How Could I Like Him

Chapter 86: Strong kiss

At the most inappropriate time, the most inappropriate place, I met the person I didn't want to meet at the moment.

With tears in his eyes, Hou Mo looked up and dumbly watched Sui Hou Yu took out his phone and patted his face. He panicked for a moment. He quickly avoided, wiped his tears, and asked: "Why are you here? Up?"

Following Hou Yu's question, he made sense: "Can't I come?"

Hou Mo was particularly puzzled: "Didn't you all retired?"

Sui Hou Yu was more puzzled than him: "I haven't retired."

Hou Mo looked at Sui Hou Yu in amazement, with tears hanging on his eyelashes that had not had time to wipe off, and asked nervously, "Then why are you wearing this school uniform?"

"The sportswear was topped with soy milk in the morning, so I changed it and washed it."

Hou Mo added again: "I saw Ran Shu and didn't wear it."

"We got our sportswear dirty after bumping into each other."

"You haven't done morning exercises yet."

"I suffered from insomnia yesterday and tried to make up for sleep in the dormitory, but it didn't work."

Hou Mo quickly wiped his eyes and asked, "Then why didn't you come this afternoon?"

"The heartbeat was too fast in the afternoon and I couldn't stand it. Ran Shu accompanied me to the infirmary. I slept there."

"Oh..." Hou Mo lost his words in an instant.

"You cry because of this?"

"Not all..." Hou Mo asked after answering, "Did you hear me talking to myself?"

"No." After Hou Yu woke up and found out that Hou Mo was here, he came directly, and Hou Mo shut up as soon as he opened the door.

Hou Mo felt that he still had a chance to live, otherwise he really wanted to rush out to look for Ouyang Ge to single out now, and that's it.

Sui Hou Yu was finally willing to put away the phone and stop recording, and asked, "Do you need a tissue?"

"Give me one."

Hou Mo took the tissue and hid to the side and blow his nose awkwardly, only to find that Sui Hou Yu had been following him, and after a glance at him, he asked, "Are you crying with anger?"

"Ah..." This question really asked Hou Mo.

Hou Yu explained in a dull tone: "I never thought about leaving the team, and I will also participate in next year's national competition. The college entrance examination is still far away and I haven't considered it yet."

Hou Mo nodded after hearing, "Oh..."

"Ok."

The conversation was deadlocked again.

Hou Mo finally relieved a little bit of the embarrassment of his hunk in tears, and then followed Hou Yu: "Yesterday I didn't control my temper and made a fuss. Obviously there is not much. It must make both of them unhappy. I have no brains. "

"You are actually right." Hou Yu added after thinking about it, "but the **** behind is still inexplicable."

"Well, I was wrong, I'll beat you up, I won't fight back." Hou Mo said, proactively stretched out his hand.

"Too lazy to move."

Following Hou Yu walked to the jumping box of the vaulting horse, he leaped to sit on it, glanced at Hou Mo and asked, "Did you go to Sang Xian's place yesterday?"

"Well, Sang Xian's condition is not very good. I took him home. As a result, he walked too quickly, and he forgot to take his mobile phone in the locker room and failed to say hello to you."

Sui Hou Yu asked tentatively: "Oh...what happened to him?"

Regarding this question, Hou Mo still avoided a little: "It's nothing."

Following Hou Yu's lips, he said displeased: "It seems that the whole world knows what's going on between you, but I don't know, I'm still your doubles partner! Am I just a substitute? I will be your partner? You can get rid of the relationship with Sang Xian, so you partnered with me?"

"Why do you think so?" Hou Mo felt very strange, walked to Sui Hou Yu and looked at his expression, trying to find a flaw.

Speaking of this matter, Hou Yu fell into a state of unhappy again: "He is so good to you, and your relationship is still very special. You seem to accept his kindness to you. The tacit understanding between the two of you is obviously better than ours. Two tall, since you are so unrelated to him, why do you want to partner with me?"

Hou Mo looked at Sui Hou Yu for a long time, and what Sang Xian said to him yesterday echoed in his ears again, making him feel uncontrollable, and it was so hard to hold back.

He tried to pretend to be calm and asked: "You care about the relationship between me and him?"

"I just think..." Sui Hou Yu didn't know how to explain it so that he wouldn't be caught by Hou Mo, closed his mouth and thought hard, and then said again, "You are very strange, is he... is he gay? I like you?"

"what?!"

"The ambiguity between you is sometimes...it's very lingering in your eyes!"

As Hou Yu cares, so sensitive.

He always felt that Sang Xian's eyes on Hou Mo were different from those of others, and he couldn't care less.

Hou Mo did not answer immediately. Instead, a man sat beside him and said softly: "There is no ambiguity between me and him. In fact, if I can choose, I don't even want to know him."

He turned to look at Hou Mo, a little confused, because he didn't want to be chased by boys?

Hou Mo calmly looked at Sui Hou Yu and said, "I don't seem to tell you how my father died. He... died to save Sang Xian."

This was definitely an unexpected answer by Hou Yu, his eyes widened subconsciously when he heard it.

Hou Mo was smiling, trying to make himself strong with a smile.

However, there is sadness in the smile, which is more distressing than crying.

"That year, my father took a leave of absence in order to celebrate my birthday. Our family of three went on a cruise ship. On the evening of August 30, it rained and high tide. Some people said that a small yacht had an accident nearby, and our cruise ship changed its course. To rescue, it was Sang Xian's yacht that was in trouble."

"Uncle An also went to save people?" When Hou Yu asked, his voice was a little tight, as if he was nervous and asked a very mentally retarded question.

Hou Mo nodded: "Well, he is a soldier, he will definitely help. There were six people on the yacht. They said that they had gone to a private island for a few days. They suddenly felt bored and planned to come back, but they encountered big waves. , A lot of water entered the yacht, and it went out of control. My dad and the two lifeguards on the cruise ship went to save people. One of the lifeguards was too old and could only pull the rope on the boat, my dad and the other People go to save people."

Hou Mo paused for a while when he said that, it seemed that just mentioning this matter made him extremely tired.

After a while, he continued: "The weather was terrible that day. Another lifeguard saved two people and was exhausted, leaving my father alone. Sang Xian was the last person he rescued, the first person on the yacht. The six people and my father were all salvaged. When the news of the death was confirmed, there was only more than an hour left before my birthday..."

Sui Hou Yu subconsciously held Hou Mo's hand, but was taken away by Hou Mo: "Don't hold it, in case you fall asleep, I haven't finished yet."

This time the identity was changed, replaced by Hou Mo talking, listening quietly with Hou Yu.

As Hou Yu understood, he nodded.

Hou Mo continued: "Perhaps it was because Sang Xian watched how broken my mother and I were. After that, he was so guilty that he had a mental illness. He regretted it because my father asked him if he had any more. When a person was not rescued, he saw my father’s exhaustion, and he answered that there was another person. If he didn’t answer that way, maybe my father wouldn’t have an accident.”

Hou Mo lowered his head slightly, his hands had been playing with his sportswear hem, kept stirring, obviously also very anxious, always wanted to do something to distract and ease his irritability.

Because this is the last thing he wants to mention.

Sui Hou Yu asked: "So he has been by your side since then, is he trying to compensate you?"

Hou Mo's voice seemed to sigh: "Yes, he has a very strange disease, and he will always be by my side, trying to do everything he can to help me and make up for me, so that his guilt feels better. But I really didn’t want to see him at first! It was my father’s willingness to save people, but this kind of compensation was not what I wanted. I always felt that these were all my father’s life in exchange for. Still very happy, the family is not rich and wealthy, but also well-fed and happy."

Sui Hou Yu finally understood the entanglement between Hou Mo and Sang Xian.

He didn't know what to say, so he thought for a while and asked: "Did you tell him clearly? Tell him directly that you don't like this."

Hou Mo continued, and this time he said intermittently for a long time: "I did this, and he did disappear for a while. It was also during that time that my mother relapsed into the ICU with grief and excessive heart disease. My father's relative said It was because I was young to help manage my mother’s company. The result was a mess. Credit was damaged. The investor withdrew directly to claim compensation. The company went bankrupt. The legal representative of the company was my mother. In the end, the court auctioned our house. ."

"Sang Xian knew about these things, and he felt that he caused my family to ruin and die. He didn't ask him for help if it was so difficult. He must be hating him. He was so guilty that he harmed himself and even killed himself by cutting his wrists. Sang Xian's parents cried. Ask me to go to the hospital to see Sang Xian, otherwise Sang Xian always pulls out the oxygen tube when he finds the right opportunity.

"At that time, my mother was seriously ill and the family property was auctioned off. My father's relatives were still trying to get money from my home. In this case, I had to go to the hospital to see him. If I didn't go, it would appear that I was very unkind. …I was really uncomfortable at the time, I felt so tired, why on earth must I bear this? I have already undertaken a lot, so why bother with him?"

After Hou Yu heard this, he finally asked again: "You still went, right?"

Hou Mo smiled bitterly: "Well, I feel relieved and go. I think that is the life my father saved. If it is gone, my father would have died in vain. However, when I went, I was entangled by Sang Xian. In order to get my bonus to practice tennis, he also followed to learn tennis, and even for me to give up the high school abroad, come back and relegated to a regular high school, and I was in the same class. Said that he was afraid that I would not tell him anything else, he was always by my side. I will know soon."

After Hou Yu listened, he couldn't help frowning: "This is really depressing."

"Well, after being entangled in this way for a few years, I actually gradually got used to it. Sang Xian also gradually got better. I started to try to get rid of him again. This time I went to Class 17 deliberately to avoid him. I think he still guessed my plan, and went to class 17 along with the exam."

Sui Hou Yu finally understood, the previous strangeness suddenly became clear: "I understand this time."

When mentioning this, Hou Mo would feel uncomfortable once, and he smiled bitterly again: "Others are persuading me that I should come out. In fact, I can also come out. My mother and I have had a good time recently. But, Sang Xian has always been by my side, and I have not been able to get out. He is my shadow, and when he is there, I will feel very suffocated."

"Can he cure it? Maybe you can try electroconvulsive therapy. The effect is really good."

Hou Mo shook his head: "He has looked for many ways at home, and there is no way to find a famous doctor in the world."

Sui Hou Yu asked again: "Then do you hate him?"

"Actually, I know that Sang Xian's answer at the time was no problem, and they didn't want to have an accident. I still can't help but complain! I blamed them for driving a small yacht out to sea knowing that the weather was bad, and complaining that these two generations of rich, ridiculously rich second generations were all right. Just do it and run around! But the thing has happened, and after putting down the paranoia in my heart, I am relieved. I no longer hate or complain. To comfort myself, my father is still very powerful. He saved three lives."

Sui Hou Yu saw that Hou Mo's eyes were reddened and his face was full of sad emotions. He couldn't help but feel a little anxious and eagerly comforted: "It's okay, even if Uncle An is gone, you can treat me as your father in the future!"

Hou Mo was about to cry, but when he heard these words, all his emotions were suppressed instantly, and he turned to look at Sui Hou Yu in shock.

The most terrible thing is that Sui Hou Yu's words are actually serious, and his expression is so sincere.

Hou Mo looked at him and smiled for no reason.

This time it was finally no longer a wry smile.

Hou Mo mentioned Sang Xian again: "You don't need to care about him. He followed me because he wanted a sense of redemption. Being kind to me would make him feel less guilty. He didn't like me. I also think of him as a friend. , After all, he can be considered as a person. I want to stay away from him, and I also hope that he will be better when he stays away from me. He can't live for me."

"Well, this kind of friendship is pathological, and both of you will be very tired."

"correct…"

When the matter is over, the two can finally have physical contact.

Hou Mo lowered his head, put his head on Sui Hou Yu's shoulder, and said coquettishly: "Brother Yu, I want to comfort him."

Sui Hou Yu immediately raised his hand and rubbed Hou Mo's head.

His palms were warm, his movements were gentle, and a little clumsy, but it was enough to soothe people's hearts.

It's just that I'm very satisfied with being touched.

The two were silent for a while before Hou Mo suddenly spoke: "Sang Xian said something when chatting with me yesterday, and I denied it at the time. Only today I discovered that you really care about his existence."

Sui Hou Yu quickly explained: "I just think it's weird between you, so that I can't be a partner with you."

Hou Mo deliberately asked in a long voice, "Oh-so it's not jealous?"

Suddenly being asked this question, Hou Yu sat upright for a moment with nervousness.

Then, he shook his shoulders quickly and told Hou Mo to stay away from him, then stood up and said, "What jealousy? Funny!"

Hou Mo's eyes were like hooks, staring at him all the time, making him uncomfortable for a while.

At this moment, Hou Mo suddenly stretched out his hand and squeezed his pink eartips. It was so exciting that he quickly patted Hou Mo's hand away, but he did not dare to look at Hou Mo.

Hou Mo's eyes lit up for an instant, and he looked like a fire ignited in his eyes with excitement, making him even more uncomfortable.

He pretended to be calm and walked out, and said, "Well, now that everything is clear, then I'm leaving."

Hou Mo asked frivolously, "Didn't you come here to find me? Leave without waiting for me?"

"I just remembered that I should be on duty today. Come and see if it is cleaned up!" He denied again, seeing the tennis basket and walking over, intending to push it to the prescribed place.

Hou Mo reluctantly followed behind him, trying to pull his wrist, he threw away like an electric shock.

The result was too much action. He touched the tennis basket. The basket was slanted, and the tennis **** rolled and scattered. Before standing still, he stepped on a tennis ball, slipped the sole of his foot, and fell backward.

His position was very close to the wall, and the back of his head and shoulders hit the wall and he sat next to the wall.

When Hou Mo saw this scene, his heart followed with a "thump", and he hurriedly followed up and asked, "Is it okay?"

"No..." answered Hou Yu, rubbing the back of his head.

"Let me see." Hou Mo nervously wanted to see if the back of his head was cracked, but he struggled so hard to prevent Hou Mo from watching, just wanting Hou Mo to stay away from him.

Hou Mo was very anxious, so he simply held down his hand and said eagerly: "Be obedient, let me see if you are injured!"

Suddenly being yelled at, Sui Hou Yu finally calmed down, and looked at Hou Mo in a panic.

Hou Mo was still anxious to look at his injuries, and after staring at him, he stopped awkwardly, staring at him for a long time and refused to remove his eyes.

There seemed to be a prairie fire in the eyes of the other party, which made each other panic.

Following Hou Yu once again avoided Hou Mo's gaze, for fear that Hou Mo would see the flaws. However, his heart is like a naughty child, beating irregularly, causing his eyelashes to tremble with the heartbeat.

Then, I heard Hou Mo asking: "So...you are jealous, right?"

"No!" He denied eagerly, his voice out of control, almost roaring.

"Brother Yu, you look at me, are you not straight? You feel a little bit towards me, right?"

"..." Sui Hou Yu's head short-circuited under tension, and he didn't hear what was wrong with the word "also".

He was just thinking about how to deny it, but after opening his mouth, there was no sound, but he swallowed a mouthful of saliva, panicking.

Fearing that Hou Mo would continue to be questioned, he wanted to push Hou Mo away and escape from this place that made him panic.

He was not ready yet, and never thought that Hou Mo would find his mind so soon, did he like it so carelessly?

If you don't let him go, he will hit someone!

He can be fierce beating!

However, Hou Mo didn't let him go, and grabbed his suit and tie, forcing him to get close to him.

Then it was suddenly kissed.

The spacious equipment room has become crowded because of the accumulation of many sports equipment.

The quiet room did not turn on the lights, and the night fell early in the winter season. The room was already flooded with the dark red sunlight at dusk, and it seemed that it would be darkened soon.

At first, there was the rustling sound of clothes rubbing when pushing away, but it quieted down after a while.

The owner of the clothes didn't struggle anymore.

Hou Mo's lips were hotter than his eyes, and the strong kiss seemed to burn him completely, his body was swallowed by the flames, and the flames burned him.

It seemed to be lava that rolled into the throat, burning his mouth and throat, but mixed with strange sweetness.

Breathing is intertwined, messy and rapid.

He had never thought that after burning, there would be sweetness in his nose, making him want to taste the taste of another person even more.