Diary Three

Still a cat, it squatted firmly on the back of a tortoise, and was carried around like a big master. (((Cartino Novel Network lightnovelpub.net)))

Although I didn't want to laugh at all in my heart, but watching Fan Yuze's expectant eyes on me, I curled up my mouth.

"Hehe, what I said is right, cute cats can really hit girls' weakness..." Seeing me smiled, Fan Yuze happily called up a few more videos and handed them to me happily, "Come on. …I’ve gotten off a lot, watch it slowly, and be happy.”

I took the phone that still kept his body temperature, and I silently watched the cute cat one after another on the screen, and I couldn't waste a piece of Fan Yuze's heart.

However, I am a little confused, what happened to Fan Yuze today? Although his actions were still so polite, I felt a different kind of kindness than usual.

Seeing him working hard to make me happy, looking at him happy because of the corners of my mouth, I suddenly felt that he was taking off the prince’s mask bit by bit in front of me, really Enter the role of boyfriend instead of following the "boyfriend rules" as usual.

Fan Yuze's gentleness has increased the kindness, and has a more human touch, instead of the person with a gorgeous mask.

Seeing him happily choosing desserts for me, and telling some crappy jokes from time to time, the smile on my face slowly increased. This date slowly changed from his one-man show to an interaction between us. I didn't resist, even though I knew that I didn't have the kind of affection for him, but I couldn't help being immersed in Fan Yuze's gentleness.

I'm sorry, Fan Yuze, your gentleness is like the most gentle medicine that makes me unable to resist. I can only instinctively heal your wounds in your tenderness, sorry...

After eating the "happy" chocolate banana boat, Fan Yuze took me around the commercial street again. I watched him slowly change, slowly become real, and slowly merge into the role of boyfriend.

When the street lights were on, we held hands and walked home. Maybe it was because of someone's company, and soon the big tree in front of my house appeared in front of me.

"I'm home..." Fan Yuze stopped and gently pulled my arm. I turned around and we were face to face.

"Well, I'm home..." Suddenly I dared not look at his eyes, only staring at the figure that completely enveloped me under my feet.

Fan Yuze suddenly let go of my hand. When I heard the sound, I looked up at him somewhat nicely. I saw that he took out a large paper pocket from his bag and handed it in front of me.

what is this? I took the paper bag gently and looked at him with confusion.

Fan Yuze suddenly raised a shy smile that I had never seen on his face before, and said to me in a nervous voice that I had never seen before: "This is a gift for you. See if you like it or not. "

gift? I opened the paper bag, and a beautiful pink came into my eyes. I took out the contents with some excitement. At that moment, I was stunned. That little pink dress was the cute little dress I saw in the commercial street. When did Fan Yuze go? I looked up at him in surprise.

Fan Yuze chuckled, and the shyness of his face became more obvious. He said softly: "Actually, I always feel sorry for you. As your boyfriend, I don’t know what you like. So seeing you staying in front of this dress for so long, guess you might like it, so I bought it. For you... I hope you like it"

"I, I like to thank you very much, thank you..." Fan Yuze's words made me very excited, but with a hint of shame in the excitement. Fan Yuze, you are so good to me, but I am using your tenderness to heal my wounds. It is me who should be said to be sorry.

"Hehe, I like it." Fan Yuze reached out and touched my head, his gentle voice was a little bit of joy, "Go home early, get tired today, take a good rest..."

"Hmm...Thank you for giving me this pleasant date." I hugged the paper bag tightly, and I sincerely thanked him.

"Are we going to talk about that? Go back, I'm here to watch you enter the door..." Fan Yuze supported my shoulder, turned me around, and then gently pushed me.

"You should also go back early and be safe..." I followed his strength and walked a few steps forward, then turned around and said goodbye to him.

"See you tomorrow"

"Well, see you tomorrow." Fan Yuze waved to me, standing under the street lamp with a cowardly smile, watching me leave.

I quickly ran into the house, quickly turned on the light, and rushed to the window to wave at him.

After seeing me safely home, Fan Yuze waved to me, turned and left with his bag on his back. He left, but I did not leave by the window. Seeing Fan Yuze's long figure stretched under the street light, my vision suddenly blurred...

Fan Yuze, what you do to me will make me feel sorry for you more and more. I can see that you are more and more sincere to me, but I actually used you to heal my wounds. I didn’t even love you from the beginning. You are totally dragged into my chaos by me... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry

Tears gradually blurred my vision, and I could no longer see Fan Yuze's leaving figure.

I took out the little dress I was pregnant, and looked at the color that aroused my thoughts, and tears fell completely. Minghui, is this forever between us? Is there really no hope and no future between us? Some self-deprecating smiles, but there is no past between me and him, how can we still have a future? Minghui...

He sniffed hard, turned around and hung the little dress into the closet, finally glanced at the beautiful pink, and then closed the closet door.

Should I put it down? Who should I choose, I really should decide next in my heart

From this moment on, following the decision made silently in my heart, I worked hard to adjust my actions and mentality. I never refuse Fan Yuze's pick-up and drop off again, and hand in hand with him between school and my home every day. These behaviors made me clearly feel that the relationship between me and Fan Yuze is getting closer.

And I won’t let Minghui disarm the magic, but the time it took is getting shorter and shorter, every time I hurriedly ran to the clearing, hurriedly printed a kiss on the back of his hand, Then, regardless of whether he went first, I hurried back to the classroom. Minghui did not respond to these changes at all. He still exists like an ice sculpture in front of me. I never saw any expression other than coldness on his face, and I never even heard him say a word to me again.

It's over like this, let this indifference completely end everything between us, let me put him down completely like this

But feelings are not so simple that they can be controlled by reason. This kind of depression makes the heart's feelings stronger.

Minghui is really a cold and charming person. Even though he is so cold and "venomous", there are still many girls who come to confess to him.

Every time I see a girl confessing to him, it is a time to test my sanity. I always involuntarily pricked up my ears and listened to Minghui's reply, and I became very nervous. I was afraid, afraid to hear words like "Okay, I agree" from his mouth.

I know I shouldn't be like this. Now that I have decided to put him down completely, why should I be so concerned? I’m so sorry for being better and better. Fan Yuze. But, my heart is always out of control. I can’t ignore it.

The days of the battle between reason and emotion slowly passed away. Every day, I was immersed in Fan Yuze's gentleness, but my heart was involuntarily nervous because of Minghui's every move. I hate myself more and more. Now that I have made up my mind, why do I sway around? I'm really greedy. I'm a bad guy

Time is constantly passing, I struggle every day, using my whole body strength to control my feelings, but the effect is not great.

...They are all so beautiful, how should I choose? Never thought that I would have a hard choice between two such excellent boys.

In fact, if before today, I had decided to choose Fan Yuze, because the relationship with Minghui has always been at a freezing point. But in the clearing this afternoon, his awkward comfort made it obvious to me that his heart was not as cold as his appearance.

It annoys me to pat my head hard, I don’t know what to choose.

I understand very well that no matter what my choice is, that choice does not represent a perfect ending, because no matter who I choose, one person will be hurt.

God, please tell me what should I do

Facing the bright night sky outside the window, I shouted from the bottom of my heart. But the only response to me was the mischievous eyes of the stars blinking.

When I opened the door the next day, in the bright morning sun, a dazzling figure like an angel irritated my eyes a little. It was Fan Yuze. The person waiting outside with the warmest smile was Fan Yuze. He came to pick me up as usual.

"Come...today's soy milk." Seeing me approaching, Fan Yuze handed a cup of warm soy milk to my hand as usual.

The warm breath of soy milk slowly ironed the palm of my hand, and Fan Yuze was still so considerate. I still remember one time when he brought me soy milk, I kindly asked him, why should I give me warm soy milk now in summer? He said that even in summer, people need to be warm. In fact, don't eat cold food as a last resort, especially in the morning, as that will cause serious damage to the stomach.

Fan Yuze's gentle voice seemed to ring in my ears again, but I couldn't accept it as calmly as that day.

Fan Yuze showed me the relationship between Minghui and me. He gave me the opportunity to choose... When I was still vacillating, he was still the same as before, caring for me. This makes me feel very sorry for him.

I slowly handed the soy milk back to him, half-dangling my eyes, pursing my lips, and said to him with guilt: "I'm sorry, I don't think I can accept your kindness to me. I think I'm so sorry to you"

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