Reborn Military Wife Lingren

Chapter 382: The truth of heartache (two more)

Luo Yu knelt down in front of the tomb, his head resting on the tombstone, holding the tombstone, talking hysterically there, his eyes slid down the tombstone and mixed into the soil.

"Father, don't blame yourself. We didn't even know that mother was pregnant. It's not your fault. I believe that mother actually wants to protect that child! You get up first!"

Luo Boxuan walked over and wanted to help Luo Yu up, but Luo Yu was holding the tombstone tightly.

"No, it was my fault. I shouldn't have listened to her choice. I should have been selfish. She was also held hostage at that time. She was not a soldier, she was just a hostage!"

Luo Jingshu couldn't stand it anymore, she knew that if Luo Yu knew about this, she would collapse completely.

Before Luo Yu, as long as he still had the integrity of a soldier, but now, he is a sad person trapped by guilt, and his whole body is shrouded in a thick sadness.

"Father, what you are doing now will only make your mother feel at peace under the spring. I think she didn't tell you because she was afraid that you would influence her judgment and make a wrong choice. I believe she never regretted her choice, so you also Don't feel guilty here now! If you really love your mother, if you feel unworthy for that unborn child, then you should live well, live well with their hopes and dreams, not only You, my brother and I will be fine too, that's what mom wants to see!"

"I know, I know Mingjun won't blame me, but I'm uncomfortable here! If I didn't have to worry so much at the time, even if I lost this military uniform, maybe our ending would be different!"

Luo Yu said in a choked voice. At this time, he was just a man who blamed himself and was sad.

"There are not so many ifs in the world! So don't make these assumptions, and we must dare to bear the ending of our own choice! If you really go down like this, you won't be worthy of your mother's love for you!"

Speaking of this, Luo Jingshu paused and left a sentence.

"We'll be waiting for you in the car."

After finishing speaking, Luo Jingshu dragged Li Jingyun to the parking lot outside the cemetery. Luo Baixuan frowned as he looked at the two people who were leaving, and at his father who was still in grief.

"Father, I think the little sister is right. Since this is your mother's choice, don't blame yourself! I'll go to the car first!"

After speaking, Luo Boxuan also left.

In the parking lot, as soon as Luo Jingshu and Li Jingyun got into the car, Li Jingyun spoke up.

"Luo Luo, wouldn't you be too cruel just now!"

Luo Jingshu didn't answer. Leaning on the back of the chair, she suddenly felt that the trip was more tiring than the training. The training was only physically tired, but now she was tired.

"That's what Mom wants to see! Actually, he said something wrong. Mom is not kind. I think she is the one who is cruel, especially to herself!"

Luo Jingshu asked herself what choice she would make if the same thing happened to her, at least at this moment, she still felt how stupid it was to risk her life and the child's life to save others!

They are soldiers, but they are not machines. They are also flesh and blood people with feelings and thoughts. If she has a child, she may first think of herself as a pregnant woman rather than a soldier at that moment!

Suddenly, Luo Jingshu smiled lightly in her heart. Sure enough, she was still not good enough. She didn't become a qualified and excellent soldier with selfless dedication. She was still selfish in her subconscious, but at least she didn't think it was a bad or dishonorable thing now. thing!

"Actually, the same is true of your father. I believe that when he chose to give up on you and your mother because of the pregnant woman, his heart was the most painful, and he was cruel enough to himself!"

Li Jingyun suddenly said that the choice of life and death is sometimes not as simple as imagined. No matter how you usually say it, it's just a sentence, but when it comes to facing it, few people have the courage to face it.

Luo Jingshu raised her head, looked at Li Jingyun, was silent for a long time, and asked a question.

"What about you! Between family and strangers, who would you choose!"

Li Jingyun was startled, but then replied.

"I don't give up on both. For me, wearing this military uniform is to protect my family and the country, but if my family can't protect it, what qualifications do I have to wear this military uniform!"

Luo Jingshu suddenly laughed, buried her head in Li Jingyun's arms, and said quietly.

"Hopefully, you won't have the day when you take off your military uniform, otherwise, you won't be handsome!"

"Okay, for you, I have to wear a military uniform for the rest of my life!"

"Yo, you two, can you show your affection on separate occasions, I'm still here!"

Suddenly, the rear door was opened, Luo Boxuan sat in, and when he saw the two people hugging each other tightly, he did not avoid it, staring hotly at the two men and women in front of them.

When he thought that his sister had become so good and was kidnapped by this man, Luo Boxuan felt a pain in the flesh. The cabbage he had worked so hard to grow was not fully matured, but he was humiliated by pigs. Who can understand him? That **** pain!

When Luo Jingshu saw someone, she immediately sat up from Li Jingyun's arms, and then glared at Luo Boxuan with shame and indignation.

"Hey, the girl's college is not a good choice! Sure enough, the water splashed by the married daughter turned her elbows out!"

"Luo Boxuan, the man who will be with Luo Luo for the rest of his life is me, how can you turn your elbows out! I think you're just boring, so I'll talk to Wen Yusen tomorrow and let him introduce you to you. A few women, so that you can enrich your boring and boring bachelor life! It's not pleasing to the eye if you don't have anything to look at!"

Li Jingyun was dissatisfied with Luo Boxuan getting in the car at this moment, wasn't it a good time outside just now!

When Luo Jingshu heard Li Jingyun's words, she nodded in agreement, and gave Li Jingyun an approving look.

"Brother, you're not too young anymore, it's time to find a partner. In the future, you will have to continue the incense of the Luo family!"

Speaking of this, Luo Jingshu suddenly had a whim.

"Brother, have you frozen sperm!"

Luo Jingshu suddenly said such a sentence, which shocked the jaws of the two men, Luo Boxuan asked in surprise.

"What are you doing with these things, I really think I'm a pain in the ass!"

"Hehe, who can predict the things in this world, people will have good and bad luck, not to mention that your identity is in danger at any time!"

When Luo Boxuan heard this, his expression darkened. He dared to feel that his sister was cursing him!

"Luo Jingshu, can you show me a little better? In terms of the level of danger, the man beside you is more dangerous than me. Who doesn't know that the entire Xia Kingdom and the border of Yun City are the most accident-prone areas!"

"He has my protection. You are alone. Last time, I rescued you! Brother, why don't you consider finding a woman to protect you!"

As she said that, Luo Jingshu showed a sly look, her eyes were half-squinted, and her clear and bright eyes were filled with a sense of abuse.

"Li Jingyun, take care of your woman, I'm only twenty-six, why are you looking for a woman in such a hurry! Protect me, I don't know who will protect who by then. Isn't this asking for trouble?"

Luo Boxuan's current thinking is the same as that of Li Jingyun before, since their work is dangerous, they shouldn't harm innocent girls! Therefore, the current Luo Boxuan has always pursued celibacy.

Hearing Luo Baixuan's words, Li Jingyun smiled lightly. He saw his past self, but now, everything has changed, and he even felt that this change was sweet and happy.

Li Jingyun's big hand tightly wrapped Luo Jingshu's small hand, and then looked at Luo Boxuan and said meaningfully.

"Wrong, this is a sweet burden, Bai Xuan, your current state is very similar to mine before, don't you think it's better when you look at me now?"

Luo Boxuan rolled his eyes, looked at the two tired and crooked people, and said contemptuously.

"It's not good, I don't think so! But well, the woman in your heart is my sister, and I don't want you to think the same as me again! However, please respect my choice! You think the streets are full of A woman as good as my sister!"

As he spoke, Luo Boxuan's face flashed with worry again, looking at the two people in the front row, he sighed again.

His sister was so good, why was she booked away so early!

In the carriage, because of the topic that Luo Jingshu suddenly opened, the sadness was reduced a bit, and the atmosphere suddenly became a lot more relaxed.

After about half an hour, Luo Yu finally appeared at the entrance of the cemetery. Compared with the decadent and lost mood when he first learned the news of Mingjun's pregnancy, Luo Yu now has a faint sadness on his face. The spirit looks much better.

When the three saw Luo Yu walking towards this side, they all got out of the car.

"Father!"

"father in law!"

All three looked at Luo Yu, Luo Yu waved his hand and said something lightly.

"Get in the car!"

After speaking, Luo Yu opened the door and got into the car by himself. The three of them also got into the car when they saw it. Li Jingyun drove the car away from the Martyrs Cemetery.

In the car, it was extraordinarily quiet at first, but because of Luo Yu's arrival, the relaxed atmosphere turned a little dull for a moment.

When he was about to arrive at Li Jingyun's apartment, Luo Yu finally spoke.

"Bai Xuan, go back tomorrow! I'm going to stay here for a while. I've already contacted the army. I haven't rested for so many years, so it's time to give myself a vacation!"

Luo Boxuan nodded in agreement without hesitation. He knew that his father stayed here to spend more time with his mother. If possible, he would also like to stay, but as the captain of the Flying Eagle Special Team, he couldn't have so many. holiday!

"Okay, father, then take care of yourself here!"

Luo Yu nodded, then leaned back on the chair, closing the curtain and taking care of himself!

After arriving at the apartment, Li Jingyun went directly to the study, and walked out again after a while with an access card in his hand!

"Father-in-law, since you are going to live in Yunshi for a while, then you can live here. Here are the keys and access card. The car key is at the door. In addition, there will be an hourly worker here to clean it every day. You don't need to worry about her!"

Luo Yu looked at the key card on the coffee table, thought about it for a moment, and put it away.

"Then I'll stay here and cause you trouble!"

"Father-in-law, we are a family, and this is your home! When Lolo and I are free, we will come to see you!"

Luo Yu shook his head.

"No, I know how busy you are usually! It will take two or three hours to come and go. If I miss you, I will just come to the base to see you!"

Li Jingyun didn't say anything after that. They all knew that Luo Yu only had Ming Jun in his heart.

Luo Yu sat alone for a long time. After adjusting her mood, she went to the study, where Luo Jingshu was reading.

"Knock knock knock! Jing Shu, it's me!"

Luo Jingshu heard the voice and responded casually.

"come in!"

Luo Yu pushed open the door and entered, and what caught his eye was Luo Jingshu, who was sitting on the bay window and reading a book. It had been a long time since he had seen such a serious and quiet daughter. For a while, his eyes were a little blurry!

After Luo Jingshu heard the door open, she didn't hear any words. She looked up and saw Luo Yu was still standing at the door, so she stood up.

"sit down!"

Luo Jingshu pointed to the chair on the side, and sat down on the opposite side. Luo Yu walked over and glanced at the book in Luo Jingshu's hand. It was a book describing the military command of foreign troops, and it was still the original version. English!

Luo Yu couldn't help but be a little surprised. It turned out that he didn't even know his daughter's true strength. Over the years, he really didn't become a good father.

"Jing Shu, I'm here to ask you, how did your brother think about what you said last time in Kyoto?"

"Are you talking about going to the military academy?"

Luo Jingshu asked, Luo Yu nodded!

"I was a little worried at first, but now it seems that we were negligent in the past. You can read these original books. It shouldn't be a problem to go to a military academy. I remember that you were always the top three in your class when you were young! You have been gifted since childhood. Smart, your mother and I both said you were smarter than your brother at the time, but later, it was your father who ignored you! I'm sorry!"

Luo Yu thought about the quarrels over the years. In fact, thinking about it now, he has a great responsibility, but he always thought that Luo Jingshu was too rambunctious and did not understand them. However, Luo Jingshu was only ten years old at the time, so how could she understand them? What is a soldier, what is a faith.

"It's in the past!"

Luo Jingshu said these words gently, indeed, for Luo Jingshu at this time, all of this actually had nothing to do with her, so Luo Yu didn't need to say sorry to her again and again.

"Okay, I won't talk about it, Jing Shu, think about the military academy. It can be seen that you like the current state of life, but if you want to keep walking on this road, the military academy is a very good s Choice!"

Speaking of this, Luo Yu paused, as if thinking about something, and then opened his mouth again.

"In addition, Jingyun is now a colonel. It is estimated that he is participating in several missions. It is a matter of time before he is promoted to a colonel, and he has always been the key training target of the Southern Military Region. If you only have a high school diploma, you will only be a non-commissioned officer in the future. , Jingshu, my father said this not because he was worried that Jingyun would look down on you because of the difference in your identities, but if Jingyun didn't say it, it didn't mean others didn't say it. If you have a diploma from a military academy, you will be better off in your career in the future. Being able to help Li Jingyun, after all, no place is absolutely pure, in fact, Jingyun faces a lot more pressure than you think!"

Although Luo Yu was not in the Southern Military Region, he came from here after all. Since ancient times, there have been frequent party disputes. The God-killing Special Forces are a big piece of fat in the Southern Military Region. How many pairs of eyes are staring at God-killing.

If it weren't for the majesty of Lao Meng, those people would have already made their minds on the head of the God-killing Special Forces. After all, this is a team that has repeatedly achieved extraordinary feats. , such a team, too attractive!

If it was before, Luo Yu would not pay too much attention to Li Jingyun's future, at most for the sake of two family friends, and occasionally lend a helping hand, but now, this man will be his future son-in-law, and Li Jingyun's future is related to Luo Jing Shu's future happiness.

As a father, Luo Yu also hopes that his daughter is not someone who relies on men to survive, especially seeing the changes in Luo Jingshu, his eyes are full of ambition, so he hopes that he can show Luo Jingshu a path , In the future, I also hope that the young couple can face the wind and rain from the outside world together.

Luo Yu's words were not too straightforward, but Luo Jingshu also understood. She was used to these struggles since she was a child, and her mercenary team was like the God-killing Special Forces, which became the eyes of countless people who wanted to plunder of prey.

However, at that time, she dealt with these problems very simply and rudely, and directly suppressed them by force.

But what she used to do doesn't apply here. Compared with the army, the base is the kind of primitive wild tribe. Force decides everything. In the army, there are all kinds of interpersonal relationships. You can oppose, but you can't oppose it yet. So obvious.