"It seems that he is really good to you."

"It's not all that." Lin Anlan said, "I went to him, and I brought up many of our things first. The more he likes me, the less he can refuse me, and the less he will refuse me. The more mistakes are made. Human nature can't stand the test. I tested him first, and naturally I don't have the right to blame him for not being able to stand the test at all."

"So you like him?"

Lin Anlan was silent.

"Don't you like him?" Zosia felt that he couldn't understand, "When you lost your memory, you liked him very much, but speaking of it, why did you lose your memory?"

Lin Anlan frowned, wondering how to explain this to him.

His amnesia was actually an accident.

An accident that was completely out of everyone's plans.

Seriously speaking, this matter still has to start with Jiang Xu.

Thinking of this, Lin Anlan glanced at her cell phone. Jiang Xu was still on his blacklist, but he still hadn't been released.

He remembered what Jiang Xu had done during his memory loss, and sighed helplessly. Even though it had been so long, he was probably so angry at the time that he still felt bad when he thought about it now.

Having been friends for so many years, he thought that Jiang Xu was the only person he could trust in the world, but now it seems that he thinks too much.

Lin Anlan put the phone aside, he thought, he and Jiang Xu are probably going to be the most common kind of friends who used to know each other but didn't get in touch with each other in the end.

Kind of sad, but helpless.

They used to accompany each other through each other's most difficult moments, but in the end, they still said goodbye to each other.

Quite a pity.

"It's just an accident, don't worry about it." He said to Zosia.

"But you weren't hurt."

"Do you want me to be hurt?" Lin Anlan asked back.

"Of course not. I didn't see you well, that's why I said that. In other words, why did you suddenly regain your memory?"

"I can't live without regaining my memory."

Seeing that he didn't want to talk, Zosia stopped asking, "Then I'll help you arrange other activities."

"Um."

They talked about work for a while, and Zosiah had something to do, so he left first.

Lin Anlan watched him go out, saw that it was time for dinner, and started to prepare for cooking.

Under normal circumstances, when he is alone, he will cook by himself. When he is with his parents, his parents will help him cook. When he is with Jiang Xu, Jiang Xu will cook. When he is with Cheng Yu, Cheng Yu will cook for him. He didn't want him to bother at all, so only when he was alone would he need to do it himself and have enough food and clothing.

He cut a tomato, was going to fry a tomato and eggs, and cut a green pepper, planning to make a green pepper fried meat.

He was eating dinner, hesitating whether he should tell Cheng Yu that he had regained his memory, and if he did, what should he do next?

Back to Cheng Yu? Or is this the end of it with him?

Lin Anlan is not very sure of his feelings. He has amnesia and loves Cheng Yu, but now he is more like watching a love movie. The movie is very good. The protagonist seems to be him, but he is not so real.

The one who fell in love with Cheng Yu was Lin Anlan, who had amnesia, a carefree man who dared to love and hate.

If he didn't have the experience as a child, if he grew up ordinary and happy in a normal family, then this should be his last character, fearless, coquetry, and trusting a person wholeheartedly.

But now he is not like that.

Will Cheng Yu find out that he is not as cute and interesting as when he lost his memory? Do you think he is not so attractive now?

When there is no comparison, he is good no matter what, but once there is a comparison, will he like the amnesiac self more?

Of course, these are not the point.

The point is, does he really want to be with Cheng Yu?

Lin Anlan has never thought about who he wants to be with. Many people have asked him, what do you like?

His answer is, I like what I like.

But what does he like?

Lin Anlan didn't know either.

It's just that Cheng Yu was not in this range.

Ever since he vaguely realized that Cheng Yu might like him and that Cheng Yu had more obsession with him than his friends, he began to avoid Cheng Yu.

He didn't want Cheng Yu and Jiang Xu to have contact, let alone get involved with the Cheng family, not to mention, how could someone like Cheng Feng allow his son to find a man.

Even if they took 10,000 steps back and they were really together, Cheng Feng was afraid that he would try his best to get Cheng Yu to have a child.

It was too troublesome, so Cheng Yu was never in Lin Anlan's consideration.

So what does he like?

He likes to take the initiative and like to love him. There are actually many people who do these two things, but he is still single.

His love is destined to be difficult to hand over. He has no way to completely trust the other party, let alone believe that he can spend the rest of his life with the other party without regret.

There are still sixty or seventy years left, and he is only in his twenties. Who can guarantee that what he likes now will not become insensitive and bored in the future.

He watched suitors walk past him, he knew they liked him, but he couldn't believe the shelf life of this love, couldn't trust each other, so he held his love tightly, couldn't give it up, and I don't know who to give it to.

He doesn't seem to have anyone he likes in particular.

Of course, this does not include Jiang Xu, Jiang Xu is a friend, and a friend and a lover are not like each other.

Lin Anlan was a little worried. He ate the vegetables and carefully sorted out his relationship with Cheng Yu.

Cheng Yu likes him, likes him very much, Lin Anlan can feel it, but he doesn't like Cheng Yu's family so much, and even rejects it.

He hates Cheng Feng, he doesn't want to get involved with Cheng Feng.

Besides, he likes Cheng Yu now, is he like Cheng Yu's love, or Cheng Yu?

If Cheng Yu didn't like him that much, Lin Anlan felt that they could try it out first, stay together if it suits them, and then separate if they don't.

However, Cheng Yu liked him, liked him too much. His departure this time was already cruel to Cheng Yu. If he tried again and it was not suitable to separate again, Lin Anlan felt that Cheng Yu might not be able to bear it.

This is equivalent to giving him hope for the second time and shattering his illusions again.

It was so cruel that Lin Anlan couldn't bear it.

He sighed, so, should he tell Cheng Yu that he has recovered his memory?

Lin Anlan didn't know, he put down his chopsticks, put the leftovers in the refrigerator, and washed the dishes.

Cheng Yu woke up after a long sleep. The rain had stopped and the room was dark. He leaned on the bed and didn't want to move.

He picked up his phone and glanced at it. Many people sent him WeChat messages, but Lin Anlan was the only one.

Lin Anlan seemed to have forgotten him. After he left, he never contacted him again. If it wasn't for his news, he would almost doubt if Lin Anlan had blocked him.

He is really cruel, Cheng Yu thought, how could he be so cruel? After all, they have been together for so long, are the feelings all these days fake?

He opened Lin Anlan's WeChat and wanted to send him a message, but he withdrew, looked at the WeChat interface silently, and backed out.

There was a knock on the door, and Cheng Yu's heart instantly lifted, who is it? Could it be Lin Anlan?

He left in such a hurry that he didn't even take the key. Did he come back?

Cheng Yu hoped anxiously, but felt in his heart that no, it wouldn't be him.

He got out of bed, walked out, and opened the door.

It was indeed not Lin Anlan who stood outside the door, but Hua Rong and Xu Sheng.

"I came to see you and bought you porridge and snacks." Hua Rong said.

Cheng Yu closed the door with a bang, Hua Rong was stunned for a moment, and patted the door, "What are you doing? Open the door."

"I'll just say he'll be angry." Xu Sheng said, "Look, he's really not happy."

"Who are you from?" Hua Rong gave him a dissatisfied look, "I didn't do it for his own good."

Xu Sheng was helpless, "It's not like you don't know, Lin Anlan is a fairy-like figure in his heart, Bai Yueguang, cinnabar mole, you have to find a Chinese cabbage to replace his Bai Yueguang, can he not be angry? "

"But the problem is that he treats him as Bai Yueguang, do they care about him? They don't treat him as Chinese cabbage."

Cheng Yu opened the door angrily and glared at Hua Rong.

"I'm willing to open the door." Hua Rong said with a smile, "Look, Xu Sheng and I came to see you in the end. No matter how hard you are and you die at home, Lin Anlan won't care."

Cheng Yu raised his hand to close the door.

Hua Rong hurriedly squeezed in and sighed, "Alright, alright, let's not talk about it, come on, eat first, you probably didn't eat a single bite this day."

"What's the matter with Xie Hui?" Cheng Yu asked, "How did he get involved with you?"

"I just bumped into him and thought he was a bit like Lin Anlan, so I brought it to you. Isn't it true that there is no genuine product, and it would be nice to have a fake one?"

Cheng Yu:  …

"Isn't it?" Hua Rong put the meal for him on the table, "You should come out too. After so many years, isn't it enough for you to be stuck here with Lin Anlan? How many years can you have? How long are you going to waste on him? If you can't get out by yourself, then I can give you a push. Is Xie Hui not good, can he not? If he can't, what do you like? Do you like Lin Anlan's? What, character? Temper? You said you liked him, can I help you find a similar one?"

"What do you like about Fang Leshui?" Cheng Yu asked him, "Face, personality, temper? What do you like about him, can I find a similar one for you?"

Hua Rong laughed, took out the cigarette case and lit a cigarette, he said, "Ayu, you can't compare with me, I have put him down, and I have not become what you are now for him, I can go by myself. Come out, but you can't?"

"Eight years, everyone should give up, but you are still waiting. I didn't persuade you when I was in college, because I think he is really good, and it's normal for you to like him, but now, how long have we graduated from college? How many college students have given birth, you are still waiting, do you think you can wait? Do you think you will really be together? "

Cheng Yu didn't speak.

"So you should come out. You know it yourself, he doesn't love you, you have no results, you should give up."

Xu Sheng also persuaded, "Yeah Ayu, it's been so long, Hua Rong is a bastard, he came up with such a crooked idea, but it's not a problem for you to be like this now."