Sheng Yan couldn't recover, and Han Yuming, who was shouted by her to break the vest, was even more embarrassed than her.

The two looked at each other in the hallway for three minutes.

Sheng Yan actually didn't know why she yelled out such a name, but after retrieving the memory of the mission world, she always felt that the coincidences she encountered in the first world were too coincidental...

Think of it again in those worlds behind, a woman who likes herself will always know her name in the original world——

Some coincidences can be traced even if they are absurd, right?

Sheng Yan thought, she can go through to do those incredible tasks, don’t let others have any big secrets?

Even guessing, she yelled so loudly.

As a result, the other party was indeed tempted by her so unexpectedly.

Han Yuming likes her.

This time it is not affected by the parallel world, but...

This person really likes her.

Sheng Yan just realized that there was a sense of unreality, and after a long time she raised her hand to stroke her hair, smiled lightly with the person in front of him, and said again:

"Long Sun Ling"

"Mei Aoxue"

"Lu Yirong"

"Are these all you..."

After the failure of the sixteenth mission, Sheng Yan fell in love in various mission worlds starting from the seventeenth mission.

She cherishes every passage very much, and every passage is worth remembering in her heart, but now the fact is to tell her-are these people Han Yuming?

How to explain, some of these things know her true identity

Sheng Yan knew that she still had some logics that were not clear, but she knew that Han Yuming was definitely aware of the twists and turns.

Hearing her words, Han Yuming let out a long sigh of relief.

She understood Sheng Yan's choice--

Sheng Yan chose to restore her memory.

So I will know that the accident that is about to happen this morning can also be successfully avoided. I really don't need to rush all the way from home after the world line adjustment. I don't have any thoughts in my mind, just to prevent her from repeating the mistakes. .

Han Yuming didn't know the consequences of Sheng Yan's discovery of her identity, and she didn't dare to think about it.

She breathed a sigh of relief and didn't even think about concealing it. She just nodded calmly and said back to her:

"Yes."

"It's not just them, those who have been good friends with you in the world before...those are also me."

"Since when?" Thanks to her deductive experience in various worlds, Sheng Yan found that she could control her emotions well now, so as not to collapse, but instead asked this question in a calm manner.

Even if... she vaguely guessed the answer.

Han Yuming looked at her steadily, was quiet for a while, and answered the answer that lingered in Sheng Yan's heart:

"Start from the first world."

"The third personality is Han Yuming, that's me too."

"It was the first time you did a task. I was worried about you, so I submitted an application to the general system. The headquarters would not approve this kind of personal request, but because of your special circumstances, I followed you all the way. "

"But I didn't lie to you. In the sixteenth world, because I interfered with your mission process and affected your state-I was then warned, and later, in order not to violate the regulations, I sealed my memory. , Since the seventeenth mission, I, like you, have forgotten all the previous things. I only locate your world and follow you to the next world."

Han Yuming's original intention was only to worry that Sheng Yan would not be able to complete the mission, so he begged Ying Wan, and wanted to watch her next to her, so as not to hurt her in the mission world.

but……

Later she found that she couldn't hold her mind at all.

The first world disappeared for her to resist the harm. The world behind...like to make up for the money they have lost for so many years. She wanted to redeem this "friendship" that Sheng Yan cherished the most, so she suppressed it. With my own thoughts, every time, every time, I acted as the best friend in the world's ideal state, and accompanied Sheng Yan for life after life.

Until, she couldn't stand it anymore.

Han Yuming finally realized helplessly and desperately that he never wanted to be a good friend with Sheng Yan from start to finish.

She is far from being as generous as she thought, she is going to be stunned by her own mind, sixteen worlds...

Each world is counted as fifty years, and she has endured for eight hundred years. For ordinary humans, what a long and desperate time, eight hundred kurong, how many rebirths can the world go through?

Even if she has entered various worlds to do tasks early, and has a different concept of time from ordinary people, she is just an ordinary person in the face of love!

Sheng Yan can be protected after each world, and will automatically weaken her emotions, but she can't.

Therefore, she could only help herself by telling herself time and time again that it was her fault that made Sheng Yan lose this friendship, and she wanted to make up for it.

One world, two worlds, ten worlds...

Finally, she couldn't wait, she wanted to take the initiative and go further.

So, in Sheng Yan's sixteenth mission, she confessed.

The result was terrible. Han Yuming even couldn't help but say something to Sheng Yan that he shouldn't say. As a result, he could only activate the emergency plan and re-adjust the world line. Moreover, Sheng Yan had to turn on the emotional downplay again because of the emotional fluctuations. Processing.

At that time, Han Yuming was even a little frustrated. Since inexplicably signing a contract with the last lord god, this is a rare time for her to experience great emotional fluctuations.

Like the light on the head of a match, it was suddenly bright, then slowly extinguished into ashes, and was put aside by the little match girl, leaving no value for attention.

Han Yuming thought, let's just do it, let this failing relationship over and over again, and hide it forever.

At the beginning, she just wanted to save Sheng Yan, accompany her to complete the task, and then return to the real world. Isn’t it all right?

More, she is greedy.

As a result, she sealed all her previous memories, only positioned Sheng Yan's next mission world, letting herself be like a blank piece of paper, and then entered the new world.

Han Yuming thought, what would I do?

It is to look at each other in a hurried manner in the crowd, let the other person pass by, and be a witness to each other's different lives

Still attracted to each other just like when they first met

At the moment when Sheng Yan's mission is completed-

Han Yuming, who had recovered his memory, found the answer.

She found sadly that she would still fall in love with this man.

even……

He would even use all means to get this person, even if he was only treated with pity or sympathy at first.

After all... no matter how the world changes or the stars change, she always has to be attracted by this person, like the answer that fate has already written on the book of life and death, she can't escape.

Therefore, she finally used a small trick quietly.

She knew that Sheng Yan had never thought about her feelings for her in any other direction, but Han Yuming's thoughts were now resurrected.

So she couldn't help thinking...

If she guides Sheng Yan to develop from a perspective other than friendship in the real world, will the other party have a different view of her?

Han Yuming didn't know, but she quietly affected Sheng Yan's system and called back the world line of the other party's positioning.

The result was that Sheng Yan was scared enough by reality, which caused the 222 false declaration to be beaten quickly, and constantly urged the headquarters to re-adjust the world line.

Her little abacus seemed to have failed.

Having talked about love with each other four times, this is the only gain that Han Yuming has come along with Sheng Yan.

It can be regarded as she accidentally inserted the willow into the willow.

Now, even she doesn't know what the future will be like.

All this is up to Sheng Yan to decide.

Han Yuming forcefully suppressed his thoughts and kept saying to himself:

Enough, you are content.

That was the fourth life. Now your contract with the last Lord God has expired. You don’t need to travel through all kinds of worlds, and you don’t have to watch those tragic lives anymore. You only need to live your own short life. enough.

And the long memories of those four worlds bit by bit are enough for you to remember in the days to come.

Long enough, people must learn to be content.

...

At the same time, Han Yuming's opposite, the direction inside the door.

Sheng Yan's thoughts were chaotic, and she never expected that from the day of the accident, her life would suddenly become so colorful.

She originally thought that the task of traveling through various worlds was imaginary enough.

As a result, the facts told her brightly that there was not the most exciting, only more exciting.

There were many questions in her mind, but the last thing she could do was to suppress her emotional affairs and asked:

"I went across to do those tasks... also because of..."

Han Yuming lowered his eyes and said to her, "It's related to me."

Sheng Yan looked in a daze, nodding her head subconsciously.

That is to say--

It was all because of Han Yuming that he could make his face back to where he is now, and even get half of his life back.

In Sheng Yan's values, who regards appearance as life, Han Yuming is equivalent to giving her another life.

Han Yuming raised her eyes to see her gaze, and added a little uncomfortably: "But, this is what I want to do, don't think too much."

Don't feel that you owe me anything.

I owe you a lot.

Sheng Yan curled her lips and said to her, "Han always thinks too much. I have no other characteristics, but I am very cheeky and heartless."

Han Yuming blinked slowly, as if she couldn't tell whether her words were a joke or true, she couldn't answer for a long while.

Sheng Yan now has complicated thoughts in her mind. She wants to calm down and think about it for a while, so she said to Han Yu:

"I have no doubts, do you have anything else to say"

Han Yuming was pricked by her polite address, but replied without changing his face:

"Have."

Sheng Yan, who was about to close the door, could only raise her eyebrows, changed her posture and leaned on the door frame again, making her ears listen.

"The phrase I said at the beginning of'Don't contact me anymore' was an angry word. Later, I wanted to apologize to you, but for some reason, I couldn't come back in the mission world, which caused my body to fall asleep at home for half a year."

"After I woke up, I couldn't contact you anymore. I only learned about what happened to you later. I didn't have time to apologize to you because of the angry words at that time. I'm sorry--"

"I didn't think about making you really lose this friendship, I'm sorry."

Having said that, Han Yuming bowed seriously to her.

Sheng Yan's face changed, she stood up straight, and said to her: "You don't need to say that, things have been a long time ago, and besides, I have no right to be angry with you."

"You have." Han Yuming replied lightly.

Sheng Yan said nothing.

Han Yuming looked at her for a while, then took a half step back in time, looked at her deeply, and his tone was somewhat depressed:

"Be careful today, I won't disturb you anymore."

Sheng Yan kept watching her turn and go downstairs, her figure disappearing at the corner of the stairs.

It took a long time before I remembered to close the door.

...

After half an hour.

Sheng Yan's breakfast takeaway ordered her to ring the doorbell, Sheng Yan ran to open the door to get the takeaway, put it down on the coffee table, and sat on the sofa to remove the chopsticks, but suddenly stopped.

The system said to her:

"do not be upset."

Sheng Yan responded: "Well, no."

She looked down at her breakfast, her body was contrary to her will, and the crystal liquid dripped from her eye sockets and hit the plastic bag for breakfast.

Sheng Yan thought she would not cry because of anything.

But when she heard Han Yuming mention the incident many years ago, she still felt her eyes hot, and her heart seemed to be grabbed.

After all, she was really impressed that year.

Sheng Yan picked up the chopsticks and put them down, separated many times before speaking:

"I met her since the first year of junior high school."

"You probably haven't heard me mention my family, because those are pains that I never want to talk about in my life."

"Just when I thought I was about to get used to this pain, Han Yuming appeared. She was the salvation of my entire life."

Sheng Yan lowered her eyes, closed her eyes after a long while, recalling that incident many years ago.

She hadn't thought about the past for many years, thinking that she was about to forget this history, but when she thought about it carefully, she found that the past is still vivid and as clear as yesterday.

Probably because those days were too special for her.

That was when the first day of school started.

Sheng Yan just went to the class, because her grades were too bad, and the head teacher just took office and was committed to making some achievements, so the head teacher made a new operation——

Let the class with good grades and poor grades sit together, so that one-on-one help, and hope that the students will make some grades at the end of the semester.

Sheng Yan was ranked first in the class when she took the entrance exam. Although it was not bad from a grade point of view, she was naturally the bottom of the key classes in this junior high school.

The day before school started, her drunkard father was in a bad mood because of the school's tuition fees, so he picked up the clothes rail next to him and beat her.

The hot weather in that season has not passed. School uniforms can wear long trousers, but most children still like to wear short sleeves.

Only Sheng Yan was dressed in a coat and trousers, which made her new tablemate look a thousand miles away, and couldn't help but look up at her.

Her new deskmate looked very beautiful, just as if she didn't want to be in touch with others. Sheng Yan was afraid of leaving a bad impression on this good student, smiled friendly with her, and whispered:

"I, I accidentally fell yesterday, and I wore a long sleeve with a wound on my hand."

It was clear that the other party hadn't asked anything yet, so she was anxious to explain.

After all, she discovered that she was different from those around her since she was in elementary school.

At that time, Sheng Yan was still ignorant, thinking that the whole world was the same as herself, and that other people's parents were so fierce, so she dared to show the scars. As a result...

I was called by the teacher to the office and asked about this.

When she came out of the office, she carefully pulled the sleeve of what she thought was a "good friend", and asked her: "Will your father beat you?"

"Why did my dad beat me? My dad treats me well. Your dad beats you — hey, stay away from me. You must be a bad boy. I don't want to play with you."

The girl turned her head arrogantly and walked away. By the way, the whole class knew about her being beaten, so that everyone in the class would look at her mockingly when they saw her.

Throughout her elementary school, Sheng Yan gradually realized that she was different from others.

So, when she first entered junior high school, she didn't want people to laugh at herself or make people sympathize with herself. She just covered the wound and proactively said to the new tablemate who looked clean and beautiful that she fell yesterday.

She didn't want to make herself look so different and be isolated by others.

Fortunately, her new deskmate just glanced at her, pursed her lips, and said to her, "My name is Han Yuming."

With that said, Xin's deskmate showed Sheng Yan the new book she had just finished writing her name. It took Sheng Yan a lot of work to find the last two words in a Po Xinhua dictionary she found by accident. The way of thinking.

Before that, she didn't dare to call Han Yuming's name, and basically didn't dare to talk to Han Yuming.

It wasn't until she carefully read the pinyin of Xinhua Dictionary several times at home in the evening under the light of the opposite building. Then the next day she plucked up the courage and said something to Han Yuming:

"Han Yuming, can you lend me a look at your math homework last night. I have a problem I haven't figured out for a long time. Don't worry, I won't copy yours."

Han Yuming glanced at her, and at the same time handing over the notebook, he asked her:

"Where wouldn't I teach you."

Sheng Yan was quite flattered when she heard this, and after blinking her eyes several times, she said to her, "Okay, thank you."

From that day on, Sheng Yan realized that when she was working on a question, whenever she thought for a while, a hesitant voice would sound next to her:

"Need a reminder?"

Sheng Yan's eyes brightened immediately, she looked at Han Yuming, and asked bluntly: "How to do it?"

The relationship between the two improved unconsciously.

At least in Sheng Yan's heart, she has unilaterally regarded Han Yuming as her friend.

She felt that Han Yuming was different from the girls she had met before. Although she looked cold and talked less, when she was boring in class and talked to her secretly, Han Yuming did not think of her like other good students. Annoying, or have to report to the teacher that the same table affects your study.

The other party will take the draft paper and write a few words on it so that she has something to write down, so as not to be caught by the teacher because of the small talk.

Then take the time to read what she wrote, answer her a few words, or return a simple expression.

Sheng Yan said everything. Sometimes she said that she met a dying stray cat in the morning, but she didn't bring anything with her, so she could only spend a few cents to buy her a pack of mustard pickles to feed her.

Han Yuming smiled back at her and praised her: "Very good, call me to go with me next time."

"I heard that our Chinese teacher just broke up with her boyfriend and is falling out of love. You don't even think she smiled today."

"Yes"

"Wow, the midterm results came out today. Just now I heard from the previous ones that you are the first in the class again. You are too good."

"fine."

...

They talked a lot, and then Sheng Yan found out that Han Yuming had changed a few drafts, and said with some embarrassment:

"Why don't you use mine next time"

Han Yuming just looked at her without speaking.

Sheng Yan embarrassedly took out a workbook from the drawer, and said to her: "Dangdangdang, I also have free books."

Han Yuming: "This is a workbook."

Sheng Yan stuck her tongue out with her: "It's okay. I can't use up the homework I usually send out. I have calculated it. This is extra. Use this. Use this!"

Han Yuming looked at her for a long time before nodding.

Sheng Yan was extremely happy.

only……

Her new notebook has just been used.

She stopped going to school the next day.

A full week passed, until every classmate in the class knew that Sheng Yan was absent from class. The head teacher asked if anyone knew where her home was during the break, and said that after visiting her home——

Another Monday passed.

Sheng Yan wore a hat and returned to class.

It was during the morning reading. The Chinese teacher who came in happened to be the most difficult to deal with. After scanning the class, Sheng Yan pointed it out:

"Sheng Yan."

"Yo, you are willing to come back"

"Why did you put your hat on last class? You disrespect the teacher. Take my hat off."

Sheng Yan stood up from her seat and said to the Chinese teacher: "Teacher, I don't want to pick it."

These words made the Chinese teacher angry. The first time I saw such a rebellious student, he walked up to her in a few steps, raised his hand to her hat, and flipped--

The brim of the hat was flapped and flew, because of that action, the terrible scar on her forehead was cracked, and blood came out from the wound.

The Chinese teacher who had never seen this kind of injury was shocked.

Han Yuming stood up and said, "Teacher, Sheng Yan is injured. I will take her to the infirmary."

The Chinese teacher backed up two strides, raised his hand to support the corner of the table of the other group of students, and nodded like sleepwalking after a long while: "Hurry, go, hurry up and take her..."

When she was about to walk out of the classroom, Sheng Yan heard the voice of someone behind her:

"Damn, it's so scary..."

"Oh my God, was she beaten by someone?"

"I don't know, I was shocked by what happened!"

Sheng Yan pursed her lips, followed Han Yuming for a long distance, and suddenly shouted:

"Han Yuming."

The other person turned around and looked at her.

Sheng Yan plucked up the courage and asked her:

"Do you know how to apply for dropout?"

The author has something to say: Memories kill.

Hey, Yeonyan is really pitiful...