Diary Four

Since the tragic confession when I was a child, I have not enjoyed the joy of such a lively event. (((Cartino Novel Network lightnovelpub.net))) wwwnbsp;.com I used to be a person wearing dark clothes, wearing big black-rimmed glasses, hiding behind thick bangs and peeping out The joy of others. Today, I can finally raise my confident smile, join this joy and enjoy the happiness that belongs to me

Holding the paper bag in my arms tightly, I jumped into the tea restaurant belonging to our class. Although it was still very early, the tea restaurant was full of classmates who came to play. The students in our class who were assigned to entertain all wore beautiful uniforms that only appeared in comics, and greeted all the guests with the softest and most beautiful smiles.

Even Minghui, who hates suits the most, has been put on a very serious waitress costume. The moment I entered the cafe, I happened to see him pulling the bow tie around his neck painfully. But Minghui hadn't been able to untie his bow tie and was slapped with a messy hand by the committee member beside him, so he stretched out his neck with a wry smile and picked up the plate again.

Haha, this Minghui, he always likes to wear loose sportswear. Today, he wears a formal uniform and a bow tie, which is really enough for him, but he can also be an activity committee member who can catch him as a waiter. It's not ordinary and powerful, and it can force him to do this level.

While laughing, I walked into the lounge of the tea restaurant. The horse racing of the beautiful girls on campus is about to start, I should prepare...

I opened the paper bag and took out the clothes I prepared from the inside. Looking at the familiar colors of my hands, I gently leaned my face against it with some nostalgia.

What I took out was not the little dress that Fan Yuze gave me, but the black clothes and pants that accompanied me throughout my adolescence, as well as the big black-rimmed glasses.

Thank you for accompany me through such a difficult road, and now please also take me into the first step of a new life.

When I was about to lock the door and change clothes, Naro suddenly walked in. She stared at the clothes in my hand with a weird look, and screamed at me strangely: "Li Nana...Don't tell me you plan to wear this black crow-like dress."

I ignored her, turned my head, carefully removed the contact lenses from my eyes, and then took the black-rimmed glasses and put them on.

Seeing me wearing black-rimmed glasses, Naro and the girls who came in with her burst into laughter.

"Hey Li Nana, you really have to wear your black crow-like clothes, so laugh me to death. This is a beautiful **** campus, not a big comment on campus crow"

Naro laughed so hard that her waist was straightened, and she kept wiping tears while leaning on the table to the side.

"I don't know how the boys who choose your station will react when they see your look. I'm great haha" Another girl kept tapping the cabinet on the side, her face turned a little distorted with her smile.

I ignored their ridicule, just as if they didn't exist, walked to the door of the changing room, closed the door, and changed into the black suit according to my plan.

Seeing that I really changed this black suit, Nalo and her companions burst out laughing again. Their arrogant laughter almost lifted the roof

I didn't bother to pay attention to them and walked out of this noisy place with my mobile phone.

Leaning in the back corner of the tea restaurant, I sent a text message to Minghui, asking him to watch my game. After sending this text message, I smiled at the still shining mobile phone screen, and prayed silently in my heart: Minghui, you must open my game...you must come

As the game kicked off, I stood on the stage with all the participating girls. Looking at the gorgeously dressed girls around me, my black suit looks so prominent. Everyone in the audience smiled at me in my plump black suit and cover-up glasses. In fact, when I was backstage just now, the other contestants already laughed at my dress.

However, in the face of everyone's ridicule, I did not have the timidity and fear of the past, because I saw Minghui in the crowd in the audience, and he gave me a sense of insecurity.

Even though I was wearing ugly clothes, the confident smile on my face remained the same from beginning to end. I am waiting, waiting for that moment to come.

Regardless of the laughter in the audience, the game proceeded in an orderly manner. Perhaps the host wanted to have such a lively scene even more. He didn't stop everyone from ridiculing, instead he made a little ridicule about my dress.

The first part of the competition is "Pretty Girl's Self-Introduction". Everyone arranges the order by drawing lots, and then introduces themselves to show themselves in turn.

I took out a round sky blue ball from the cute pink sealed box, looked at the number on the face, I couldn't help but smile.

The small blue ball has two big numbers "27" written on it. On the 27th, the number of girls who participated in the competition this time was not many, but it happened to be 27. Haha, it seems that everything else can be changed, but the fate of my lottery and sorting is always the last one is unchangeable.

"Okay, our ranking has come out. Let's ask our first cute girl to take a step forward and make a perfect self-introduction to everyone." The host passionately invited the first contestant.

All of our other waiting players stepped back and watched the first player's display intently. Seeing their nervous expressions, I cocked the corners of my mouth.

Perhaps among the 27 contestants, the only one who can relax is me. Even Naro, who is so ostentatious, couldn't help being nervous. When I took a step back just now, I obviously saw her mouth tremble.

With a taste like watching a theater, I relaxed and watched the performance of the contestants. They are really good, confident, generous and versatile.

There is a petite and lovely girl who won the first prize in the provincial piano competition when she was ten years old. Another girl who looks very delicate is also the silver medalist of the youth martial arts competition. Everyone is so amazing and Their appearance, I am really worthless, but looking at the figure in the audience, my heart is full of sweetness, and it is not uncomfortable at all.

When the twenty-sixth girl walked off the stage, I adjusted my clothes, put on my glasses, and waited for the host's call.

"Thank you for the passionate presentation of No. 26. Now we will welcome the self-introduction of today's last contestant. Welcome to the girl who dresses up the most special No. 27 today." The host enthusiastically reached out to me.

I put my hand on his hand and walked towards the front of the stage under his guidance.

When I got here, I realized that the stage was so high. I had never had stage experience before, and suddenly I was a little frightened, and a little worried about whether I would fall.

"Our girl No. 27 is a very godlike girl. Her unique dress always makes me catch my eyes when welcoming other girls." The host said lively. Following his words, there was a lively laughter from the audience.

Everyone's laughter awakened me from the high emotion of the stage. I smiled embarrassedly and walked to the back of the microphone. I hugged the slightly hot microphone under the illumination of the colorful lights with my hands, and my eyes fixed on that place.

"You may think that I am standing here wearing such a black crow-like clothes. It is very weird to stand on the scene of this beautiful **** campus..." Although I was asking all the audience, I was not timid at all, and I was always brave. Looking at the dense crowds in the audience.

My question made the quiet meeting place noisy again because of my opening. The audience was whispering to each other, and some even shouted to me: "Where is it strange? It's ugly."

"Yes, I know it's ugly, but..." With a slight smile, I continued my statement, "This suit has accompanied me for a long time. During that time, I had a name called'Behind the Spirit '..."

"Ah, when school started, I was frightened by a girl with the same spirit behind." Suddenly, there was a scream from the audience. Her words reminded me of the scene on the first day of school.

"Yes, that person is me..." I smiled and slowly spread my sad life in the sun, "...every day, I am immersed in my own world without any communication with the outside world. . In fact, looking at the girls laughing in the sun, my heart is full of envy and longing. However, I dare not, I am afraid, because of a certain misunderstanding when I was a child, I have always lived with low self-esteem and frustration."

"At that time, I definitely did not dare to stand in front of so many people like this, let alone say a word. I only dared to hide behind my thick bangs and these big black-rimmed glasses, secretly admiring those People who can stand in the sun. Therefore, I have this nickname that has accompanied me for nearly 7 years-"Behind the Spirit". Originally, I entered Chunling Gao with a desire to change. I hope to be here. There is a new life here, but the inferiority complex that has been carved into the bones made me go the same way..."

Thinking of those sad days, I sighed softly and continued: “When I was ready to put away my desire to change again and to accept this sad fate honestly, someone walked into mine. life."

I looked at the person under the stage unabashedly, knowing that my eyes were full of hot light at this time: "I can stand here and spread my darkest memories under the sun because of that. Personally, he helped me get out of the shadows I once had."

Falling into that fond memory, the smile on my mouth grew deeper and deeper: "He, he is a very awkward person. In fact, he has never been nice to me. Almost every word he said to me is scolded. You guys. I can’t imagine that there are so many mean words in his head. His poisonous tongue makes me sad every time, but every time under his poisonous tongue, I feel warm and considerate.”

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