working hard. He is helpful, sunny and cheerful, ranked among the best, and admitted to a prestigious university. , You are fine, really fine."

"Then why did it end up like this?" If she is really good, why should God punish her? Want her to face such a fate?

"I can only say that things are impermanent." Qing Huan spread his hands. It is basically meaningless to ask this question. The way of heaven is the most fair. If you have suffered, there will naturally be countless joys waiting for you. If you are evil, you will naturally be punished, but sooner or later.

She stretched out her hand to help Tongman up, let her sit on the sofa, and continued to behave in a persuasive manner: "The body dies, but the human soul will not die. Do you know why you are getting colder and more painful? Because This world does not allow the existence of the soul body, so you have to go where you should go instead of staying here. When the time is longer, your soul will also be consumed and die. If you do not die, it will only become unhappy. Li ghost. So you have to go with me, this is your destination."

"Why... I will stay?"

Tong Man asked idiotically.

"Because your obsession is too deep, you did not recognize the reality, and you still have delusions after death. People who don’t love you don’t love you, and people who don’t love you enough don’t love you enough. Your parents, yours Husbands, they are both. There are beautiful and kind parents in the world who are willing to give everything to their children, and there are also parents who cannot love their children. They are selfish and there is no reason or reason." Qinghuan touched her head. "But you refused to let go, so you got in your way. And your husband, who you were that night, how did it feel to be driven out of the car by him? The deep despair and pain made you feel even after death. Can't swallow this bit of resentment. That's why you stay here."

Tan Rui seems to have heard the Arabian Nights: "You, what are you talking about—"

"It was the night two years ago. I think you should remember clearly that Miss Yan Lan by your side committed suicide by cutting her wrist. After you learned the news, you were too impatient to tell Tong Man, so you formed a company. Put her out of the car for urgent reasons and let her take a taxi home by herself." Qing Huan took the initiative to explain to him. "Unfortunately, she ran into a drug dealer trading scene and was caught, and then—" She spread her hands. "You should know, late at night, a young and beautiful woman, and a group of criminals with no conscience, what will happen to them, you want to get it."

"Tong Man was gang raped to death, and the body was hidden in the freezer in their warehouse, so she always felt cold, even if the air conditioner was turned on to the highest temperature, it was still cold." Qing Huan's mouth raised slightly, but there was no smile. "Do you understand what I said?"

"Whose fault is it? Is it Tongman's own?" Qing Huan asked.

Tan Rui and Yan Lan both looked at Tong Man in a daze, but Tong Man himself didn't notice anything. That night, Yan Lan broke down and wanted to threaten Tan Rui to return to her side by hurting herself, while Tan Rui decided to put aside everything and separate from Tong Man and pursue what she loves again. They were very happy that night, happy embraces, kisses, and promised each other. .

But at the same night, Tong Man lay on the concrete floor of the warehouse, blood filled the ground, and died with his eyes open.

"Not all mistakes can be forgiven." Qing Huan looked at Tong Man. Tong Man's eyes were erratic, as if thinking about something. She bent down and asked Tongman: "So, are you willing to go with me?"

"Where to go?"

"Go to a better place." Qing Huan said sincerely. "You will live well in your next life, and God will compensate you."

When Tong Man was seriously considering it, Qing Huan was suddenly hit hard by a sudden attack, and instantly fell to the ground. She quickly stood up, wiped the corners of her mouth with her index finger, and her fingertips were covered with blood. She found this body from the hospital. The girl who had just died had her soul left, but her body was very fragile as a human.

When she looked up, Tong Man was already held in his arms by a man in a black robe. Qing Huan stepped forward and stretched out her hand: "Give her back to me."

"Give it back to you? What are you? Reaper?" The man smiled contemptuously. "It's just a stubborn little girl. This woman has made a deal with me, and I have fulfilled her wish, so she is already mine."

Qing Huan looked at Tong Man: "She made a deal with you? What deal?"

"Of course..." The man sniffed Tongman's neck lightly, showing a fascinated expression. "The deal of betraying the soul, what a sweet soul, what kind of contract do you think humans can sign with the devil? I fulfill her wish for her, she will give her soul, fair trade."

Tong Man showed a confused look: "Deal..."

"Yes, otherwise, who did you think your house was given? Who put the keys and the note in your wallet? Who killed those people for you?" The devil whispered softly, bewitching Tongman. "Now, you should go with me."

After saying that he was about to leave, only to find that Tong Man's soul was motionless. The devil said in surprise: "What's the matter?"

"Probably I don't want her to go." Qing Huan raised her eyebrows, "Looking up to the name for a long time."

"What are you?" The devil looked at Qinghuan. "Are you not a **** of death?"

Qing Huan thoughtfully said: "I should be a little better than Death." She squeezed her index finger and thumb as she said, saying that it was really just "a little bit".

The devil immediately changed his attitude. He let go of Tong Man and said to Qing Huan: "That's it, give her the right to choose and see who she wants to go with." After speaking, his voice asked softly: "Tong Man , Tell you the girl opposite, you must keep your promises, right? You made a deal with me, you belong to me, so you have to go with me and let her loosen your restraints."

Tong Man finally remembered that at that time, her consciousness left her body, and when someone was talking to her, her heart was occupied by hatred and despair, so she nodded and said okay.

At that time, was she making a deal with the devil? !

At the cost of your own soul? !

Qing Huan said: "Tong Man, if you think about it, follow him, you will never be human again."

"What's so good about being a human being? Pain, sorrow, betrayal, despair, discrimination... just like a shadow, but it's much better to be the devil." The devil's voice was very nice, and Tong Man's eyes were blurred. "Think about it, you don’t need to be bound by anything, and you can free yourself from the darkness in your heart. You can kill anyone who hurts you. Is there anything better than this? Don’t think **** is terrible. In fact, **** is only It’s heaven."

Tong Man seemed to be moved. She asked Qinghuan: "Are you the **** of death?"

"If you have to say that, be it." Qing Huan nodded. "As long as there is life, I will not die. Taking your soul is indeed one of my jobs, but Tongman, you have the right to choose, you don’t have to go with me. But I want to make sure you know that from From ancient times to the present, those who dealt with the devil did not end well in the end."

"You are dead, what will happen to the worst?" the devil said loudly. "Do you think those great men came out of thin air? Without us, who could remember their names!"

Qing Huan continued: "Whether you choose to forget this life and welcome a new beginning, or fall into hell, you choose."

Tong Man shook his head: "I don't know..." She looked at Qinghuan and then at the devil. She could see that she was shaken, "I have signed a contract with the devil, I, I..."

"If you choose to go with me, I will solve the contract problem." Qing Huan took a step forward and reached out to Tong Man. "It's time to leave this world. No matter how many regrets and obsessions you still have, it's time to let go."

Tong Man's feet were just moved and he was caught by the devil. At this moment, he was full of fierceness: "If you make a deal with me, you can't go back!"

Qing happily stepped forward and held Tong Man's wrist, the cold and biting pain faded, and the warmth and softness filled Tong Man's soul. Her pale complexion changed, and Wu Qing's face began to become ruddy again, as if, as if it were what she was like before she was alive!

In the blink of an eye, the devil lost the soul he had obtained. He was so angry that he glared at Qinghuan: "You can't take my soul!"

"Sorry, she's special and can't give it to you." Qing Huan said sorry in no sense. "If I were you, I would choose to leave."

The devil glared at Tong Man angrily: "I have done so much for you! Let those criminals go to jail, and I will kill all the few who escaped by luck! Your brother also had an uncontrollable disaster. I did everything you wanted for you! How dare you deceive me!"

"I don't even know that being a devil also hates betrayal." Qing Huan pretended to be surprised. "Aren't you a group of betrayals?" After speaking, she smiled, and Tong Man, who was back to normal, also smiled slightly. Qinghuan’s laugh quickly disappeared. With a wave of her hand, the devil was pulled up from the ground like a radish, slammed on the wall and fell again, with a **** head. Qinghuan said: "Forgot to say, I am Very vengeful." She didn't forget the boring loss that she accidentally ate just now.

The devil clenched his fists, and still stood still.

Seeing that Qing Huan was about to take Tong Man away, Tan Rui couldn't help but shouted: "Manman..."

Qing Huan stopped and asked Tong Man, "Do you want to say a few more words to him?"

A few seconds later, Tong Man slowly approached Tan Rui and whispered in his ear: "I have been crying since I got out of the car that night. I cried for a long, long time."

Then there were blood and tears streaming down her eyes: "I shed one last tear for you, I won't cry anymore."

After speaking, she never appeared in front of him again.

This is his sin, his sin, and everything he will never forget.

The devil's eyes rolled around, and he stepped forward and asked, "Tongman owes my soul to me. Can you pay for her. Are you willing? Otherwise, even if she has a next life, I will still find her and take away my soul. come back."

Tan Rui nodded.

The devil left with satisfaction. Although this soul cannot be compared with Tong Man's, it is not too bad after all.

He appeared in Tong's house again. Tong Man's younger brother had been taken away because of a missed murder. It was unlikely that he would figure it out before he was 70 years old. As for fathers and mothers, even if they bankrupt their family, they can't afford the astronomical figure. They tried to ask Tan Rui for help, and then Tan Rui whose soul was taken away was just a walking dead.

Yan Lan went abroad again, and she didn't plan to come back this time. She and Tan Rui both had debts, and they couldn't pay them back. They couldn't clean up, and they couldn't be happy in this life. Every night afterwards, whenever she felt happy, she would remember that a woman died in the dark night.

Starting from the prisoners, the police found their secret underground warehouse. In addition to the goods in the freezer, there was also a deadly naked female body. So based on this they added another accusation of intentional homicide, and the criminals were sentenced to death because of the bad circumstances.

Tong Man walked across the Naihe Bridge and never stopped. After drinking Meng Po Tang, she forgot all the memories of her previous life. Love does not remember, hate does not remember, regret and betrayal do not remember, clean, like a newborn baby, ready to welcome his next life.

Qinghuan is sitting on the swing of Mengpo Village, where the birds and flowers are fragrant and the sun is shining brightly, but she is still thinking about the last world.

Naiheqiao’s time and world and Wangchuanhe’s conversion are different and not completely fixed, so she came back a bit late. As soon as I came back, I heard that the ghost that should have appeared has not appeared for a long time. When Xie Bian went to the ecstasy, he couldn't find the soul of the other party. Qing Huan went to search for it personally.

Nanshuang.

She knew that Nan Shuang was not that person. In these worlds, she had never fallen in love with anyone, but she could sense their souls. Qing Huan looked at her left hand. She was supposed to come back soon, but was forced to agree to Nan Shuang's companionship till death. Nan Shuang bit her before she died, and dug out her own heavy pupil and placed it in Qinghuan's palm, so that she would never forget him.

Until now, Qing Huan felt that the double pupils were still staring at him.

Of course she didn’t fall in love with Nanshuang, she just—

Just what?

Perhaps, I felt barren again.