I wrote more in my diary than I knew. When I saw the content that I thought I would not write down or should not know, my heart was full of shame. Although I do n’t think that I ’m doing these things that I do n’t see, I still care about Dr. Ruan Li ’s mood when she sees these things—the role she plays at this time is my adoptive mother, no, specifically. It is said that this is not a pure role-playing game. Here, she, who is also the role of adoptive mother, is probably in the position of adoptive mother in terms of mood and thought.

Indeed, there is nothing shameful about it, and the woman who sees it is both a foster mother and a professional psychologist. However, from her identity standpoint, think about it. There is a question in the diary about how to deal with this world of repeaters. For anyone who regards this world of repeaters as the only real world. It should be unacceptable.

I don't think my decision was wrong. It's just that I care about Dr. Ruan Li's ideas.

However, on the other side, Dr. Ruan Li, who has been keeping and watching these diaries, must also understand why I had such an idea. What she said to me made me feel this deeply. But no matter what she thinks, I have my own ideas.

Perhaps, the decision to abandon the original plan was driven by the shame she knew. However, if I had no hesitation about the plan at first, it might not be so easy to shake. I have always said to myself that when I was implementing that cruel plan, I already had consciousness, but now I have proved that it is actually that kind of consciousness. It's not as strong as I think, and my heart is far less rigid than steel.

I said to Dr. Ruan Li that when I was going to save the world, I still hesitated, but when this sentence was spoken. The mood settled down, and even felt that it was more firm than the mood of sticking to the original plan. This kind of mood contrast makes me more aware of the thoughts in my heart. The only confusion is whether my inner thoughts are naive, or are they really possible?

Dr. Ruan Li has any plans, she is right. I have n’t known it so far, and the only thing I know is that in such an unclear situation, if you make a wrong choice, you will probably never be able to start again. My innocence, my heroic thoughts, my wishful faith in my loved ones. Is this correct? Is it possible to solve the problem? Can it be rewarded in good faith? Did you step on the tail of fate?

As in the past, in the endless erosion of the end. I can only pray. But at least, compared to carrying the guilt, with the bottom line of "can destroy a world", to be those who will eventually abandon a world, they will choose to believe them and save the world. Of course, it is even more full of warmth.

"It turned out to be the case." Dr. Ruan Li's choice for me seemed to have been understood. The previous consternation faded in her eyes. She took off her pajamas and changed her underwear. One side said to me: "If you feel happy. But I said to you before, to be the hero of saving the world ... But don't you think that is a joke?" Her voice was calm and serious. "I told you before letting you save the world? I don't think you can save the world."

I do n’t think she is joking, but I still think that although she really does n’t think I can save the world, the last sentence that made me a hero to save the world is not a joke at all. Even if she felt that I was unlikely to do it, she still wanted me to do it. Perhaps, in her mind, I should be such a man. Although in terms of psychology, my literacy is 180,000 miles away from Dr. Ruan Li, I still think that she came to me with those emotions. Therefore, I was silent and did not refute any of her claims.

Dr. Ruan Li adjusted the chest support and the bottom of the trousers, let me help to buckle the back button, and then put on a two-piece coat, and then continued to say to me: "I also said that your plan is desperate In the mood, look for the most likely hope, so if you have the opportunity, I hope you can look at the world from another angle-this kind of words, part of it is the skill of speech. Is it okay? Achuan. "

"It doesn't matter." I answered clearly.

"And, in fact, even if you stand in my perspective to rethink the world, and even return to normal reality, the problems to be faced are essentially the same." Dr. Ruan Li sighed , "The end of the world has begun to count down, but, so far, I still don't have a specific plan. It's not just me, people who can recognize that the world has entered the end, can't propose a solution."

"That is to say, no matter where it is, from what position to think, whether it is fantasy or reality, the end is inevitable?" I asked.

"Any hallucination must have a basis for reality." Dr. Ruan Li replied very positively: "It is because of the end of reality, so the end of illusion occurs, and because there is no solution to the end of reality, there is no illusion. … ”Speaking of this, she paused before saying:“ Because in reality, no one realizes the end, so in the end of the illusion, the end will start with the little-known “mystery”. ”

"It turns out that this can be understood, then, people do not realize that the end is coming, and everyone is already in the end, aren't the two statements a bit contradictory?" I continued to ask.

"No, there is no contradiction at all." Dr. Ruan Li frowned, and seemed to be facing a difficult problem. "Because it is already in the end, it is not clear that the end has come-if I say so, you Can you understand? Achuan. "

"Can the Doom itself block people's perception of their own situation?" I seem to understand a little.

"It should be said that the end is happening, this is the end." Dr. Ruan Li said: "But not everyone can not understand, a small number of people have already noticed, but. There is no solution. And in my It seems that such a situation is the origin of the prophet in the illusion of doomsday. "

It is not the reality of the hospital, which is projected into the illusion of doomsday, and the situation of the illusion of doomsday is reflected in the world of repeaters-just the idea. Dr. Ruan Li took this world as his starting point to explain the end of the illusion, until the actual mapping of the hospital.

Despite the opposite perspective, however, Dr. Ruan Li has a lot of information. In her logical explanation, people feel that the facts can really be the same.

I can't refute Dr. Ruan Li's statement at all, because. The reason for refutation can also be applied to the logic based on the reality of "hospital reality". On the contrary, it proves the correctness of Dr. Ruan Li-if "hospital reality" can be used as the basis of reality, then this world of repeaters can also be.

The subordination relationship between the two is diametrically opposed, but the situation reflected and the clues connecting these situations. It is still the same-no matter what angle of "doomsday", there is a way of operation that has a strong role in mentality.

In "Hospital Reality". This effect on the spirit is accomplished through "lesions", and "viruses" are the source of all "lesions".

In this world of repeaters, according to Dr. Ruan Li, "viruses" do not exist, but only a "illusion when sick". It is those seemingly insignificant white Claudias that are responsible for these terrible changes.

In the illusion of doomsday, "virus" and "white Claudia" have some kind of deep connection, and in this world of repeaters is no exception. However, since "white Claudia" is the cause of the end. Well, "virus" is also considered to be a subordinate state.

"Undetectable virus and Jiang ... and white Claudia that can be observed and actually touched." Dr. Ruan Li said: "Don't you think the latter is the more realistic thing? Although the unobservable thing There is, but why do we have to think that what is unobservable is the subject? "

The answer to this question must be very complicated. I did not think about it in depth, because, even if a conclusion is reached, it does not help the current situation. Although she decided to save the world, Dr. Ruan Li also said that she did not have any specific plans and methods, not only for her, but also for other people. In such a doomsday, not all people can rely on it, and few people can recognize the doomsday. Whether they recognize the doomsday has also been proven to have nothing to do with knowledge, identity, occupation, and personality. After comparison, the results did not have any mathematical characteristics, as if it was just luck and chance.

Therefore, it is extremely difficult to find people who have research capabilities and can recognize the end. In the mouth of Dr. Ruan Li, Dallas is about to cooperate with people who can recognize the end. Although, in my eyes, he is an electronic demon messenger who has mastered the inherent enchantment, but such an identity, in the mouth of Dr. Ruan Li, may also be related to him being a "research-oriented expert who recognizes the end."

As for how to understand the content of the end of the illusion and the reality of the hospital from the characteristics of the end of the world, the information compiled by Dr. Ruan Li can not be said for three days and three nights. However, none of the information can solve one of the most critical questions: "What the **** is Claudia?"

Yes, the white Claudia in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li has many characteristics, and is very close to the description of "virus", or she thinks that the "virus" described in my diary is precisely "white The illusion created by "Lauda" for the blueprint. However, feeling the existence of "virus" is not a unique feeling for me, but a feature shared by some patients.

"Even so, Achuan, you are still the most sensitive patient I have ever seen." Dr. Ruan Li said: "You are convinced of the existence of 'viruses' because your feelings are gradually deepening."

"But, mother. You think that the virus does not exist." I said.

"Perhaps, in fact, in recent research, I can no longer be sure that the 'virus' does not exist." Dr. Ruan Li said: "However, the white Claudia is the origin, but it is certain. If "Virus" exists, it must also be the result of the white Claudia, is a process of the end. "

"You mean, white Claudia is breeding a" virus "?" I couldn't help asking.

"I think this is the case, but there is no more evidence. After all, the" virus "cannot be observed. It is only felt by people like you who are so sensitive." Dr. Ruan Li shook his head. "Although in the past, I always thought that This is just your illusion, but ... White Claudia is very incredible in itself, and there are some incredible situations. It is not worthy of being surprised. "

"So, what is the end of the world?" I asked.

When Dr. Ruan Li gave a detailed account of the "End of the World" in her eyes, we were already walking on the forest path leading to the Observatory. I was still a little surprised that there was an observatory here, but when I thought of Dr. Ruan Li's intention to let me use the observation data of the observatory to understand the "broadness" of this world to prove the authenticity of this world, I couldn't help but feel a little trance.

"Do you know? Achuan. Here, the universe is real, not a virtual curtain, but a mathematical model that is expanding." Dr. Ruan Li said: "No matter how real the doomsday illusion and the reality of the hospital, this is true. It ’s hard for them to touch it. Because of the existence of such a large, precise and deep mathematical model, all of it is true. According to your diary, the illusion of doomsday is supported by the mental consciousness of the patients. All and The numbers related to science are actually a rough and vague idea. The reason why the gravity coefficient is 9.8 is precisely because people's basic scientific concept is determined to be 9.8, however, no one will measure more accurate numbers ... … Maybe it should be said that no one will realize. What the true gravity coefficient should look like. That is because everything is determined by the patient ’s own spiritual consciousness.

However, here is different, the numbers here are icy. Precisely, it is not based on the transfer of human will, nor is it normal that people can fantasize on the basis of feelings, knowledge, and ideas. Perhaps, people in the illusion of doom know that the universe exists, but they must not be able to find evidence of the existence of the universe, nor can they study accurate cosmic data. But, I can. So far, the mathematical and physical models we have constructed can be deduced to ten three dimensions. You can see the real-time measurement data of the composition of the universe at the observatory, and these data are all in line with those highest theories. The mental consciousness of the patients in the reality of the hospital, is it not so powerful? "

Dr. Ruan Li's remarks are the sharpest but most conclusive "true evidence" I have heard so far. I also don't think that a world composed purely of spiritual consciousness can include a real universe, or that extremely large and precise data can be used to construct a touchable space-time model of the universe. The reason why there is "mystery" in the illusion of doomsday, in my opinion, also has the meaning of making up for the dead--because it cannot be accurately constructed, it must be forcibly explained by the "fuzzy" method, so the concept is opposed to science. "Mystery" appears, it makes up for people's curiosity, it can explain any "why". All things that can't be answered, just say, this is caused by "mystery", a very convenient way, isn't it?

Because of this idea, the "data describing a thirteen-dimensional cosmic space-time" that Dr. Ruan Li wants to show is very incredible. I can certainly say that these data are actually fantasies, but what is the point of that? When the data of a 13-dimensional cosmic space-time is verified by a mathematical formula, the world described by this data model is the height of ten-three dimensions-for humans who can only feel four-dimensional space-time, it has the same meaning as "real". What is the difference?

If even mathematical formulas are illusions, then it is too small to look at a huge, cold and logical mathematical system. At least, even if there are one million patients involved in the construction of the Doomsday Illusion, they can never rely on fantasies to make up a "rigorous and logical advanced mathematical system that can be applied to the current world."

The evidence that Dr. Ruan Li will issue "This world is real" will be more powerful than the island hospital of "Hospital Reality", because in terms of scope and rigor, "Ten Three-Dimensional Universe Space-Time" is too It was terrible. Moreover, although I can't understand what is the "three three-dimensional", but just to show the data and the theory, even if people do not understand, it feels very powerful.

Conversely think about it, although in the "hospital reality", I have already thought of the possibility of "high-dimensional existence" from the existence of "virus", but. It seems that the specific ten-three-dimensional theory and data have not been seen.

What still haunts me today is still the old concept of "repeater world". The subordinate attribute of this word is too strong. As soon as I think of the world of repeaters, I can't help but think of it. This world is dependent on the illusion of apocalypse and there is a temporary data hedge space. And such a temporary data hedge space has a space-time space model that is larger, more accurate and more complete than the "Doom". It's hard to believe.

"Or, do you want to try it?" Dr. Ruan Li suddenly asked me: "If the world we are in is really destroyed, will the doomsday illusion and hospital reality still exist?"

"Don't joke, mother." I denied it without hesitation. "If you can try it, why should you use this way to make me re-understand the world?"

"Because. I'm actually not sure if this is really feasible." Dr. Ruan Li showed a thoughtful expression. "White Claudia is a very incredible existence. Although it looks like a plant, it is in a quantum state. But it does not meet the standards of plants. The more you observe it, the more puzzled you are, reality and non-reality. How is it distinguished? "

"Are you studying quantum mechanics? Mom." I was a little surprised.

"Ah, no. This is just a little bit of thinking. In fact, I can't really understand mathematics and physics that are too advanced. Only some professionals can consult." Dr. Ruan Li said: "These words are actually The above is what the other party said, although it ’s hard for me to feel that kind of incredible. But the person I know will not be exaggerated in this respect. ”

"... He is a man of doomsday truth?" I couldn't help asking.

"Yes. Rest assured, the true doomsday doctrine is completely different from what you wrote in your diary." Dr. Ruan Li touched my head. Say: "Perhaps, the story I used to tell you is too deep, so you are involuntarily in the illusion, distorting the image of the doomsday truth."

"But, mother, you still haven't said, what is the end of the world, and what is the doomsday truth?" I couldn't help but urge.

Dr. Ruan Li was somewhat hesitant at this time. I don't know why she always shifted the topic when it came to the main content of the end. But she seemed to understand my thoughts, smiled and said: "Because ... the end of the world is really very special, it is difficult to find a standard description."

Despite this, Dr. Ruan Li decided to tell me the ins and outs of the situation, because if he did n’t even know the end of the world, how could he stop it? Afterwards, I finally understood why Dr. Ruan Li knew the end, but told me that there was no plan or method, because this end is really not accurately recognized, although, compared to the end caused by "virus", This doomsday caused by "White Claudia", there is a substantive subject that can be observed.

The beginning of the doomsday was predicted by people a long time ago.

The Doomsday Prophecy of 1999 is very famous in the world before 1999. When it spreads all over the world, listeners are ten times panic ~ lightnovelpub.net ~ Maybe they did n’t This kind of panic is expressed on the face, but the closer it is to 1999, the deeper the countdown to the end of the day becomes. In addition, some people use this prophecy for business activities, so when it arrives in 1999, it looks Not like a joke.

However, for the average person, from the moment of entering 1999, the world is still operating as usual. Although the news reports several natural disasters that seem to be related to the "doomsday", in general, the non-war states Life is still very calm. Gradually, people began to think that the end-of-the-world prediction in 1999 was just nonsense.

But this is not the case, even if most people do not feel it, but some people still realize that the "end of the world" has indeed arrived because of certain factors. But it is based on "personal observation and understanding", "sensitivity to numbers" and "sensual cognition" and other channels that are not completely consistent.

Although it's not that I haven't tried to warn other people and prove myself correct, it has no effect, because people who are not aware of it will not be persuaded by others, nor will they be aware of it. (To be continued ...)

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