Reborn Military Wife Lingren

Chapter 381: The truth of heartache (one more)

Luo Yu nodded, then picked up the phone, made a call, and hung up after a while.

"We've got in touch, tomorrow we will let Mingjun go to earth! Jingyun, I have to trouble you to arrange a plane to take us back to Yun City in the afternoon!"

"Father-in-law, these are all things I should do. You sit down now, and I'll make arrangements!"

After speaking, Li Jingyun left the office.

"Bai Xuan, call your grandfather and the others and ask them if they want to come over! As for your aunt, she's in good shape. Forget it this time. We'll accompany her to see your mother in the future!"

"Okay, father!"

After finishing speaking, Luo Boxuan also picked up the phone and contacted the Kyoto side. Huan Yun woke up, but she was still recovering in the hospital during this time, and the old man Ming had been staying in Kyoto during this time to accompany his daughter.

After receiving the call from Luo Boxuan, Mr. Ming decided to come to Yunshi without any hesitation after hearing the situation. Luo Boxuan booked the earliest flight for him and arranged for an entourage to **** him all the way to Yunshi.

Luo Yu was sitting on the sofa, directly opposite Luo Jingshu. Ever since Luo Baixuan started talking on the phone, he has been looking at Luo Jingshu, turning back and forth a thousand times, the bottom of his eyes flashing, and after a long time, Luo Yu finally spoke. .

After arguing for so long, Luo Yu didn't know how to approach this daughter calmly, feeling a little excited and a little flustered.

"Jing Shu, thank you!"

"Father, I should actually be the one to apologize. I was too naive in the past and put all the responsibility on you. In fact, my mother told me at the time that I should not hate you, but I was blinded by everything at that time. Mind you! I know it's all my mother's choice."

"Before, I didn't understand, I just treated my mother as a woman and a wife, I forgot she was a soldier, she had to make a soldier's choice! Although now I may not have the courage to be like my mother. She is not afraid of death, and will selflessly leave the chance of life to others, but at least I will respect her choice! So, I don't hate you anymore! I also understand that you have not had a good life these years, I know You miss Mom so much! Wish I had time to make these now!"

Luo Jingshu spoke softly, her tone was calm, and her mood was open.

Luo Yu listened, and suddenly, a kind and gratifying smile appeared on his face. He looked at Luo Jingshu with a kind of love and pity in his eyes.

"Jing Shu, don't say sorry, you were just a child at that time, the one who wanted to say sorry was me, and you were just an innocent child at that time."

"Father, grandpa is going to Yunshi this afternoon!"

Luo Boxuan came over after speaking on the phone. After speaking, he looked at Luo Yu, who was in tears, and at Luo Jingshu, whose eyes were filled with emotion, and said.

"Father, Jingshu, in the future, our family will live a good life, and let mother rest assured!"

Luo Jingshu nodded, and Luo Yu also nodded.

"Yes, live a good life and take your mother's share!"

Afterwards, Luo Yu and Luo Boxuan were driven to rest by Luo Jingshu because of the night's journey, and she also went to the training ground. Compared with the past, this time, her training was even harder.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, the three Luo family plus Li Jingyun left the God Killing Base. After arriving in Yunshi, Li Jingyun arranged for them to live in his apartment in Yunshi. After that, he and Luo Jingshu went to the airport to pick them up. The two elders of the Ming family also lived in the apartment.

This night, everyone rested very early. The next morning, Luo Yu was the first to get up and went into the kitchen to prepare breakfast.

When Luo Jingshu got up, everyone was already in the restaurant. Seeing Luo Jingshu come out, Luo Yu immediately brought out her breakfast.

Looking at Luo Yu wearing an apron, Luo Jingshu was still a little dazed. Before returning to the capital, Luo Boxuan had also been in the kitchen. Could it be that the men in the army are all hidden cooking masters, but she is also a soldier? is a gender issue.

At nine o'clock in the morning, Li Jingyun arranged for two cars, Luo Yu held an urn, and the group drove to the Martyrs Cemetery.

When they got there, Luo Jingshu discovered that there were actually a lot of people coming. The lowest rank was all majors. In the crowd, Luo Jingshu saw Dean Wen of the Military Region Hospital.

When Dean Wen saw them getting out of the car, he walked over directly. When he saw the urn in Luo Yu's hand, his eyes dimmed, and then he looked at Luo Jingshu who was on the side, his eyes were full of gratitude, but Nothing was said.

Luo Jingshu could see that this Dean Wen's love for Ming Jun was no less than Luo Yu's love for Ming Jun, but Dean Wen's feelings were more forbearing than Luo Yu's magnanimous love.

"In the future, I hope you can come to chat with Mingjun often!"

Finally, Luo Yu first broke the silence of each other. Hearing Luo Yu's words, Dean Wen's face flashed with excitement, and then nodded again and again.

"Don't worry, even if you don't tell me, I'll come to see her often! She's an amazing woman!"

"Wen Haoyan, I'm sorry, I didn't protect her well!"

Luo Yu suddenly said to Dean Wen that at the time, the two of them fell in love with Mingjun at the same time and pursued Mingjun at the same time. In the end, Dean Wen chose to let go after understanding Mingjun's intention.

At that time, Dean Wen approached Luo Yu, and he asked for a promise that Luo Yu would use his life to protect Mingjun, but in the end, Luo Yu broke his promise, and he was eight years late for this apology.

In fact, over the years, Wen Haosen has always had the opportunity to be transferred back to Kyoto. After all, the roots of the Wen family are in Kyoto, but since the Ming-Jun accident, Wen Haoyan completely gave up the idea of ​​returning to Kyoto.

Now, Luo Yu has left Mingjun in Yunshi again. It seems that Wen Haoyan will never leave Yunshi in this life.

In fact, when it comes to love for Mingjun, Wen Haoyan will be more pure, because he will put everything of Mingjun first, but Luo Yu is different. The identity of a soldier is like a rival in love, and he will always compete with Mingjun for Luo Yu. Yu, but Mingjun loves such a persistent Luo Yu.

Hearing this, Wen Haoyan was startled, but then suddenly smiled.

"This is Mingjun's own choice, needless to say sorry!"

"Lieutenant General Luo, everything is arranged!"

At this time, the person in charge of the burial came over with a look of reverence, and even was extremely polite to Luo Jingshu.

"Let's go!"

Luo Yu responded lightly, and then a group of people entered the Martyrs Cemetery, where all the martyrs who made contributions to the country and the people were buried, and they all used their lives to protect the safety of the country and the people.

Ming Jun left the hope of life to others at that time, and she was also a martyr for the life she eventually lost, so yesterday Luo Yu made a phone call to explain what he meant, and he directly approved entering the martyr's cemetery.

The cemetery is not big, and when you walk in, you feel a sense of solemnity and solemnity.

Luo Jingshu looked at the tombstone of a martyr in the distance. When she saw a young portrait on a tombstone, Luo Jingshu glanced at the date on it. She died at the age of eighteen!

Luo Jingshu looked at the tombstones of other martyrs again. The photos on them were all so young and youthful. They were the best years of their lives, but they returned to this place because of their choices. At that moment, Luo Jingshu especially admired these lovely and heroic people. heroes.

Because of Luo Yu's request, everything was simple, so the burial ceremony ended in less than half an hour, and all the people who came to mourn left. For a while, the lively cemetery finally quieted down again.

Luo Baixuan, Luo Jingshu and Li Jingyun knelt before the tomb and kowtowed three times. From the beginning, Luo Yu stood quietly beside the tomb, watching the loess sprinkle little by little on the urn.

The two elders of the Ming family have been peaceful all the way. Compared with the bad news of Ming Jun's sacrifice at the beginning eight years ago, now that they see their daughter returning to Yun City, they are also comforted!

"Mingjun, rest in peace, wait for me for a few years, then I will chat with you every day!"

The tombstone has been erected. The photo above is of Ming Jun wearing a military uniform when he was young. Luo Yu brought it here from Kyoto!

Luo Yu squatted in front of the monument, touched the photo with his hands, put his head on the monument, and spoke softly.

Luo Boxuan stayed there to accompany Luo Yu, but still stood far away, not to disturb Luo Yu to remember their mother.

Li Jingyun and Luo Jingshu helped the two elders of the Ming family to go to the parking lot first. The two elders traveled all the way, and they remembered the sad past and were exhausted both physically and mentally, so Li Jingyun asked the driver to take them back to the apartment to rest first.

After doing these things, Li Jingyun and Luo Jingshu stayed at the gate of the cemetery and waited for Luo Yu and them to come out. Looking at the tombstones in the garden, Luo Jingshu suddenly asked.

"Li Jingyun, is there anyone you know here?"

Li Jingyun nodded, and then took Luo Jingshu's hand to a tombstone. Luo Jingshu looked at the sacrifice time on the tombstone, and she was another warrior who sacrificed at a young age!

"He was one of the first batch of soldiers we brought after graduating from the military academy. When he died, he was already a squad leader. In order to save a five-year-old child, he fought with five gangsters for more than an hour. When we arrived At that time, the child was tightly guarded by him, and he was hit with more than fifty knives in total, one eye was stabbed blind, and he was stabbed a dozen times in the abdomen!"

"That day, he originally went out to buy a ring for his fiancée, but he didn't expect to encounter a gangster who robbed a gold shop. He used his life to save the gold shop and the kid who was kidnapped! If he didn't have an accident that day, He will go back the next day, and three days later will be the wedding of him and his fiancee, and finally, the happy event turns into a funeral! His fiancee suffered from depression because of his sacrifice, and he was completely cured two years ago!"

After that, Li Jingyun pulled Luo Jingshu to another place, another young martyr!

"This, my comrade-in-arms five years older than me, I was the company commander at the time, and he was the instructor. If he hadn't sacrificed, he might be a member of the Divine Realm team now! In order to destroy a drug gang, he took risks and went to He became an undercover agent. Later, in the course of our operation, in order to prevent the boss of the criminal gang from running away, he killed six bodyguards of the other party in a row with one person, and was unfortunately shot to death! At that time, his son was only a month old. , he originally planned to finish this mission and take a good vacation to go home to accompany his wife and children, but he never expected to see his son's face! He was only two or six years old when he sacrificed!"

After speaking, Li Jingyun pointed to the entire Martyrs Cemetery and continued.

"Everyone here chooses the most tragic way to protect the faith in their hearts. Although their sacrifices are sad, what they exchange with their lives is the safety of the country and the people! Just like your mother In that way, she exchanged her life for the safety of the woman and the child in her womb. Although it may seem a little worthless, for a soldier, it is not worthwhile, only if it should or should not!"

Saying that, Li Jingyun put both hands on Luo Jingshu's shoulders.

"Lolo, if one day, I leave, you must live well, you must understand that my leaving is my own choice, don't blame anyone, and don't hate this military uniform on us because of it! "

"But she herself was pregnant at the time! If she was alive, maybe, I would have a younger sister or younger brother now! Just because she is a soldier, she has to make such a choice! The child in her womb is also innocent! "

Luo Jingshu finally said what she had been holding back in her heart. In the past, Luo Jingshu didn't even know that Ming Jun was pregnant at the time. If she knew, she might hate Luo Yu even more!

In my memory, on the first day after Mingjun and Luo Jingshu were taken away from the border by Mie Shi, Mingjun was taken out by that group of people for more than three hours, and it was only after dark that he was dragged back to the room where they were locked. The place where the Mingjun sat at that time was covered in blood.

At that time, Luo Jingshu only knew that she was afraid when she saw all this, but she didn't understand why, but now Luo Jingshu understands, probably at that time, the child was no longer there!

With such a body dragged on, I will experience that kind of inhuman treatment for the next three days. At this moment, Luo Jingshu remembers those things that cannot be imagined. Now, how Mingjun persevered and kept calming Luo Jingshu. At that time, she may have long wanted to get rid of it!

Seeing Luo Jingshu falling into that painful memory, Li Jingyun hurriedly put her in his arms.

"Lolo, don't think about it, I believe that your mother also wanted to do her best to protect that child, just like protecting you. Maybe, that child has no fate with you!"

Luo Jingshu pushed Li Jingyun and took a deep breath.

"I'm fine, it's just that I suddenly feel that the soldiers are also quite sad. Sometimes there is no choice!"

"Do you regret it?"

Li Jingyun suddenly asked! Luo Jingshu was stunned for a moment, and Li Jingyun asked again.

"Do you regret joining the army?"

Luo Jingshu shook her head.

"If I hadn't come here, I wouldn't be where I am today, at least here, I met you!"

Having said that, Luo Jingshu thought for a while, and there was something that Li Jingyun had to help solve.

"Can you do something for me? There should be a share of the child in the bottle of ashes. Can you help me get a monument, just bury it next to it, and I will come to worship in the future."

"Aren't you going to tell them?"

Li Jingyun asked, Luo Jingshu shook her head.

"No, I thought about it at first. After all, if one more person knows, one more person will be able to remember this child who has no relationship with us. But after seeing my father yesterday, I don't want to talk about it. One more person knows, maybe one more person. People are suffering! He has been blaming himself for eight years, and it is time to say goodbye to the past!"

After she finished speaking, Luo Jingshu took the initiative to hold Li Jingyun's hand and raised her head slightly. Compared with the chill of the God Killing Base, it was much brighter and sunny here. A ray of sunlight pierced through her fingers, and she couldn't open her eyes. But the mood is much easier.

"Let's go! It's time for us to go back!"

After finishing speaking, the two turned around, and then they saw Luo Yu and Luo Boxuan standing there, their expressions condensed and sad.

"Father, big brother, you..."

Luo Jingshu had a bad feeling in her heart. Seeing the expressions on the faces of these two people, she no longer knew what to say.

"What you said is true! Mingjun, she was pregnant at the time?"

"I, I am just a guess!"

Luo Jingshu wanted to minimize the damage. At this time, it might be impossible to deny it directly. She could only give an ambiguous answer, or at least give everyone a chance to comfort themselves.

"Haha! I actually killed my wife and children myself! Haha! Luo Yu, Luo Yu, you keep saying that you want to protect your family and the country, where is your home! Haha!"

Suddenly, Luo Yu smiled bitterly and stumbled all the way to Mingjun's tomb. Luo Baixuan, Luo Jingshu and the others all chased after seeing this.

"I'm sorry, Mingjun, I'm useless, I overestimate my ability, I hurt you, Jingshu, and our unborn child! Don't forgive me, I'm not worthy of being a Husband and father, I am ashamed of your feelings for me for so many years, I am sorry!"

"Mingjun, why are you hiding it from me, why are you being so kind, should we live selfishly! Mingjun, answer me!"