Diary Four

Fan Yuze did not take the soy milk that I handed out. He touched my head and laughed out: "Little fool, I'm still your boyfriend now. It's natural to be nice to you. ((( Mobile reading visit m.lightnovelpub.net)))” He pushed the soy milk into my arms and said softly, “Drink it soon. Now it is the most suitable temperature, which will be good for the body.”

"Um...Thank you..." I couldn't refuse Fan Yuze's kindness, took the soy milk back, and inserted the tube into his mouth with his warm smile.

The soft and fragrant soy milk flowed into the body along the throat, and the gentle breath also permeated my mind. The warmth and comfort of soy milk made me feel more uneasy.

Fan Yuze, please stop being so gentle to me. This will only make me hate this wavering self even more...

After that day, Fan Yuze cared for me as always, and Minghui remained indifferent to me as always. His indifferent attitude made me suspect that the gentleness of that day was just an illusion in my dream, and his indifference was not only aimed at me, he had become a powerful air-conditioning machine. Minghui now treats those girls who confess to him more coldly, and even uses very hurtful words to drive them away.

It was another rest time after class. I lay down on the table and watched Minghui secretly, hoping to find a chance to talk to him. During this period, I always tried every opportunity to talk to him, hoping to find clues from his tone to prove that his gentleness that day was not my dream, but the reality hit my self-confidence time and time again.

"Student Minghui, this is my dessert...please...please take it." A girl handed a very beautifully packed box to Minghui, who was closing her eyes with her legs folded beside me. The blushes of her delicate face because of her shyness made her look very cute.

Minghui was confessed again... But when I saw his expression, I didn't worry at all that he would accept the girl's confession. Instead, I was worried about this lovely girl. Because during this period of time, I saw too many scenes of Minghui ruthlessly refusing to confess. When I saw the shallow arc of his mouth, I had almost guessed the ending.

Minghui raised the corner of his eyes and glanced at the cute girl, slowly put down his cocked legs, and took the cute box from the girl's hand.

When Minghui took the box, the lovely girl burst into a shy happy smile, but before she had realized the happiness, Minghui's next movements made her completely stiff.

"Rubbish"

Minghui didn't even open the gift box, and threw the gift box to the trash basket behind. Then he closed his eyes again and resumed the posture with his legs cocked just now, as if things had never happened before, as indifferently as a big iceberg.

"Uuuuu..."

Tears gathered in the eyes of the cute girl. After regaining her senses and finding that she was rejected by Minghui in this way, she covered her face and wept and rushed out of our classroom.

Such incidents are performed almost every day, but when Minghui rejects the girl with such a cold method and still has an indifferent attitude afterwards, I feel very uncomfortable.

The current Minghui has changed. He seems to have rejected contact with the outside world from the bottom of his heart, and he does not allow others to invade his world at all. As long as anyone comes to touch his world, he will expel them out of the country in the coldest way. Prior to this, he was considered cold, and his tongue was poisoned, but he would not isolate himself completely. Is this because I hurt him?

My mind kept playing back the bits and pieces of his time with me, his poisonous tongue echoed in my mind time and time again, and his expression showed up in my mind time and time again. The memory of him is like air, no matter how hard I try, there is no way to pull it out of my world.

Can I choose Minghui? I couldn't help but think of Fan Yuze, Fan Yuze who always protects me tenderly, and Fan Yuze who rescued me from embarrassment time and time again.

Minghui exists in my world all the time, and Fan Yuze takes good care of me in my real life. His gentleness is like the sunshine in winter, from my skin to my heart, giving me the most beautiful warmth. With his most sincere pampering, Fan Yuze showed his mind completely before my eyes. what do I do? I can't say a word of rejection to him like this.

What should I do, how should I choose, and the wavering heart made me completely fall into the troubles of the girl. During this period of time because of this painful decision, I don't know how much hair I grabbed.

How can I get a perfect solution...or if I don’t want a perfect solution, give me a solution. Fortunately, I keep praying to the sky, hoping that the gods can give me a solution. But I know very well in my heart... There is only one solution to all this, and that is my choice

Distress, entanglement, vacillation... I am so entangled by these emotions, and I vacillate every day in the choice of that extremely difficult multiple-choice question. This chaotic mood took me to the day before the garden party.

Tomorrow is the garden party. The teacher deliberately ended the day's class ahead of schedule, so that we can prepare well for the next day's arrangement. I, like other girls, hurriedly set up a tea restaurant in our area.

Holding a pile of tablecloths full of lace, I walked into the tea restaurant area. Just spread these tablecloths and my task is completed

After spreading the tablecloths where they should be, I wiped the sweat from my forehead, and looked at the tea restaurant that became beautiful with everyone's skillful hands, and smiled unconsciously at the corners of my mouth.

"Li Nana." A voice sounded behind her.

"Huh?" I turned my head with a smile.

It was Fan Yuze. He stood behind me and smiled and said to me: "I want to talk to you, okay?"

"Um...Okay..." I was a little confused, what does Fan Yuze want to say to me? Do you want me to make a choice right away? I became a little worried, and even started to become a little nervous, but I nodded, picked up the bag on the side, and followed him to the back of the school.

The breeze blew through the hills of the back mountain, the most natural and fresh smell of the green grass and the woods melted into the air, rushing towards the face, making people truly feel the beauty of nature. I breathed the purest breath deeply, and with a sense of anxiety, following Fan Yuze's footsteps, I stepped on this beautiful grassland.

Fan Yuze stopped in front of him. He turned his head and called my name softly: "Nana..."

"Um... I'm..." Seeing his face with a somewhat indifferent expression, I squeezed my fingers, some of them were afraid to look at him.

"Tomorrow's game... are you ready?" Fan Yuze asked, but before I could answer, he spoke again, "Now you don't need to answer me, tomorrow... tomorrow your choice will determine everything..."

After speaking, he turned and left, very simply.

This is the first time he hasn't waited for me to leave alone...Looking at the back of him leaving, I opened my mouth, but couldn't say anything. I suddenly felt that the choice I had to make was really difficult...

Walking home alone, looking at the dim street lights along the road, I suddenly felt that the warm light was a little dazzling. In the past, I always hid in the tall figure of Minghui or Fan Yuze, always receiving their protection. When did I get used to having someone around me, when did I, who liked being alone, disappear?

It is now approaching autumn, and the evening breeze is beginning to bring chills. I hold my cold arms and count the stones under my feet and walk slowly towards the house.

Tomorrow is the final deadline for this multiple-choice question. What choice should I make?

Back home, looking at the beautiful and cute little pink dress in the closet, I was lost in thought.

"Dingling Dingling..." The phone rang suddenly. I hurriedly took out my phone, and when I saw it, I couldn't help but smile.

It's Minghui's text message

Suddenly, my fingers couldn't hold the phone firmly. I tried to calm down the excitement in my heart and opened the inbox.

Come on tomorrow.

There were only four short words in the message, but through these four words, I remembered everything I used to be with Minghui.

When I was still in the “behind the spirit” period, he took me to buy clothes to make my hair, and he took me to take pictures at the leisure farm. All my confidence and courage were awakened by him. He is a cold person, and he is also a person full of harsh words. Behind his cold and poisonous tongue, I felt an unprecedented warmth. Thinking of Sister Ruijia's words, I recalled the pain in my heart when I heard it. That day, I have been wondering whether the clumsy but gentle comfort that appeared in the dream became clearer and clearer in my heart. I can be sure that that unique gentleness is the charm of Minghui.

The awkward "Poison Tongue Prince" Minghui and the perfect "Gentle Prince" Fan Yuze, they are hard choices for me, but they are also choices I have to face.

Closing my eyes, I thought in silence for a long time. Finally, I opened the closet and took out a set of clothes. Holding this suit tightly in my arms, I told myself: Li Nana, you have made the final decision, now what you have to do is to speak out your decision in front of everyone

The moment I made the decision, my whole spirit was much lighter. For a long time, I have been in pain every day to choose who, let alone sleep, I can't help thinking of their bodies when I doze off. And now, I can finally sleep peacefully.

With an expectant smile, he pulled the quilt to his shoulders, faced the sky outside the window, and said softly good night to the choice in his heart.

When the sun shines again on the earth, the school’s annual garden party begins

The usually quiet campus was filled with noisy atmosphere for a while, and even the little birds who loved jumping among the trees on the campus and were not afraid of people could not bear the enthusiasm of the students. They ran into the back hills of the school to comfort and were shocked Little mind.

I held the paper bag packed with today's competition uniform and walked into the joyful campus everywhere.

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