Chapter 367 I might die

   "I said we are divorced!" Gu Zhennan repeated.

  "Stop kidding, husband, this is not funny at all." Guo Xiang was stunned.

   "I'm not kidding, I never kidding!" Gu Zhennan said coldly.

   "Why?" Guo Xiang's eyes widened, tears streaming from his eyes.

   "Look at me now, you are just a trash, you are so beautiful and capable, I am not worthy of you." Gu Zhennan lowered his eyelids.

   "No, Zhennan, it is not, you are very good, in my heart you have always been perfect, you are not worthy of me..." Guo Xiang said eagerly.

  "Not anymore." Gu Zhennan interrupted her, "I can't see it now. I can't do anything. Except for a skin bag, I am no longer the same me."

   "I don't care!" Guo Xiang shook his head with tears.

"But I care!" Gu Zhennan's voice suddenly increased, "Did you hear what they said? They said you are so capable, excellent, and outstanding, saying that I am a disability, I am a trash, and I am just a man. Eat soft rice..."

   "No, you are not..." Guo Xiang burst into tears.

   "I am!" Gu Zhennan's voice was very cold, "I can't do anything now, I can't see it, I will fall even when I walk, I'm useless..."

   "But that's only temporary, wait for the operation..."

   "Surgery? Huh..." Gu Zhennan sneered, "That's just a lie to me? Is it really possible to operate? When, will you tell me?"

  Guo Xiang was choked and speechless, and she was not sure, "Zhennan, don’t do this, I have never lied to you, just want time..."

"Time?" Gu Zhennan sighed, "How much time do I have? You tell me. Actually I know it all. They said that the iron piece in my mind is a time bomb. I don't know when I will die. I don't have any. How much time is it?"

   "You..." Guo Xiang was shocked, so he knew all about it?

   "Even if you don't die, you're blind and paralyzed, isn't it?" Gu Zhennan's tone was full of depression, and he had been dizzy more than once, but he never dared to say it.

   "No, Zhennan, it's not..." Guo Xiang threw himself in front of Gu Zhennan, "There must be a way, shall we wait together? I am willing to wait with you..."

   "But I don't want to, I don't want to live in your shadow, and I don't want others to say that I can only rely on you..."

  "Don't care about what others say, I don't care, I am willing, Zhennan, don't drive me away, okay?"

   "You said that we want to be together forever, you said that you want to be nice to me forever, you said that there will never be such a day, did I forget what you said..."

  Gu Zhennan’s eyes were also wet. He remembered that Guo Xiang said that I will always be by your side, unless you drive me away, he said that there will never be such a day.

  He broke his promise.

   "Zhennan, I know I haven't done well enough, can I change it?"

   "I'm self-willed, I'm hypocritical, I have a bad temper, I can change everything, don't you don't want me..."

  "I will learn to do housework, learn to cook, learn to wash clothes, and I can learn everything for you..."

"Zhennan!" Guo Xiang rushed into Gu Zhennan's arms and kissed him eagerly. "Zhennan, we are here again, how about we have a baby? Our children, he will be very cute and look like you. …"

  Gu Zhennan was shocked. Guo Xiang used to say that he didn’t want to have children. Although he didn’t care, but now she said that she was going to have a child for himself. He was surprised but very heartbroken. If it were before, he might be happy, but now...

   "I don't need it!" Gu Zhennan pushed her away rudely, "I don't need it, I can live better alone, I am not rare..."

   "Zhennan, why are you doing this to me?" Guo Xiang fell to the ground, crying.

  "Have you forgotten all the previous eachother? You said that you would love me forever, and you said that we would live together forever and never leave, have you forgotten it?" Guo Xiang was heartbroken.

She remembered it clearly. She remembered the first time she went to him. She accidentally said that she wanted to divorce. He still bought a lot of things for her and ordered a shower curtain for her. He said, "Even if it's only a month. Don't let you be wronged".

  She remembered that she treated him for facial paralysis and joked that "you can only smile at me in the future", and he said "OK" without hesitation.

  She remembered that time when he became the boss of the machinery factory, she laughed at his change of identity, and he scratched her nose and said, "No matter how the identity changes, I will always be your husband."

  She remembered that he woke up after the accident. He kissed her and said thanked her for her perseverance. She said that she would never leave him unless he drove him away. He said that there would never be such a day.

  She remembered the time they went to the park and he fed her a little cake. She said "husband, I love you very much, don't leave me alone", and he said "OK".

  He obviously agreed, but why did he forget it in a blink of an eye?

   "A man's oath is the least credible, don't you know?" Gu Zhennan's voice was cold.

   "No, I don't believe it, you deliberately **** me off, right?" Guo Xiang desperately shook his head.

  "Zhennan, I was wrong. I will be fine in the future. I will never go out to show off or be angry with you anymore. Don't drive me away, okay?" Guo Xiang was sitting on the ground in tears.

  Only you know how difficult it is for two to be together. After several lives and deaths, the relationship between the two should be indestructible. Why is it so vulnerable now?

   "Why are you doing this now? I don't like you anymore, why are you still not leaving?" Gu Zhennan yelled.

   "No, it's impossible..." Guo Xiang stepped back, desperate, "Gu Zhennan, no, did you deliberately **** me off? Zhennan, but I'm really sad, sad..."

  "Don’t make me feel so sad, okay? Wouldn’t my heart hurt when you look at this? You used to love me the most!"

   "I have never been a warm person..." Gu Zhennan said in his heart before meeting you, but now he has to harden his heart.

   "Actually, you misunderstood me. I have always been a hard-hearted person and will not change for whom..."

  Guo Xiang's face changed drastically, he actually said that, is he determined to divorce himself?

   "Okay, you are fine, Gu Zhennan, you will regret it..."

  Guo Xiang got up and rushed out, opened the courtyard door and disappeared into the night.

  "Xiangxiang, Xiangxiang..." Gu Zhennan didn't expect Guo Xiang to run. He was anxious, got up and chased after him, forgetting that the room had a threshold, and fell to the ground with a "plop".

   "Zhennan!" Wang Guiying ran over crying, "Are you all right, Zhennan?"

   "I'm fine, leave me alone, mother, go and see Xiangxiang, it's so late now, she ran out..."

  "Why are you doing this?" Wang Guiying burst into tears, "Why do you want to say such unfeeling words?"

   "Mother, don't say anything, you can catch up and have a look..."

  Wang Guiying had to ran out, followed Guo Xiang, and watched her enter Ji Changlin’s health clinic before returning home with confidence.

   Seeing Gu Zhennan still sitting on the floor, "Zhennan, why, Zhennan?"

"Xiangxiang is so good, why do you want to drive her away? Don't listen to others' nonsense, Xiangxiang is not that kind of person..." Wang Guiying cried, "She is so good, I have never seen such a good daughter-in-law... "

   "I know!" Gu Zhennan's tears also flowed down, "I just know that she can't bear to guard me as a cripple..."

   "Mother, I can't drag her down, I can't get better, I may die at any time..."

  Wang Guiying covered her mouth with an incredulous expression, "How could this be?"

  (End of this chapter)